Ishte data 31 dhjetor, kur e gjith\u00eb familja ime u mblodh p\u00ebr t\u00eb festuar nd\u00ebrrimin e viteve. At\u00eb nat\u00eb e kaluam shum\u00eb bukur dhe darka ishte e mrekullueshme. Pas mesnat\u00ebs, vendosa t\u00eb dal me disa kush\u00ebrinjt\u00eb e miqt\u00eb e mi. Kishim prenotuar nj\u00eb pab s\u00eb bashku me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb. Aty ndodhej edhe nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur. Q\u00ebkur e pash\u00eb, m\u00eb hyri shum\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente m\u00eb shum\u00eb tek ajo, sepse ishte perfekte. Miqt\u00eb e mi nis\u00ebn t\u00eb k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb e t\u00eb arg\u00ebtohen, nd\u00ebrsa mua nuk m\u00eb shkonte nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb b\u00ebja asgj\u00eb, ve\u00e7 t\u00eb shihja at\u00eb. Ndihesha shum\u00eb i lumtur vet\u00ebm duke e par\u00eb. Nuk kisha besuar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb dashurin\u00eb me shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb; e besova vet\u00ebm at\u00eb nat\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb flisja me t\u00eb, por druhesha se mos ishte e lidhur dhe nuk doja t\u2019i prishja pun\u00eb. Pyeta nj\u00ebrin nga shok\u00ebt e mi se kush ishte dhe m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj se ishte motra e nj\u00eb shokut t\u00eb tij. P\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment, sikur u leht\u00ebsova, por ende nuk dija asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Ajo rrinte gjithnj\u00eb e ulur duke par\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, ashtu sikurse edhe un\u00eb, por n\u00eb ndryshim nga ajo, un\u00eb shihja vet\u00ebm at\u00eb. Ajo nat\u00eb kaloi shum\u00eb shpejt dhe nuk ndodhi asgj\u00eb ve\u00e7 shikimit. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen ishim ftuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e nj\u00eb shoku dhe ajo ishte s\u00ebrish aty. Isha shum\u00eb i lumtur q\u00eb e shihja s\u00ebrish. Takova t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ata q\u00eb ishin aty dhe kur iu afrova p\u00ebr t\u2019i dh\u00ebn\u00eb dor\u00ebn asaj, zemra m\u00eb rrahu fort. Ajo m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti dhe m\u00eb pa shum\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl. At\u00eb nat\u00eb ishte e pabesueshme, por ajo po bisedonte me mua p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb ndryshme dhe un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb i lumtur. Doja ta pyesja p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka, por kisha frik\u00eb se mos i merrte p\u00ebr keq pyetjet e mia. At\u00eb nat\u00eb ia kaluam shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Kaluan disa dit\u00eb dhe un\u00eb nuk mora m\u00eb asnj\u00eb lajm p\u00ebr t\u00eb, kur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pyes shokun q\u00eb kishte shok v\u00ebllain e saj dhe m\u00eb tha se ka ikur. U ndjeva shum\u00eb keq kur mora vesh se ajo nuk jetonte n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. I humba t\u00eb gjitha shpresat dhe mendova se nuk do ta shihja m\u00eb kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Filloi s\u00ebrish shkolla dhe un\u00eb u njoha me nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb. M\u00eb pas u lidh\u00ebm, por at\u00eb e kujtoja gjithmon\u00eb. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb isha student shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb dhe me vajz\u00ebn q\u00eb isha lidhur, gjith\u00e7ka po shkonte p\u00ebr mrekulli. Kaluan disa muaj dhe un\u00eb isha n\u00eb vitin e tret\u00eb (studioja n\u00eb nj\u00eb universitet privat). Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, n\u00eb sall\u00ebn ku b\u00ebnim leksione, hyri drejtoresha dhe na lajm\u00ebroi se n\u00eb klas\u00ebn ton\u00eb do t\u00eb vinte nj\u00eb studente e re. Vajza quhej Erisa dhe vinte nga nj\u00eb shtet tjet\u00ebr, por p\u00ebr arsye familjare, duhet ta vazhdonte shkoll\u00ebn n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment po mendoja: \u201cpo sikur t\u00eb jet\u00eb ajo?\u201d, por pastaj thash\u00eb se kjo nuk ishte e mundur sepse un\u00eb nuk i dija as emrin. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment, n\u00eb klas\u00eb hyri vajza q\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej shoqja jon\u00eb dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb e pabesueshme, por ishte ajo! Nuk u besoja syve kur e pash\u00eb. Papritur, shikimi i saj u kryq\u00ebzua me shikimin tim dhe n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e saj shihej qart\u00eb habia. Ndihesha shum\u00eb i lumtur dhe nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht, i surprizuar. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb donin ta njihnin dhe t\u00eb parat q\u00eb shkuan p\u00ebr t\u2019i dh\u00ebn\u00eb mir\u00ebseardhjen, ishin vajzat e klas\u00ebs, midis t\u00eb cilave, edhe e dashura ime. Dit\u00ebt kalonin dhe gjith\u00e7ka po normalizohej. Ne filluam t\u00eb njiheshim m\u00eb mir\u00eb, por ajo kishte filluar t\u00eb shoq\u00ebrohej me nj\u00eb shokun tim t\u00eb klas\u00ebs dhe pas disa koh\u00ebsh, u lidh\u00ebn. Ndihesha shum\u00eb keq kur i shihja bashk\u00eb. \u00c7mendesha nga xhelozia. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, un\u00eb nuk i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb asgj\u00eb dhe ajo mund t\u00eb lidhej me k\u00eb t\u00eb donte. Mbi t\u00eb gjitha, un\u00eb isha i lidhur. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e shihja, dashurohesha edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb pas saj. Gjeja nj\u00eb justifikim \u00e7do moment p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb pran\u00eb Eris\u00ebs. E dashura ime ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb shoqe shum\u00eb e ngusht\u00eb me t\u00eb dhe un\u00eb ndjeja sikur po tradhtoja t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time. Mendova se duhet t\u2019ia thoja at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeja. Po afronte sezoni i provimeve dhe nuk do ta shihja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb muaj. Nuk duroja dot dhe e ftova p\u00ebr t\u00eb pir\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe. Shkuam te pabi ku u pam\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb dhe q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk do ta harroj kurr\u00eb. U takuam dhe ajo m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi. Nuk e di, por m\u2019u duk se p\u00ebrqafimi i saj po m\u00eb tregonte di\u00e7ka, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb nuk rezistova dot dhe e putha. Ajo iu p\u00ebrgjigj puthjes sime. Puthja ishte shum\u00eb e \u00ebmb\u00ebl, por zgjati shum\u00eb pak. M\u00eb pas, t\u00eb dy u kujtuam se ishim t\u00eb lidhur dhe nuk mund t\u2019i tradhtonin ata me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ishim lidhur, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb nuk munda t\u00eb flija, isha shum\u00eb i lumtur, por nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht, po mendoja se si t\u2019ia thoja t\u00eb dashur\u00ebs, pa e l\u00ebnduar at\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen u takova me t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time dhe i tregova t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn. I thash\u00eb se e kisha dashur Eris\u00ebn q\u00ebkur e kisha par\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb. Normalisht, u m\u00ebrzit shum\u00eb, por m\u00eb tha se ndihej mir\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kisha mashtruar. M\u00eb tha se m\u00eb kuptonte dhe se nuk m\u00eb vinte faj. M\u00eb erdhi shum\u00eb keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb, por nuk mund t\u00eb rrija me t\u00eb kur nuk e doja. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri shum\u00eb i lart\u00eb dhe meriton q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb e lumtur. U ndam\u00eb miq\u00ebsisht.<\/p>\n
Tashm\u00eb, po prisja vendimin e Eris\u00ebs. E ftova q\u00eb t\u00eb dilnim dhe i tregova se u ndava me t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn. Edhe ajo ndihej shum\u00eb keq, pasi e dashura ime ishte shoqja e saj e ngusht\u00eb dhe i detyrohej nj\u00eb shpjegim. Ajo ishte ndar\u00eb edhe me djalin q\u00eb ishte lidhur dhe ndihej shum\u00eb keq. M\u00eb thoshte: \u201cE ndjej veten si e p\u00ebrdal\u00eb q\u00eb lash\u00eb t\u00eb dashurin dhe tradhtova shoqen time t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb p\u00ebr ty\u201d. Qante dhe mua m\u00eb dhimbte n\u00eb shpirt q\u00eb ajo vuante. Nuk durova dot dhe e putha. At\u00ebhere, i thash\u00eb: \u201cEdhe bota le t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrohet, vet\u00ebm ne t\u00eb jemi bashk\u00eb\u201d. K\u00ebshtu, u lidh\u00ebm.<\/p>\n
Erisa bisedoi edhe me ish-t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time q\u00eb ishte edhe shoqja e saj dhe gj\u00ebrat midis tyre nuk ndryshuan. Ajo e kuptonte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Ishim shum\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur dhe mbi t\u00eb gjitha, duheshim shum\u00eb, pa na interesuar se \u00e7far\u00eb thonin t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb na shihnin me urrejtje, por un\u00eb e doja dhe ajo ishte dashuria ime e par\u00eb dhe e vetme. Edhe pse isha lidhur me tjet\u00ebr, un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk e kisha harruar. Isha i gatsh\u00ebm t\u00eb b\u00ebja gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Tani kan\u00eb kaluar dy vjet dhe ne jemi n\u00eb prag t\u00eb diplomimit. T\u00eb dy kemi mbaruar p\u00ebr farmaci dhe kemi vendosur t\u00eb hapim nj\u00eb biznes tonin. Ah, se harrova t\u00eb them m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmen; Erisa do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb baba dhe s\u00eb shpejti do t\u00eb martohemi. Jam shum\u00eb i lumtur q\u00eb do t\u00eb lidh jet\u00ebn me vajz\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb magjepsi me shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb dhe q\u00eb s\u00eb shpejti do t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi me nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb q\u00eb do jet\u00eb frut i dashuris\u00eb son\u00eb t\u00eb madhe. Un\u00eb doja t\u2019u b\u00ebja nj\u00eb thirrje t\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre q\u00eb dor\u00ebzohen para dashuris\u00eb, t\u00eb mos lejojn\u00eb kurr\u00eb q\u00eb dashuria t\u2019u ik\u00eb nga duart p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb n\u00eb bot\u00eb. Dashuria \u00ebsht\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Nuk ka asgj\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur se t\u00eb dashurosh dhe t\u00eb jesh i dashuruar; ndihesh i respektuar e i vler\u00ebsuar. Askush nuk duhet t\u00eb dekurajohet p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb. Luftoni p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur at\u00eb q\u00eb doni, sepse po e lat\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb rrethanave, kurr\u00eb nuk do ta keni.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ishte data 31 dhjetor, kur e gjith\u00eb familja ime u mblodh p\u00ebr t\u00eb festuar nd\u00ebrrimin e viteve. At\u00eb nat\u00eb e kaluam shum\u00eb bukur dhe darka ishte e mrekullueshme. Pas mesnat\u00ebs, vendosa t\u00eb dal me disa kush\u00ebrinjt\u00eb e miqt\u00eb e mi. Kishim prenotuar nj\u00eb pab s\u00eb bashku me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb. Aty ndodhej edhe nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9896","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9896","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9896"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9896\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9896"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9896"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9896"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}