{"id":4867,"date":"2014-10-27T15:00:45","date_gmt":"2014-10-27T14:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=4867"},"modified":"2014-10-27T11:19:51","modified_gmt":"2014-10-27T10:19:51","slug":"mesazhe-dedikime-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2014\/10\/mesazhe-dedikime-7\/","title":{"rendered":"Mesazhe, dedikime&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>P\u00ebrkujtimore Doktorit<\/strong>Vet\u00ebm pak jav\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb u nda nga gjiri i familjes, shok\u00ebve e miqve t\u00eb shumt\u00eb Ramazan Gjeci ose si\u00e7 e th\u00ebrrisnin shkurt, doktori. Ikja e papritur e tij la nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb zemrat tona, n\u00eb rrethin e gjer\u00eb t\u00eb shok\u00ebve e miqve q\u00eb e desh\u00ebn aq shum\u00eb. Ndon\u00ebse n\u00eb nj\u00eb mosh\u00eb t\u00eb konsiderueshme vdekja e tij la nj\u00eb nj\u00eb zbraz\u00ebti mes nesh, mes miqve e shok\u00ebve, mes t\u00eb gjith\u00eb atyre q\u00eb u sh\u00ebrbeu nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb. Ai iku pa dhimbje, pa vuajtje e pa brenga sepse vet\u00eb jeta e tij qe e till\u00eb, nj\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb sh\u00ebrbim t\u00eb njer\u00ebzve e mbushur me pun\u00eb me talent e p\u00ebrkushtim. Ky njeri jet\u00ebn e tij jua kushtoi njer\u00ebzve n\u00eb dit\u00eb me diell e me shi n\u00eb net\u00eb dimri mes balt\u00ebs e t\u00eb ftohtit n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb si gjithmon\u00eb i palodhur e i pap\u00ebrtuar me t\u00eb vetmin q\u00ebllim n\u00eb jet\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb sh\u00ebruar dhimbjet e tyre fizike e shpirt\u00ebrore. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ato q\u00eb e kan\u00eb njohur doktorrin e mbajn\u00eb mend at\u00eb si nj\u00eb karakter t\u00eb fort\u00eb si nj\u00eb profesionist t\u00eb shquar si nj\u00eb babaxhan t\u00eb qeshur e shum\u00eb shakaxhi si nj\u00eb portret shembull t\u00eb nj\u00eb morali t\u00eb past\u00ebr n\u00eb sjellje e profesion. Ai u b\u00eb p\u00ebr njerzit nj\u00eb figur\u00eb shum\u00eb e af\u00ebrt dhe e dashur, si nj\u00eb pjestar familje n\u00eb gjirin e tyre, nj\u00eb mjek i palodhur q\u00eb sh\u00ebronte jo vet\u00ebm s\u00ebmundjet por edhe shpirtin e tyre, duke rigjeneruar moralin e forc\u00ebn shpirt\u00ebrore sic dinte ta b\u00ebnte vet\u00ebm ai. Jo m\u00eb kot t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00ebt e asaj treve t\u00eb Dibr\u00ebs k\u00ebrkonin medoemos t\u00eb vizitoheshin nj\u00eb her\u00eb te doktor Ramazani. Me nj\u00eb p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb mbi gjys\u00ebmshekullore dhe nj\u00eb begraund mjaft t\u00eb pasur si mjek, ai, edhe pse kaloi mosh\u00ebn e pensionit, ishte nj\u00eb studiues permanent i shkenc\u00ebs mjek\u00ebsore, njihte n\u00eb vazhdim\u00ebsi praktikat e reja n\u00eb fush\u00ebn farmaceutike dhe praktikonte t\u00eb rejat e saj me rezultate t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqshme. Me pun\u00ebn dhe karakterin e tij t\u00eb palodhur ai grumbulloi rreth vetes gjith\u00eb admirimin dhe dashurin\u00eb e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb mes t\u00eb cil\u00ebve e ndjente veten t\u00eb rinuar, t\u00eb qeshur e gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb gatsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr tu sherbyer sado larg qofshin ato. Portreti i tij i qeshur, z\u00ebri i tij kumbues, trupi i drejt\u00eb dhe shikimi i tij dashamir\u00ebs do t\u00eb mbahen mend gjat\u00eb n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn e shok\u00ebve, miqve dhe t\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00ebve q\u00eb ai u sh\u00ebrbeu me p\u00ebrkushtim nj\u00eb jet\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb. Me vdekjen e tij shoq\u00ebria humbi nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb cmuar e me shum\u00eb vlera, t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit humb\u00ebn njeriun e zemr\u00ebs q\u00eb e desh\u00ebn aq fort, shok\u00ebt dhe miqt\u00eb humb\u00ebn \u2018lezetin e konakut\u2019\u2019 apo \u201ct\u00eb vecantin\u201d, si\u00e7 e quanin at\u00eb n\u00eb bisedat mes tyre. I paharruar le t\u00eb mbetet mes nesh kujtimi i tij. Shpirti i tij u preht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb paqe! <strong>Sabriu.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>P\u00ebrkujtimore p\u00ebr mamin q\u00eb e humba para 1 viti&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>E shtrenjta ime mama, mama jeta ime ishe ti, mama oksigjeni im, mama ila\u00e7i im ishe ti. Mama nuk mundem pa ty t\u00eb rroj, fytyr\u00ebn, z\u00ebrin e er\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, p\u00ebrdit\u00eb prezenc\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time jan\u00eb. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ku eci dhe shkoj m\u00ebngjes e dark\u00eb ty t\u00eb th\u00ebrras, ty t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj. Mama nuk mundem t\u00eb t\u00eb harroj. Nga Arta Bejleri.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, moj n\u00ebna sa shpejt na ike, ah moj n\u00ebna sa na mungon! Dashurin\u00eb dhe p\u00ebrkujdesjen t\u00ebnde ne kurr\u00eb s\u2019do ta harrojm\u00eb se ti n\u00eb zemrat tona do jesh gjithmon\u00eb e gjall\u00eb dhe ne me mall do t\u00eb t\u00eb kujtojm\u00eb. Ah, moj n\u00ebna sa shpejt na ike, ah moj n\u00ebna nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb s\u2019na the, ah moj n\u00ebna p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit na k\u00ebrkove, dhe pran\u00eb sna kishe dhe mbylle syt\u00eb e sna pe. Sa her\u00eb hapim syt\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, fotografin\u00eb tuaj ne shikojm\u00eb. Ju flasim dhe na p\u00ebrgjigjeni dhe syt\u00eb na mbushen me lot, se goja \u201cn\u00ebna\u201d dhe \u201cgjyshi\u201d s\u2019na thot\u00eb. Rafael e Fran\u00e7eska Bejleri.<\/p>\n<p>Dashuria e prind\u00ebrve&#8230; Ju vuajt\u00ebt shum\u00eb, ju shum\u00eb u lodh\u00ebt dhe shum\u00eb shpejt ju ik\u00ebt dhe nga kjo jet\u00eb, asnj\u00eb g\u00ebzim, asnj\u00eb shp\u00ebrblim, si prind\u00ebr nuk e mor\u00ebt. Ah, dashuria e prind\u00ebrve \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb bekim, dashuria e prind\u00ebrve \u00ebsht\u00eb e paz\u00ebvend\u00ebsueshme, mbaji mir\u00eb sa jan\u00eb se kur ata ikin, malli do t\u00eb marr\u00eb dhe \u00e7far\u00ebdo t\u00eb b\u00ebsh, ata as shikojn\u00eb, as d\u00ebgjojn\u00eb. Nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi sesa rron, r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka t\u00eb rrosh me nder, nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi sesa vje\u00e7 vdes, r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka t\u00eb vdes\u00ebsh i nderuar, ashtu si\u00e7 ishin prind\u00ebrit e mi, sa ishin gjall\u00eb rrojten me nder dhe t\u00eb respektuar. Dhe kur ik\u00ebn, ik\u00ebn shum\u00eb t\u00eb rinj por ik\u00ebn t\u00eb nderuar. Dy vdekje q\u00eb lan\u00eb shum\u00eb dhimbje pas, p\u00ebr prind\u00ebrit e mij t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb. Sa shpejt ju ik\u00ebt, nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb fundit se that\u00eb. Sa shum\u00eb ju m\u00eb mungoni, kurr\u00eb sdo t\u2019ju harroj. Derisa t\u00eb vdes me mall do tju kujtoj o t\u00eb shtrenjtit e mi t\u00eb paz\u00ebvend\u00ebsuesh\u00ebm. Sa hap syt\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, me ju un\u00eb flas, sa hap syt\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes juve ju k\u00ebrkoj, kur mbyll syt\u00eb n\u00eb dark\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr dua t\u2019ju shikoj. Arta Bejleri.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dedikime&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebse dikush mendon p\u00ebr ty, dije se ajo jam un\u00eb. N\u00ebse nat\u00ebn rri pa gjum\u00eb e b\u00ebj se t\u00eb dua shum\u00eb. P\u00ebr Princin tim nga zemra e tij.<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e re trokiti n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time e hapa pa menduar dhe t\u00eb ftova n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. T\u00eb fala dashurin si gj\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb t\u00eb fala jet\u00ebn time si nj\u00eb prov\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Mendoja se t\u00eb doja po jo \u00e7mendurisht sot e kuptova ishte ndjenj\u00eb e brisht\u00eb ishte ndjenj\u00eb e trishtur kur mendoja se po m\u00eb braktisje. Jeta mu vu n\u00eb ndysh kur me fjal m\u00eb vrisje dhe papritur gjith\u00e7ka ndryshoj kur m\u00eb deshe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund e kuptova q\u00eb ti quhesh Dashuri. P\u00ebr Princin tim nga zemra e tij.<\/p>\n<p>Zemra jote k\u00ebtu \u00ebsht\u00eb, pasnen\u00ebr aty do ta kesh. Nuk t\u00eb l\u00eb se t\u00eb dua fort p\u00ebr ty m\u00eb mbushet zemra e syt\u00eb me lot. Aq i shtrenjt\u00eb sa jam un\u00eb p\u00ebr ty, je dhe ti p\u00ebr mua. Se na bashkoj kjo bot\u00eb dhe ti je dashuria ime e par\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb po e shijojm\u00eb t\u00eb dy tok\u00eb. Un\u00eb e ti me zemra t\u00eb bashkuara po larg nga nj\u00ebri-tjetri spo rrim\u00eb dot. Se t\u00eb dua fort dhe m\u00eb do fort. Je gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e shtrenjt\u00eb q\u00eb kam n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb sa pa ty nuk rri dot. P\u00ebr zemr\u00ebn time, nga princi i saj.<\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebse te them m\u00eb mungon e di qe sm\u00eb beson, dua t\u00eb them po te pres skam ze po kam shpres\u00eb. Dua te nuhas aromen tende. \u00cbsht\u00eb e pamundur e kam vec ne mendje. Dua ta rreshkas doren mbi lekure jam me sy mbyllur dhe e rreshkas mbi pikture. Bertas dhe them \u201ckam nevoj\u00eb per ty\u201d, por eshte \u00e7do gje e kote se ne s\u2019do te jemi me te dy. Andi Durr\u00ebs.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>P\u00ebrkujtimore DoktoritVet\u00ebm pak jav\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb u nda nga gjiri i familjes, shok\u00ebve e miqve t\u00eb shumt\u00eb Ramazan Gjeci ose si\u00e7 e th\u00ebrrisnin shkurt, doktori. Ikja e papritur e tij la nj\u00eb pik\u00ebllim t\u00eb thell\u00eb n\u00eb zemrat tona, n\u00eb rrethin e gjer\u00eb t\u00eb shok\u00ebve e miqve q\u00eb e desh\u00ebn aq shum\u00eb. 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