{"id":9533,"date":"2015-06-04T19:30:34","date_gmt":"2015-06-04T17:30:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=9533"},"modified":"2015-06-04T13:23:22","modified_gmt":"2015-06-04T11:23:22","slug":"zemres-sime","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/06\/zemres-sime\/","title":{"rendered":"Zemr\u00ebs sime&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Njeriu i \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb mia\u2026 Agimet me rrezet e tyre t\u00eb zjarrta, zgjojn\u00eb tek un\u00eb nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje, nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb, dhe kjo shpres\u00eb e \u00e7do agim t\u00eb bardh p\u00ebrzihet me vellon e bardh\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb sime p\u00ebr ty. Dashuri! Ishe ti ajo fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ndeze buz\u00ebqeshjen e zemr\u00ebs time rinore. Je ti ajo fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ktheu per\u00ebndimet n\u00eb m\u00ebngjese t\u00eb bardha, plot drit\u00eb. Diku n\u00eb bardh\u00ebsin\u00eb e bor\u00ebs kam shkruar dy fjal\u00eb me gjak, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbetur t\u00eb paharruara n\u00eb shekuj: \u201cT\u00eb dua\u201d bashk\u00eb me fjal\u00ebt e zjarrta t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs sime t\u00eb dhurova ty premtimin tim t\u00eb heshtur. Dashuri e par\u00eb! Si nj\u00eb tr\u00ebndafil i kuq, i zjarrt\u00eb, i vendosur n\u00eb shpirtin tim q\u00eb rinon zemr\u00ebn time, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn r\u00ebndon pesha e dhimbjes s\u00eb tmerrshme. Dashuri! Je ti ajo fjal\u00eb q\u00eb me ndjenjat e tua, hyn n\u00eb \u00e7do zem\u00ebr t\u00eb dashuruar, dhe mbart me vete dhimbje, lot. Dhe llava e nxeht\u00eb e dashuris\u00eb rrjedh n\u00eb dejet e gjakut tim dhe fark\u00ebton ndjenja t\u00eb pastra, t\u00eb reja n\u00eb gji t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb sime. Dashuri! Ishe ti buz\u00ebqeshja q\u00eb u mungoje koh\u00ebve. Ishe ti ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrplase n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb tradh\u00ebti. Dhe un\u00eb vura hekurin e skuqur t\u00eb ndjenjave t\u00eb mia t\u00eb \u00e7mendura, mbi plag\u00ebn e qelb\u00ebzuar t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb t\u00ebnde, t\u00eb pasinqert\u00eb ti m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqe gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb tep\u00ebr si palet e nj\u00eb magneti. Zemra ime digjet plot zjarr p\u00ebr ty. T\u00eb shihja \u00e7do dit\u00eb si nj\u00eb zog\u00eb e hutuar dhe heshtja p\u00ebrball\u00eb teje. P\u00ebr 4 muaj nuk t\u00eb thash\u00eb nj\u00eb her\u00eb: \u201ct\u00eb dua, p\u00ebr 4 muaj nuk guxova dot ti shprehja ndjenjat e mia. Druhesha nga nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb frike, ankthi, q\u00eb e kish pushtuar zemr\u00ebn time. Por nj\u00eb dit\u00eb durimi q\u00eb m\u00eb mbante t\u00eb stepur u zhduk, u zhduk si mjergulla n\u00eb agim, u zhduk sikru t\u00eb mos kishte ekzistuar kurr\u00eb m\u00eb. Tani jeta pa ty m\u00eb duket e vak\u00ebt. I madhi Zot, m\u00eb fali mua dashurin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Vall\u00eb \u00e7\u2018penela ka p\u00ebrdorur per\u00ebndia p\u00ebr t\u00eb krijuar at\u00eb fytyr\u00eb engj\u00ebllore me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb rash\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri?! Ty t\u00eb detyrohem gjith\u00e7ka. Nj\u00eb dashuri q\u00eb s\u2019harron p\u00ebrher\u00eb lul\u00ebzon. Dashuri e fshehur ka fatin e nj\u00eb njeriu q\u00eb si ka ecur kurr\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Qysh kur t\u00eb njoha t\u00eb dashurova me shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb. Un\u00eb dhe ti jemi dy, por dashuria ime p\u00ebr ty mbet\u00ebt nj\u00eb. Shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz din\u00eb t\u00eb dashurojn\u00eb t\u00eb jetojn\u00eb, disa t\u00eb tjer\u00eb mbyllen brenda kull\u00ebs s\u00eb vetvetes, dhe nuk e dijn\u00eb \u00e7do t\u00eb thot\u00eb dashuri. Por pa ty jeta ime do t\u00eb dukej e vak\u00ebt, si nj\u00eb en\u00eb e zbraz\u00ebt, si nj\u00eb qytet i shkat\u00ebrruar nga r\u00ebnia e ndonj\u00eb t\u00ebrmeti. Pa ty do m\u00eb duket sikur do d\u00ebgjoj \u00e7do nat\u00eb z\u00ebrin t\u00ebnd. Sa e gjat\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb rruga e dashuris\u00eb! Ndjenjat e dashuris\u00eb sime jan\u00eb aq t\u00eb holla sa mund \u201ct\u00eb zhduken\u201d. Por kjo dashuri sdo t\u00eb ket\u00eb harrime, sa t\u00eb jet\u00eb jeta. Po, a ka mbarim jeta? Po. At\u00ebher\u00eb edhe dashuria ime p\u00ebr ty do t\u00eb ket\u00eb mbarim. Alban Arapi p\u00ebr zemr\u00ebn time G.H. p\u00ebr 36 vjetorin e dit\u00eblindjes.<\/p>\n<p>Buzet te t\u2019i puth dhe fytyren te ta ledhatoj, di\u00e7ka te me kerkoje, une ty do t\u00eb ta jepja. Te me thoje per syte, do t\u00eb t\u2019i jepja pergjithmone. T\u00eb m\u00eb kerkoje zemren, do te thoja \u201ceshte e jotja\u201d, t\u00eb me pyesje per Dashurine, pergjigjja do te ishte: \u201cPer ty eshte krijuar\u201d. Se nje dite pa ty, jeta nuk paska kuptim; se nje vit pa ty, jeta ime do kish mbarim. Ndaj jam akoma gjall\u00eb, se nuk dua te t\u00eb le te verber, me zemer te thyer apo ndoshta me nje dashuri te humbur&#8230; Ndaj jam prap\u00eb i lumtur, perseri ne jete.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Njeriu i \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb mia\u2026 Agimet me rrezet e tyre t\u00eb zjarrta, zgjojn\u00eb tek un\u00eb nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje, nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb, dhe kjo shpres\u00eb e \u00e7do agim t\u00eb bardh p\u00ebrzihet me vellon e bardh\u00eb t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb sime p\u00ebr ty. Dashuri! Ishe ti ajo fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ndeze buz\u00ebqeshjen e zemr\u00ebs time rinore. Je ti ajo fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ktheu [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9533","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9533","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9533"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9533\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9533"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9533"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9533"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}