Jam e lumtur q\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb fund mora guximin t\u00eb shkruaja n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cIntervista\u201d. Tanim\u00eb jam b\u00ebr\u00eb lexuese e rregullt e saj. Un\u00eb jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e re, 22 vje\u00e7e, nga P\u00ebrmeti. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb kam studiuar p\u00ebr Gazetari. Fitova konkursin n\u00eb deg\u00ebn q\u00eb doja, por meq\u00eb jam vajz\u00eb e urt\u00eb, e mbyllur n\u00eb vetvete, n\u00eb fillim m\u00ebrzitesha shum\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Me kalimin e koh\u00ebs njoha shum\u00eb shok\u00eb e shoqe dhe ia kalonim shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Edhe me m\u00ebsime isha mir\u00eb. Nj\u00eb shoqja ime, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, m\u00eb njohu me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb q\u00eb e kishte ajo n\u00eb klas\u00eb. Kur u takuam p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje dhe m\u2019u duk si mendjemadh. Takimet tona me kalimin e koh\u00ebs u shtuan dhe ai filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente. Shum\u00eb her\u00eb fillova ta merrja vet\u00eb e para n\u00eb telefon dhe ta ftoja p\u00ebr kafe. Edhe nga Gerti shikoja nj\u00eb interesim reciprok. Filluam t\u00eb shk\u00ebputeshim nga grupi shoq\u00ebror dhe t\u00eb dilnim vet\u00ebm, derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ai m\u00eb propozoi. Un\u00eb as e refuzova, por as nuk i ktheva p\u00ebrgjigje pozitive menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Gerti m\u00eb tha se do t\u00eb priste derisa t\u00eb thoja \u201cpo\u201d. Kur e pa q\u00eb un\u00eb nuk po vendosja dot nuk duroi dhe m\u00eb puthi menj\u00ebher\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment nuk mund t\u00eb shmangesha m\u00eb edhe un\u00eb dhe fillova ta puthja. Tek ai djal\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqenin shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra; ishte i sjellsh\u00ebm, simpatik, inteligjent. Gerti ishte nga Saranda, por rrinte n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb n\u00eb konvikt dhe vazhdonte shkoll\u00ebn p\u00ebr Mjek\u00ebsi. Edhe shoqja ime e ngusht\u00eb ishte n\u00eb konviktin p\u00ebr student\u00ebt e mjek\u00ebsis\u00eb, ndaj un\u00eb shkoja shpesh atje. Pasi u lidha me Gertin, fillova t\u00eb rrija gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn andej dhe ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb flija te shoqja. Gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe q\u00eb isha t\u00eb lidhur nuk pat\u00ebm asnj\u00ebher\u00eb grindje ose sherre t\u00eb r\u00ebnda p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ndonj\u00eb mosmarr\u00ebveshjeje t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. Lidhja jon\u00eb zgjati gati dy vjet. Kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb shkas q\u00eb t\u00eb dyshoja tek ai dhe as t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte xheloze, por as un\u00eb nuk e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. B\u00ebnte shum\u00eb pas meje, m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb, m\u00eb kishte prezantuar motrat dhe v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit e tij. Me nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, lidhja jon\u00eb po shkonte drejt fejes\u00ebs, por nuk ishte e th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ndodhte k\u00ebshtu. Gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb fundjave kur un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb P\u00ebrmet p\u00ebr t\u00eb takuar njer\u00ebzit e mi, n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb kishin ndodhur shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb do t\u2019i jepnin fund lidhjes son\u00eb.
\nKur u ktheva pas tre dit\u00ebsh, e takova, por vura re nj\u00eb ndryshim n\u00eb sjelljen e tij. Sillej shum\u00eb ftoht\u00eb me mua. At\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk i thash\u00eb gj\u00eb, pasi mendova se mund t\u00eb ishte i lodhur, ngaq\u00eb ishte sezon provimesh, por n\u00eb takimin tjet\u00ebr, kur ishim s\u00eb bashku me shok\u00ebt e shoqet, vura re nj\u00eb situat\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb dyshimt\u00eb. Gjendja dukej si e nder\u00eb dhe askush nuk b\u00ebnte m\u00eb shaka si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Mendova se mos ata t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb mbanin nj\u00eb t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb dhe v\u00ebrtet, kishte qen\u00eb k\u00ebshtu.
\nPo at\u00eb dit\u00eb, e mora m\u00eb vete t\u00eb dashurin tim dhe ngulmova q\u00eb ai t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur n\u00eb munges\u00ebn time. Pasi e pa se nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb shp\u00ebtonte aq leht\u00eb, ai m\u00eb tha se gjat\u00eb fundjav\u00ebs, ai, s\u00eb bashku me shok\u00ebt e shoqet kishin qen\u00eb n\u00eb Durr\u00ebs. Atje kishin pir\u00eb dhe ishin shoq\u00ebruar me disa vajza durrsake, q\u00eb i kishin ftuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre a nuk e di se ku. Atje, i dashuri im kishte shkuar n\u00eb shtrat me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn nga k\u00ebto vajza. Ai m\u2019u lut shum\u00eb q\u00eb ta falja, duke u justifikuar se kishte qen\u00eb i dehur dhe se ai ishte mashkull e nuk mund t\u00eb rezistonte para tundimit, por k\u00ebto e zbeh\u00ebn edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb imazhin e tij n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi. I k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb largohej nj\u00eb her\u00eb e mir\u00eb nga jeta ime, megjith\u00ebse ai m\u2019u ul n\u00eb gjunj\u00eb q\u00eb ta falja dhe m\u00eb thoshte se kjo nuk kishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndodhur m\u00eb kurr\u00eb. E kisha vendosur q\u00eb t\u2019i jepja fund nj\u00eb her\u00eb e mir\u00eb me t\u00eb, por me sa duket, m\u00eb kot, pasi dashuria q\u00eb ndjeja brenda meje ishte m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se un\u00eb.
\nGerti ngulmonte t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte edhe m\u00eb von\u00eb. Her\u00eb pas here vinte te konvikti t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte, m\u00eb ndalte n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe m\u00eb thoshte se m\u00eb dashuronte. Arriti deri aty sa nisi t\u00eb qante p\u00ebr mua dhe u b\u00eb si i \u00e7mendur. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, hyri n\u00eb loj\u00eb shoq\u00ebria. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb sugjeronin q\u00eb ta falja t\u00eb dashurin tim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebkat q\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb, sepse ai v\u00ebrtet ishte shum\u00eb i dashuruar me mua. Pas shum\u00eb ngulmimesh, k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebra. Kur i thashe se e kisha falur, ai nuk priti, por m\u2019u hodh n\u00eb qaf\u00eb dhe me lot n\u00eb sy, si nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb i vog\u00ebl, nisi t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte: \u201cFaleminderit shum\u00eb, do ta shoh\u00ebsh q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjehesh m\u00eb nga un\u00eb\u201d.
\nGerti m\u00eb ftoi t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb kafe dhe ne e vazhduam lidhjen si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb dhe m\u00eb respektonte, por edhe un\u00eb gjithashtu. Nga viti i fundit i fakultetit, vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb fejoheshim. Tani kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb planet p\u00ebr martes\u00eb. Edhe un\u00eb, edhe Gerti i kemi premtuar nj\u00ebri-tjetrit se do ta harrojm\u00eb p\u00ebrgjithnj\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jam e lumtur q\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb fund mora guximin t\u00eb shkruaja n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn \u201cIntervista\u201d. Tanim\u00eb jam b\u00ebr\u00eb lexuese e rregullt e saj. Un\u00eb jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e re, 22 vje\u00e7e, nga P\u00ebrmeti. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb kam studiuar p\u00ebr Gazetari. Fitova konkursin n\u00eb deg\u00ebn q\u00eb doja, por meq\u00eb jam vajz\u00eb e urt\u00eb, e mbyllur n\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8747","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8747","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8747"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8747\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8747"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8747"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8747"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}