{"id":7319,"date":"2015-01-07T15:00:44","date_gmt":"2015-01-07T14:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=7319"},"modified":"2015-01-07T12:54:21","modified_gmt":"2015-01-07T11:54:21","slug":"ia-nxiva-jeten-vjehrres-edhe-ne-prag-te-vdekjes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/01\/ia-nxiva-jeten-vjehrres-edhe-ne-prag-te-vdekjes\/","title":{"rendered":"Ia nxiva jet\u00ebn vjehrr\u00ebs, edhe n\u00eb prag t\u00eb vdekjes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>E nderuar redaksi! Lexoj vazhdimisht jo vet\u00ebm gazet\u00ebn tuaj, por edhe disa t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb kan\u00eb rubrika t\u00eb ngjashme me tuaj\u00ebn, por besoj n\u00eb ato \u00e7ka lexoj n\u00eb faqet e gazet\u00ebs tuaj dhe besoj se do t\u00eb gjeni nj\u00eb vend p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar edhe nj\u00eb histori timen. Ato q\u00eb dua t\u00eb tregoj, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, jan\u00eb dy vite t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime q\u00eb her\u00eb m\u00eb r\u00ebndojn\u00eb shpirtin e her\u00eb m\u00eb duket sikur kam patur t\u00eb drejt\u00eb q\u00eb jam sjell\u00eb ashtu: Un\u00eb jam hakmarr\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri vjehrra dhe e bija.<br \/>\nJam martuar jo shum\u00eb e re, nj\u00ebzet e kat\u00ebr vje\u00e7e. Kam lindur e jam rritur n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, por nusja e kush\u00ebririt tim nd\u00ebrhyri dhe m\u00eb prezantoi me kush\u00ebririn e saj, q\u00eb banonte n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Ne e p\u00eblqyem nj\u00ebri-tjetrin dhe u martuam shpejt. Nuk kishim \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb prisnim, se un\u00eb nuk kisha nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb vazhdoja ndonj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, plus q\u00eb menduam se duke qen\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, do t\u00eb gjeja edhe ndonj\u00eb pun\u00eb.<br \/>\nBashk\u00ebshorti im jetonte me t\u00eb dy prind\u00ebrit dhe kishte edhe nj\u00eb mot\u00ebr t\u00eb pamartuar. Sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e kishin jo shum\u00eb larg qendr\u00ebs dhe un\u00eb i m\u00ebsova rrug\u00ebt shum\u00eb shpejt. N\u00eb fillim, gj\u00ebrat ecnin mir\u00eb, un\u00eb fillova nj\u00eb kurs rrobaqep\u00ebsie te vajza e hall\u00ebs, e cila kishte biznesin e vet. Aty edhe punova derisa linda vajz\u00ebn. M\u00eb pas fillova pun\u00eb shum\u00eb shpejt sepse vjehrra m\u00eb tha q\u00eb do ta mbante ajo vajz\u00ebn. U riktheva n\u00eb pun\u00eb me shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb, jo se nuk doja t\u00eb rrija me engj\u00ebllin tim t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, por q\u00ebndrimi gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn me prind\u00ebrit e bashk\u00ebshortit po m\u2019i b\u00ebnte nervat cop\u00eb. Me bashk\u00ebshortin kishim marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Ai ishte i qet\u00eb dhe me shum\u00eb logjik\u00eb. P\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb gjeja momentin e duhur p\u00ebr t\u2019i th\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb ankes\u00eb apo debat q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja, por ai m\u00eb akuzonte gjithmon\u00eb se kishte ndodhur e kund\u00ebrta. Nuk e kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00eb sa her\u00eb debatonim me vjehrr\u00ebn, ajo dilte e kapte te kafja posht\u00eb pallatit dhe e frynte aq shum\u00eb sa ai jo vet\u00ebm nuk m\u00eb besonte, por kishte filluar edhe t\u00eb mos m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte.<br \/>\nK\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb u lumturova q\u00eb po rikthehesha n\u00eb pun\u00eb dhe t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn paradite, do t\u2019i kisha vesh\u00ebt t\u00eb qet\u00eb. Pastaj, tani q\u00eb ishim edhe me f\u00ebmij\u00eb, shpenzimet ishin edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha dhe duhej t\u00eb punonim t\u00eb dy, burr\u00eb e grua, se me pensionet e pleqve dhe nj\u00eb rrog\u00eb, nuk kishim \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebnim gjasht\u00eb persona. Im shoq punonte n\u00eb dy pun\u00eb sepse nuk na dilnin parat\u00eb. Por, ja q\u00eb nuk ishte e th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb rrija rehat as ato shtat\u00eb tet\u00eb or\u00eb q\u00eb isha n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Vjehrra, q\u00eb n\u00eb pik\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit zgjohej e fillonte sikur b\u00ebnte pun\u00ebt, k\u00ebrciste e b\u00ebrtiste n\u00ebp\u00ebr sht\u00ebpi, aq sa im shoq fillonte e m\u00eb shante mua.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ti je e re dhe do t\u00eb zgjohesh vet\u00ebm 5 minuta para se t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Ia l\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt e vajz\u00ebn mamas\u00eb, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb shtat\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e! Je shum\u00eb dembele&#8230;<br \/>\nSi m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb her\u00eb k\u00ebshtu im shoq, nuk reagova p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb sherr, se nuk doja t\u2019i b\u00ebja qejfin plak\u00ebs, por fillova t\u00eb zgjohesha qysh n\u00eb pes\u00eb e gjys\u00ebm ose gjasht\u00eb. B\u00ebja shumic\u00ebn e pun\u00ebve, drek\u00ebn dhe kur vinte ora tet\u00eb pa dhjet\u00eb, dilja me vrap p\u00ebr n\u00eb pun\u00eb. N\u00eb pun\u00eb shkoja e rraskapitur. Vajza ishte akoma bebe dhe zgjohej nat\u00ebn, kurse n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, kur ajo flinte, un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebja pun\u00ebt. Kjo tortur\u00eb vazhdoi derisa vajza e la gjirin dhe filloi t\u00eb flinte m\u00eb shum\u00eb nat\u00ebn. Pastaj, edhe fakti q\u00eb nuk kisha kujt t\u2019i hapesha p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodhte, m\u00eb lodhte nervat. E dija se mjaftonte nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb e vetme dhe un\u00eb zihesha edhe me tim shoq. Un\u00eb e doja dhe e dua e nuk e kuptoja pse po m\u00eb thyhej gjith\u00e7ka para syve. Nuk dija si ta mbaja situat\u00ebn n\u00ebn kontroll. E lodhur n\u00eb pun\u00eb, e pagjum\u00eb, llafe e vet\u00ebm llafe, po shkat\u00ebrrohesha. T\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn e kuptova nj\u00eb dit\u00eb kur u ktheva nga puna. Vjehrra ime ishte n\u00eb kafe bashk\u00eb me tim shoq dhe i fliste me k\u00ebmb\u00eb e duar q\u00eb nuk e kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb drek\u00ebn gati.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ajo do t\u00eb haj\u00eb nga duart e mia, nga djersa jote, t\u2019i rris un\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebn dhe vet\u00ebm t\u00eb fler\u00eb di. &#8211; tha ajo.<br \/>\n&#8211; Mir\u00ebdita dhe ju b\u00ebft\u00eb mir\u00eb kafeja, &#8211; u thash\u00eb. &#8211; Mama, ka patur m\u00eb temperatur\u00eb vajza?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pse, ishte s\u00ebmur\u00eb vajza nat\u00ebn? &#8211; pyeti ai t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn me sy t\u00eb shqyer. \u2013 Pse s\u2019m\u00eb the, po m\u00eb ule n\u00eb kafe?<br \/>\n&#8211; Po, nga ora pes\u00eb e m\u00ebngjesit e deri n\u00eb tet\u00eb kur ika un\u00eb, ishte me temperatur\u00eb, &#8211; i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\nAi ma b\u00ebri shenj\u00eb me gisht se s\u2019donte t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte dhe e mbylla, se nuk isha fare p\u00ebr sherr. Kisha hallin e vajz\u00ebs.<br \/>\n&#8211; Mama, pse s\u2019m\u00eb the q\u00eb vajza ishte s\u00ebmur\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, po m\u00eb ankohesh se nusja ime s\u2019paska b\u00ebr\u00eb pun\u00ebt dhe drek\u00ebn? Harrove apo pun\u00ebt jan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme? Me k\u00eb e ke l\u00ebn\u00eb tani, apo at\u00eb s\u2019e gjen gj\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb vajza e time shoqeje, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e imja?<br \/>\n&#8211; Jo, more bir, do t\u00eb t\u00eb thoja, po ti m\u00eb pyete se \u00e7\u2019ka p\u00ebr drek\u00eb e aty doli muhabeti, &#8211; u p\u00ebrpoq t\u2019i fliste me qet\u00ebsi ajo, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e dh\u00ebn\u00eb veten.<br \/>\n&#8211; Jo, mama, nuk pyeta. M\u00eb kape p\u00ebr dore e m\u00eb ule, the q\u00eb \u201cjot shoqe iu kthye zakonit t\u00eb gjumit\u201d.<br \/>\nPo d\u00ebgjoja e shokuar at\u00eb q\u00eb im shoq i tha s\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebs, q\u00eb un\u00eb i qenkesha kthyer zakonit t\u00eb gjumit. Dometh\u00ebn\u00eb, ajo e pask\u00ebsh g\u00ebnjyer e mbushur gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn p\u00ebr mua e un\u00eb isha p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb mos ankohesha e t\u00eb mos flisja p\u00ebr t\u00eb e p\u00ebr t\u00eb bij\u00ebn, q\u00eb edhe pasi u martua, vinte e m\u00eb kthente trurin ski\u00e7 me ato budallall\u00ebqet e saj.<br \/>\nNuk fola, fatmir\u00ebsisht, u p\u00ebrmbajtja. Im shoq u ngrit p\u00ebr t\u00eb paguar dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Kur e pash\u00eb p\u00ebrball\u00eb, e kuptova q\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb keq. I lirova rrug\u00ebn, mora qesen q\u00eb ime vjehrr\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb karrige dhe t\u00eb tre u nis\u00ebm p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Sigurisht, at\u00eb mbasdite dhe dy dit\u00eb t\u00eb tjera u mor\u00ebm me vajz\u00ebn dhe asnj\u00ebri prej nesh nuk e zuri me goj\u00eb at\u00eb situat\u00eb, por mendoj se kur je me t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn e Zotit, ai t\u00eb ndihmon. Dit\u00ebn e tret\u00eb q\u00eb desha t\u2019i thoja tim shoqi se ajo m\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb qaf\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha her\u00ebt q\u00eb ai ishte z\u00ebn\u00eb me mua, na erdhi p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb nj\u00eb kush\u00ebrir\u00eb e burrit. M\u00eb iku gjith\u00eb mbasditja dhe nuk arrita t\u00eb flas me tim shoq p\u00ebr \u00e7ka kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb nd\u00ebrmend t\u2019i thoja. Kur u ula p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur, sapo desha t\u00eb hapja goj\u00ebn, im shoq m\u00eb mori n\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim e duke m\u00eb puthur but\u00ebsisht, m\u00eb tha:<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb fal. Kam tre dit\u00eb q\u00eb i mendoj t\u00eb gjitha her\u00ebt q\u00eb jam ulur n\u00eb kafe me maman\u00eb dhe gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb ti m\u2019i thua pas dy-tre dit\u00ebsh. T\u00eb gjitha m\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn p\u00ebrgjigje. Mamaja ime, me ndihm\u00ebn e motr\u00ebs time, m\u00eb kan\u00eb g\u00ebnjyer. T\u00eb dua, shpirti im dhe besom\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb m\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb zihemi p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra koti. Ama, dua q\u00eb edhe ti t\u00eb jesh korrekte me prind\u00ebrit e mi. E kuptoj q\u00eb sht\u00ebpia \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr t\u2019u rrotulluar e ndenjur rehat edhe ne, edhe ata, por nuk kam \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebj. Nuk dal dot n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me qira se do t\u00eb vriten shum\u00eb.<br \/>\nDhe me k\u00ebt\u00eb, u mbyll \u00e7\u00ebshtja. Vjehrra ime filloi t\u00eb rrinte m\u00eb turivarur sepse i biri nuk po ia vinte veshin m\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ato jan\u00eb muhabete grash e un\u00eb jam burr\u00eb, mama, zgjidhini vet\u00eb! &#8211; i thosh ai.<br \/>\nNuk zgjati shum\u00eb dhe vjehrri im nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb pas nj\u00eb aksidenti q\u00eb i ndodhi, nd\u00ebrsa kthehej nga i v\u00ebllai q\u00eb jetonte n\u00eb fshat. Ishte nj\u00eb goditje p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, se erdhi krejt papritur. Pastaj, vdekja, sido q\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Edhe un\u00eb e p\u00ebrjetova, sepse me t\u00eb nuk kisha nd\u00ebrruar asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb keqe. Edhe sot e kujtoj vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr mir\u00eb. Vdekja e t\u00eb shoqit e tronditi vjehrr\u00ebn time dhe nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb pas, filloi t\u00eb r\u00ebndohej. Un\u00eb mbeta shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm at\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebm\u00eb ekon e na than\u00eb q\u00eb bebi ishte djal\u00eb, e pash\u00eb t\u00eb qeshte me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr e t\u00eb ishte e lumtur q\u00eb pas dit\u00ebs q\u00eb vjehrri vdiq. Nd\u00ebrsa po afrohej dita p\u00ebr t\u00eb lindur, ajo sa vinte e r\u00ebndohej. Pasi linda, nuk b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb mbante djalin, por m\u2019u desh edhe t\u00eb kujdesesha p\u00ebr t\u00eb. U r\u00ebndua aq shum\u00eb sa filloi t\u00eb mos \u00e7ohej m\u00eb. Ndonj\u00eb dit\u00eb tek-tuk e ngrinim p\u00ebr krah\u00ebsh p\u00ebr ta \u00e7uar n\u00eb banjo, por n\u00eb shumic\u00ebn e rasteve, mbetej n\u00eb krevat dhe m\u00eb duhej ta laja si f\u00ebmij\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; E shikon, moj mama, si rrotullohet bota? &#8211; i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb. &#8211; Ku e ke t\u00ebt bij\u00eb q\u00eb vinte p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb plane se si t\u00eb m\u00eb m\u00ebrzisnit e p\u00ebrzienit mua me burrin?! Apo tani ke mund t\u00eb madh se duhesh lar\u00eb e pastruar e ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb zonj\u00eb e madhe dhe nuk b\u00ebn pun\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebndomta&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Mos ki merak se sapo t\u00eb vij\u00eb im bir, do t\u2019i them q\u00eb ti s\u2019lodhesh fare t\u00eb m\u00eb sh\u00ebrbesh, &#8211; m\u00eb tha gjith\u00eb inat.<br \/>\n&#8211; Mund t\u2019i thuash \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb duash, moj zonj\u00eb, po un\u00eb kam edhe djalin e vog\u00ebl, m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb \u00e7oj e t\u00eb marr vajz\u00ebn nga kopshti, m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj pazarin, drek\u00ebn, pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb edhe n\u00eb fund, pasi t\u2019i mbaroj t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto, edhe do t\u00eb fle gjum\u00eb. Kur t\u00eb ngrihem nga gjumi, do t\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrroj e ushqej! &#8211; i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\nNuk foli, por ktheu kok\u00ebn m\u00ebnjan\u00eb. B\u00ebri sikur u zem\u00ebrua dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi telefonin se donte t\u00eb fliste me t\u00eb bij\u00ebn.<br \/>\n&#8211; Telefonin? \u2013 i thash\u00eb, &#8211; merre, aty e ke. Pse duhet t\u00eb ta jap? Ti m\u00eb ke nxir\u00eb rinin\u00eb, dit\u00ebt q\u00eb p\u00ebr mua duhet t\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb bukura. Dy vite martes\u00eb, e di un\u00eb si i kam kaluar. Kam ngr\u00ebn\u00eb buk\u00eb e lot. Tani m\u00eb erdhi koha t\u00eb t\u00eb kthej kusurin. &#8211; i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\nU nxi nga nervat, por s\u2019kishte \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebnte. Kur erdhi im shoq, m\u00eb ndihmoi ta pastroja, se vjehrra ishte shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Sapo ajo nisi t\u00eb fliste, ai iu p\u00ebrgjigj shum\u00eb qet\u00ebsisht se duhej thjesht t\u00eb duronte edhe pak.<br \/>\n&#8211; Do t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh m\u00eb mir\u00eb, mama dhe do t\u2019i b\u00ebsh vet\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim vetes. Ime shoqe nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb q\u00eb ta m\u00ebsoj un\u00eb si t\u00eb sillet, ajo ka dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u kujdesur. Edhe ty nuk po t\u00eb l\u00eb pas dore, por ajo, e vetme, s\u2019t\u00eb ngre dot. Tani, t\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb l\u00ebr t\u00eb ha drek\u00eb apo dark\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo se shkoi ora shtat\u00eb dhe me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb jam shum\u00eb i lodhur.<br \/>\nE kuptoi q\u00eb me t\u00eb birin nuk do t\u00eb nxirrte asgj\u00eb n\u00eb drit\u00eb dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi ta shtrija, se ndihej e lodhur. Me veten time, sa s\u2019po fluturoja nga g\u00ebzimi nga p\u00ebrgjigjja q\u00eb mori. M\u2019i pagoi ai t\u00eb gjitha shqet\u00ebsimet q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte sjell\u00eb ajo, p\u00ebr dy vite rresht. Dit\u00ebt kalonin rutin\u00eb, po nj\u00ebsoj me nj\u00ebra- tjetr\u00ebn. Ajo sa vinte e r\u00ebndohej. Edhe e bija ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb dhe nuk kishte m\u00eb koh\u00eb jo q\u00eb t\u00eb vinte e t\u00eb thurte plane me t\u00eb, por as t\u2019i b\u00ebnte ndonj\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim. M\u00eb s\u00eb shumti, merrte n\u00eb telefon dhe e pyeste si ishte.<br \/>\nUn\u00eb, nga inati, pasi mbaroja gjith\u00eb pun\u00ebt e tjera, merresha me t\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, kur e shihja q\u00eb vuante ashtu, edhe m\u00eb dhimbsej, por kur kujtoja at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb, thoja q\u00eb nuk do lodhesha fare me t\u00eb. I gjith\u00eb sh\u00ebrbimi q\u00eb i b\u00ebja ishte vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb \u00e7ante vesh\u00ebt, por nuk kishte asnj\u00eb lidhje me humanizmin. Nuk i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse e laja si f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn tre her\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb sepse vet\u00ebm ndyhej. E ushqeja, e ulja, e ngrija. Un\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha i b\u00ebja, por nuk m\u00eb vinte asnj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u2019i b\u00ebja nj\u00eb muhabet. Ajo ishte gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn e mbyllur dhe vet\u00ebm. Un\u00eb dilja sa te kopshti i vajz\u00ebs, sa p\u00ebr pazar, jo se b\u00ebja ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, por gjithsesi, isha ndryshe. N\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje, ajo jetoi nj\u00eb vit rresht. Nj\u00eb vit nuk shkova n\u00eb pun\u00eb, edhe djalin e rrita n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb, m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb kujdesesha. Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb lodhesha, isha katandisur n\u00eb pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb kile njeri, por s\u00ebrish isha e lumtur. Kisha nj\u00eb g\u00ebzim t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm sepse im shoq m\u00eb shihte si drit\u00ebn e syrit, kurse vjehrra kishte filluar t\u00eb mos m\u00eb fliste fare, p\u00ebrve\u00e7se kur donte ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb. Isha e qet\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse lodhesha shum\u00eb.<br \/>\nPas nj\u00eb viti, vjehrra ime nd\u00ebrroi jet\u00eb. Pastaj, djalin e \u00e7ova n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe dhe fillova pun\u00eb. Isha goxha e leht\u00ebsuar. Edhe pse lodhesha n\u00eb pun\u00eb, ishte ndryshe. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, kur mendoj se si u soll ajo me mua dhe si ia ktheva un\u00eb kur ajo u s\u00ebmur, m\u00eb vjen keq p\u00ebr veten time. Pse duhej t\u00eb bija n\u00eb grad\u00ebn e saj?<br \/>\nT\u00eb pakt\u00ebn, jam e qet\u00eb me veten q\u00eb nuk kam g\u00ebnjyer, nuk e kam ngat\u00ebrruar asnj\u00ebher\u00eb me t\u00eb birin. Edhe sh\u00ebrbimin ia kam b\u00ebr\u00eb, por&#8230; mendoj se duhet t\u00eb kisha patur pak m\u00eb shum\u00eb durim. Ne e mor\u00ebm vesh q\u00eb ajo do t\u00eb vdiste shpejt e do t\u00eb m\u00eb linte t\u00eb qet\u00eb nj\u00eb her\u00eb e p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, nuk kisha pse t\u00eb sillesha ashtu me t\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>E nderuar redaksi! Lexoj vazhdimisht jo vet\u00ebm gazet\u00ebn tuaj, por edhe disa t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb kan\u00eb rubrika t\u00eb ngjashme me tuaj\u00ebn, por besoj n\u00eb ato \u00e7ka lexoj n\u00eb faqet e gazet\u00ebs tuaj dhe besoj se do t\u00eb gjeni nj\u00eb vend p\u00ebr t\u00eb treguar edhe nj\u00eb histori timen. Ato q\u00eb dua t\u00eb tregoj, n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":6713,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7319","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7319","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7319"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7319\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6713"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7319"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7319"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7319"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}