M\u00eb n\u00eb fund po marr guximin t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj nj\u00eb let\u00ebr ty i dashuri im. Kur u njoh\u00ebm n\u00eb fillim e di, edhe pse njohja jon\u00eb ishte virtuale ndjehej nj\u00eb harmoni midis nesh pothuajse e pashpjegueshme, por m\u00ebse reale. Ishte fati q\u00eb po luante me ne, apo ishte fati q\u00eb donte t\u00eb na bashkonte. Dukej se si dy njer\u00ebz kaq larg nj\u00ebri-tjetrit ndjeheshin kaq pran\u00eb, sikur po bashkoheshin dy shpirtra t\u00eb panjohur, por pothuajse t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb. N\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra ne ngjasojm\u00eb si dy pika uji, vet\u00ebm se ti je me i hapur, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb jam pak m\u00eb e t\u00ebrhequr ndoshta kjo b\u00ebn pjes\u00eb n\u00eb natyr\u00ebn time q\u00eb nuk i shpreh dot ndjenjat lirsh\u00ebm. Por t\u00eb kam dashur dhe akoma t\u00eb dua. Mund ta them me goj\u00ebn plot se ti je dashuria e jet\u00ebs time. Q\u00eb kur u largove duket se shpirtin tim e sundoj\u00eb nj\u00eb akullnaj\u00eb e ftoht\u00eb, q\u00eb ndoshta zor se do t\u00eb shkrij\u00eb. Nuk mund ta besosh se sa t\u00eb v\u00ebshtira jan\u00eb dit\u00ebt e net\u00ebt t\u00eb kalohen pa ty. T\u00eb qash nat\u00ebn me lot\u00ebt q\u00eb rrjedhin e lagin jastikun sikur t\u00eb ishin nj\u00eb shi i rr\u00ebmbyesh\u00ebm. Dhe dit\u00ebn t\u00eb shtiresh sikur nuk ka ndodhur gj\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sy t\u00eb personave q\u00eb m\u00eb rrethojn\u00eb si n\u00eb familje dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Ndoshta t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e ndjejn\u00eb ndryshimin tim dhe un\u00eb e ndjej sepse nuk po arrij t\u00eb njoh m\u00eb veten. Gjall\u00ebria q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkonte \u00ebsht\u00eb zhdukur, mos vall\u00eb e more ti? Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb mendoj se un\u00eb s\u2019kam b\u00ebr\u00eb asgj\u00eb t\u00eb keqe , si kam b\u00ebr\u00eb keq njeriu, at\u00ebher\u00eb pse duhet t\u00eb vuaj k\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb dua vet\u00ebm pak dashuri, pse duhet t\u00eb ma mohoj zoti mua k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb? Ndoshta do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte me vete, ndoshta n\u00eb bot\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr gjej pak paqe( m\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00eb fund me dhimbje sesa nj\u00eb dhimbje pa fund). Lexoj nj\u00eb fraz\u00eb t\u00eb shkruar nga Mos qaj se dicka mbaroi… Por buzeqesh sepse ndodhi… Gabriel Garsia Markez. E si mos qash kur t\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shk\u00ebputur nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e shpirtit, e si mos qash kur nuk ke pran\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb do. Ti u ktheve do t\u00eb ik\u00ebsh p\u00ebrs\u00ebri dhe boshll\u00ebku q\u00eb do t\u00eb l\u00ebsh pas do t\u00eb jet\u00eb akoma m\u00eb i madh, si nj\u00eb zgav\u00ebr e err\u00ebt do t\u00eb p\u00ebrpij\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb q\u00ebnien time. Nuk e di a do t\u00eb jemi m\u00eb bashk\u00eb apo jo, por dua t\u00eb them se t\u00eb dua sido q\u00eb t\u00eb shkojn\u00eb gj\u00ebrat. T\u00eb dua sepse ti je ai q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb qesh dhe ti je ai q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb qaj, t\u00eb dua sepse e ndiej q\u00eb ti je ai i duhuri edhe pse n\u00eb fillim kisha dyshime p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, tashm\u00eb jo m\u00eb. Un\u00eb u p\u00ebrballa me gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb pran\u00eb teje shpresoj ta b\u00ebsh dhe ti k\u00ebt\u00eb. Dhe n\u00eb qoft\u00eb se nuk e b\u00ebn do t\u00eb lutesha p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka mundohu t\u00eb jesh i lumtur, pa nd\u00ebrhyr\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. Po e mbyll k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr, sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb von\u00eb, m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb fle p\u00ebr t\u00eb rinisur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb re q\u00eb ndoshta mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb pak e trishtueshme se kjo e sotmja. Ndoshta nes\u00ebr mund t\u00eb shkruaj di\u00e7ka m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur e kjo varet nga gjendja emocionale n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhem. Mirupafshim zem\u00ebr t\u00eb puth. Gena.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00eb n\u00eb fund po marr guximin t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj nj\u00eb let\u00ebr ty i dashuri im. Kur u njoh\u00ebm n\u00eb fillim e di, edhe pse njohja jon\u00eb ishte virtuale ndjehej nj\u00eb harmoni midis nesh pothuajse e pashpjegueshme, por m\u00ebse reale. Ishte fati q\u00eb po luante me ne, apo ishte fati q\u00eb donte t\u00eb na bashkonte. Dukej […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7418","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7418","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7418"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7418\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7418"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7418"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7418"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}