T\u00eb nderuar lexues dhe drejtues t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs! Po ju tregoj nj\u00eb ngjarje q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ndodhur para 3 vjet\u00ebsh, por un\u00eb akoma nuk po gjej prehje n\u00eb shpirtin tim. Shpresoj se duke e ndar\u00eb me ju k\u00ebt\u00eb veprim q\u00eb b\u00ebra, do t\u00eb gjej pak prehje.
\nPara 5 vitesh isha e papun\u00eb. Jo se kam mbaruar ndonj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe kisha \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja, por gjithsesi, njeriu me shkoll\u00eb apo pa shkoll\u00eb do t\u00eb ushqehet e t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha koh\u00ebrat. N\u00eb rinin\u00eb time, kur sapo mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, babai, me an\u00ebn e nj\u00eb miku t\u00eb tij, m\u00eb gjeti pun\u00eb n\u00eb Artistiken \u201cMigjeni\u201d. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb i rash\u00eb n\u00eb sy shefes sime si punonj\u00ebse e shk\u00eblqyer, jo vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb mosh\u00ebs dhe sepse shikoja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, por sepse me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb kam qen\u00eb duarart\u00eb. Vazhdojn\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb gj\u00ebrat e q\u00ebndisura apo t\u00eb qepura me merak, vazhdoj t\u2019i shoh gj\u00ebrat me syrin q\u00eb i kam par\u00eb dikur, sigurisht, jo m\u00eb si nj\u00eb 20 vje\u00e7are, por si 47 vje\u00e7are. Gjithsesi, kur un\u00eb mbeta pa pun\u00eb, nj\u00eb shoqja ime e pun\u00ebs m\u00eb njohu me nj\u00eb familje q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte t\u2019i mbaja f\u00ebmij\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebja ndonj\u00eb pun\u00eb sht\u00ebpie n\u00eb koh\u00ebn q\u00eb vajza e vog\u00ebl flinte. Nuk ishim shum\u00eb keq nga gjendja ekonomike, por kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb punoja, ndihesha ende e re.
\nK\u00ebshtu, rifillova pun\u00eb pas nj\u00ebzet vitesh, pasi i kisha rritur tre f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi dhe i kisha nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Bashk\u00ebshorti punon si mekanik bashk\u00eb me nj\u00eb shokun e tij. \u00cbsht\u00eb njeri familjar dhe pa vese. Jam e lumtur n\u00eb familjen time dhe pata fatin e mir\u00eb t\u00eb punoja n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje absolutisht mir\u00eb. E them sinqerisht se jam un\u00eb ajo q\u00eb nuk e meritoja t\u00eb punoja n\u00eb at\u00eb familje.
\nAta ishin nj\u00eb \u00e7ift i ri nga Veriu, t\u00eb dy me shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe vajza e tyre po mbushte nj\u00eb vje\u00e7e. Nusja duhet t\u00eb fillonte pun\u00eb, se po i mbaronte leja e lindjes dhe dy jav\u00eb para se t\u00eb fillonte pun\u00eb ajo, un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre q\u00eb vajza e vog\u00ebl t\u00eb m\u00ebsohej me mua dhe un\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja gj\u00ebrat e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim shkuan shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, vajza e vog\u00ebl ishte si drita, e bukur, e dashur, e \u00ebmb\u00ebl. U miq\u00ebsua shum\u00eb shpejt me mua dhe ky ishte nj\u00eb fat edhe p\u00ebr prind\u00ebrit e saj q\u00eb donin t\u00eb rrinin t\u00eb qet\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebr mua, q\u00eb doja t\u00eb punoja. Kur nusja filloi pun\u00eb, isha gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn vet\u00ebm me vajz\u00ebn. Si natyr\u00eb e rregullt q\u00eb isha, i zbatoja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb, oraret e ngr\u00ebnies, t\u00eb gjumit, t\u00eb xhirove nga liqeni.
\nKur shkoja te liqeni, nd\u00ebrsa vajz\u00ebn e vog\u00ebl e zinte gjumi n\u00eb karroc\u00eb, mendoja me veten time se e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb m\u00eb dukej si shum\u00eb maniake, m\u00eb dukej sikur b\u00ebnte si zonj\u00eb e madhe, sikur m\u00eb shiste mend e kujt pa, mua q\u00eb isha sqimatare, ajo q\u00eb vinte nga nj\u00eb fshat i humbur i Veriut! N\u00eb fakt, isha un\u00eb ajo q\u00eb nuk kisha qen\u00eb n\u00eb rregull.
\nPor si zonj\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb q\u00eb ishte e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, nuk m\u00eb la t\u00eb mendoja shum\u00eb gjat\u00eb keq p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb pyeti n\u00ebse e kisha problem t\u00eb m\u00eb jepte disa rroba e gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb nuk i donte ajo vet\u00eb.
\n– T\u00eb t\u2019i b\u00ebj gati dhe shikoji q\u00eb k\u00ebtu n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. N\u00ebse nuk t\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb, i hedh un\u00eb pastaj n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, – m\u00eb tha.
\nKur arrita t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, me shum\u00eb ngut m\u00eb tregoi qeset me rrobat q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb gati dhe m\u00eb tha t\u00eb zgjidhja \u00e7far\u00eb doja p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb e t\u00eb tjerat t\u2019i lija me vete.
\nPasi mbarova pun\u00ebt e m\u00ebngjesit, ushqeva dhe e nxora vajz\u00ebn posht\u00eb n\u00eb diell, e vura n\u00eb gjum\u00eb dhe u drejtova p\u00ebr nga qeset.
\nMbeta e shushatur me gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb zonja m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb. T\u00eb gjitha ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukura, pothuajse t\u00eb reja, nj\u00eb pal\u00eb \u00e7ar\u00e7af\u00eb fanellate jo shum\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorur dhe nj\u00eb pal\u00eb veror. Nuk mund t\u00eb hidhja asnj\u00eb gj\u00eb, t\u00eb gjitha ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb mira. Mallkova veten p\u00ebr \u00e7\u2019kisha menduar p\u00ebr t\u00eb dhe u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb mendoja gjakftoht\u00eb p\u00ebr sjelljen e saj.
\nNd\u00ebrsa b\u00ebja pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, se vajza vazhdonte t\u00eb flinte, syt\u00eb m\u00eb kaluan nga rrobat q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb, te raftet e bibliotek\u00ebs, tek kundrabufeja me gusto n\u00eb aneks. T\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, u binda q\u00eb un\u00eb isha personi q\u00eb kisha jetuar gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn n\u00eb mes t\u00eb kryeqytetit, por kisha mbetur m\u00eb katunare, m\u00eb e pagdhendur. Me vete i k\u00ebrkova falje t\u00eb zonj\u00ebs s\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dhe u ktheva nga vajza sepse u zgjova. Me k\u00ebto mendime, e mbulova vajz\u00ebn me t\u00eb puthura e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelje sepse me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb isha e lumtur p\u00ebr \u201cdhurat\u00ebn\u201d q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes.
\nDit\u00ebt n\u00eb vijim fillova t\u00eb isha absolutisht m\u00eb e kujdesshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb pun\u00eb sht\u00ebpie. E pash\u00eb q\u00eb ia vlente t\u2019ua shp\u00ebrbleja n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb mir\u00ebsjelljen e tyre. Ata ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb rregullt me pages\u00ebn dhe p\u00ebr festa filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin gjithmonj\u00eb nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrblim t\u00eb vog\u00ebl prej tridhjet\u00eb mij\u00eb lek\u00ebsh. Pothuajse gjithmon\u00eb takohesha vet\u00ebm me t\u00eb zonj\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, sepse bashk\u00ebshorti i saj vinte von\u00eb nga puna. Kjo me jepte pak leht\u00ebsi n\u00eb pun\u00eb se do ndihesha n\u00eb siklet sikur t\u00eb ishte dhe ai n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, nd\u00ebrsa isha un\u00eb. P\u00ebr dy vite rresht shkoja n\u00eb pun\u00eb me shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb. Vajza e vog\u00ebl po rritej e mbar\u00eb, edhe ajo m\u00eb donte e m\u00eb lumturonte me fjal\u00ebt e saj gjysma-gjysma, me p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljet e ojnat e saj. T\u00eb vetmet dit\u00eb q\u00eb rrija n\u00eb siklet ishte kur vajza s\u00ebmurej e kishte temperatur\u00eb. Kisha jo vet\u00ebm frik\u00eb nga temperatura e lart\u00eb, por edhe m\u00eb dhimbsej vajza. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb mendoja se mos prind\u00ebrit e saj mendonin se ajo s\u00ebmurej se mos nuk isha kujdesur un\u00eb, apo ishte djersitur e ftohur me mua. Mendoja gjithfar\u00eb gj\u00ebrash q\u00eb n\u00eb fakt prind\u00ebrit e saj nuk i kishin menduar sepse shikonin reagimin e vajz\u00ebs kur m\u00eb shikonte. \u00c7do m\u00ebngjes kur shkoja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ajo m\u00eb hidhej n\u00eb qaf\u00eb, i thoshte \u201cciao\u201d mamas\u00eb e rrinte pa qar\u00eb me mua. Por besimi i tyre nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb thyhej dhe i gjithi p\u00ebr fajin tim.
\nN\u00eb k\u00ebto dy vite pun\u00eb, \u00e7ifti shum\u00eb shpesh kishin l\u00ebn\u00eb para apo gj\u00ebra t\u00eb shtrenjta n\u00eb vende t\u00eb ndryshme q\u00eb i kisha par\u00eb, por asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk i kisha prekur, duke e ditur q\u00eb nuk jan\u00eb t\u00eb miat, derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb mbrapsht\u00eb, b\u00ebra gabimin fatal. Nd\u00ebrsa hekurosa rrobat dhe i futa n\u00eb dollap, pash\u00eb kat\u00ebr fustane t\u00eb zonj\u00ebs q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqyen shum\u00eb dhe q\u00eb ngjanin me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Mendova se nuk do t\u2019i mbante mend dhe vodha nj\u00ebrin prej tyre. Pas disa dit\u00ebsh, mora nj\u00ebzet e tre mij\u00eb lek\u00eb q\u00eb gjeta posht\u00eb divanit kur lava sht\u00ebpin\u00eb sepse mendova se nuk e dinin q\u00eb u kishin r\u00ebn\u00eb aty dhe duke par\u00eb q\u00eb ata ishin rehat, nuk i num\u00ebronin parat\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu, vodha dhe disa her\u00eb t\u00eb tjera derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb m\u00eb pyeti se mos kisha hekurosur nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb sajin. E kuptova q\u00eb b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha marr\u00eb un\u00eb, por u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb b\u00ebja sikur as nuk e kujtoja se p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb. Me siguri m\u00eb ka tradhtuar fytyra, pavar\u00ebsisht p\u00ebrpjekjes p\u00ebr t\u2019u hequr sikur nuk e dija. Q\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb filloi makthi q\u00eb edhe sot, pas tre vitesh, nuk m\u00eb ka kaluar. Vazhdova pun\u00ebn por tashm\u00eb pa prekur asnj\u00eb gj\u00eb, b\u00ebja pun\u00ebt me merakun m\u00eb t\u00eb madh, p\u00ebrkujdesesha p\u00ebr vajz\u00ebn me dashurin\u00eb e n\u00ebn\u00ebs, jo vet\u00ebm e penduar p\u00ebr \u00e7ka kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb, por edhe me turpin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh q\u00eb isha b\u00ebr\u00eb hajdute.
\nAta m\u00eb kishin besuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebn, kisha nj\u00eb kopje t\u00eb \u00e7el\u00ebsit t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb tyre, rrija tet\u00eb or\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre vet\u00ebm \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhe un\u00eb e kisha p\u00ebrmbysur gjith\u00e7ka. Dhe, m\u00eb e keqja, nuk e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb se isha n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb hall t\u00eb madh ekonomik, po nuk e di se \u00e7\u2019dreqin m\u00eb kishte kapur pas vjedhjes s\u00eb fustanit. N\u00eb total kisha vjedhur edhe nj\u00ebqind e tet\u00ebdhjet\u00eb mij\u00eb lek\u00eb q\u00eb i kisha gjetur andej k\u00ebndej p\u00ebr nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb prej nj\u00eb muaji.
\nCa koh\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, e zonja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, m\u00eb tha q\u00eb do t\u00eb shkonte m\u00eb von\u00eb sepse donte t\u00eb fliste me mua. E kuptova, \u00e7do gj\u00eb ishte kuptuar dhe nuk e di pse nuk m\u2019u shemb tavani apo t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpinte dheu n\u00eb at\u00eb moment.
\n– N\u00eb fakt, nuk di si ta filloj bised\u00ebn me ty! – m\u00eb tha. \u2013 S\u00eb pari, dua t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj falje n\u00ebse po t\u00eb akuzoj pa t\u00eb drejt\u00eb, por nuk di t\u00eb ket\u00eb njeri tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb hyn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7 teje. Do ta filloj me fustanin blu me jak\u00eb bebeje, timin, gj\u00ebja e par\u00eb q\u00eb kam v\u00ebrejtur q\u00eb m\u00eb mungon. Nuk e di n\u00ebse m\u00eb ka humbur ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe nuk e kam v\u00ebn\u00eb re. Edhe nj\u00eb sasi lek\u00ebsh, rreth nj\u00ebqind e tet\u00ebdhje e shtat\u00eb mij\u00eb lek\u00eb.
\nNuk munda t\u00eb flisja sepse lot\u00ebt erdh\u00ebn para fjal\u00ebve.
\n– Po, un\u00eb i kam marr\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto dhe t\u00eb betohem p\u00ebr kok\u00ebn e tre f\u00ebmij\u00ebve q\u00eb nuk kam marr\u00eb asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Nuk e di \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb zuri me fustanin s\u00eb pari dhe pastaj me lek\u00ebt…
\nD\u00ebnesja dhe nuk doja q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb m\u00eb shikonte fare, isha e bindur q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb se i vinte keq p\u00ebr mua se po qaja, por ndjente ve\u00e7 p\u00ebrbuzje p\u00ebr nj\u00eb hajdute q\u00eb i kishte besuar edhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebn.
\n– A ka ndonj\u00eb arsye? Mos jemi sjell\u00eb keq me ty? A mund t\u00eb m\u00eb jap\u00ebsh nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb ka ndodhur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time k\u00ebto tre muajt e fundit?
\n– Nuk di t\u00eb t\u00eb them arsye, – i thash\u00eb, – keni qen\u00eb absolutisht korrekt\u00eb me mua gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb kam punuar k\u00ebtu. Arsyeja q\u00eb e fillova me fustanin \u00ebsht\u00eb arsye prej budallai. Nd\u00ebrsa po e fusja n\u00eb dollap, pash\u00eb q\u00eb ishin edhe tre t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb ngjash\u00ebm dhe nuk do ta vije re munges\u00ebn. Edhe p\u00ebr parat\u00eb, ka qen\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta arsye idiote. Nuk kam vjedhur kurr\u00eb dhe nuk e di \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb zuri. T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb fal, mos m\u00eb mbaj m\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb, por mos i thuaj kujt p\u00ebr \u00e7\u2019arsye po m\u00eb heq nga puna, – i thash\u00eb.
\nM\u00ebnyra se si m\u00eb pyeti e plot\u00ebsoi t\u00eb gjith\u00eb edukat\u00ebn, kultur\u00ebn qytetare t\u00eb atij \u00e7ifti q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim i paragjykova. Me gjith\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb, ajo prap\u00eb gjeti nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb sjellshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb ma th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe kjo m\u00eb vret m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Do kishte qen\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte fyer dhe nuk do t\u00eb isha ndier kaq keq. Sigurisht q\u00eb e lash\u00eb pun\u00ebn. Gj\u00ebja q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi ishte t\u00eb rrija edhe dy jav\u00eb q\u00eb vajza t\u00eb m\u00ebsohej edhe me gruan tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb do ta mbante. M\u00eb tha q\u00eb pun\u00ebtores tjet\u00ebr do t\u2019i thoshte se un\u00eb po largohesha p\u00ebr arsye sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore meqen\u00ebse ia kisha k\u00ebrkuar t\u00eb mos i tregoja p\u00ebr vjedhjet e mia. I ktheva fustanin, u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u2019i ktheja edhe parat\u00eb, por ajo nuk i pranoi. Arrita t\u00eb binim dakord q\u00eb t\u00eb mos merrja rrog\u00ebn e fundit, si dhe dy jav\u00ebshin q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja pun\u00ebtoren tjet\u00ebr dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb, pas k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguljes sime t\u00eb vazhdueshme.
\nI uroj gjith\u00eb t\u00eb mirat e bot\u00ebs asaj familjeje, besimin e t\u00eb cil\u00ebve un\u00eb e shkela… A.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u00eb nderuar lexues dhe drejtues t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs! Po ju tregoj nj\u00eb ngjarje q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ndodhur para 3 vjet\u00ebsh, por un\u00eb akoma nuk po gjej prehje n\u00eb shpirtin tim. Shpresoj se duke e ndar\u00eb me ju k\u00ebt\u00eb veprim q\u00eb b\u00ebra, do t\u00eb gjej pak prehje. Para 5 vitesh isha e papun\u00eb. Jo se kam mbaruar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4641","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4641","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4641"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4641\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4641"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4641"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4641"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}