Dua t\u00eb shfryj me ju gjith\u00eb trishtimin q\u00eb kam, sepse realisht po m\u00eb r\u00ebndon n\u00eb zem\u00ebr nj\u00eb veprim i hersh\u00ebm. Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb nga Mallakastra, q\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa vite q\u00eb jam transferuar me familjen time k\u00ebtu. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb familje m\u00eb punojn\u00eb dhe kan\u00eb pun\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Duke qen\u00eb se familjar\u00ebt e mi jan\u00eb marr\u00eb me politik\u00eb, un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk e kam pasur t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb jet\u00ebn dhe gjithmon\u00eb kam pasur p\u00ebrfitime q\u00eb moshatar\u00ebt e mi nuk mund t`i kishin kurr\u00eb. Q\u00eb e vog\u00ebl, llastohesha nga ata edhe b\u00ebja \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb doja. Tani kam mbaruar shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb dhe jam n\u00eb nj\u00eb udh\u00ebkryq t\u00eb keq, q\u00eb as vet\u00eb nuk di t\u2019i jap zgjidhje. Para disa vitesh, n\u00eb gjimnaz, isha nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb jasht\u00eb mase e llastuar q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqenin gj\u00ebrat e luksit dhe kishte disa dit\u00eb q\u00eb shkoja te zyra e n\u00ebn\u00ebs sime p\u00ebr t\u00eb fotokopjuar gj\u00ebra p\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebn. T\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, nga m\u00ebnyra se si vishesha dhe si mbahesha, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb aty kthenin shikimin edhe m\u00eb b\u00ebnin komplimente. Rrobat e mia porositeshin e vinin nga jasht\u00eb. Shum\u00eb pak gj\u00ebra mund t\u00eb kisha bler\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. N\u00ebna ime m\u00eb thoshte se nuk duhet t\u00eb isha vet\u00ebm e bukur, por edhe e zgjuar, pasi gj\u00ebrat e liga b\u00ebheshin sa hap e mbyll syt\u00eb dhe kishte t\u00eb drejt\u00eb… Duke qen\u00eb vajz\u00eb e vetme, un\u00eb ndikohesha shum\u00eb nga shoq\u00ebria edhe ato, p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht, ishin vajza m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha se un\u00eb, me para e me t\u00eb dashur me pushtet. Ishin shoqe q\u00eb nuk i kisha as n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, as n\u00eb lagje, i kisha njohur shoq\u00ebri mbas shoq\u00ebrie edhe k\u00ebshtu, dilja me to sepse m\u00eb p\u00eblqente m\u00ebnyra se si visheshin dhe si e jetonin jet\u00ebn…<\/p>\n
Ne dilnim me makin\u00eb vet\u00ebm goca, iknim n\u00eb plazh, n\u00eb kafe, n\u00eb diskoteka \u00e7do fundjav\u00eb dhe flirtonim pa fund me djem t\u00eb bukur. Koh\u00ebt e adoleshenc\u00ebs sime, k\u00ebshtu m\u00eb kaluan. Isha m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb mos m\u00eb mungonte asgj\u00eb as nga familja, as nga shoq\u00ebria sepse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb mbanin n\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebs. Arriti nj\u00eb moment ku un\u00eb e shikoja t\u00eb nevojshme t\u00eb krijoja nj\u00eb lidhje dhe u k\u00ebrkova ndihm\u00eb shoqeve, t\u00eb cilat menj\u00ebher\u00eb u vun\u00eb n\u00eb l\u00ebvizje duke m\u00eb prezantuar djemt\u00eb m\u00eb me lek\u00eb t\u00eb Bllokut. P\u00ebr pak dit\u00eb m\u00eb prezantuan djem me lek, me makina t\u00eb fundit dhe t\u00eb bukur, por asnj\u00ebri nuk po m\u00eb ngjiste si tip. Sa her\u00eb ulesha n\u00eb kafe me ta, p\u00ebrfundoja duke u z\u00ebn\u00eb, apo duke i kund\u00ebrshtuar n\u00eb muhabete pa lidhje. Ndoshta kjo ndodhte sepse un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb e llastuar dhe gj\u00ebrat nuk i doja p\u00ebrnj\u00ebher\u00ebsh. Ata lodheshin q\u00eb n\u00eb takimet e para dhe nuk m\u00eb merrnin m\u00eb n\u00eb telefon. Pati nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb q\u00eb u demoralizova shum\u00eb. U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa dit\u00eb q\u00eb ikja te zyra e mamit dhe aty m\u00eb kishte rastisur disa her\u00eb t\u00eb takoja, ashtu si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, personelin edhe shefin e saj. Ai ishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb brun, te t\u00eb tridhjetat, q\u00eb vishej gjithmon\u00eb me kostum. Sa her\u00eb kalonte ai, n\u00eb zyra mbizot\u00ebronte qet\u00ebsia. Ishte jasht\u00eb mase t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs me q\u00ebndrimin e tij dhe indiferentizmin q\u00eb e b\u00ebnte t\u00eb dukej gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vendosur n\u00eb vetvete. Disa her\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje, sepse nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndesnin n\u00ebp\u00ebr korridore, ai nuk m\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeste kurr\u00eb. Kjo m\u00eb habiti aq shum\u00eb sa n\u00eb fillim mendova me vete q\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb mendjemadh i keq. Fillova t\u00eb krijoja iluzione se pse e b\u00ebnte ai k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb. Mendoja se ndoshta kishte antipati nga m\u00ebnyra se si vishesha, por jo. Kur pyeta mamin, ajo m\u00eb tha se shefi ishte shum\u00eb njeri i mir\u00eb, shum\u00eb strikt dhe shum\u00eb familjar. Kjo m\u2019i preu disi krah\u00ebt, sepse direkt e kuptova q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ishte i martuar. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, duke ndenjur me vajzat n\u00eb internet, klikova emrin e tij edhe ua tregova t\u00eb gjitha fotot q\u00eb kishte. T\u00eb gjitha m\u00eb than\u00eb q\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb i bukur, madje k\u00ebrcyen p\u00ebrpjet\u00eb duke u z\u00ebn\u00eb me nj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebn se cila do ta ngacmonte. Disa nga ato filluan t\u00eb shprehnin lloj-lloj fantazish, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb qeshja me vete.
\n– P\u00ebrse nuk e b\u00ebn frend n\u00eb Facebook? – m\u00eb tha nj\u00ebra nga shoqet.
\n– Absolutisht jo, edhe pse m\u00eb t\u00ebrheq shum\u00eb! – i thash\u00eb, duke i l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb kuptonin se i ruhesha n\u00ebn\u00ebs.
\nKaluan dit\u00eb dhe un\u00eb nuk kisha guxim t\u00eb shkoja te zyra e saj, sepse po ta shikoja, e dija q\u00eb mendja do t\u00eb m\u00eb rrinte vet\u00ebm aty, gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebs. Fillova t\u00eb krijoja fantazi, sikur ai do t\u00eb linte gruan vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua, do t\u00eb martoheshim e do t\u00eb ishim t\u00eb lumtur p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. Pak a shum\u00eb, si\u00e7 b\u00ebjn\u00eb shum\u00eb adoleshente, q\u00eb marrin aj\u00ebr me pak gj\u00eb. N\u00eb mendjen time, qarkullonin lloj\u2013lloj idesh. Isha nj\u00eb adoleshente e \u00e7mendur, mes disa vajzave t\u00eb \u00e7mendura. Nj\u00ebra nga shoqet e mia kishte komunikuar me t\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb n\u00eb Facebook, duke i treguar se un\u00eb e p\u00eblqeja dhe se nuk ia shprehja dot simpatin\u00eb time. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb pa ia k\u00ebrkuar un\u00eb. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, kur hapa Facebook-un, gjeta nj\u00eb mesazh nga ai: \u201cP\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Shpresoj mos t\u00eb t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoj. M\u00eb than\u00eb se m\u00eb kishe shum\u00eb qejf, por nuk kuptoj se pse nuk e ke shprehur k\u00ebt\u00eb simpati? Dua t\u00eb t\u00eb them se, edhe ti m\u00eb t\u00ebrheq shum\u00eb si vajz\u00eb, vet\u00ebm se ti i di rrethanat e mia dhe un\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj hapin e par\u00eb drejt teje\u201d. Kur pash\u00eb at\u00eb mesazh, u habita shum\u00eb dhe qesha pa fund. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit, m\u2019u b\u00eb qejfi dhe vazhdova t\u2019ia kontrolloja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb profilin deri n\u00eb detajet m\u00eb t\u00eb vogla. Nuk kishte asnj\u00eb foto tjet\u00ebr, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 ca fotove n\u00eb zyr\u00eb. Me \u00e7far\u00eb kuptova, ai k\u00ebrkonte q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u2019i shkoja pas. Qesha me veten disa or\u00eb. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk mund ta b\u00ebja kurr\u00eb, edhe pse m\u00eb intrigonte shum\u00eb idea q\u00eb t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn t\u00eb dilja me t\u00eb. Kaluan disa dit\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb d\u00ebfrimit me vajzat dhe vera po afronte e shkolla m\u00eb mbyllej. B\u00ebm\u00eb shum\u00eb plane dhe shkuam n\u00eb dyqanet m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjta p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb rrobat e ver\u00ebs. Si p\u00ebrfundim, e vendos\u00ebm dhe ik\u00ebm me vajzat disa dit\u00eb n\u00eb Vlor\u00eb, pasi nuk b\u00ebheshim t\u00eb gjitha p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar jasht\u00eb. Duke diskutuar me ato, u tregova p\u00ebr mesazhin q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte \u00e7uar ai dhe vajzat m\u00eb than\u00eb: \u201cPse nuk e fton ta takosh n\u00eb Vlor\u00eb?\u201d.
\nAt\u00eb nat\u00eb q\u00ebndrova duke menduar si edhe ku. M\u00eb vinte shum\u00eb habi pse u fiksova pas atij njeriu. \u00c7far\u00eb kishte vall\u00eb ai? Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr i shkrova duke i b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb ftes\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb darkuar me mua e shoqet e mia. Ai pranoi t\u00eb vinte p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb takuar. Shk\u00ebmbyem numrat e telefonit dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb ishte n\u00eb rregull. N\u00eb dark\u00eb u vesha me fustan dhe taka shum\u00eb t\u00eb larta, q\u00eb i kisha bler\u00eb t\u00eb reja. Ngjaja si nj\u00eb princesh\u00eb, aq e mir\u00eb isha b\u00ebr\u00eb, saq\u00eb kur m\u00eb pa, edhe pse ishte natyr\u00eb shum\u00eb serioze, b\u00ebri nj\u00eb gjest p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb treguar se e kisha mahnitur. Un\u00eb qesha, por gjithsesi, nuk e dhash\u00eb veten. U ul\u00ebm t\u00eb gjith\u00eb dhe darka kaloi shum\u00eb bukur mes t\u00eb qeshurave pa fund dhe shakave t\u00eb vajzave, q\u00eb nuk u pushonte goja nj\u00eb sekond\u00eb. Ai insistoi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillte me makin\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa gocat shkuan t\u00eb gjitha bashk\u00eb. N\u00eb makin\u00eb fol\u00ebm dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment m\u2019u afrua duke m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar me xhentiles\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua, edhe pse kisha pasur eksperienca t\u00eb m\u00ebparshme me djem, ishte lidhje pas dy vitesh pushim dhe u emocionova shum\u00eb. Vija re veten, q\u00eb dridhesha nga lumturia. Zemra m\u00eb rrihte fort, por nuk e kuptoja se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebja m\u00eb tej me t\u00eb. Gjithsesi, p\u00ebr momentin, isha e lumtur dhe nuk doja t\u00eb dija p\u00ebr m\u00eb shum\u00eb, ve\u00e7 lumturis\u00eb sime. Lidhja jon\u00eb sapo kishte filluar. Ishin mesazhet e dashuris\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb zgjonin nga gjumi n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes dhe bisedat e gjata n\u00eb telefon q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb dashuroj nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb till\u00eb, i cili p\u00ebrve\u00e7se i martuar, ishte edhe shefi i n\u00ebn\u00ebs sime dhe kjo, e b\u00ebnte fajin m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb. Dilnim p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr Tiran\u00eb n\u00eb kafe, dreka, darka. P\u00ebrdit\u00eb me makin\u00ebn e tij, xhiro me vajzat. M\u00eb lejonte shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Nuk kishte mbr\u00ebmje q\u00eb t\u00eb mos dilnim p\u00ebr t\u00eb pir\u00eb di\u00e7ka me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time. Ai, si zakonisht, zgjidhte vendet m\u00eb shik n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb dhe t\u00eb dashurit q\u00eb kisha pasur m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk i afroheshin as te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt p\u00ebr nga m\u00ebnyra se si m\u00eb trajtonte. P\u00ebr familjen nuk e pyeta kurr\u00eb dhe kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb tregoi asgj\u00eb. Doja vet\u00ebm lumturin\u00eb time dhe p\u00ebr momentin, nuk mendoja m\u00eb gjat\u00eb.
\nLidhja jon\u00eb ishte luks, ashtu si\u00e7 e kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar gjithmon\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo me kalimin e viteve, fillova t\u00eb ndjej munges\u00ebn e siguris\u00eb, sepse edhe ai filloi t\u00eb b\u00ebhej monoton. Lokalet edhe restorantet e luksit tashm\u00eb i kisha m\u00ebsuar p\u00ebrmend\u00ebsh. Shikoja q\u00eb shoqet e mia ishin t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb lidhura me djem q\u00eb po i prezantonin n\u00eb familje dhe kjo m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhmen. N\u00ebna e babai shpesh m\u00eb ngacmonin duke m\u00eb pyetur mos kisha di\u00e7ka t\u00eb re, por un\u00eb s`kisha \u00e7far\u00eb t\u2019u tregoja. Vazhdova t\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte gjithmon\u00eb i pranish\u00ebm tek un\u00eb, ashtu si\u00e7 un\u00eb mund t\u00eb isha tek ai, por kjo ishte e pamundur. Doja dik\u00eb q\u00eb ta merrja me pushime p\u00ebr dy jav\u00eb, t\u00eb rrinim bashk\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mos mendoja se do t\u2019i binte telefoni dhe do t\u00eb ngrihej p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur jasht\u00eb. Kishte gj\u00ebra q\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk i vija re, por q\u00eb tashm\u00eb m\u00eb bezdisnin pa mas\u00eb. K\u00ebto gj\u00ebra soll\u00ebn edhe keqkuptime shpeshher\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo nga dashuria e madhe, kur takoheshim, i harroja t\u00eb gjitha dhe pajtoheshim. Kisha filluar t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha e ndjeshme dhe qaja shpesh kur m\u00eb m\u00ebrziste mungesa e tij. Doja q\u00eb ai t\u00eb b\u00ebhej xheloz p\u00ebr mua, por as xheloz nuk b\u00ebhej m\u00eb si n\u00eb fillim. Un\u00eb shikoja shoqet q\u00eb dilnin e arg\u00ebtoheshin n\u00ebp\u00ebr diskoteka, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb prisja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb telefonat\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019u liruar ky nga puna p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb. V\u00ebrtet nuk m\u00eb ndalonte t\u00eb dilja me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time, por isha un\u00eb ajo q\u00eb e prisja, sepse kisha r\u00ebn\u00eb kok\u00eb e k\u00ebmb\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri. Nuk arrija ta besoja se si isha katandisur. Disa nga shoqet e mia u fejuan me t\u00eb dashurit q\u00eb kishin, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb nuk dilja me asnjeri, sepse m\u00eb dukej tradhti ndaj tij. Ato m\u00eb b\u00ebrtisnin kur un\u00eb u thoja q\u00eb nuk doja t\u00eb njihja tjet\u00ebr njeri.
\n– Shiko interesat e tua! – m\u00eb thonin, por ishte shum\u00eb e leht\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u th\u00ebn\u00eb. Kjo n\u00eb fakt \u00ebsht\u00eb deri diku legjitime sepse lidhja jon\u00eb u b\u00eb nj\u00eb vit q\u00eb nuk shkonte ashtu si\u00e7 e kishim planifikuar.
\nUn\u00eb vazhdoj t\u00eb jem e lidhur me t\u00eb edhe pas shum\u00eb ndarjesh. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb e dua, edhe pse gj\u00ebrat kan\u00eb ndryshuar shum\u00eb nga fillimi i lidhjes. Tani takohemi shum\u00eb rrall\u00eb dhe shkaku i takimit jam vet\u00ebm un\u00eb. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb i z\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb ftuar. Nuk shkojm\u00eb m\u00eb as n\u00eb plazhe, as n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, vet\u00ebm takohemi dhe rrim\u00eb bashk\u00eb disa or\u00eb, sikur t\u00eb jet\u00eb duke na ndjekur njeri. Ai m\u00eb duket p\u00ebrdit\u00eb e m\u00eb i ftoht\u00eb. Duket sikur \u00ebsht\u00eb penduar p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb po b\u00ebn, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb mua m\u00eb thot\u00eb se ende m\u00eb do. Jam n\u00eb nj\u00eb dilem\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, sepse e kam t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb heq dor\u00eb pas kaq koh\u00ebsh, por edhe kjo histori k\u00ebshtu, nuk shkon m\u00eb. Jam e trishtuar p\u00ebr m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn se si e nisa dhe si po e vazhdoj. Dit\u00eb p\u00ebrdit\u00eb, pendohem p\u00ebr vendimin q\u00eb kam marr\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb. Kam menduar disa her\u00eb t\u2019i hapem mamit, sepse ajo ndoshta do t\u00eb m\u00eb ngush\u00eblloj\u00eb e t\u00eb m\u00eb tregoj\u00eb se si t\u00eb veproj, mir\u00ebpo jam e ndrojtur sepse do t\u00eb m\u00eb mohoj\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Ajo, me siguri, do m\u00ebrzitet nga ky veprim dhe do t\u00eb reagoj\u00eb shum\u00eb keq. Nuk e di si do t\u00eb reagonte ajo n\u00eb rastin e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs…
\nTani, shkolla e lart\u00eb ka mbaruar dhe un\u00eb jam n\u00eb dilem\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs. Nuk di si t\u2019ia b\u00ebj! T\u00eb jem dashnorja e tij gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn apo t\u00eb shikoj interesat e mia dhe t\u00eb krijoj nj\u00eb lidhje normale? Her\u00eb-her\u00eb mendoj se do ta kem t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta kap\u00ebrcej k\u00ebt\u00eb, sepse ai do t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb, edhe n\u00ebse do t\u00eb jem e lidhur me nj\u00eb njeri tjet\u00ebr, plus q\u00eb tani, bashk\u00ebmoshatar\u00ebt e mi nuk m\u00eb t\u00ebrheqin edhe aq shum\u00eb. Vajzat q\u00eb deri dje m\u00eb p\u00ebrkrahnin, m\u00eb k\u00ebshillojn\u00eb ta l\u00eb, sepse nuk po m\u00eb plot\u00ebson n\u00eb asnj\u00eb lloj m\u00ebnyre dhe kjo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb lidhja q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte premtuar. Ato kan\u00eb siguruar t\u00eb ardhmen e tyre! I lan\u00eb pas budallall\u00ebqet q\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb kur ishin t\u00eb vogla, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb nuk po mundem ta kaloj k\u00ebt\u00eb situat\u00eb. Jam n\u00eb dilem\u00eb sepse mendoj q\u00eb veprimet e mia do r\u00ebndojn\u00eb edhe te n\u00ebna, e cila me siguri do t\u00eb pushohet nga puna dhe nuk do t\u2019i jepet asnj\u00eb shpjegim. Nuk di si t\u2019ia b\u00ebj, vet\u00ebm shpresoj q\u00eb me kalimin e dit\u00ebve t\u00eb m\u00eb qart\u00ebsohen edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb idet\u00eb. Tani jam n\u00eb m\u00ebdyshje shum\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha. Ka net\u00eb q\u00eb nuk v\u00eb gjum\u00eb n\u00eb sy duke lexuar e rilexuar mesazhet tona, q\u00eb i ruaj. Qaj e pushoj, por p\u00ebr mua nuk mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsi. Ju k\u00ebrkoj mendim n\u00ebse mundeni e, n\u00ebse keni pasur t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn situat\u00eb, si keni vepruar?<\/p>\n
A. S Tiran\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dua t\u00eb shfryj me ju gjith\u00eb trishtimin q\u00eb kam, sepse realisht po m\u00eb r\u00ebndon n\u00eb zem\u00ebr nj\u00eb veprim i hersh\u00ebm. Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb nga Mallakastra, q\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa vite q\u00eb jam transferuar me familjen time k\u00ebtu. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb familje m\u00eb punojn\u00eb dhe kan\u00eb pun\u00eb shum\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":6105,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[254],"class_list":["post-6855","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori-personale"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6855","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6855"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6855\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6105"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}