P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb shtyu m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ta tregoja historin\u00eb time \u00ebsht\u00eb se ka lidhje me di\u00e7ka n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk kisha besuar kurr\u00eb: Magjin\u00eb! E gjitha nisi n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me shi kur un\u00eb, si p\u00ebr dreq, kisha harruar \u00e7adr\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb tilla nuk e harroja kurr\u00eb. Pasi mbarova m\u00ebsimin, meq\u00eb po binte shi, vajta me shoqen te kafeja p\u00ebrball\u00eb fakultetit. \u201cPim\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe derisa t\u00eb pushoj\u00eb shiu\u201d, tha ajo dhe shkuam. N\u00eb fakt, kisha shum\u00eb nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb kafe sepse nuk e kisha pir\u00eb ende kafen e m\u00ebngjesit dhe koha me shi m\u00eb b\u00ebnte edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjumur. Me pak fjal\u00eb, at\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk isha fare n\u00eb terezi, doja vet\u00ebm t\u00eb pija kafen dhe t\u00eb bisedoja me shoqen time, El\u00ebn, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e njihja prej vitesh. Por, disa gj\u00ebra ndodhin pik\u00ebrisht at\u00ebhere kur nuk i pret dhe ato jan\u00eb gj\u00ebrat m\u00eb t\u00eb bukura. \u201cM\u00eb fal, ke nj\u00eb \u00e7akmak?\u201d, m\u00eb tha Ela. N\u00eb fakt, po m\u00eb drejtohej dikush nga tavolina tjet\u00ebr dhe un\u00eb nuk e kisha d\u00ebgjuar fare, prandaj edhe i ishte p\u00ebrgjigjur ajo. N\u00eb fakt, Ela ishte ajo q\u00eb po pinte cigare, pasi un\u00eb nuk e pija, por ai p\u00ebrs\u00ebri m\u00eb ishte drejtuar mua. Pasi mori \u00e7akmakun, ai djali vazhdoi t\u00eb m\u00eb shikonte shum\u00eb ngultas aq shum\u00eb saq\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ndihesha n\u00eb siklet nga ato v\u00ebshtrime.<\/p>\n
\u201cEla, \u00e7ohemi m\u00eb mir\u00eb? Un\u00eb po ndihem n\u00eb siklet sepse ai vazhdon t\u00eb m\u00eb shoh\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs\u201d, i thash\u00eb.
\n\u201cNdoshta nuk e ka me ty, thjesht ka hedhur v\u00ebshtrimin te ti dhe mendimet i ka diku tjet\u00ebr\u201d, tha ajo.
\nE pash\u00eb e \u00e7uditur, por nuk ia vura re. \u201cUn\u00eb po iki sepse edhe shiu pushoi\u201d.
\n\u201cPrit, rrim\u00eb edhe dhjet\u00eb minuta dhe ngrihemi\u201d, tha ajo. S\u2019po e kuptoja pse d\u00ebshironte t\u00eb q\u00ebndronte kaq shum\u00eb. U ula edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb, nuk doja t\u2019ia prishja, se t\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr mua, kisha vajtur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Nuk vonoi as pes\u00eb minuta dhe ai djali erdhi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn ton\u00eb. Vura re q\u00eb El\u00ebs i qeshi fytyra dhe u tregua menj\u00ebher\u00eb e gatshme ta pranonte n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn ton\u00eb, kur ai k\u00ebrkoi leje p\u00ebr t\u2019u ulur. Po \u00e7uditesha me El\u00ebn sepse kisha koh\u00eb q\u00eb e njihja dhe nuk e kisha par\u00eb t\u00eb sillej k\u00ebshtu! Djali misterioz u prezantua:
\n\u201cUn\u00eb quhem Nardi. M\u00eb falni n\u00ebse erdha k\u00ebshtu papritur sepse nuk m\u00eb njihni, por sapo ju pash\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente q\u00eb t\u00eb njiheshim. Dhe, pse jo, t\u00eb krijonim nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn mendoj se do jet\u00eb e bukur\u201d. Un\u00eb nuk fola fare, m\u00eb sakt\u00eb, Ela nuk m\u00eb la koh\u00eb as t\u00eb flisja sepse akoma pa mbaruar Nardi fjalin\u00eb, \u201cMe k\u00ebnq\u00ebsi\u201d, tha. E pash\u00eb edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb ngultas n\u00eb sy dhe e kuptova q\u00eb asaj po i p\u00eblqente Nardi. Ndoshta harrova t\u00eb p\u00ebrmendja nj\u00eb fakt, q\u00eb Nardi ishte nj\u00eb djal\u00eb shum\u00eb simpatik; zeshkan, me sy kafe t\u00eb err\u00ebt, me trup mesatar dhe me shum\u00eb shije n\u00eb veshje. Por pavar\u00ebsisht se ajo e p\u00eblqente, Nardi shikonte nga un\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb bised\u00ebs. Un\u00eb ulja shikimin posht\u00eb shpesh p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u ndeshur me shikimin e tij.
\n\u201cStela, ti po m\u00eb dukesh shum\u00eb e urt\u00eb sepse vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u201c\u00c7kemi\u201d ke th\u00ebn\u00eb deri tani\u201d, m\u2019u drejtua ai me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje.
\n\u201cK\u00ebshtu jam me personat q\u00eb sapo i njoh\u201d, ia ktheva me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje ironike.
\nAi e pa q\u00eb nuk e p\u00eblqeja dhe q\u00eb nuk kisha ndonj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr ta njohur, por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri insistonte t\u00eb bisedonte me mua. Donte t\u00eb m\u00eb njihte, t\u00eb dinte edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb Ela mundohej t\u2019i jepte sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb muhabet. Madje, nj\u00eb moment e kapa duke m\u00eb shikuar me inat, duke qen\u00eb se Nardi ishte fokusuar i gjithi tek un\u00eb. Nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu aspak ai shikim q\u00eb m\u00eb hodhi. At\u00eb dit\u00eb po e njihja ndryshe El\u00ebn, e cila ishte treguar gjithnj\u00eb e dashur me mua, si nj\u00eb mot\u00ebr. Un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb isha penges\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, sepse nuk po tregoja asnj\u00eb interes ndaj Nardit. Nardi m\u00eb la numrin e tij t\u00eb telefonit q\u00eb t\u00eb kontaktonim dhe t\u00eb takoheshim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. Rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, Ela nuk foli asnj\u00eb gjys\u00ebm fjale. Dukej q\u00eb ishte e m\u00ebrzitur! As un\u00eb nuk i fola. U p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet\u00ebm dhe u ndam\u00eb af\u00ebr sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime. E kisha vendosur q\u00eb sapo t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ta fshija numrin e Nardit sepse mendoja se nuk do m\u00eb interesonte, por harrova. Mora t\u00eb lexoja pak p\u00ebr t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen sepse kisha seminar, por se\u00e7 filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb vinin disa mendime n\u00eb kok\u00eb n\u00eb lidhje me takimin me Nardin e bised\u00ebn q\u00eb u b\u00eb n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb. Atij djalit q\u00eb nuk e honepsja dot, as nuk kisha d\u00ebshir\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl p\u00ebr ta njohur dhe q\u00eb ia regjistrova numrin sa p\u00ebr mir\u00ebsjellje, tani kisha nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb brendshme t\u2019i d\u00ebgjoja z\u00ebrin. Doja t\u2019i d\u00ebgjoja edhe njeher\u00eb komplimentet q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte apo shikimin q\u00eb m\u00eb hidhte her\u00eb pas here. \u201cT\u2019i telefonoj?\u201d, thoja me vete, por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri ndryshoja mendim. Nuk duhet t\u00eb isha un\u00eb e para q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb regoja. Pastaj, kur mendoja El\u00ebn, stepesha edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb. E dija q\u00eb n\u00ebse un\u00eb dhe Nardi do njiheshim m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, shoq\u00ebria ime me El\u00ebn do merrte fund sepse edhe pse ajo nuk u shpreh me mua, e kuptova q\u00eb e p\u00eblqeu shum\u00eb Nardin. Dhe k\u00ebshtu, e lash\u00eb fare si muhabet, edhe pse gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn, sapo mbyllja syt\u00eb, m\u00eb shfaqej fytyra e tij. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, si p\u00ebr \u00e7udi, e pash\u00eb Nardin para port\u00ebs s\u00eb fakultetit, duke pritur me nj\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje t\u00eb stampuar n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. Ela shtangu dhe m\u00eb tha se duhej t\u00eb nxitonte p\u00ebr n\u00eb klas\u00eb sepse ishte shum\u00eb von\u00eb. As nuk e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeti Nardin dhe iku. Ky e pa i \u00e7uditur, por u kthye t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte mua. \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb ka Ela?\u201d, m\u00eb pyeti. \u201cIshte von\u00eb p\u00ebr n\u00eb m\u00ebsim\u201d. \u201cMund ta pim\u00eb bashk\u00eb kafen e m\u00ebngjesit?\u201d, vazhdoi ai. Un\u00eb instiktivisht i thash\u00eb \u201cpo\u201d, edhe pse at\u00eb or\u00eb kisha seminar dhe do merrja munges\u00eb. U ul\u00ebm n\u00eb kafe dhe q\u00eb aty, Nardi \u00e7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb po ma fitonte zemr\u00ebn. U kthye nga ai djali t\u00eb cilin s\u2019doja ta shihja, n\u00eb personin q\u00eb dashuroja m\u00eb shum\u00eb.
\nE mori vesh Ela dhe ashtu si\u00e7 e kisha menduar, shoq\u00ebria jon\u00eb filloi t\u00eb ftohej shum\u00eb. Filluam t\u00eb flisnim nga shum\u00eb rrall\u00eb, n\u00eb fare, n\u00eb fakultet shkonim dhe ktheheshim ve\u00e7 e ve\u00e7 (mua vinte t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte Nardi). Lidhja jon\u00eb po shkonte aq mir\u00eb, kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb aq shum\u00eb plane dhe ishim drejt fejes\u00ebs, por n\u00eb t\u00eb tilla raste, do t\u00eb dal\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb do t\u00eb ta prish\u00eb lumturin\u00eb. Dhe ajo q\u00eb e prishi lumturin\u00eb time ishte pik\u00ebrisht ajo… ish-shoqja e ngusht\u00eb q\u00eb e kisha dashur si motr\u00ebn time. Urrejtja e El\u00ebs p\u00ebr mua nuk njihte limite, ndaj ajo ishte angazhuar me t\u00eb gjitha m\u00ebnyrat q\u00eb t\u00eb ma merrte Nardin. Ishte fokusuar q\u00eb ta b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr vete dhe ia arriti me m\u00ebnyrat e saj t\u00eb poshtra, m\u00ebnyra t\u00eb cilat nuk e kisha besuar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb se mund t\u00eb funksiononin. Un\u00eb i quaja thjesht \u201clegjenda urbane\u201d, por ja q\u00eb kur e provon vet\u00eb, e beson. Pas nj\u00eb periudhe kohe, vura re q\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia ime me Nardin kishte filluar t\u00eb ftohej. Nuk ishte m\u00eb ai i pari q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtohej si n\u00eb fillim. Mendova se mos kjo ndodhte me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb meshkujt q\u00eb pasi e b\u00ebjn\u00eb p\u00ebr vet\u00eb nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr, nuk kan\u00eb m\u00eb at\u00eb p\u00ebrkushtimin e fillimit. Por jo, n\u00eb rastin tim, po ndodhte di\u00e7ka krejt tjet\u00ebr. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb i thoja p\u00ebr ta takuar (sepse tani ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte shum\u00eb m\u00eb rrall\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos th\u00ebn\u00eb fare), Nardi m\u00eb nxirrte ndonj\u00eb justifikim apo m\u00eb takonte pes\u00eb minuta dhe m\u00eb thoshte se kishte pun\u00eb dhe se duhej t\u00eb ikte. S\u2019po e kuptoja \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte! Nuk po gjeja dot nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb sjellje t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme nga ana e tij, derisa ne u ndam\u00eb dhe un\u00eb kuptova se pas gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj q\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodhte, ishte shoqja ime…
\nEla arriti deri aty sa na ndau! E arriti at\u00eb q\u00eb deshi. U b\u00ebra shum\u00eb keq sepse nuk e prisja k\u00ebt\u00eb ndryshim t\u00eb papritur ndjenjash t\u00eb tij. Ai nuk kishte treguar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb ndonj\u00eb interes ndaj El\u00ebs dhe tani ishin b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb pandash\u00ebm me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Kudo i shikoje bashk\u00eb, edhe n\u00eb pushime shkonin bashk\u00eb. E p\u00ebrjetova edhe m\u00eb keq lajmin se ata t\u00eb dy po shijonin bashk\u00eb pushimet. M\u00eb l\u00ebndoi shum\u00eb kjo ndarje pa kuptim. Vuajta shum\u00eb p\u00ebr muaj t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr faktin q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb ma b\u00ebri shoqja ime, por mblodha forcat dhe nisa e bindur t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja shpjegimin e ndryshimit t\u00eb tij kaq t\u00eb papritur! \u00c7far\u00eb i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb ajo fem\u00ebr q\u00eb e kishte ndryshuar aq shum\u00eb Nardin? Fillova t\u00eb pyesja persona q\u00eb e njihnin Nardin dhe ata q\u00eb e njihnin El\u00ebn. K\u00ebshtu, pak nga pak, n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet tyre po i m\u00ebsoja p\u00ebrgjigjet e dyshimeve t\u00eb mia.
\n\u201cEla \u00ebsht\u00eb fem\u00ebr shum\u00eb e posht\u00ebr. Ajo dhe familja e saj gjithmon\u00eb jan\u00eb p\u00ebrfolur se praktikojn\u00eb magjit\u00eb\u201d, m\u00eb tha nj\u00eb shoqja e saj. Aty qesha dhe i thash\u00eb se kjo nuk ishte e mundur, pasi un\u00eb e njihja prej vitesh El\u00ebn dhe asnj\u00eb moment nuk kisha d\u00ebgjuar t\u00eb flitej di\u00e7ka e till\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb apo p\u00ebr familjen e saj. \u201c\u00cbsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, por meq\u00eb nuk m\u00eb beson mua, mund t\u00eb pyes\u00ebsh kush\u00ebrir\u00ebn e saj. Ajo do t\u00eb t\u00eb tregoj\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn sepse edhe pse e ka kush\u00ebrir\u00eb, nuk flasin m\u00eb me nj\u00ebra-tjetr\u00ebn, pik\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb sapo t\u00eb thash\u00eb\u201d. Pas k\u00ebsaj q\u00eb m\u00eb tha, fillova t\u00eb dyshoja v\u00ebrtet. Por si kishte mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb p\u00ebr kaq shum\u00eb koh\u00eb, un\u00eb nuk kisha marr\u00eb vesh asgj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb? Sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra m\u00ebsoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb po bindesha se nuk e kisha njohur fare at\u00eb fem\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kisha pretenduar p\u00ebrgjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre viteve se e kisha patur mike t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb. Ajo u b\u00eb armiku im m\u00eb i madh! U b\u00ebra shum\u00eb keq, nuk dija m\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb mendoja. Si mund ta prishja magjin\u00eb q\u00eb ajo i kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb Nardit? I humba t\u00eb gjitha shpresat derisa takova kush\u00ebrir\u00ebn e El\u00ebs, p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar ato q\u00eb kisha d\u00ebgjuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim ngurroi t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte, por pasi i tregova historin\u00eb time, m\u00eb tregoi gjith\u00e7ka. Ela kishte p\u00ebrdorur magjin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr vete Nardin dhe madje e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ai t\u00eb dashurohej me t\u00eb. Aty nuk e p\u00ebrmbajta dot veten dhe fillova t\u00eb qaja me d\u00ebnes\u00eb. Qaja sepse mendoja se kjo nuk kishte m\u00eb kthim; \u00e7do gj\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb fund dhe Nardin e kisha humbur nj\u00ebher\u00eb e p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb.
\n\u201cMos u dor\u00ebzo. \u00c7do gj\u00eb e ka nj\u00eb zgjidhje. Po ashtu edhe rasti yt dhe un\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj q\u00eb ta kthesh p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Nardin te ti\u201d, m\u00eb tha.
\n\u201cNuk besoj se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e mundur. Un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj asgj\u00eb kund\u00ebr nj\u00eb magjie e cila \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb her\u00eb m\u00eb e fort\u00eb se un\u00eb. Ajo arriti t\u00eb m\u00eb ndaj\u00eb nga dashuria e jet\u00ebs sime, n\u00eb dashurin\u00eb e t\u00eb cilit ndaj meje isha shum\u00eb e bindur\u201d.
\n\u201cK\u00ebt\u00eb do ta shohim. Un\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj\u201d, m\u00eb tha ajo dhe k\u00ebshtu m\u00eb qet\u00ebsoi paksa.
\nShkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, por sapo u futa n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, lot\u00ebt nuk po m\u00eb pushonin. M\u00eb kalonin para syve shum\u00eb situata, fillova t\u00eb hamend\u00ebsoja si kishte vepruar ajo. Si mundi t\u00eb ma b\u00ebnte di\u00e7ka t\u00eb till\u00eb? Mbajta kontaktet me kush\u00ebrir\u00ebn e El\u00ebs, e cila v\u00ebrtet m\u00eb ndihmoi. I lutesha Zotit \u00e7do nat\u00eb q\u00eb Nardi t\u00eb ishte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri i imi. Prita, u tregova e duruar dhe vazhdoj t\u00eb jem e till\u00eb. Tani, para disa dit\u00ebsh mora vesh q\u00eb Nardi dhe Ela ishin ndar\u00eb. Ky lajm m\u00eb lumturoi pa mas\u00eb, edhe pse akoma s\u2019e besoj dot. Zoti i d\u00ebgjoi lutjet e mia. Para dy dit\u00ebsh, u shk\u00ebmbeva n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me El\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb pa gjith\u00eb inat. Shpejtova hapat dhe me nxitim u largova, por pasi shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, sapo u b\u00ebra gati t\u00eb fusja telefonin n\u00eb karikim, m\u00eb erdh\u00ebn disa mesazhe. Ishte ajo…. Ishte Ela q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonte pa pushim duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se un\u00eb nuk do t\u2019ia merrja kurr\u00eb Nardin sepse ndryshe do ta p\u00ebsoja shum\u00eb keq. Kishte ngat\u00ebrruar pozicionet, pasi ishte ajo q\u00eb ma mori Nardin, por pavar\u00ebsisht fyerjeve t\u00eb saj, e p\u00ebrmbajta veten dhe nuk i ktheva p\u00ebrgjigje fare. Megjithat\u00eb, ajo vazhdoi t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonte me mesazhe t\u00eb tjera, ndaj u detyrova q\u00eb t\u00eb nd\u00ebrroja num\u00ebr. M\u00eb vinte keq ta nd\u00ebrroja sepse at\u00eb num\u00ebr e kishte edhe Nardi dhe un\u00eb gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs kam pritur nj\u00eb mesazh nga ai. Megjithat\u00eb, e nd\u00ebrrova dhe e para q\u00eb telefonova ishte kush\u00ebrira e El\u00ebs t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e fal\u00ebnderova q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ndihmuar. Ajo u b\u00eb mikja im\u00eb m\u00eb e mir\u00eb dhe nuk ia shp\u00ebrblej dot ato q\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebr mua. Fal\u00ebnderoj shum\u00eb Zotin p\u00ebr mrekullin\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebri, sepse Nardi m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoi mesazh pik\u00ebrisht n\u00eb at\u00eb moment kur un\u00eb nuk e prisja, kur isha lodhur me at\u00eb situat\u00eb dhe i kisha humbur shpresat se mund ta kisha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri timin. Madje, pas mesazhit q\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoi, zemra m\u00eb rrahu fort, por se\u00e7 e p\u00ebrshkoi nj\u00eb ftoht\u00ebsi. Ndoshta do ta kem t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u2019ia fal at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri, m\u00eb braktisi, m\u00eb l\u00ebndoi shum\u00eb. Justifikimi i vet\u00ebm \u00ebsht\u00eb magjia, edhe pse ende nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb me ne. A do t\u00eb rikthehemi si n\u00eb fillim apo do mbetemi vet\u00ebm shok\u00eb? Sido q\u00eb t\u00eb ket\u00eb ndodhur, zemra ime e ka shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta harroj\u00eb Nardin, edhe pse mendja mund t\u00eb t\u00eb thot\u00eb di\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr. Nardi \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuria ime e par\u00eb dhe, edhe tani kur e takoj, zemra m\u00eb rreh shum\u00eb fort. Ndjenjat e mia ndaj tij jan\u00eb aty… n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time. Ndoshta ai nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i duhuri p\u00ebr mua, ndoshta nuk m\u00eb meriton, por jam e bindur se \u00ebsht\u00eb njeriu me t\u00eb cilin dua t\u00eb kaloj jet\u00ebn. K\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb po m\u00eb duket sikur po p\u00ebrjetoj nj\u00eb deja vu sepse takimet tona t\u00eb tanishme ngjajn\u00eb me ato t\u00eb fillimit. Atij nuk i p\u00eblqen t\u00eb flasim p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhi dhe, edhe pse nuk ma thot\u00eb tro\u00e7, mundohet me ato m\u00ebnyrat e tij q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb t\u00eb falur. Edhe pse ai vazhdon me mua, m\u00eb duket sikur hija e El\u00ebs m\u00eb p\u00ebrndjek vazhdimisht dhe kam nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb frike sikur ajo do t\u00eb ma marr\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Nardin. Do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb mos e kisha patur shoqe, t\u00eb mos e kisha njohur fare sepse ajo u b\u00eb shkaktare e t\u00eb gjitha vuajtjeve t\u00eb mia. Po mendojm\u00eb t\u00eb fejohemi me Nardin dhe, me besimin q\u00eb kam n\u00eb Zot, besoj se k\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb, Ela nuk do jet\u00eb m\u00eb \u201cpjes\u00eb e planeve tona\u201d.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb shtyu m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ta tregoja historin\u00eb time \u00ebsht\u00eb se ka lidhje me di\u00e7ka n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn un\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb nuk kisha besuar kurr\u00eb: Magjin\u00eb! E gjitha nisi n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me shi kur un\u00eb, si p\u00ebr dreq, kisha harruar \u00e7adr\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb tilla nuk e harroja […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4938","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4938","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4938"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4938\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4938"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4938"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4938"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}