P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! N\u00eb radh\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, dua t\u00eb fal\u00ebnderoj gazet\u00ebn tuaj, q\u00eb na ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi pjes\u00eb e saj, me historit\u00eb tona nga jeta. Un\u00eb dua t’ju tregoj historin\u00eb se si u ndava me v\u00ebllan\u00eb tim p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli. U ktheva k\u00ebto dit\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri dhe kjo koh\u00eb e ftoht\u00eb e me bor\u00eb, m\u00eb kujtoi periudh\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, q\u00eb u pasua nga nj\u00eb dim\u00ebr i gjat\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka marr\u00eb fund as sot…
\nUn\u00eb quhem Alma dhe jam nga nj\u00eb fshat i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Jugut. Jam rritur n\u00eb nj\u00eb zon\u00eb malore. Ndoshta edhe eg\u00ebrsin\u00eb n\u00eb shpirtin tim, prandaj e kam. Historia ime filloi pik\u00ebrisht kur un\u00eb isha n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, gati tridhjet\u00eb vjet m\u00eb par\u00eb. Si\u00e7 ju thash\u00eb m\u00eb sip\u00ebr, fshati yn\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb fshat malor dhe ne kishim nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje pyjore, e cila merrej me prerjen, sistemimin dhe mbjelljen e pem\u00ebve t\u00eb reja. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje, punonin edhe shum\u00eb shofer\u00eb me makina, t\u00eb cilat vinin nga t\u00eb gjitha qytetet dhe b\u00ebnin furnizimin me dru p\u00ebr stin\u00ebn e dimrit. Fati m\u00eb b\u00ebri q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb njihesha me nj\u00ebrin prej tyre. P\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, mua m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, deri 20 minuta n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb dhe e gjith\u00eb rruga q\u00eb ecja ishte rrug\u00eb makine. Ishte pik\u00ebrisht kjo rrug\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb njihem me dashurin\u00eb time t\u00eb par\u00eb dhe t\u00eb vetme. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, me Yllin u njoha nj\u00eb dit\u00eb dhjetori, ku d\u00ebbora kishte filluar t\u00eb zbardhte malin, por edhe fshatin ton\u00eb. At\u00eb dit\u00eb, Ylli e kishte ndaluar makin\u00ebn dhe po vendoste zinxhir\u00ebt. Un\u00eb kalova aty dhe ai e la pun\u00ebn e po pastronte duart nga d\u00ebbora. Ashtu, si me t\u00eb qeshur, m\u00eb tha: \u201cDo hip\u00ebsh n\u00eb makin\u00eb, se t\u00eb \u00e7oj un\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi?\u201d. Un\u00eb ia hodha nj\u00ebher\u00eb syt\u00eb dhe i ula p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb p\u00ebrdhe, pasi na ndeshi shikimi dhe un\u00eb e ndjeva se u skuqa s\u00eb tep\u00ebrmi. Nuk i fola fare, por vazhdova t\u00eb ecja p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe pash\u00eb se, pas disa minutash, u nis edhe Ylli me makin\u00ebn e tij. Ai kaloi e m\u00eb foli nga dritarja: \u201cMendohu dhe mund t\u00eb vish me mua edhe nes\u00ebr; mua k\u00ebtu m\u00eb ke\u201d.
\nAt\u00eb dit\u00eb, nuk e di pse, po n\u00eb mendje m\u00eb rrinte ai shikimi yn\u00eb q\u00eb u ndesh n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. Ylli dukej i madh n\u00eb mosh\u00eb, gati 30 vje\u00e7 e ndoshta edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb, po vitet e tregonin akoma m\u00eb t\u00eb paraqitsh\u00ebm. At\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb vet\u00ebm pak e fiksova, por nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ai e ndaloi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri makin\u00ebn kur m\u00eb pa mua n\u00eb mes t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. Nuk e di po, n\u00eb ato momente zemra filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb rrihte fort dhe m\u00eb dukej sikur isha e p\u00ebrhumbur n\u00eb bardh\u00ebsin\u00eb e d\u00ebbor\u00ebs. Ai m\u00eb thirri p\u00ebrs\u00ebri: \u201cA mund t\u00eb ndalosh vet\u00ebm dy minuta?\u201d. Un\u00eb ktheva shikimin dhe i thash\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb ngacmonte m\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, sepse po ta merrte vesh v\u00ebllai im q\u00eb ishte m\u00eb i madh se un\u00eb, do ta kishte pun\u00ebn keq. Ai qeshi dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cTi qenke shum\u00eb nevrike, si nj\u00eb mace e eg\u00ebr; do t\u00eb m\u00eb duhet shum\u00eb koh\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb zbus\u201d. Kaq pak u desh dhe un\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb fillova t\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb, edhe pse e dija se isha shum\u00eb e vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr k\u00ebto pun\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb histori ia kisha treguar shoqes sime t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb. Ajo u habit dhe m\u00eb tha se duhet t\u00eb pyesnim se mos ishte i martuar sepse ai dukej i madh. T\u00eb dashuroje nj\u00eb shofer n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ishte sikur t\u00eb dashuroje nj\u00eb m\u00ebsues, aq shum\u00eb vlera kishte, sepse ata ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb rrall\u00eb, sidomos n\u00eb fshatin ton\u00eb. \u00c7do dit\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb nisesha p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, n\u00eb rrug\u00eb do ndeshesha me Yllin. N\u00eb dit\u00ebt e para, takimi me t\u00eb ishte rast\u00ebsi, por m\u00eb pas, ai ndalonte n\u00eb nj\u00eb lokal af\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebs dhe shikonte kur un\u00eb dilja nga shkolla, p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb ndjekur nga pas. Sigurisht, k\u00ebt\u00eb e b\u00ebnte pa r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sy t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve, prandaj edhe ai ndalonte n\u00eb rrug\u00eb kur njer\u00ebzit ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb rrall\u00eb ose nuk kishte fare, pasi ishte dim\u00ebr dhe njer\u00ebzit ishin t\u00eb strukur n\u00ebp\u00ebr sht\u00ebpit\u00eb e tyre.
\nYlli, mbas disa tentativash p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb ndaluar, hoqi dor\u00eb dhe gjeti nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb komunikuar me mua. Ai m\u00eb shkruante letra dhe m\u2019i hidhte nga dritarja. Letrat e tij i kam edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite; \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja pasuri q\u00eb ruaj prej tij. Ai n\u00eb letra m\u00eb shkruante p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn e tij, ishte nga nj\u00eb qytet af\u00ebr fshatit ton\u00eb, kishte dy motra dhe nj\u00eb v\u00eblla. Ai ishte f\u00ebmija i vog\u00ebl dhe jetonte me prind\u00ebrit. Ishte 31 vje\u00e7 dhe m\u00eb shkruante p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb me sinqeritet. Kjo m\u00ebnyr\u00eb komunikimi m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb dashurohesha shum\u00eb fort mbas tij. Ai m\u00eb shkruante \u201cp\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb kuptova se t\u00eb dashuroja, dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb njohjes ton\u00eb, shikimi yt f\u00ebminor, edhe pse ishte vet\u00ebm pak sekonda, ndezi brenda zemr\u00ebs sime nj\u00eb zjarr q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb shuhet kurr\u00eb. T\u00eb lutem, merri seriozisht t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto q\u00eb po t\u00eb them. Un\u00eb t\u00eb dua seriozisht dhe dua q\u00eb ti t\u00eb jesh gruaja ime. E di q\u00eb je akoma e vog\u00ebl, por dua q\u00eb ti t\u00eb m\u00eb jap\u00ebsh fjal\u00ebn dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb di t\u00eb t\u00eb pres\u201d. Ai dinte t\u00eb shkruante shum\u00eb bukur dhe un\u00eb isha n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn m\u00eb delikate, q\u00eb nuk i mendoja shum\u00eb gjat\u00eb gj\u00ebrat. N\u00eb fillim, nuk po i p\u00ebrgjigjesha dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb tij, por q\u00eb un\u00eb Yllin e doja shum\u00eb, e kuptova dit\u00ebt kur ne mor\u00ebm pushimet e dimrit, pra, pushimet p\u00ebr Vitin e Ri. Ato dy jav\u00eb, u ndjeva shum\u00eb keq. Vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb mendoja. M\u00eb dukej sikur gjat\u00eb pushimeve, dashuria e tij p\u00ebr mua do t\u00eb shuhej dhe un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb kisha m\u00eb mund\u00ebsi t’ia shprehja. Megjithat\u00eb, un\u00eb kisha filluar t\u00eb merrja nj\u00eb sinjal nga Ylli; ai, kur kalonte rrug\u00ebs n\u00eb vendin ku ne takoheshim bashk\u00eb, fillonte t\u2019i binte boris\u00eb s\u00eb makin\u00ebs. Nuk mundem ta shpjegoj se \u00e7far\u00eb emocionesh ndjeja. Zemra m\u00eb rrihte fort, gati sa nuk po m\u00eb pushonte. N\u00eb dit\u00ebn e pushimeve, un\u00eb kisha shkruar nj\u00eb let\u00ebr shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn edhe ia dhash\u00eb Yllit n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs (pas pushimeve t\u00eb Vitit t\u00eb Ri). N\u00eb at\u00eb let\u00ebr i kisha folur p\u00ebr ndjenjat e mia dhe, mbas asaj letre, ne filluam t\u00eb takoheshim rregullisht bashk\u00eb. Dashuria ime p\u00ebr Yllin ishte akoma m\u00eb e madhe. N\u00eb disa raste, un\u00eb kisha hipur edhe n\u00eb makin\u00ebn e tij. P\u00ebrfitoja nga fakti q\u00eb ishte dim\u00ebr dhe njer\u00ebzit e fshatit nuk m\u00eb shikonin sepse rrinin brenda. Nj\u00eb nga ato dit\u00ebt q\u00eb un\u00eb hipja n\u00eb makin\u00ebn e tij, ndodhi edhe ajo q\u00eb nuk duhej t\u00eb ndodhte. Ai filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb puthte fort, aq fort saq\u00eb as un\u00eb dhe as Ylli nuk donim t\u00eb ndaleshim p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb sekond\u00eb. Nuk e di se si ndodhi, por di q\u00eb ne t\u00eb dy iu dham\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrit, si asnj\u00ebher\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Ylli, q\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb donte t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte p\u00ebr t’u fejuar, po un\u00eb nuk e lash\u00eb, doja q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundoja shkoll\u00ebn e pastaj t\u00eb fejoheshim. Takimi me Yllin ishte i p\u00ebrditsh\u00ebm, un\u00eb hipja thuajse \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb makin\u00ebn e tij. N\u00eb rastet kur vonohesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, e justifikoja sikur kisha q\u00ebndruar n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjet q\u00eb organizonte shkolla. Lumturia ime me Yllin zgjati gati dy muaj derisa na ndodhi nj\u00eb gj\u00eb shum\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme, q\u00eb edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite nuk dua ta besoj.
\nV\u00ebllai im i madh, kur sip\u00ebr fshatit dilnin makinat e druve, u hipte fshehtas sip\u00ebr, hidhte drut\u00eb rrug\u00ebs dhe i merrte pastaj e i sillte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi (K\u00ebt\u00eb ai e b\u00ebnte sepse gjat\u00eb ver\u00ebs, p\u00ebrtonte t\u00eb shkonte n\u00eb mal, p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb dru). Kjo gj\u00eb zgjati deri nj\u00eb dit\u00eb kur Ylli e kishte kuptuar se drut\u00eb nuk ishin aq sa ai e ngarkonte makin\u00ebn dhe k\u00ebshtu, kishte filluar t\u00eb dyshonte se di\u00e7ka ndodhte rrug\u00ebs. V\u00ebllai im e b\u00ebnte k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shofer\u00ebt q\u00eb punonin n\u00eb at\u00eb linj\u00eb, por fati i keq e deshi q\u00eb ta vinte re pik\u00ebrisht Ylli. V\u00ebllai im dhe asnj\u00eb njeri tjet\u00ebr (p\u00ebrve\u00e7 shoqes sime t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb) nuk e dinin se un\u00eb isha e lidhur me Yllin dhe se ne dashuroheshim. Ashtu si\u00e7 po ju thoja m\u00eb sip\u00ebr, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb Ylli e kishte kuptuar v\u00ebllan\u00eb tim teksa hidhte dru nga makina dhe e kishte ndalur makin\u00ebn. V\u00ebllai ishte hedhur nga makina p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur me vrap, po ai e kishte kapur dhe ishin z\u00ebn\u00eb me grushta. Ylli nuk e dinte se ai ishte v\u00ebllai im. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb i thash\u00eb un\u00eb dhe q\u00eb prej asaj dite, u krijua nj\u00eb e \u00e7ar\u00eb n\u00eb lidhjen ton\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb tha: \u201cTi, thuaju prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb tu p\u00ebr mua, por ata nuk besoj se duan t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb miq\u00ebsi me nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb e kan\u00eb vjedhur dhe q\u00eb jan\u00eb rrahur e shar\u00eb\u201d.
\nPor un\u00eb, isha e detyruar t\u2019ua thoja k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, sepse p\u00ebr mua nuk do t\u00eb kishte martes\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7se me Yllin, sepse un\u00eb kisha qen\u00eb e tija dhe nuk do m\u00eb pranonte asnj\u00eb mashkull n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje q\u00eb isha un\u00eb. Dit\u00ebn q\u00eb un\u00eb u tregova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb time me Yllin, plasi nj\u00eb sherr i madh q\u00eb as n\u00eb mendje nuk m\u00eb kishte shkuar. V\u00ebllai u ngrit, m\u00eb gjuajti me shpull\u00eb dhe ma tha tro\u00e7: \u201cUn\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb pres kok\u00ebn sesa t\u00eb t\u00eb jap tek ai\u201d.
\nEdhe Ylli, mbas asaj q\u00eb ndodhi me v\u00ebllan\u00eb tim, nuk e kishte m\u00eb at\u00eb vendosm\u00ebrin\u00eb q\u00eb kishte n\u00eb fillim. Ne shk\u00ebmbyem edhe dy letrat e fundit me an\u00eb t\u00eb shoqes sime t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb, sepse nuk mund\u00ebm t\u00eb takoheshim m\u00eb. N\u00eb letr\u00ebn e fundit, ai m\u00eb shkruante: \u201cT\u00eb desha dhe t\u00eb dua akoma shum\u00eb, por v\u00ebllai yt, me sjelljen e tij prej hajduti, na krijoi nj\u00eb plag\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ka p\u00ebr t’u sh\u00ebruar kurr\u00eb. Ti duhet ta kuptosh edhe vet\u00eb se lidhja jon\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb njollosur aq shum\u00eb saq\u00eb edhe dashuria vet\u00eb nuk mund ta pastroj\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb njoll\u00eb, prandaj duke marr\u00eb parasysh q\u00eb edhe njer\u00ebzit e tu nuk e duan p\u00ebr lidhjen ton\u00eb, edhe un\u00eb po t\u00ebrhiqem. Nuk ka kuptim q\u00eb ne t\u00eb vazhdojm\u00eb m\u00eb tutje. \u00cbsht\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb ta mbyllim k\u00ebshtu sesa lidhja jon\u00eb t\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb nj\u00eb tragjedi.\u201d.
\nKjo ishte letra e fundit e Yllit. Kjo let\u00ebr ishte edhe varri ku un\u00eb u futa p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli. Ylli k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb ta transferonin n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend tjet\u00ebr me pun\u00eb dhe k\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb nuk pata m\u00eb mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb ta shikoja. Un\u00eb u inatosa me Yllin, me v\u00ebllan\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb veprim aq t\u00eb ul\u00ebt, me prind\u00ebrit e mi q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ndihmuan t\u00eb realizoja dashurin\u00eb time dhe p\u00ebr t’i b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb vuanin, vendosa q\u00eb jeta ime t\u00eb mbyllej pa u martuar. \u00c7do k\u00ebrkes\u00eb q\u00eb kisha, e mohoja. K\u00ebshtu, u mbylla n\u00eb bot\u00ebn time dhe punoja n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb. Nga brezi im, e gjith\u00eb shoq\u00ebria ime ishte martuar, vet\u00ebm un\u00eb kisha mbetur. M\u00eb pas ndryshoi sistemi dhe daja im q\u00eb ishte sistemuar n\u00eb Itali, m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi atje, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos isha skllave e v\u00ebllait tim, me t\u00eb cilin thuajse nuk flisja fare. Ai ishte martuar dhe kishte krijuar familjen e tij, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebr Yllin mora vesh se u martua mbas dy vitesh q\u00eb ne ishim ndar\u00eb.
\nTashm\u00eb kan\u00eb kaluar tridhjet\u00eb vjet dhe un\u00eb ngela rob e dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb tij. Jetoj n\u00eb Itali, kam sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e pun\u00ebn time dhe vij ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb prind\u00ebrit e mi. Nga ana ekonomike jam mir\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa nga ana shpirt\u00ebrore, e vetmja pasuri q\u00eb kam, jan\u00eb letrat e Yllit, t\u00eb cilat i lexoj dhe i rilexoj, duke sjell\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb mendje se si do t\u00eb ishte jeta ime me t\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! N\u00eb radh\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, dua t\u00eb fal\u00ebnderoj gazet\u00ebn tuaj, q\u00eb na ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhemi pjes\u00eb e saj, me historit\u00eb tona nga jeta. Un\u00eb dua t’ju tregoj historin\u00eb se si u ndava me v\u00ebllan\u00eb tim p\u00ebr s\u00eb gjalli. U ktheva k\u00ebto dit\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri dhe kjo koh\u00eb e ftoht\u00eb e me bor\u00eb, m\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7469","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7469","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7469"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7469\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7469"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7469"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7469"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}