{"id":9785,"date":"2015-06-26T15:00:57","date_gmt":"2015-06-26T13:00:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=9785"},"modified":"2015-06-26T12:21:45","modified_gmt":"2015-06-26T10:21:45","slug":"heshtje","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/06\/heshtje\/","title":{"rendered":"Heshtje&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb gjith\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr posht\u00ebrsin\u00eb e realitetit ku jetojm\u00eb, sepse v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e ndiejm\u00eb sesa i posht\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb ky realitet. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb jemi viktima. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb duam t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb ndryshe. Duam t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb nga maskat. Nd\u00ebrkaq m\u00eb pas, kur fjal\u00ebt duhet t\u00eb kalojn\u00eb n\u00eb vepra, at\u00ebher\u00eb po t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, n\u00eb heshtje, sikur pajtohemi me k\u00ebt\u00eb posht\u00ebrsi. Nuk arrijm\u00eb t\u00eb shk\u00ebputemi, thuajse kemi frik\u00eb se ky realitet \u00ebsht\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kemi. Realiteti i posht\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuarit nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb kompozicion virtual i gj\u00ebrave q\u00eb na imponohen. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb forc\u00eb e jashtme q\u00eb e dhunon m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb jetuarit. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb as nj\u00eb format rregullash t\u00eb shkruara na gur. Realiteti i posht\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuarit \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb krijohet nga bilanci i maskave p\u00ebrball\u00eb fytyrave t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta. G\u00ebnjeshtra p\u00ebrball\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs, gjithsesi nj\u00eb proporcion i zhdrejt\u00eb. Nj\u00eb luft\u00eb e pabarabart\u00eb, sepse kemi t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb me nj\u00eb ep\u00ebrsi t\u00eb frikshme t\u00eb mashtrimit kundruall sinqeritetit. Realiteti i posht\u00ebr i t\u00eb jetuarit \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo q\u00eb ne e krijojm\u00eb me heshtjen ton\u00eb dhe me munges\u00ebn e guximit q\u00eb t\u00eb sfidojm\u00eb maskat. Heshtim dhe m\u00eb pas ankohemi p\u00ebr pasojat e heshtjes son\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Mbylli syt\u00eb e pergjumur dhe te paraftyroj, te shoh si gjithmon\u00eb me sy te shkruar e me zemer te paster, lotet me pikojne n\u00eb buz\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Val\u00ebzonte dallga p\u00ebrkundte falj\u00ebn time ta binte n\u00eb gjumin e madh dhe zgjonte t\u00eb shtrira dhembjet e kristalta t\u00eb ndjesis\u00eb fem\u00ebrore, un\u00eb urrejtjen sa her\u00eb e b\u00ebra nyje n\u00eb gisht dhe grushtin shtr\u00ebngova drejt koh\u00ebs ta kthej n\u00eb k\u00ebng\u00eb e melodi ku t\u00eb p\u00ebrkundja dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb dashurit\u00eb e trupit t\u00eb but\u00eb. Val\u00ebzonte e kthjell\u00ebt dallga e ngrihej para meje e b\u00ebhej lot e dhembje. O Zot pse m\u00eb rikthehesh pa qenie t\u00eb gjall\u00eb n\u00eb grembon time pse krijon urrejtje kur dashurin\u00eb ke pikuar n\u00eb krijimin e globit fatal, ti ke gabuar? P\u00ebrplaset dallga nga skaji n\u00eb skaj n\u00eb anijen e udh\u00ebtimeve pa mua nga dhera t\u00eb larg\u00ebta pa mallin m\u00eb ngarkuar po me nj\u00eb grembo \u00a0e mbushur n\u00eb urrejtje e faj t\u00eb mbys\u00eb qelizen me kaq dhembje krijuar un\u00eb eci. N\u00eb koh\u00eb e ngrir\u00eb me dhembje, kafshimi n\u00eb trupin tim t\u00eb brisht\u00eb nga krijesa ime coptuar. L &amp; K.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb gjith\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr posht\u00ebrsin\u00eb e realitetit ku jetojm\u00eb, sepse v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e ndiejm\u00eb sesa i posht\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb ky realitet. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb jemi viktima. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb duam t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb ndryshe. Duam t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb nga maskat. Nd\u00ebrkaq m\u00eb pas, kur fjal\u00ebt duhet t\u00eb kalojn\u00eb n\u00eb vepra, at\u00ebher\u00eb po t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, n\u00eb heshtje, sikur [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9785","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9785"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9785\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9785"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9785"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9785"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}