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P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Para se t\u00eb vendosja t\u00eb shkruaja historin\u00eb time, u mendova disa her\u00eb sepse sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e kujtoj, ndjej shum\u00eb dhimbje dhe lot\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb pushojn\u00eb\u2026 si\u00e7 po ndodh edhe tani. Nuk dua ta kujtoj m\u00eb t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebn, por vendosa ta ndaj me lexuesit sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sikur ndihem edhe m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Isha vet\u00ebm 15 vje\u00e7e kur jeta ime mori nj\u00eb kthes\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Kisha shum\u00eb \u00ebndrra p\u00ebr veten, p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb ardhmen time. Deri n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb nuk kisha ndonj\u00eb problem, isha e lumtur, akoma me ato \u00ebndrrat dhe planet p\u00ebr veten. Arjan quhet djali q\u00eb erdhi t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte dor\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u2019u martuar me t\u00eb. Ai, bashk\u00eb me t\u00eb atin, ia mbush\u00ebn mendjen babait tim me g\u00ebnjeshtra duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb se ishte n\u00eb gjendje shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb ekonomike, kishte prona dhe punonte n\u00eb Itali. \u201cVajza do jet\u00eb e lumtur dhe do ket\u00eb nj\u00eb jet\u00eb princeshash\u201d, i thoshte ai babait tim. Mua di\u00e7ka nuk ma mbushte mendjen, e ndjeja se ato q\u00eb thonin ishin vet\u00ebm fjal\u00eb, asgj\u00eb nuk ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa babai im i besoi t\u00eb gjitha dhe ishte dakord q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb fejohesha me t\u00eb. S\u2019kisha \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebja tjet\u00ebr k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb i besova babait i cili m\u00eb dha fjal\u00ebn se n\u00ebse do dilte e kund\u00ebrta e asaj q\u00eb thonin ata, e kisha der\u00ebn e hapur p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer n\u00eb familjen time. Dhe k\u00ebshtu, Arjani erdhi bashk\u00eb me prind\u00ebrit dhe u b\u00eb fejesa. Shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij dhe, \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb shihja aty?! Ata jetonin n\u00eb dy dhoma, n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr! Nuk fola fare. \u201cNuk do rrim\u00eb shum\u00eb k\u00ebtu sepse pas tre dit\u00ebsh do ikim n\u00eb Itali. Atje do jetojm\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb\u201d, m\u00eb tha ai. E pash\u00eb n\u00eb sy, por ai e hoqi menj\u00ebher\u00eb shikimin. E ndjeja q\u00eb kjo mund t\u00eb ishte g\u00ebnjeshtra e radh\u00ebs. \u201cPor babai im nuk e di k\u00ebt\u00eb\u201d, i thash\u00eb. \u201cDo ia themi sonte\u201d, ma ktheu. Ia thash\u00eb vet\u00eb babait, edhe pse e dija q\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb nuk kishte ndonj\u00eb ndryshim. Ai besonte \u00e7do fjal\u00eb q\u00eb thoshte Arjani dhe e besoi edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb, q\u00eb ne do t\u00eb ishim m\u00eb mir\u00eb po t\u00eb iknim n\u00eb Itali. Kaq shpejt ndodh\u00ebn k\u00ebto ndryshime n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time saq\u00eb akoma pa u ambientuar me nj\u00ebrin, vinte ndryshimi tjet\u00ebr. Shpresoja t\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr mir\u00eb e gjitha kjo, por ky nuk kishte qen\u00eb asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se fillimi i kalvarit t\u00eb vuajtjeve t\u00eb mia.<\/p>\n
Sapo arrit\u00ebm atje, Arjani takoi disa persona t\u00eb tjer\u00eb q\u00eb po m\u00eb shihnin \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm nga koka t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebt. Ata ishin pak metra m\u00eb larg dhe nuk i d\u00ebgjoja dot se p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb po flisnin, por m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebrshtypje q\u00eb shihnin nga un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. Arjani nuk e ktheu kok\u00ebn nga un\u00eb p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb moment. Pasi u nda nga ata, erdhi drejt meje dhe e b\u00ebm\u00eb rrug\u00ebn pa folur asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb.<\/p>\n
\u201cKush ishin ata?\u201d, e pyeta.<\/p>\n
\u201cDisa shkok\u00eb\u201d, u p\u00ebrgjigj.<\/p>\n
\u201cPse m\u00eb shikonin n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb?\u201d.<\/p>\n
\u201cSi t\u00eb shikonin?\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cShum\u00eb ngultas\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cT\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dukur ty\u201d, ma preu shkurt.<\/p>\n
Mua s\u2019m\u00eb dukej sikur ai ishte i fejuari im, por si dikush t\u00eb cilin sapo e kisha njohur. Q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb moment ndjeva nj\u00eb frik\u00eb t\u00eb pashpjegueshme! Nuk po e dija m\u00eb me k\u00eb isha, ku po ikja dhe \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte me mua! Shkuam n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi tep\u00ebr t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb, por q\u00eb ishte n\u00eb nj\u00eb lagje shum\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme. Kudo shikoje njer\u00ebz q\u00eb rrinin bordurave dhe q\u00eb dukeshin si t\u00eb droguar. Nuk b\u00ebra z\u00eb fare, vet\u00ebm ecja pas Arjanit. E dor\u00ebzova veten tek ai dhe le t\u00eb b\u00ebhej \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebhej me mua, por ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb priste, ishte e tmerrshme. Nuk kaluan as dy dit\u00eb dhe Arjani m\u00eb detyroi q\u00eb t\u00eb prostituoja.<\/p>\n
\u201cMerri k\u00ebto, vishi. Mos u vono se po t\u00eb prersin posht\u00eb\u201d, m\u00eb tha me nj\u00eb z\u00eb udh\u00ebrues.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7far\u00eb jan\u00eb k\u00ebto?\u201d, e pyeta nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb kisha veshjet dhe po i shikoja. Ishin disa veshje me t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb tep\u00ebr dukeshe e zhveshur sesa e veshur.<\/p>\n
\u201cMos b\u00ebj pyetje, vishi dhe zbrit posht\u00eb se po t\u00eb presin. T\u00eb tregojn\u00eb ata se \u00e7far\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebsh\u201d.<\/p>\n
E kuptova p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb dhe fillova t\u00eb b\u00ebrtisja, t\u00eb qaja, por \u00e7do gj\u00eb ishte e kot\u00eb sepse askush nuk m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte n\u00eb at\u00eb lagje, ose edhe sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin, nuk do m\u00eb ndihmonte njeri. Arjani filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb rrihte dhe m\u00eb mbyllte goj\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb mos b\u00ebrtisja. Po m\u00eb trajtonte si nj\u00eb t\u00eb huaj dhe jo si t\u00eb fejuar\u00ebn e tij. E dija q\u00eb kjo e fundit nuk kishte aspak r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb sepse ai po sillej me mua si kafsh\u00eb. Pasi e mora pak veten dhe m\u00eb dha nj\u00eb got\u00eb me uj\u00eb, m\u00eb tha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri se duhet t\u00eb vishja rrobat q\u00eb m\u00eb dha dhe t\u00eb zbrisja posht\u00eb. Un\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk pranova! K\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb ai m\u00eb rrahu m\u00eb keq, m\u00eb b\u00ebri gjys\u00ebm t\u00eb vdekur. Nuk mora vesh asgj\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb m\u00eb ra t\u00eb fik\u00ebt. Pasi u zgjova e pash\u00eb veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, t\u00eb err\u00ebt. Po m\u00eb ngjante me nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb izolimi, t\u00eb pis\u00ebt dhe u frik\u00ebsova shum\u00eb. Thirra Arjanin, por asgj\u00eb. Ishin b\u00ebr\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kisha ngr\u00ebn\u00eb fare, vet\u00ebm kisha pir\u00eb pak uj\u00eb. Nuk kisha m\u00eb fuqi, prandaj pranova pun\u00ebn q\u00eb ai m\u00eb detyroi t\u00eb b\u00ebja. M\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb vdisja sesa t\u00eb vazhdoja t\u00eb b\u00ebja at\u00eb lloj jetese. Ia thoja shpesh Arjanit q\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb vriste sesa t\u00eb vazhdoja n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, por ai nuk donte t\u2019ia dinte. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, doli dikush q\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmoi. Ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb i cili m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb disa her\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb rrug\u00eb sepse kalonte andej p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkruar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij. \u201cIshe e vetmja q\u00eb m\u00eb kishe b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje sepse n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde lexoja vet\u00ebm vuajtje\u201d, m\u00eb tha.<\/p>\n
Ai arriti t\u00eb m\u00eb largonte nga ai ferr dhe m\u00eb mori n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij. Edhe pse ishte i martuar, mori p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr t\u00eb kujdesej p\u00ebr mua; m\u00eb dha para dhe m\u00eb ndihmoi t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, edhe bashk\u00ebshortja e tij u tregua mir\u00ebkuptuese.<\/p>\n
\u201cNuk dua t\u00eb kthehem m\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri\u201d, i thash\u00eb me lot n\u00eb sy.<\/p>\n
\u201cPo ti nuk mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndrosh gjat\u00eb k\u00ebtu sepse je pa letra\u201d, m\u00eb tha.<\/p>\n
E kuptova se p\u00ebrfundimi im ishte n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, edhe pse e ndjeja se nuk doja t\u00eb kthehesha atje. Kur vajta te familja ime, i gjeta n\u00eb gjendjen m\u00eb t\u00eb mjeruar. U \u00e7udit\u00ebn kur m\u00eb pan\u00eb. Ata nuk dinin asgj\u00eb. Babai n\u00eb fillim nuk po m\u00eb besonte, kur i tregoja se \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ndodhur, por m\u00eb pas m\u00eb tha se as aty nuk mund t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja, sepse ata mezi po mbanin veten e tyre. Dola t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja pun\u00eb dhe fal\u00eb Zotit, arrita t\u00eb pun\u00ebsohesha n\u00eb nj\u00eb firm\u00eb private. Djali q\u00eb e kishte, u tregua zem\u00ebrgjer\u00eb dhe m\u00eb ktheu s\u00ebrish shpres\u00ebn, por vuajtjet e mia nuk pat\u00ebn fund\u2026 Besi, quhej pronari i firm\u00ebs i cili m\u00eb pun\u00ebsoi. Ai sillej shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me mua dhe m\u00eb ve\u00e7onte nga punonj\u00ebset e tjera. Pak nga pak filluam t\u00eb afroheshim shum\u00eb me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin dhe un\u00eb po ndihesha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb pranin\u00eb e tij. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb ai m\u00eb ftoi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij dhe q\u00eb nga ajo nat\u00eb, nisi gjith\u00e7ka\u2026 Mendova se ai v\u00ebrtet kishte ndjenja p\u00ebr mua dhe se mes nesh po lindte di\u00e7ka e bukur. Kjo ide m\u2019u p\u00ebrforcua edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb pasi mora vesh se isha shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. Besit i kisha treguar gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn time m\u00eb par\u00eb, p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ndodhur dhe ai ishte treguar mir\u00ebkuptues\u2026 deri n\u00eb momentin kur i thash\u00eb se isha shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe se prisja nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb nga ai. N\u00eb fillim nuk e besonte dhe m\u00eb thoshte se po e g\u00ebnjeja.<\/p>\n
\u201cK\u00ebto g\u00ebnjeshtra thuaja dikujt tjet\u00ebr. F\u00ebmija q\u00eb pret nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i imi. Do ta kesh me ndonj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr\u201d.<\/p>\n
I thash\u00eb se mund t\u2019i b\u00ebnim analiz\u00ebn q\u00eb ta v\u00ebrtetonte se ishte f\u00ebmija e tij. Pastaj m\u00eb tha t\u00eb shkoja ta hiqja sepse ai nuk do t\u00eb mbante asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi. M\u00eb l\u00ebndoi n\u00eb shpirt me ato fjal\u00eb, por un\u00eb nuk kisha nd\u00ebrmend ta hiqja f\u00ebmij\u00ebn. Rrija me shpres\u00ebn se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do ta pranonte si f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e tij dhe pasi ta shikonte djalin, do ndryshonte mendje, por gjith\u00eb shtatzanin\u00eb e p\u00ebrballova e vetme sepse ai m\u00eb hoqi nga puna dhe nuk pranoi t\u00eb m\u00eb shikonte m\u00eb. E k\u00ebrkoja p\u00ebr ta takuar, por gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb shmangej. Djali lindi dhe ende nuk kishte nj\u00eb mbiem\u00ebr sepse Besi nuk pranonte ta njihte si djalin e tij. Mund\u00ebsit\u00eb p\u00ebr ta mbajtur dhe rritur djalin i kisha shum\u00eb t\u00eb pakta. Mundohesha t\u00eb gjeja ndonj\u00eb pun\u00eb dhe jeta m\u00eb shkoi mes pun\u00ebs dhe mundimeve t\u00eb shumta p\u00ebr ta bindur Besin q\u00eb t\u00eb njihte djalin, por ai kurr\u00eb nuk pranoi t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte as mua, as f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e tij. K\u00ebrkova t\u00eb takoja v\u00ebllain e tij me shpres\u00ebn se do t\u00eb kuptoheshim. \u201cUn\u00eb nuk di \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb t\u00eb them. Do mundohem t\u00eb bind v\u00ebllain q\u00eb t\u2019ia jap\u00eb at\u00ebsin\u00eb djalit, por nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb premtoj asgj\u00eb\u201d, m\u00eb tha ai. Syt\u00eb m\u2019u mbush\u00ebn me lot, shpresat po m\u00eb shuhehin \u00e7do dit\u00eb pak nga pak para syve, por kurr\u00eb nuk u dor\u00ebzova q\u00eb djalit t\u00eb mos i mungonin t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn gj\u00ebrat elementare.<\/p>\n
Tani jetoj n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl n\u00eb kushte shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqija. Besi u martua dhe krijoi familjen e tij. Un\u00eb nuk e kam marr\u00eb kurr\u00eb guximin q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoj t\u2019i tregoj gruas s\u00eb tij p\u00ebr djalin q\u00eb ka Besi sepse nuk dua t\u00eb b\u00ebhem un\u00eb shkaku u prishjes s\u00eb marteses\u00ebs. Pastaj, ajo nuk ka ndonj\u00eb faj q\u00eb bashk\u00ebshorti i saj \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri kaq i ul\u00ebt. Kjo situat\u00eb m\u00eb erdhi n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb hund\u00ebs dhe u detyrova q\u00eb t\u00eb marr nj\u00eb avokate. Besi m\u00eb p\u00ebrdori dhe n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb merrte p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi u largua, m\u00eb braktisi. As prind\u00ebrit e tij nuk duan t\u2019ia din\u00eb p\u00ebr nipin e tyre. Besi nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb me ndonj\u00eb gj\u00ebndje t\u00eb keqe ekonomike q\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn t\u2019i plot\u00ebsoj\u00eb disa kushte djalit. Pothuajse \u00e7do dit\u00eb tentoj ta takoj p\u00ebr t\u2019i mbushur mendjen dhe me vete n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb marr fotot e djalit dhe t\u00eb tijat, q\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj\u00eb edhe ngjashm\u00ebrin\u00eb e madhe mes tyre. Shpresoj q\u00eb Besi ta v\u00ebr\u00eb dor\u00ebn n\u00eb zem\u00ebr dhe ta shoh\u00eb djalin. Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi ishte nj\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsi dhe ai kurr\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte p\u00ebrdorur, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kishte patur nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb lidhje serioze me mua. Her\u00ebn e fundit q\u00eb fola me Besin dhe i thash\u00eb se isha shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb, ai ma preu shkurt: \u201cN\u00ebse nuk do t\u00eb kishe b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb pun\u00eb q\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb, do t\u00eb isha martuar me ty\u201d, por un\u00eb nuk desha ta b\u00ebja at\u00eb pun\u00eb; ajo ishte fatkeq\u00ebsia ime. Tani mendoj se ky ka qen\u00eb thjesht nj\u00eb justifikim i tij, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos marr\u00eb mbi vete p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsi.<\/p>\n
Tani, kam mbetur pas gjykatave me letra n\u00eb dor\u00eb. Zgjohem her\u00ebt dhe dal nga sht\u00ebpia q\u00eb t\u00eb jem nj\u00eb or\u00eb para n\u00eb vendin ku pres t\u00eb takohem me avokaten. Ngaq\u00eb nuk kam para q\u00eb t\u2019i jap m\u00eb tep\u00ebr nga sa paguhet, ajo e ka zgjatur aq shum\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje saq\u00eb kam filluar t\u00eb mendoj se do t\u00eb jem un\u00eb humb\u00ebsja, por n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb shoh djalin n\u00eb sy, m\u00eb duket sikur shoh Besin dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb moment i jap shpresa vetes se n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt, \u00e7do gj\u00eb do t\u00eb rregullohet. Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb vret shum\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb se un\u00eb jam ende e dashuruar me Besin. Pasi ai krijoi familjen e tij, e pash\u00eb q\u00eb ishte e pamundur t\u00eb kthehesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me t\u00eb, por kjo ishte nj\u00eb vuajtje t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kam mbajtur p\u00ebr vete p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Megjithat\u00eb, r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr mua ka q\u00eb Besi t\u2019i jap\u00eb mbiemrin djalit t\u00eb tij sepse ai po rritet dita-dit\u00ebs, bashk\u00eb me t\u00eb rriten edhe v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb p\u00ebr ta rritur dhe un\u00eb do ta kem shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta p\u00ebrballoj k\u00ebt\u00eb. Dua vet\u00ebm q\u00eb Besi t\u00eb pranoj\u00eb ta shoh\u00eb djalin sepse at\u00ebher\u00eb mund ta th\u00ebrras\u00eb gjaku dhe gj\u00ebrat do ndryshojn\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb dor\u00ebzohem derisa t\u00eb arrij q\u00eb djali im t\u00eb ket\u00eb nj\u00eb mbiem\u00ebr sepse n\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt, ky peng do ta p\u00ebrndjek\u00eb p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Jeta ime mori fund sepse k\u00ebshtu paska qen\u00eb e shkruar. Kam kaluar shum\u00eb trauma n\u00eb jet\u00eb, kam mbetur jo vet\u00ebm me pasoja mendore, por edhe fizike dhe prap\u00eb shpresoj q\u00eb djalit t\u00eb mos i mungoj\u00eb nj\u00eb mbiem\u00ebr dhe ndihma ekonomike q\u00eb i p\u00ebrket. Besi tregoi q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb nj\u00ebri zem\u00ebrgur sepse n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte pa ndonj\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb mir\u00eb ekonomike edhe do ta kuptoja, por ai ka aq shum\u00eb para saq\u00eb b\u00ebn pastrim parash n\u00eb shum\u00eb biznese. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk do t\u2019ia fal\u00eb kurr\u00eb edhe djali, pasi t\u00eb rritet, por un\u00eb prap\u00eb nuk i uroj asgj\u00eb t\u00eb keqe as atij e aq m\u00eb pak, familjes s\u00eb tij. Jeta e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb m\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb besoj se t\u00eb till\u00eb personave \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u2019u l\u00ebsh Zotin sepse Ai e di m\u00eb mir\u00eb se \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebn me ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Para se t\u00eb vendosja t\u00eb shkruaja historin\u00eb time, u mendova disa her\u00eb sepse sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e kujtoj, ndjej shum\u00eb dhimbje dhe lot\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb pushojn\u00eb\u2026 si\u00e7 po ndodh edhe tani. Nuk dua ta kujtoj m\u00eb t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebn, por vendosa ta ndaj me lexuesit sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sikur ndihem edhe m\u00eb mir\u00eb. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":5298,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9203","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9203","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9203"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9203\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5298"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9203"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9203"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9203"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}