Drita e m\u00ebngjesit dep\u00ebrton dhe shpupuris n\u00eb mur hijet e hekurave t\u00eb dritares sime. Nuk e di ku je, por mendoj se ke ikur. Ti premton dhe nuk e mban fjal\u00ebn! Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsia jote. Nj\u00eb lloj dob\u00ebsie q\u00eb shpupurin si hijet e hekurave. Por p\u00ebr ty pak r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka. Sidoq\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb puna, kjo sjellje m\u00eb lodh. Nuk kam asgj\u00eb t\u00eb qart\u00eb dhe si padashur pajtohem me mendimin se ndoshta e kam merituar nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. Megjithat\u00eb n\u00ebqoft\u00ebse je larg p\u00ebrs\u00ebri di\u00e7ka nuk shkon tek ti. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto i them me vete n\u00eb nj\u00eb koh\u00eb kur mendoj se jam vet\u00ebm pa ty. Nuk e di a do t\u00eb thoje di\u00e7ka t\u00eb mir\u00eb a t\u00eb keqe. Do t\u00eb ishim p\u00ebrball\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrit dhe kjo gj\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb leht\u00ebsonte dhimbjen q\u00eb sado q\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqem nuk ja gjej dot fjal\u00ebn. Nuk e di ku je? Skam asnj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur me ty. M\u00eb tep\u00ebr m\u00eb mundon ikja jote, largimi yt \u00ebsht\u00eb si nj\u00eb nat\u00eb me er\u00eb t\u00eb marr\u00eb q\u00eb fashitet e humbet papritmas mbasi ka b\u00ebr\u00eb l\u00ebmsh gjith\u00e7ka. Pika kulminante lot\u00ebt m\u00eb shp\u00ebrthejn\u00eb dhe d\u00ebnesat m\u00eb mbysin si t\u00eb jem n\u00ebn uj\u00eb e nuk ngopem dot me frym\u00eb. Edhe pse ndodh kjo tek un\u00eb. P\u00ebr ty nuk b\u00ebhet gj\u00ebma nd\u00ebrsa mua sa sm\u00eb \u00e7ahet zemra nga t\u00eb rrahurit. Nuk kuptoj dhe nuk di gj\u00eb. Por nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e ngroht\u00eb e fuqishme e shtyn\u00eb dashurin\u00eb time tek ti. Tani q\u00eb e kujtoj at\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb dhemb kaq shum\u00eb sapo t\u00eb m\u00eb thonin se ku t\u00eb dh\u00ebmb nuk do t\u00eb gjeja asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje. Ndoshta ndaj t\u00eb dua dhe ty kaq shum\u00eb. M\u00eb erdhe si p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsuar disi nj\u00eb mall t\u00eb larg\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb af\u00ebrt nj\u00eb mall q\u00eb her\u00eb her\u00eb merrte nj\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi t\u00eb pap\u00ebrballueshme. M\u00eb erdhe si nj\u00eb pamje t\u00eb cil\u00ebn n\u00eb mjergull\u00ebn e habitshme t\u00eb kujtes\u00ebs e ngjasoj me njeriun q\u00eb ka ikur. M\u00eb la n\u00eb nj\u00eb qoshe t\u00eb qelis\u00eb mbushur me dashuri q\u00eb lind me lindjen edhe vdes me vdekjen. Tani kam dit\u00eb muaj q\u00eb sta d\u00ebgjoj z\u00ebrin e m\u00eb duket se jam m\u00eb m\u00eb i mjeri dhe m\u00eb i braktisuri n\u00eb bot\u00eb. A do t\u00eb ket\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7ast nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr dhembje mbushur si kjo e imja? N\u00eb pamje t\u00eb jashtme p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb dukem i qet\u00eb e ti fsheh me sa mundem… Emocionet mb\u00ebrthyese. Do ta vuaj shum\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjendjen q\u00eb m\u00eb krijove ti. Sepse m\u00eb detyrove t\u00eb humbas. Edhe pak e do t\u00eb vij\u00eb vjeshta edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb vit nj\u00ebsoj do t\u00eb shkel n\u00eb rrug\u00ebn time t\u00eb varf\u00ebr \u201ckufizuar\u201d sikur ta dish sa t\u00eb kam dashur. Tani do t\u00eb filloj t\u00eb mendoj sesi erdhe ti tek un\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk isha askund at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb vija m\u00eb von\u00eb p\u00ebr tu rritur si nj\u00eb lidhje e fort\u00eb mes dy zemrave t\u00eb larg\u00ebta si nj\u00eb plag\u00eb e hapur, si nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr q\u00eb do t\u00eb mbahej mend edhe dit\u00ebn edhe nat\u00ebn. N\u00ebqoft\u00ebse nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb besosh do ta ndjesh tep\u00ebr t\u00eb af\u00ebrt koh\u00ebn e zemr\u00ebs time q\u00eb flet me ty. Megjith\u00ebse un\u00eb t\u00eb bindem sepse dashuria ime ka hapur dritaret midis shpirtit dhe zemr\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u mbyllur m\u00eb. P\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyroj sesi jan\u00eb ato dritare, por e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta them. Ndoshta me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr jet\u00eb mund t\u00eb kemi q\u00ebn\u00eb bashk\u00eb, kemi vrapuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb fush\u00eb t\u00eb madhe me lule. Kemi mbledhur ujin e kristalt\u00eb n\u00eb duar. Por ti ike dhe un\u00eb mbeta i vet\u00ebm k\u00ebtu e si kujtim m\u00eb le nj\u00eb kartolin\u00eb dhe dy poezi e quajtur e \u201cpa fat\u201d n\u00eb ditarin tim. Armando Sarand\u00eb.
\nN\u00eb buz\u00ebt e tua njoha dashurin\u00eb, n\u00eb buz\u00ebt e tua vrava vetmin\u00eb, n\u00eb buz\u00ebt e tua kam zemr\u00ebn time, pa buz\u00ebt e tua, merr fund jeta ime. Nga Xhelozja e Nardit<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Drita e m\u00ebngjesit dep\u00ebrton dhe shpupuris n\u00eb mur hijet e hekurave t\u00eb dritares sime. Nuk e di ku je, por mendoj se ke ikur. Ti premton dhe nuk e mban fjal\u00ebn! Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsia jote. Nj\u00eb lloj dob\u00ebsie q\u00eb shpupurin si hijet e hekurave. Por p\u00ebr ty pak r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka. Sidoq\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb puna, kjo […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8921","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8921","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8921"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8921\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8921"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8921"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8921"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}