Quhem Ilirian dhe halli i madh q\u00eb m\u00eb ra, sot m\u00eb b\u00ebri pjes\u00eb t\u00eb historive nga jeta q\u00eb shkruhen n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn tuaj. Jeta me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb qenka e \u00e7uditshme; at\u00eb q\u00eb e nd\u00ebrton p\u00ebr vite me radh\u00eb, nund ta shkat\u00ebrrosh vet\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb minut\u00eb. Un\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kam qen\u00eb njeri q\u00eb i p\u00eblqeja loj\u00ebrat e fatit, gjithmon\u00eb e kam nxjerr\u00eb paran\u00eb duke punuar, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kam dashur q\u00eb lekun ta fitoj n\u00eb m\u00ebnyra t\u00eb pandershme, ose duke u marr\u00eb me pun\u00eb q\u00eb nuk i kan\u00eb hije personalitetit tim, por ka momente kur njeriu e humbet arsyen dhe at\u00ebhere shkat\u00ebrrohet ajo q\u00eb ke nd\u00ebrtuar. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb kam nostalgji p\u00ebr sistemin komunist q\u00eb kaluam, pasi at\u00ebhere nuk kishte t\u00eb tilla gj\u00ebra… Tani, njeriu mund t\u00eb b\u00ebhet edhe pa dashje viktim\u00eb e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb djall\u00ebzuar, ashtu si u b\u00ebra un\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Para 20 vjet\u00ebsh, emigrova n\u00eb Belgjik\u00eb me familjen time, gruan dhe dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. N\u00eb fillim punova n\u00eb nd\u00ebrtim, derisa b\u00ebm\u00eb nj\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb lek\u00ebsh. M\u00eb pas blem\u00eb dyqanin ton\u00eb, t\u00eb cilin e punuam si fast-food. Patatet e skuqura n\u00eb at\u00eb vend ishin ushqimi i preferuar i atyre personave. Bashk\u00eb me gruan punoja nga m\u00ebngjesi deri n\u00eb dark\u00eb dhe, me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, ishte nj\u00eb pun\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb sillte mjaft t\u00eb ardhura, edhe pse ishte shum\u00eb e lodhshme. Me at\u00eb dyqan kishim krijuar t\u00eb ardhura shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira, aq sa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, po t\u00eb ktheheshim n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, nuk do t\u00eb kishim nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb punonim m\u00eb. Bashk\u00eb me gruan time kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb plan q\u00eb me lek\u00ebt tona, do t\u00eb ndihmonim f\u00ebmij\u00ebt sa t\u00eb mbaronin shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb dhe ne do t\u00eb ktheheshim n\u00eb vendin ton\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar pjes\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Por, me sa duket, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk t\u00eb dalin planet. N\u00eb friterin\u00eb ton\u00eb (k\u00ebshtu quhen dyqanet q\u00eb shesin patate t\u00eb skuqura) vinte gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb zezak, i cili hante drek\u00ebn aty. Ai m\u00eb ishte dukur nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i urt\u00eb, i cili vinte aty p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb, mundohej q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte muhabet edhe mua, edhe gruas sime, por kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re se ai na afrohej sikur donte t\u00eb na k\u00ebrkonte di\u00e7ka. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb zakonshme, kur n\u00eb friterin\u00eb ton\u00eb nuk kishte shum\u00eb pun\u00eb, ai m’u afrua dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cDua t\u00eb b\u00ebj nj\u00eb muhabet serioz me ty\u201d.
\nI habitur, e pyeta p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb dhe ai m\u00eb tha se \u201c\u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb them, ta d\u00ebgjoj\u00eb edhe gruaja jote\u201d. E thirra time shoqe dhe me shum\u00eb kureshti po e d\u00ebgjonim djalin me ngjyr\u00eb, i cili kishte koh\u00eb q\u00eb frekuentonte dyqanin ton\u00eb. Ai na pyeti: \u201cA doni t’i shtoni lek\u00ebt tuaja pa mundim, pa u lodhur?\u201d. Bashk\u00eb me gruan filluam t\u00eb qeshnim dhe un\u00eb ia ktheva: \u201cB\u00ebn mir\u00eb t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb vend tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb tilla gj\u00ebra, se neve nuk na ke p\u00ebr k\u00ebto pun\u00eb\u201d. Mendova se do t\u00eb na jepte t\u00eb shp\u00ebrndanim drog\u00eb, ashtu si\u00e7 b\u00ebhej n\u00eb shum\u00eb dyqane, por jo, nuk ishte ashtu. Ai na tha ta d\u00ebgjonim nj\u00ebher\u00eb, pastaj t\u00eb arrinim n\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim dhe vazhdoi: \u201cUn\u00eb, s\u00eb bashku me stafin tim, punojm\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb fabrik\u00eb t\u00eb prerjeve t\u00eb kartmonedhave dhe kemi nj\u00eb lloj solucioni q\u00eb e dyfishon shum\u00ebn q\u00eb ne kemi\u201d. Ne mbet\u00ebm t\u00eb habitur. Nuk po e besonim. Un\u00eb me gruan p\u00ebrs\u00ebri po qeshnim, por ai vazhdoi: \u201cPo t\u00eb doni, m\u00eb vini n\u00eb prov\u00eb. Do ta b\u00ebj k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb tuaj edhe n\u00eb pranin\u00eb tuaj. N\u00eb fillim, i b\u00ebjm\u00eb me nj\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl lek\u00ebsh dhe m\u00eb pas, n\u00ebse ju doni, i p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisim. N\u00ebse jo, ju nuk humbisni asgj\u00eb\u201d. N\u00eb k\u00ebmbim t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj, ai na k\u00ebrkonte tridhjet\u00eb p\u00ebr qind t\u00eb shum\u00ebs.
\nTani q\u00eb po e shkruaj k\u00ebt\u00eb histori, edhe mua q\u00eb e p\u00ebrjetova m\u00eb duket si nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb, por ju betohem se \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb se e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb dhe kur nj\u00eb person t\u00eb b\u00ebn nj\u00eb ofert\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, t\u00eb duket shum\u00eb josh\u00ebse, aq sa nuk e kupton fare idiot\u00ebsin\u00eb e gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj pune. Djali me ngjyr\u00eb ishte aq bind\u00ebs sa ne mbet\u00ebm pa fjal\u00eb. As un\u00eb, as ime shoqe nuk guxonim t’i jepnim nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje negative dhe t\u00eb marrosur pas atyre gj\u00ebrave q\u00eb na thoshte djali, vendos\u00ebm q\u00eb edhe ne ta provonim fatin ton\u00eb me nj\u00eb shum\u00eb prej nj\u00eb mij\u00eb eurosh. K\u00ebshtu, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e lam\u00eb q\u00eb djali t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb dhe t\u00eb dyfishonim lek\u00ebt, si\u00e7 na tha ai. Ai erdhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb sportive. Ne i dham\u00eb lek\u00ebt t\u00eb gjitha me prerje dhjet\u00ebshe dhe ai do t\u00eb na i kthente me prerje pes\u00ebdhjet\u00ebshe. Ai tha: \u201cKam nevoj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb rrim\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb err\u00ebt, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ket\u00eb drit\u00eb fare, sepse n\u00ebse lek\u00ebt do t\u00eb ken\u00eb drit\u00eb, solucioni i prish\u201d.
\nK\u00ebshtu b\u00ebm\u00eb. U fut\u00ebm n\u00eb dhom\u00eb. Un\u00eb, bashk\u00eb me time shoqe, u ul\u00ebm n\u00eb krevat, nd\u00ebrsa djali filloi t\u00eb merrej me lek\u00ebt n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb t\u00eb plot\u00eb. T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn ashtu si\u00e7 na tha ai, djali i kishte vendosur lek\u00ebt n\u00eb nj\u00eb kuti ku kishte hedhur solucionin dhe na tha se duhet t’i hapnim mbas 12 or\u00ebsh. K\u00ebshtu b\u00ebm\u00eb. Kur djali erdhi dhe e hap\u00ebm kutin\u00eb, ato ishin kthyer n\u00eb prerje pes\u00ebdhjet\u00ebshe. Un\u00eb edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb marifeti b\u00ebri ai; as un\u00eb, as gruaja, nuk kuptuam asgj\u00eb. At\u00eb dit\u00eb ai shum\u00ebn prej nj\u00eb mij\u00eb eurosh, e ktheu n\u00eb pes\u00eb mij\u00eb euro, p\u00ebr vete mbajti tridhjet\u00eb p\u00ebr qind t\u00eb k\u00ebsaj shume dhe t\u00eb tjerat na i dha neve. Un\u00eb me gruan u k\u00ebnaq\u00ebm nga e gjith\u00eb kjo, por prap\u00eb kishim frik\u00eb se mos ndoshta k\u00ebto kartmonedha ishin fallso, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vet\u00ebm kur i konfirmuam n\u00eb nj\u00eb bank\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha, u ndjem\u00eb plot\u00ebsisht t\u00eb sigurt\u00eb dhe t\u00eb lumtur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb bukur q\u00eb na ndodhi.
\nDjali, kur iku, na dha numrin e telefonit dhe na tha: \u201cN\u00ebse keni d\u00ebshir\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb dyfishojm\u00eb nj\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, duhet t\u00eb m\u00eb merrni n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb num\u00ebr telefoni dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb vij i kompletuar me koleg\u00ebt, me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt punojm\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb fabrik\u00eb. Dhe, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb m\u00eb korrekt me ju, do t\u00eb vendosim edhe ne gjysm\u00ebn e shum\u00ebs dhe shuma do t\u00eb ndahet sipas shifr\u00ebs q\u00eb ka vendosur secili\u201d.
\nN\u00eb ato momente ne ishim shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur dhe as q\u00eb na shkoi n\u00eb mendje se ky ishte nj\u00eb lloj truku q\u00eb ne t\u00eb hidhnim m\u00eb shum\u00eb lek. P\u00ebr momentin, nuk pranuam, ishim t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqur me aq, por me kalimin e dit\u00ebve, mendja filloi t\u00eb na rrinte aty, mendonim me veten ton\u00eb: \u201cPo pse t\u00eb punojm\u00eb e t\u00eb lodhemi kaq shum\u00eb, kur ajo q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb q\u00eb na sjell shum\u00eb p\u00ebrfitime?\u201d. Diskutova me gruan dhe ajo nuk pranonte t\u00eb vendosnim nj\u00eb shum\u00eb aq t\u00eb madhe. Kishte t\u00eb drejt\u00eb se po vinim n\u00eb loj\u00eb lek\u00ebt e nj\u00eb jete pun\u00eb, megjithat\u00eb ram\u00eb dakord q\u00eb t\u00eb vinim nj\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, ashtu si\u00e7 b\u00ebm\u00eb her\u00ebn e par\u00eb. E mor\u00ebm djalin n\u00eb telefon dhe i tham\u00eb se do t\u00eb b\u00ebnim t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb si her\u00ebn e par\u00eb, por ai na e ktheu: \u201cUn\u00eb nuk kam m\u00eb solucion, vet\u00ebm pak kisha dhe ju ndihmova. Po t\u00eb doni, mund t’u them koleg\u00ebve t\u00eb mi dhe ata ju ndihmojn\u00eb, por me nj\u00eb kusht, duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb shum\u00eb e madhe, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb dhe ata t\u00eb ken\u00eb fitimin e tyre nga kjo gj\u00eb, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb grup prej pes\u00eb vetash\u201d. V\u00ebrtet ram\u00eb n\u00eb mendime shum\u00eb t\u00eb thella, bashk\u00ebshortja ime vazhdonte t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte se nuk duhet t\u00eb luanim me pasurin\u00eb ton\u00eb, ajo ishte nj\u00eb pasuri q\u00eb e kishim v\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb, me shum\u00eb mundim dhe lodhje, por mua nuk m\u00eb zinte gjumi, gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn edhe nat\u00ebn atje m\u00eb rrinte mendja dhe nuk ndjeja rehat n\u00eb vetvete derisa t’i dyfishoja t\u00eb ardhurat e mia.
\nN\u00eb numrin e llogaris\u00eb kisha 150 mij\u00eb euro. Pa dijenin\u00eb e gruas, t\u00ebrhoqa 100 mij\u00eb dhe vendosa t\u2019i hidhja p\u00ebr t’i dyfishuar. E mora djalin n\u00eb telefon. Ai na ishte prezantuar me kart\u00eb identiteti dhe t\u00eb krijonte nj\u00eb besim t\u00eb plot\u00eb. Takimin e lam\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb hotel, pasi gjith\u00e7ka po e b\u00ebja pa dijenin\u00eb e gruas. Djali erdhi me \u201cstafin e tij t\u00eb pun\u00ebs\u201d. Ata erdh\u00ebn, mor\u00ebn shum\u00ebn time prej 100 mij\u00eb eurosh. T\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn shum\u00eb kishin sjell\u00eb edhe ata. Plus k\u00ebsaj, ata kishin sjell\u00eb edhe prerje kartmonedhash pa asnj\u00eb lloj ngjyre apo figure, n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb me solucionin q\u00eb kishin, t’i kthenin edhe ato n\u00eb kartmonedha, si gjith\u00eb t\u00eb tjerat. Filluan dhe n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi i mor\u00ebn t\u00eb gjitha kartmonedhat, ato reale dhe ato q\u00eb ishin vet\u00ebm prerje bosh, i bashkuan, i vendos\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr kuti dhe filluan t\u2019i lyenin me nj\u00eb solucion, i cili do t\u00eb stamponte karmonedhat reale, tek ato q\u00eb ishin vet\u00ebm prerje bosh. Mbasi mbaruan pun\u00eb, ata than\u00eb se do vinin t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb q\u00eb t’i kontrollonim dhe t\u00eb merrte secili shum\u00ebn q\u00eb i takonte.
\nAt\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk m\u00eb zuri gjumi fare, t\u00eb gjitha lek\u00ebt ishin posht\u00eb dyshekut tim n\u00eb hotel, sepse si\u00e7 m\u00eb kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb, ato donin di\u00e7ka t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb stampoheshin te nj\u00ebra-tjetra. Doja t’i shikoja, por kisha frik\u00eb se mos i prishja me duart e mia dhe nuk e merrja k\u00ebt\u00eb guxim. Gruas i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb se at\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb flija te nj\u00eb shoku im. P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u zgjatur, djemt\u00eb erdh\u00ebn dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb hotel p\u00ebr t\u00eb hapur kutit\u00eb me kartmonedha. Kur ata filluan q\u00eb t’i hapnin, zemra ime filloi t\u00eb rrihte fort, si asnj\u00ebher\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Mezi prisja t\u00eb shikoja se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur. Kur ata e hap\u00ebn kutin\u00eb, \u00e7’t\u00eb shikoje? Parat\u00eb kishin marr\u00eb nj\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb t\u00eb kuq\u00ebrremt\u00eb si t\u00eb karbonizuar dhe kur ata i preknin me dor\u00eb, ato th\u00ebrrmoheshin. P\u00ebr momentin, thash\u00eb se m\u00eb iku truri, djemt\u00eb m’u drejtuan mua duke m\u00eb b\u00ebrtitur: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, pse i ke hapur lek\u00ebt n\u00eb drit\u00eb?!\u201d. Un\u00eb po habitesha p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb po m\u00eb thoshin dhe e mb\u00ebrtheva nj\u00ebrin prej tyre duke i v\u00ebn\u00eb krahun n\u00eb gryk\u00eb gati p\u00ebr ta mbytur. U thash\u00eb: \u201cM\u00eb ktheni eurot, se shoku juaj do vdes\u00eb k\u00ebtu\u201d, por kat\u00ebr t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt hap\u00ebn der\u00ebn dhe ik\u00ebn me vrap. Un\u00eb e kisha kapur djalin me gjith\u00eb fuqin\u00eb time dhe e pyesja se \u00e7\u2019u kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb eurove. Ai mundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb shp\u00ebtonte nga duart dhe m\u00eb thoshte se nuk dinte gj\u00eb. E mblodha veten dhe e l\u00ebshova me mendimin: \u201cMir\u00eb q\u00eb lek\u00ebt i humba, po t\u00eb mos b\u00ebj burg p\u00ebr vrasje\u201d…
\nAi ka qen\u00eb momenti m\u00eb i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb i jet\u00ebs time. Edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite nuk di t’jua shpjegoj se \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi at\u00eb dit\u00eb; vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb gj\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e sigurt\u00eb, se ata, eurot e mia, i kishin marr\u00eb dhe komplet eurot q\u00eb u hodh\u00ebn n\u00eb loj\u00eb, ishin prerje fallco. Ju do t\u00eb thoni: \u201cPse nuk e njoftove policin\u00eb?\u201d. Ishte m\u00eb se e kot\u00eb ta b\u00ebja nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, sepse n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rast isha edhe un\u00eb fajtori, q\u00eb i kisha p\u00ebrkrahur duke futur lek\u00ebt e mia n\u00eb loj\u00eb. I mora t\u00eb gjitha kartmonedhat, i futa n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb, por k\u00ebmb\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. \u00c7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja? \u00c7far\u00eb t\u2019i tregoja gruas? N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb ia thash\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb me pasurin\u00eb e nj\u00eb jete t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb, ajo kaloi n\u00eb depresion dhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite vazhdon t\u00eb kurohet n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga spitalet e Belgjik\u00ebs. Un\u00eb kam mbetur i vet\u00ebm, pa pasuri, pa bashk\u00ebshorten time dhe pa f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi, q\u00eb m\u00eb kan\u00eb mohuar p\u00ebr veprimin q\u00eb b\u00ebra pa i pyetur pjes\u00ebtar\u00ebt e familjes, gabim q\u00eb vazhdoj ta vuaj duke gjetur ngush\u00ebllim te duhani dhe te pija. \u00c7do dit\u00eb i lutem Zotit q\u00eb bashk\u00ebshortja ime t\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb realitet dhe t\u00eb ma fal\u00eb gabimin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime.<\/p>\n