{"id":9390,"date":"2015-05-26T11:28:21","date_gmt":"2015-05-26T09:28:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=9390"},"modified":"2015-05-26T11:28:21","modified_gmt":"2015-05-26T09:28:21","slug":"zaida-jeta-me-ka-lodhur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/05\/zaida-jeta-me-ka-lodhur\/","title":{"rendered":"Zaida: Jeta m\u00eb ka lodhur…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Besarta Luga: – Zaida, a t\u00eb doli Big Brother ashtu si\u00e7 e prisje kur hyre? <\/strong><\/p>\n

Zaida \u00c7obo: <\/strong>– Jo, nuk m\u00eb doli ashtu. Sa pa hyr\u00eb, kisha tjet\u00ebr koncept p\u00ebr Big Brotherin, por duhet ta provosh, q\u00eb ta shoh\u00ebsh. Duke vler\u00ebsuar veten dhe duke i ditur meritat e mia, besoja shum\u00eb dhe kjo shpres\u00eb m\u00eb mbante q\u00eb ta shtyja mbijetes\u00ebn aty brenda, sepse mbijetes\u00eb ishte, nuk mund ta quaj jetes\u00eb… Besoja se do t\u00eb isha fituese!<\/p>\n

– Pse mendon se dole?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nuk e di… K\u00ebt\u00eb, nuk e di…<\/p>\n

– Po nga vetja jote je e k\u00ebnaqur?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tep\u00ebr e k\u00ebnaqur sepse kam qen\u00eb vetvetja. Kur kam plot\u00ebsuar formularin fillestar, aty ishte nj\u00eb pyetje: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb beson se do t\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7oj\u00eb deri n\u00eb finale?\u201d. Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrgjigja: \u201cSinqeriteti q\u00eb kam n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e p\u00ebrditshme\u201d. Shpresoja v\u00ebrtet se sinqeriteti do t\u00eb fitonte, por ja q\u00eb kjo nuk ndodh n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri.<\/p>\n

– Po n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, si t\u00eb prit\u00ebn?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur, bile kan\u00eb kaluar kaq dit\u00eb dhe vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb inkurajojn\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00ebrzitem. Edhe kur ndodh ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb televizori te Big Brother dhe e shikojn\u00eb q\u00eb jam e trishtuar, e luajn\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb kanalin. (Buz\u00ebqesh)<\/p>\n

– P\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb jam kurioze… si mund t\u00eb marr\u00eb guximin nj\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb futet n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, duke e ditur q\u00eb e shikojn\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt nga jasht\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– K\u00ebt\u00eb problem e kam patur para se t\u00eb futesha, me vajz\u00ebn… Jam munduar ta rris me parime, n\u00eb perfeksion dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb normale q\u00eb disa gj\u00ebra ajo i paragjykon. Ajo m\u00eb thoshte \u201cnuk \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr ty ai audicion dhe nuk donte q\u00eb t\u00eb futesha\u201d, por un\u00eb i thosha: \u201cMami do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqet t\u00eb jet\u00eb si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb jasht\u00eb dhe nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjej\u201d. E pash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb spektak\u00ebl, si t\u00eb vetmen m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb rregulloja jet\u00ebn e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, se realisht, m\u00eb ka lodhur jetesa me t\u00eb gjitha. Nuk ka asgj\u00eb t\u00eb leht\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb. Besoja se disponoja shum\u00eb cil\u00ebsi dhe se do t\u00eb fitoja, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb, ato para me t\u00eb cilat paguaj qiran\u00eb sot, t\u2019i shpenzoja p\u00ebr jetes\u00ebn e p\u00ebrditshme t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve.<\/p>\n

– Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, p\u00ebr ty ka qen\u00eb thjesht dhe past\u00ebr ideja p\u00ebr t\u00eb fituar parat\u00eb… e mendove p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb moment q\u00eb mund t\u00eb shfryt\u00ebzoje fam\u00ebn, n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se jo lek\u00ebt?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb e urt\u00eb popullore greke, thot\u00eb se \u201clekun shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz e kan\u00eb urryer; fam\u00ebn askush\u201d… (Buz\u00ebqesh)<\/p>\n

– Si mendon se mund t\u00eb t\u00eb vlej\u00eb fama sot?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nuk e di… pres shum\u00eb, por i l\u00eb gj\u00ebrat t\u00eb rrjedhin.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb tha vajza kur dole?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn? M\u00eb tha kaq: \u201cMos qaj. \u00c7do gj\u00eb qe e planifikuar\u201d. Nuk e di pse ma tha k\u00ebt\u00eb… Nuk e kam pyetur sepse nuk dua ta ushqej me mendimin se gj\u00ebrat mund t\u00eb ndodhin edhe k\u00ebshtu, por sot f\u00ebmij\u00ebt jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb zgjuar dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb shkath\u00ebt se ne. N\u00eb momente t\u00eb caktuara, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt p\u00ebrpiqen t\u00eb m\u00eb japin k\u00ebshilla, m\u00eb thon\u00eb \u201cStop\u201d dhe m\u00eb habisin…<\/p>\n

– T\u00eb kan\u00eb ardhur f\u00ebmij\u00ebt \u00e7do t\u00eb shtun\u00eb n\u00eb spektak\u00ebl? <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jo, vet\u00ebm at\u00eb nat\u00eb i kan\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar…<\/p>\n

– N\u00eb \u00e7do moment q\u00eb nj\u00eb prind b\u00ebn di\u00e7ka, mendon se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb thot\u00eb shoq\u00ebria e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, si do ta shohin ata, pasi n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, f\u00ebmij\u00ebt jetojn\u00eb n\u00eb komunitet dhe ne nuk duam q\u00eb ata t\u00eb ndihen keq aty…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N\u00eb momente t\u00eb caktuara un\u00eb derdhja lot, doja t\u2019u tregoja pjes\u00eb t\u00eb historis\u00eb sime disa personave. Kjo ndodh instiktivisht, sepse ti i harron kamerat, gjen nj\u00eb person t\u00eb p\u00ebrshtatsh\u00ebm, ashtu si un\u00eb kam gjetur aty brenda dy-tre t\u00eb till\u00eb, t\u00eb duket sikur je n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb ke d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb shpreh\u00ebsh, dalin… pasi kisha treguar pjes\u00eb t\u00eb histirs\u00eb sime, gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb vriste nd\u00ebrgjegjja, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb sapo the. Sepse nuk doja t\u00eb m\u00ebrziteshin f\u00ebmij\u00ebt n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb.<\/p>\n

– Ti, n\u00eb fakt ua ke treguar historin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, disa personave. Ishte nj\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u shprehur apo nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jo, ishte thjesht nj\u00eb nevoj\u00eb e bised\u00ebs. Nuk e mendoja kurr\u00eb t\u00eb qenit n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes, bile kisha vendosur t\u00eb mos tregoja asgj\u00eb, edhe pse nuk kam folur shum\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb dukshme, sepse ke tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe nuk ke burr\u00eb, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb q\u00eb ti nuk mund ta fsheh\u00ebsh.<\/p>\n

– Je penduar p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodhur n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ka qen\u00eb pes\u00eb milion\u00ebshi q\u00eb nuk e mora! Kur je individualisht \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e leht\u00eb, por kur je n\u00eb \u00e7ift, duhet t\u00eb merrje nj\u00eb vendim unanim dhe isha e detyruar… N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb mora vesh q\u00eb nuk do \u201cvdiste\u201d kush p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb, pasi Bit Brother m\u00eb tha se ata do t\u00eb kishin vitamina n\u00eb l\u00ebngjet q\u00eb do t\u00eb pinin, pse jo? Bile, do t\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb zhvilluar me m\u00eb shum\u00eb vitamina sesa ashtu si\u00e7 h\u00ebngr\u00ebn, vet\u00ebm pilaf.<\/p>\n

– Zaida, p\u00ebr shum\u00eb veta, ti ke qen\u00eb shum\u00eb acaruese, por un\u00eb dua t\u00eb di, p\u00ebr\u00a0 ty, cili ishte personi m\u00eb acarues aty brenda?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fatjoni dhe zysha. Zysha, shum\u00eb! T\u00eb gjitha temat q\u00eb hapte ishin t\u00eb pakuptimta dhe njeriu tek e fundit, kur thot\u00eb di\u00e7ka e mban mend gjat\u00eb, sepse ato q\u00eb flet i p\u00ebrjeton, kurse ajo i harronte menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Ishte shum\u00eb e shtirur.<\/p>\n

– Ju t\u00eb dyja, n\u00eb pamje t\u00eb par\u00eb, ishit dy persona shum\u00eb t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm n\u00eb shum\u00eb aspekte t\u00eb jet\u00ebs suaj. Mos ishte kjo arsyeja q\u00eb shtyheshit vazhdimisht, si magnet\u00ebt?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N\u00eb fillim, edhe un\u00eb e kam par\u00eb veten t\u00eb ngjashme me t\u00eb, bile pasi m\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjeu Edi me daljen e tij, m\u00eb pyet\u00ebn k\u00eb do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb zgjidhja dhe un\u00eb u thash\u00eb zysh\u00ebn, por gj\u00ebrat ndryshuan kur u hap\u00ebn debatet.<\/p>\n

– Cili qe m\u00eb af\u00ebr teje atje brenda?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Kristi, ishte shum\u00eb pozitiv, Diedoni, Alba… Fabi po ashtu dhe Veseli. Ata jan\u00eb personat me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ia kaloja v\u00ebrtet mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n

– Mendon se i ke treguar thonjt\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se\u00e7 duhet aty brenda?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jo. E kam par\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb krijuar p\u00ebrshtypja, por kam nj\u00eb natyr\u00eb q\u00eb kush \u00ebsht\u00eb i mir\u00eb me mua, jam e mir\u00eb me t\u00eb, por kush \u00ebsht\u00eb i keq, jam e keqe.<\/p>\n

– Aty brenda nuk mund t\u00eb gjesh njer\u00ebz q\u00eb jan\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb me ty. Nuk e kishe marr\u00eb parasysh k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00a0Jo, sepse kisha besim te vetja ime, se nuk do t\u2019i kisha kaluar gj\u00ebrat n\u00eb ekstrem. Realisht, mua, p\u00ebr mosh\u00ebn, me p\u00ebrvoj\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs dhe me kultur\u00ebn q\u00eb kam, nuk m\u00eb takonte t\u00eb flisja n\u00eb at\u00eb lloj m\u00ebnyre n\u00eb momente t\u00eb caktuara.<\/p>\n

– N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb, je penduar q\u00eb je futur n\u00eb Big Brother?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jo, edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb do t\u00eb futesha!<\/p>\n

– Me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebt persona?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Po! (Qesh)<\/p>\n

– Kush do ti q\u00eb t\u00eb fitoj\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Edhe pse e di historin\u00eb e secilit dhe mund t\u00eb ndjej keqardhje p\u00ebr persona t\u00eb caktuar, nd\u00ebrsa Kristi \u00ebsht\u00eb nga ata q\u00eb s\u2019e vriste mendjen fare, dua q\u00eb ta fitoj\u00eb ai sepse ka qen\u00eb nga ata banor\u00eb q\u00eb, q\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb q\u00eb ka ardhur ka sjell\u00eb energji pozitive dhe e ka ruajtur at\u00eb. Nuk e di fare se si vazhdon sepse nuk e shoh m\u00eb tani…<\/p>\n

– Pse nuk e shikon m\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sepse nuk kam koh\u00ebn e duhur dhe keq m\u00eb b\u00ebn, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb e sinqert\u00eb…<\/p>\n

– Kush mendon ti se \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb i predispozuar q\u00eb t\u00eb fitoj\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fabiani dhe Xhensila.<\/p>\n

– Ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb nuk e tham\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dua t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb fal\u00ebnderim p\u00ebr Top Channel dhe Big Brother p\u00ebr eksperienc\u00ebn e bukur dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha ato q\u00eb do t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetoj n\u00eb vazhdim. I fal\u00ebnderoj me past\u00ebrti se nuk m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb rasti ta b\u00ebj m\u00eb par\u00eb, nuk m\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb njeri k\u00ebt\u00eb pyetje…<\/p>\n

– Si vazhdon jeta jote tani?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nj\u00ebsoj! Un\u00eb kjo jam, nuk ndryshoj… (Qesh)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Besarta Luga: – Zaida, a t\u00eb doli Big Brother ashtu si\u00e7 e prisje kur hyre? Zaida \u00c7obo: – Jo, nuk m\u00eb doli ashtu. Sa pa hyr\u00eb, kisha tjet\u00ebr koncept p\u00ebr Big Brotherin, por duhet ta provosh, q\u00eb ta shoh\u00ebsh. Duke vler\u00ebsuar veten dhe duke i ditur meritat e mia, besoja shum\u00eb dhe kjo shpres\u00eb m\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[45],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9390","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-spektakel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9390","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9390"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9390\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9390"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9390"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9390"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}