E di q\u00eb pasi ta lexoni m\u00ebkatin q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb, pjesa m\u00eb e madhe do t\u00eb m\u00eb quani monst\u00ebr, por jeta disa her\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb disa zgjedhjeve shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira. M\u00eb par\u00eb po ju them se ka momente kur e humb arsyen dhe t\u00eb duket sikur asgj\u00eb nuk ka m\u00eb kuptim n\u00eb jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, asgj\u00eb nuk ka zgjidhje! N\u00eb momente t\u00eb tilla kam qen\u00eb kur mora vendimin m\u00eb t\u00eb tmerrsh\u00ebm t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. Isha vet\u00ebm 20 vje\u00e7e kur u njoha me Aljonin dhe njohja jon\u00eb nuk ishte nga ato tipiket, q\u00eb njihesh nga shoq\u00ebria, por nj\u00eb njohje, krejt rast\u00ebsore. Zoti e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb rrug\u00ebt tona t\u00eb kryq\u00ebzoheshin, edhe pse asgj\u00eb nuk shkoi mir\u00eb mes nesh. Aljoni vinte nga nj\u00eb familje e ngritur, me prind\u00ebr t\u00eb edukuar dhe t\u00eb arsimuar. Atij kurr\u00eb nuk i kishte munguar asgj\u00eb, e kishin \u00e7uar n\u00eb shkollat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira dhe nuk e kishte ndjer\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb munges\u00ebn e parave. Aljoni ishte edhe shum\u00eb simpatik, nga ata djemt\u00eb q\u00eb kujdesen shum\u00eb p\u00ebr veten, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr paraqitjen e jashtme. Ky ishte nj\u00eb faktor plus q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri ta p\u00eblqeja edhe m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Un\u00eb vija nga nj\u00eb familje mesatare, me nj\u00eb jetes\u00eb pothuajse normale, por n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, ndryshe nga Aljoni, m\u00eb mungonin shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Megjithat\u00eb, n\u00eb fillimet tona, ne e gjet\u00ebm gjuh\u00ebn e p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt. \u201cQ\u00eb n\u00eb momentin e par\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00eb, mendova me veten se do ishe bashk\u00ebshortja ime\u201d, m\u00eb tha ai m\u00eb von\u00eb dhe pasi e pyesja se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte p\u00eblqyer tek un\u00eb, \u201cthjesht\u00ebsia dhe buz\u00ebqeshja\u201d, m\u00eb thoshte. Ja, ishin pik\u00ebrisht k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmbla q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin ta p\u00eblqeja dhe m\u00eb von\u00eb\u2026 edhe t\u00eb dashurohesha me t\u00eb. Ndoshta Aljoni dinte t\u00eb thoshte fjal\u00ebt e duhura n\u00eb momentin e duhur.
\n\u201cDua q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb prezantoj me prind\u00ebrit e mi nes\u00ebr\u201d, m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb dit\u00eb dhe un\u00eb u g\u00ebzova shum\u00eb! Mezi e kisha pritur at\u00eb moment sepse p\u00ebr mua, kjo do t\u00eb thoshte se lidhja jon\u00eb po b\u00ebhej serioze. Q\u00eb n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb ma tha, n\u00eb kok\u00ebn tim\u00eb v\u00ebrtiteshin nj\u00ebqind mendime: \u201cSi do t\u2019u dukem? A do t\u2019u p\u00eblqej? \u00c7far\u00eb duhet t\u00eb vesh q\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb mir\u00eb? Duhet t\u00eb kem kujdes mos b\u00ebj ndonj\u00eb gaf\u00eb para tyre sepse kjo do ishte e pafalshme\u201d, etj. Me pak fjal\u00eb, ky takim kishte shum\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebr mua sepse do njihja vjehrrin dhe vjehrr\u00ebn time t\u00eb ardhshme. Aljoni m\u00eb kishte folur di\u00e7ka rreth tyre, por kur i takon vet\u00eb personalisht, \u00ebsht\u00eb ndryshe. Dhe momenti i shum\u00ebpritur erdhi\u2026 Gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn nuk fjeta sepse e kisha paramenduar n\u00eb nj\u00eb mij\u00eb m\u00ebnyra takimin me ta. Edhe n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kisha takuar vet\u00eb Presidnetin e SHBA-s\u00eb, nuk besoj se do kisha aq emocione sa at\u00eb dit\u00eb. Vesha nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb t\u00eb cilin, p\u00ebr fat t\u00eb mir\u00eb, Aljoni e p\u00eblqeu shum\u00eb. Prind\u00ebrit e tij ishin ashtu si\u00e7 i kisha menduar, shum\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb e t\u00eb dashur dhe, edhe pse un\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs isha n\u00eb siklet, mamaja e tij mundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte sa m\u00eb af\u00ebr. M\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshte gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs! \u201cSa koh\u00eb keni q\u00eb njiheni? Prind\u00ebrit, me \u00e7far\u00eb merren? Sa koh\u00eb keni q\u00eb jeni shp\u00ebrngulur k\u00ebtu?\u201d… K\u00ebto dhe pyetje t\u00eb tjera m\u2019u b\u00ebn\u00eb l\u00ebmsh n\u00eb kok\u00eb dhe m\u2019u duk sikur po m\u00eb merrnin n\u00eb hetuesi. Megjithat\u00eb, iu p\u00ebrgjigja t\u00eb gjitha pyetjeve duke u munduar t\u00eb mposhtja emocionet. Prind\u00ebrit e tij kishin profesione t\u00eb mira dhe ndihesha shum\u00eb n\u00eb siklet n\u00ebse ndonj\u00eb moment do shprehnin ndonj\u00eb pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi ndaj prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi, q\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. Kaloi dhe ajo dit\u00eb \u201cprovimi\u201d dhe pas nj\u00eb muaji, ne u fejuam.
\nLumturia ime nuk kishte limite. Po fejohesha me mashkullin e par\u00eb q\u00eb kisha patur n\u00eb jet\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin edhe e dashuroja. \u201cFal\u00ebnderoj Zotin \u00e7do nat\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb njoha\u201d, i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb kur po rrinim vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ai m\u00eb puthi n\u00eb ball\u00eb dhe buz\u00ebqeshi. Aq e bukur m\u00eb dukej ajo q\u00eb po p\u00ebrjetoja saq\u00eb disa her\u00eb thoja me vete: \u201cMos jam n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr apo po fantazoj?\u201d. Por, jo! \u00c7do gj\u00eb ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb! Un\u00eb vazhdoja t\u00eb jetoja e lumtur deri n\u00eb momentin e stuhis\u00eb q\u00eb kaploi jet\u00ebn time. Mendoj se n\u00eb \u00e7do lidhje, vjen nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb kur p\u00ebrjeton momente shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira, por n\u00eb lidhjen time, ishte ndryshe\u2026 Ajo lidhje m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrroi si person, m\u00eb tjet\u00ebrsoi komplet. Aljonin nuk e kisha njohur, ai ishte njeri me dy fytyra, me dy personalitete. Sado q\u00eb t\u00eb mundohet njeriu t\u00eb shtiret, vjen nj\u00eb \u00e7ast q\u00eb e tradhtojn\u00eb veprimet e tij dhe tregon se cili \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. P\u00ebr fejes\u00eb, prind\u00ebrit e tij na dhuruan nj\u00eb apartament ku bashk\u00ebjetonim ne t\u00eb dy. Dy muajt e par\u00eb ishim mir\u00eb, por m\u00eb pas, ai filloi sillej ndryshe! Kthehej n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb dy dit\u00eb dhe at\u00ebhere kur vinte, sillej shum\u00eb ftoht\u00eb me mua. E kuptova q\u00eb pas gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, q\u00ebndronte nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr. Nuk flisja, nuk u zura me t\u00eb, nuk i thash\u00eb asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr dyshimet e mia dhe as nuk fola me prind\u00ebrit e tij, derisa u sigurova mir\u00eb q\u00eb ai po m\u00eb tradhtonte…
\nNj\u00eb nat\u00eb, para se t\u00eb futej n\u00eb dush, ai futi celularin n\u00eb karikim dhe iku n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb di\u00e7ka. Ky ishte ai momenti q\u00eb kisha pritur p\u00ebr t\u2019u hedhur n\u00eb veprim. Shpejt e shpejt i kapa celularin dhe lexova mesazhe t\u00eb shumta t\u00eb shk\u00ebmbyera me nj\u00ebr\u00ebn q\u00eb quhej Amanda! Zemra m\u2019u cop\u00ebtua n\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast, por e p\u00ebrmbajta veten. N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb po e lija celularin n\u00eb vend, sepse d\u00ebgjova der\u00ebn e frigoriferit t\u00eb mbyllej, atij i erdhi nj\u00eb mesazh. \u201cAmanda\u201d, mendova me veten dhe pash\u00eb mesazhin pa e hapur, sepse sapo kishte ardhur. Ajo i thoshte: \u201cZem\u00ebr, do vonohesh edhe shum\u00eb? Po t\u00eb pres!\u201d. E urreva, e urreva Aljonin shum\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb moment. M\u2019u kthye n\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb neveritsh\u00ebm. Nuk reagova fare, u futa n\u00eb krevat dhe po b\u00ebja sikur po lexoja nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb gjith\u00eb v\u00ebmendjen e kisha tek ai. I ndiqja \u00e7do l\u00ebvizje q\u00eb b\u00ebnte\u2026
\nAi u afrua te celulari dhe sapo hapi mesazhin, buz\u00ebqeshi! E mora me mend q\u00eb i ktheu p\u00ebrgjigje dhe u fut n\u00eb dush. Mua nuk m\u00eb foli fare, sikur nuk isha aty n\u00eb dhom\u00eb me t\u00eb! Sapo ai u fut n\u00eb banjo, un\u00eb u shtriva dhe gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs qava me kok\u00ebn e futur posht\u00eb batanijes. Pse duhet t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte mua kjo? \u00c7far\u00eb m\u00ebkati kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ta meritoja di\u00e7ka t\u00eb till\u00eb? Vendosa q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb flisja me prind\u00ebrit e Aljonit dhe pastaj, me at\u00eb vet\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen shkova t\u00eb takoja mamin e tij. Kur m\u00eb pa, ajo m\u00eb pyeti n\u00ebse isha s\u00ebmur\u00eb. \u201cJo, doja t\u00eb flisnim pak\u201d, i thash\u00eb. \u201cSigurisht\u201d, tha nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb vet\u00ebm m\u00eb shikonte e \u00e7uditur sepse syt\u00eb i kisha ende t\u00eb skuqur nga t\u00eb qarat e nj\u00eb nate me par\u00eb. \u201cM\u00eb trego, \u00e7far\u00eb ke q\u00eb je n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gjendje?\u201d. Ajo m\u2019i b\u00ebri t\u00eb gjitha pyetjet e mundshme, vet\u00ebm djalin e saj nuk e p\u00ebrmendi n\u00eb asnj\u00ebr\u00ebn prej tyre. \u201cAljoni\u201d, i thash\u00eb. \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb ka djali? \u00cbsht\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb? Era, fol t\u00eb lutem, \u00e7far\u00eb ka Aljoni?\u201d. Pasi e pash\u00eb ngultas, i thash\u00eb q\u00eb Aljoni ishte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, por arsyeja pse un\u00eb isha n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje, ishte ai. Ajo u \u00e7udit!
\n\u201cPrit t\u00eb t\u00eb sjell nj\u00eb \u00e7aj para se t\u00eb m\u00eb tregosh\u201d, m\u00eb tha dhe iku n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. Aty u vonua m\u00eb shum\u00eb se\u00e7 duhej p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7aj. Pasi u kthye me \u00e7ajin n\u00eb dor\u00eb, m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u2019i tregoja, por ende pa mbaruar s\u00eb treguari, ra dera dhe ajo u ngrit p\u00ebr ta hapur. Mendova se ishte vjehrri, por jo! N\u00eb der\u00eb u shfaq Aljoni\u2026 i nevrikosur.
\n\u201c\u00c7far\u00eb dreqin do ti k\u00ebtu?\u201d, m\u00eb tha.
\n\u201cAljon, ulu aty dhe m\u00eb shpjegoni t\u00eb dy se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodh\u201d, i tha e \u00ebma.
\nAty e kuptova q\u00eb ajo i kishte telefonuar atij gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb duke \u201cp\u00ebrgatitur\u201d \u00e7ajin n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. U nevrikosa m\u00eb shum\u00eb sepse nuk e dija me \u00e7far\u00eb q\u00ebllimi e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb at\u00eb veprim: P\u00ebr t\u00eb mbuluar djalin e saj apo p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn tamam?! \u201cTi m\u00eb tradhton me Amand\u00ebn dhe mos e moho k\u00ebt\u00eb sepse e di shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, t\u00eb kam par\u00eb mesazhet q\u00eb shk\u00ebmben me t\u00eb. Ti vjen n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb dy dit\u00eb dhe prind\u00ebrit e tu nuk e din\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb\u201d, i b\u00ebrtita me lot n\u00eb sy. Ai u b\u00eb si i xhindosur sepse nuk donte q\u00eb e \u00ebma t\u2019i merrte vesh ato gj\u00ebra. Nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb i ikte dhe nj\u00eb i vinte! \u201cT\u00eb v\u00ebrteta jan\u00eb k\u00ebto q\u00eb thot\u00eb Era?\u201d, e pyeti e \u00ebma. Ai mundohej t\u00eb justifikohej, por ngecte. Ajo i k\u00ebrkoi telefonin p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb dhe v\u00ebrtetoi edhe vet\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb. \u201cUn\u00eb dua t\u00eb ndahem\u201d, i thash\u00eb. Ai nuk foli, nd\u00ebrsa e \u00ebma u mundua t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsonte. Edhe pse e doja shum\u00eb Aljonin, nuk mund ta duroja tradhtin\u00eb. \u201cSonte qet\u00ebsohuni dhe do flasim nes\u00ebr, kur t\u00eb jemi m\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb. Ti, Era, q\u00ebndro sonte k\u00ebtu, mos ik n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi sepse nuk je n\u00eb gjendje\u201d, tha ajo.
\nN\u00eb fakt, mamaja e tij ishte ajo q\u00eb vuri ekuilibrin mes nesh. Na k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi dhe babait t\u00eb Aljonit t\u00eb mos i tregonim asgj\u00eb dhe m\u00eb bindi q\u00eb t\u2019i jepja edhe nj\u00eb mund\u00ebsi Aljonit. \u201c\u00c7do mashkull gabon dhe Aljoni, mashkull \u00ebsht\u00eb. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb simpatik dhe shum\u00eb femra t\u00eb tjera mund ta p\u00eblqejn\u00eb, por ai t\u00eb zgjodhi ty\u201d, m\u00eb tha. Ajo e kishte aft\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb bindte dhe un\u00eb e fala tradhtin\u00eb e Aljonit. Ai m\u2019u betua q\u00eb do t\u2019i jepte fund lidhjes me Amand\u00ebn dhe se do t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtohej vet\u00ebm mua. I besova! I besova, sepse e dashuroja, por ai kurr\u00eb nuk e meritoi besimin tim. U duk sikur ndryshoi, por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri m\u00eb tradhtoi dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri, me Amand\u00ebn. Ngaq\u00eb e besova plot\u00ebsisht pas atij betimi, nuk dyshoja m\u00eb tek ai sepse mendoja se edhe ai m\u00eb dashuronte, por e gjitha kishte qen\u00eb shtirje, loja e tij e pis\u00ebt.
\nKur e kuptova se m\u00eb tradhtonte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin person, u b\u00ebra kurioze t\u00eb njihja kush ishte kjo Amanda e famshme dhe e ndoqa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb kur e takoi. I m\u00ebsova sht\u00ebpin\u00eb dhe dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, shkova ta takoja. Ajo hapi der\u00ebn dhe nuk b\u00ebri asnj\u00eb lloj reagimi, thjesht m\u00eb pyeti kush isha. E kuptova q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb njihte; ai nuk i kishte folur kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. I k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb futesha brenda dhe t\u00eb flisnim. Edhe pse isha nj\u00eb e huaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb, ajo pranoi. \u201cUn\u00eb e di q\u00eb Aljoni m\u00eb tradhton\u2026 me ty, i thash\u00eb. Si mund\u00ebt t\u00eb ma b\u00ebnit k\u00ebt\u00eb?\u201d. \u201cAljoni \u00ebsht\u00eb i dashuri im, \u00e7far\u00eb k\u00ebrkon ti me Aljonin?\u201d, ma priti ajo e \u00e7uditur dhe e nevrikosur. \u201cPara se ta kesh ti t\u00eb dashur, un\u00eb e kam t\u00eb fejuar dhe p\u00ebr pak, do martoheshim\u201d, i thash\u00eb dhe lot\u00ebt filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb rridhin n\u00eb faqe pa pushim. Ajo u \u00e7orientua komplet. Nuk po i dilte ansj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nga goja, tha vet\u00ebm: \u201cDometh\u00ebn\u00eb, ai\u2026 m\u00eb ka g\u00ebnjyer, m\u00eb ka mashtruar\u201d. \u201cPo, dhe jo vet\u00ebm ty. M\u00eb ka mashtruar edhe mua\u201d, i thash\u00eb. \u201cMegjithat\u00eb, un\u00eb Aljonin e dua dhe nuk e l\u00eb\u201d, tha ajo. Ngrita syt\u00eb p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb n\u00ebse po b\u00ebnte shaka apo e kishte me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, por lot\u00ebt ma kishin turbulluar shikimin. \u201cK\u00ebshtu q\u00eb, t\u00eb lutem, dil nga sht\u00ebpia ime dhe zgjidhini vet\u00eb problemet tuaja!\u201d, m\u00eb tha. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment po m\u00eb dukej sikur po p\u00ebrjetoja nj\u00eb d\u00e9j\u00e0 vu, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e tradhtuar, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me zem\u00ebr t\u00eb thyer. N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb b\u00ebra t\u00eb ngrihesha, m\u2019u mor\u00ebn mendt\u00eb dhe mbaj mend vet\u00ebm q\u00eb m\u00eb ra t\u00eb fik\u00ebt.
\nVeten e pash\u00eb m\u00eb pas t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb krevatin e nj\u00eb spitali dhe af\u00ebr meje kisha prind\u00ebrit e mi e prind\u00ebrit e Aljonit. Ai nuk kishte guxuar t\u00eb vinte! Shpresoja t\u00eb isha duke p\u00ebrjetuar ndonj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb keqe, por jo, ishte realiteti i hidhur. Jeta ime ndryshoi komplet, e kisha humbur arsyen dhe isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje tep\u00ebr t\u00eb r\u00ebnduar psikologjike. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb ndahesha nga Aljoni, un\u00eb nuk e dija \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebja. Nuk mund ta pranoja ta humbja, nuk mund ta lija. Teksa po mendoja k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, d\u00ebgjova mamin dhe vjehrr\u00ebn t\u00eb m\u00eb thonin t\u00eb g\u00ebzuara: \u201cUrime!\u201d. \u201cP\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb?\u201d, i pyeta\u201d. \u201cJe shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb\u201d, than\u00eb ato dhe vazhdonin t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafonin. Nuk e kuptova mir\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, nuk arrita ta perceptoja shpejt at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb than\u00eb. Pasi e kuptova, fillova t\u00eb qaja. Si do ta doja at\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb kur babai i tij nuk m\u00eb donte mua? Ato u munduan t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsonin dhe nuk e dinin as kush m\u00eb kishte sjell\u00eb n\u00eb spital dhe \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur para se t\u00eb m\u00eb binte t\u00eb fik\u00ebt. Aljoni as q\u00eb e mori mundimin t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb spital. Me siguri, ishte me dashnoren e tij, Amand\u00ebn. Nuk e doja m\u00eb jet\u00ebn time! Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e mendoja n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e asaj femre, doja t\u00eb vdisja. E doja dhe e urreja n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb. Doja ta b\u00ebja t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetonte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn dhimbje q\u00eb p\u00ebrjetova un\u00eb. Aljoni nuk e dinte ende se priste nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb nga un\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebm pasi e m\u00ebsoi k\u00ebt\u00eb nga mamaja e tij, erdhi menj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb spital. M\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi dhe u lumturua shum\u00eb. B\u00ebnte sikur nuk kishte ndodhur asgj\u00eb, por un\u00eb tashm\u00eb, nga ajo Era e dashuruar, isha kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb gur. Dola nga spitali dhe ende n\u00eb kok\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb pik\u00ebpyetje: Si ta b\u00ebja t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetonte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb si un\u00eb?! Doja t\u00eb hakmerresha. Nj\u00eb moment, kur ai erdhi dhe m\u00eb puthi barkun, kuptova se f\u00ebmija ishte personi q\u00eb ai e donte me shpirt dhe aty do t\u2019i dhimbte shum\u00eb. Q\u00eb t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, mora guximin dhe e abortova f\u00ebmij\u00ebn. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb e b\u00ebra vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u2019i shkaktuar dhimbje Aljonit, por pasi e b\u00ebra, e p\u00ebrjetova edhe vet\u00eb shum\u00eb keq. M\u2019u duk sikur nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e trupit tim, vdiq p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsisht…
\nKur Aljoni e mori vesh, m\u00eb urreu. M\u00eb urrejn\u00eb edhe prind\u00ebrit e tij dhe prind\u00ebrit e mi. I humba t\u00eb gjith\u00eb personat e dashur n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Jeta ime mori fund! Tani, pasi ka kaluar pak koh\u00eb, prind\u00ebrit mundohen t\u00eb ma leht\u00ebsojn\u00eb dhimbjen e cila nuk do t\u00eb zhduket kurr\u00eb. I fal\u00ebnderoj q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb braktis\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb ndihmuan t\u00eb kaloja ato momente shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Me familjen e tij nuk kam m\u00eb kontakt, mbaj mend vet\u00ebm fjal\u00ebt e fundit q\u00eb m\u00eb tha mamaja e tij: \u201cKjo q\u00eb b\u00ebre, \u00ebsht\u00eb e pafalshme! K\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb, do ta kishe t\u00ebndin Aljonin p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, por i dhe shkelmin gjith\u00e7kaje\u201d.
\nTani, kur i sjell nd\u00ebrmend k\u00ebto situata t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetuara, nuk ia fal vetes, por ja q\u00eb dashuria q\u00eb un\u00eb p\u00ebrjetova ishte nj\u00eb dashuri e s\u00ebmur\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr pak, m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrroi jet\u00ebn. Ndoshta, as lindja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebs nuk do ta ndryshonte at\u00eb…<\/p>\n