P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, miq t\u00eb dashur t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs \u201cIntervista\u201d! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj, jam Arta, 23 vje\u00e7e dhe kam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. Jetoj n\u00eb Elbasan. E lexoj shum\u00eb shpesh k\u00ebt\u00eb rubrik\u00eb dhe vendosa edhe un\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj historin\u00eb time. Isha n\u00eb vit t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb kur njoha ish-bashk\u00ebjetuesin tim\u2026 Nuk mund ta quaj ish-bashk\u00ebshortin sepse ne, as jemi fejuar e as nuk kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb martes\u00eb bashk\u00eb. Njohja me t\u00eb ka qen\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur dhe e rast\u00ebsishme. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ajo shprehja: \u201cRast\u00ebsia \u00ebsht\u00eb mbreti i bot\u00ebs\u201d. Si gjith\u00eb t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb, gjithmon\u00eb mbasi mbaronim m\u00ebsimin, ne uleshim n\u00eb kafe nj\u00eb grup shok\u00ebsh dhe rrinim e diskutonim p\u00ebr disa or\u00eb.
\nNj\u00eb dit\u00eb, mbasi mbaruam m\u00ebsimin, shkuam n\u00eb kafe vet\u00ebm un\u00eb dhe dy shoqet e mia. At\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk isha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb emocionalisht, nuk e di \u00e7far\u00eb kisha. Po bisedoja me dy shoqet e mia, kur papritur u fut n\u00eb lokal nj\u00eb djal\u00eb mjaft simpatik. E pash\u00eb dhe m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi menj\u00ebher\u00eb; ishte bjond dhe syt\u00eb i kishte t\u00eb shkruar. Nuk e di pse m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu aq shum\u00eb. Ai, si p\u00ebr \u00e7udi, u ul af\u00ebr tavolin\u00ebs son\u00eb; ishte bashk\u00eb me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Fillova t\u00eb fiksohesha shum\u00eb keq. N\u00eb ato momente, rrija, rrija dhe e shikoja; po m\u00eb p\u00eblqente jasht\u00eb mase. Shoqja ime e ngusht\u00eb m\u00eb pyeti se \u00e7far\u00eb kisha e un\u00eb nuk dija se si t\u2019ua thoja edhe atyre q\u00eb doja ta njihja patjet\u00ebr at\u00eb djal\u00eb. M\u00eb dukej sikur rash\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri me shikim t\u00eb par\u00eb, menj\u00ebher\u00eb! U thash\u00eb dy shoqeve t\u00eb mia se po m\u00eb p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb djali q\u00eb e kishim af\u00ebr n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb dhe se doja ta njihja patjet\u00ebr. Ato filluan t\u00eb talleshin, por un\u00eb u thoja se doja t\u2019i jepja patjet\u00ebr numrin e telefonit sepse doja ta njihja dhe ato t\u00eb dyja qeshnin. Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr t\u00eb qeshur, por nuk e di se si m\u2019u fiksua at\u00eb dit\u00eb ai djal\u00eb, edhe pse k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb. Kur isha 17 vje\u00e7e, pata nj\u00eb histori dashurie e cila zgjati gati 1 vit, por nuk e kisha menduar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb se do t\u00eb isha e aft\u00eb t\u2019i propozoja vet\u00eb nj\u00eb djali. N\u00eb ato momente, kur isha aty n\u00eb kafe, nuk dija se si t\u2019ia jepja numrin e telefonit, ndaj mendova t\u2019ia shkruaja te nj\u00eb cop\u00eb let\u00ebr dhe t\u2019i thoja kamerierit q\u00eb t\u2019ia jepte, sepse lokalin ku ishim at\u00eb dit\u00eb e frekuentonim shum\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb si shoq\u00ebri. K\u00ebshtu veprova. U sigurova q\u00eb kamerieri ia dha numrin e telefonit, u larguam dhe po prisja gjith\u00eb ankth t\u00eb m\u00eb binte telefoni. Nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb isha edhe shum\u00eb konfuze se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u2019i thoja kur t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte n\u00eb telefon. Ai m\u00eb mori nga mbasditja dhe filluam t\u00eb bisedonim. Ai jetonte me disa shok\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me qira. U tregova e sinqert\u00eb me t\u00eb, i thash\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente dhe se doja t\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb histori dashurie me t\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb sa ishte futur n\u00eb lokal dhe i kisha p\u00eblqyer, por nuk e kishte menduar se edhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb kisha t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn t\u00ebrheqje p\u00ebr t\u00eb. E lam\u00eb t\u00eb flisnim disa dit\u00eb n\u00eb telefon e pastaj t\u00eb takoheshim. Mezi prisja q\u00eb ta takoja. Ishte dit\u00eb e shtun\u00eb kur u takuam. Ai m\u00eb tha t\u00eb shkoja te sht\u00ebpia ku rrinte me qira me shok\u00ebt e tij dhe pastaj t\u00eb dilnim. N\u00eb fakt, nuk doja ta takoja aty, por vendosa t\u00eb shkoja. Sapo u gjend\u00ebm af\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrit at\u00eb dit\u00eb, shk\u00ebmbyem puthjen e par\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu, nis\u00ebm nj\u00eb lidhje t\u00eb dy bashk\u00eb. \u00c7do gj\u00eb shkonte p\u00ebr mrekulli, dit\u00ebt kalonim dhe ne t\u00eb dy ndjeheshim shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Takoheshim \u00e7do dit\u00eb e ia kalonim me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shum\u00eb bukur. Po b\u00ebnim gati 1 vit bashk\u00eb dhe vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb dy q\u00eb t\u2019ua thonim familjar\u00ebve. Nga ana e tij, ishin t\u00eb dy prind\u00ebrit dakord, nd\u00ebrsa prind\u00ebrit e mi nuk e donin sepse u dukej djal\u00eb i l\u00ebvizsh\u00ebm dhe mendonin se nuk ishte p\u00ebr mua. Nuk e zgjata shum\u00eb dhe vendosa t\u2019u thoja se un\u00eb e kisha marr\u00eb vendimin tim dhe se do t\u00eb bashkjetoja me t\u00eb. Ata m\u00eb than\u00eb se e kisha vet\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb. Familja e tij m\u00eb donte e m\u00eb respektonte shum\u00eb, ndjehesha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me ta kur i takoja.
\nNe vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb dy bashk\u00eb t\u00eb merrnim nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me qira e t\u00eb bashk\u00ebjetonim, se k\u00ebshtu, do ta njihnim m\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. U stabilizuam me sht\u00ebpi dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb po shkonte p\u00ebr mrekulli. Mbas disa muajsh, un\u00eb mbeta shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe ishim shum\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb, por n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb edhe t\u00eb frik\u00ebsuar, sepse gjendeshim t\u00eb dy t\u00eb pap\u00ebrgatitur. Nuk dinim si t\u00eb vepronim, por un\u00eb, f\u00ebmij\u00ebn nuk b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb q\u00eb ta hiqja. Jetuam bashk\u00eb t\u00eb dy derisa un\u00eb shkova n\u00eb muajin e n\u00ebnt\u00eb, linda vajz\u00ebn dhe… u riktheva te prind\u00ebrit e mi. Ai nuk pranoi q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb jetoja te prind\u00ebrit e tij! Nuk e kuptoj as tani arsyen se pse…
\nGj\u00ebrat ndodh\u00ebn shum\u00eb shpejt dhe un\u00eb nuk e kuptoja se sa njeri i pashpirt mund t\u00eb kishe qen\u00eb sa pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb dit\u00ebn kur linda vajz\u00ebn, m\u00eb tha q\u00eb bashk\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdonim m\u00eb. Nuk e kuptoja se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur dhe i k\u00ebrkova nj\u00eb shpjegim, por arsyeja e vetme q\u00eb m\u00eb thonte se pse e kishte marr\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb vendim ishte sepse nuk ishte n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb p\u00ebrballonte mbajtjen e nj\u00eb f\u00ebmije, kur ishte ai q\u00eb mezi priste q\u00eb t\u00eb lindte vajza. \u00c7do gj\u00eb u nd\u00ebrpre at\u00eb dit\u00eb. Kalova nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb keqe e, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb, nuk e mora veten. Ndjehem e zhg\u00ebnjyer dhe e l\u00ebnduar nga ai njeri, por arsyeja e vetme q\u00eb m\u00eb jep kurajo \u00ebsht\u00eb vajza ime, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e pafajshme, \u00ebsht\u00eb engj\u00ebll e nuk di asgj\u00eb. Ka qen\u00eb e shkruar q\u00eb do t\u00eb njihja nj\u00eb person t\u00eb till\u00eb e q\u00eb gj\u00ebrat do t\u00eb ndodhnin k\u00ebshtu. Faleminderit q\u00eb e lexuat historin\u00eb time dhe dua t\u2019ju p\u00ebrcjell edhe nj\u00eb mesazh: Mos u nxitoni asnj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur dik\u00eb pran\u00eb vetes. Fati dhe gj\u00ebrat e bukura vijn\u00eb te ne at\u00ebhere kur nuk e presim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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