{"id":8046,"date":"2015-02-26T12:39:19","date_gmt":"2015-02-26T11:39:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=8046"},"modified":"2015-02-26T12:39:19","modified_gmt":"2015-02-26T11:39:19","slug":"shpjegimi-i-endrrave-tuaja-40","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/02\/shpjegimi-i-endrrave-tuaja-40\/","title":{"rendered":"Shpjegimi i endrrave tuaja&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Unaza e shoqes<br \/>\n&#8211; Kam par\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr nj\u00eb komshien time q\u00eb tani \u00ebsht\u00eb e fejuar. Pash\u00eb sikur ishim bashk\u00eb dhe un\u00eb i k\u00ebrkova asaj unaz\u00ebn e fejes\u00ebs p\u00ebr ta provuar. Ajo ma dha, un\u00eb e vendosa unaz\u00ebn e floririt q\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb gur t\u00eb zi, pash\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ra tamam dhe i thash\u00eb se po e fotografoja dor\u00ebn, sepse mendova t\u2019ia tregoja familjes se \u00e7far\u00eb unaze i kishin sjell\u00eb. Nuk m\u00eb kujtohet pastaj n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se e b\u00ebra foton. \u00c7far\u00eb kuptimi ka, ju lutem?<br \/>\n&#8211; P\u00ebrve\u00e7 faktit q\u00eb ju keni ndjer\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb zilie brenda vetes ndaj k\u00ebsaj vajze, keni menduar \u201cpo sikur t\u00eb kisha qen\u00eb un\u00eb n\u00eb vend t\u00eb saj?!\u201d. Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, jan\u00eb mendimet q\u00eb ju kan\u00eb lindur n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb keni marr\u00eb vesh p\u00ebr fejes\u00ebn e saj dhe ju jan\u00eb shfaqur n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb form\u00eb, n\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebn tuaj. Duhet t\u00eb dini se fati \u00ebsht\u00eb fat dhe \u00e7dokush merr fatin e vet, ndaj edhe ju jeni ende n\u00eb koh\u00eb. Do t\u00eb vij\u00eb edhe fati juaj, q\u00eb do t\u2019ju p\u00eblqej\u00eb dhe do ta p\u00eblqeni. <\/p>\n<p>Nishane t\u00eb bardha<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr pash\u00eb sikur u mblodh gjith\u00eb fisi te sht\u00ebpia ku jam rritur n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, nuk e di p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb sebepi, por nuk ishte rr\u00ebmuj\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin t\u00eb qet\u00eb dhe sht\u00ebpia m\u00eb dukej m\u00eb e madhe dhe m\u00eb e re. P\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment, u gjenda para detit; ishte i qet\u00eb, por jo i past\u00ebr. Her\u00eb shikoja nusen e daj\u00ebs e her\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebhej si nusja e daj\u00ebs tjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb ka vdekur. Nuk e di pse u ndjeva shum\u00eb n\u00eb siklet, se\u00e7 kisha di\u00e7ka q\u00eb m\u00eb mundonte dhe m\u00eb zuri gjumi. Kur u zgjova, m\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb ca nishane t\u00eb m\u00ebdhenj t\u00eb bardh\u00eb n\u00eb disa pjes\u00eb t\u00eb trupit, n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb e n\u00eb qaf\u00eb dhe kur i hiqja, m\u00eb linin posht\u00eb 3 nishane t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl t\u00eb zinj, q\u00eb dukeshin si kokrra rrushi t\u00eb that\u00eb, por k\u00ebto nuk i ndjeja. As kur i hiqja, nuk ndjeja dhimbje dhe as djegie.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00eb n\u00ebnd\u00ebrgjegjen tuaj, keni nj\u00ebfar\u00eb malli dhe pengu nga e kaluara. Ndoshta ka lidhje me familjen tuaj, ndoshta me ju personalisht, por edhe nishanet jan\u00eb pengje nga e kaluara, q\u00eb nuk do ta keni t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u2019i largoni, p\u00ebrderisa keni par\u00eb q\u00eb i keni hequr dhe nuk keni ndjer\u00eb dhimbje apo djegie. Thjesht ka ardhur momenti q\u00eb t\u00eb reflektoni dhe duke pastruar e sqaruar gj\u00ebrat me veten tuaj n\u00eb lidhje me t\u00eb shkuar\u00ebn, do t\u00eb merrni n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb tashmen dhe ta shikoni me sy m\u00eb optimist t\u00eb ardhmen. Deti i qet\u00eb q\u00eb keni par\u00eb, tregon momente t\u00eb qeta q\u00eb ju presin, nd\u00ebrsa deti i papast\u00ebr, \u00ebsht\u00eb frika q\u00eb keni para qet\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb ju pret. Gjithsesi, jetojeni \u00e7do moment dhe priteni me entuziaz\u00ebm periudh\u00ebn e qet\u00eb, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb reale, s\u2019ka asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u frik\u00ebsuar. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Unaza e shoqes &#8211; Kam par\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr nj\u00eb komshien time q\u00eb tani \u00ebsht\u00eb e fejuar. Pash\u00eb sikur ishim bashk\u00eb dhe un\u00eb i k\u00ebrkova asaj unaz\u00ebn e fejes\u00ebs p\u00ebr ta provuar. Ajo ma dha, un\u00eb e vendosa unaz\u00ebn e floririt q\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb gur t\u00eb zi, pash\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ra tamam dhe i thash\u00eb se [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[91],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8046","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-endrra"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8046","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8046"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8046\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}