{"id":3949,"date":"2014-10-08T20:46:20","date_gmt":"2014-10-08T20:46:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=3949"},"modified":"2014-10-08T21:17:44","modified_gmt":"2014-10-08T21:17:44","slug":"ai-me-tradhetoi-para-syve-te-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2014\/10\/ai-me-tradhetoi-para-syve-te-mi\/","title":{"rendered":"Ai m\u00eb tradh\u00ebtoi para syve t\u00eb mi"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"images\"<\/a>P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Eva dhe vendosa q\u00eb sot ta ndaj me ju historin\u00eb time qe me ndodhi kete vere gjate plazhit. E keni d\u00ebgjuar at\u00eb shprehjen \u201cmartesa i ngjan nj\u00eb qypi ku nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe fare e vog\u00ebl \u00ebsht\u00eb e mbushur me mjalt\u00eb dhe pjesa tjet\u00ebr me m… \u201d? Ja, pra, tek un\u00eb e gjeti vendin kjo shprehje. U martova n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 30 vje\u00e7e dhe burrin e mora me dashuri. Ne u njoh\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb panair libri. T\u00eb dy ishim t\u00eb interesuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin lib\u00ebr. Aty filloi dhe njohja jon\u00eb. A. kishte nj\u00eb pron\u00eb private q\u00eb e administronte dhe prej saj nxirrte shum\u00eb fitime. Prej takimit t\u00eb par\u00eb, ne filluam t\u00eb takoheshim m\u00eb shpesh me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Ai m\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn e tij dhe vuajtjet q\u00eb kishte kaluar n\u00eb martes\u00ebn e tij t\u00eb par\u00eb (e kishte ndar\u00eb gruan me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb mbas 20 vitesh martes\u00eb). A. ishte 50 vje\u00e7, por me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, un\u00eb kisha menduar se ishte m\u00eb i ri sepse nuk e tregonte mosh\u00ebn fare. Gjat\u00eb njohjes me t\u00eb, un\u00eb u ndjeva shum\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb e lumtur. Ai m\u00eb trajtonte si nj\u00eb princesh\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb dhe kjo m\u00eb b\u00ebnte q\u00eb as t\u00eb mos e \u00e7oja fare n\u00ebp\u00ebr mendje mosh\u00ebn e tij. Me t\u00eb ndjehesha e sigurt\u00eb nga t\u00eb gjitha an\u00ebt. Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb trembte n\u00eb nj\u00eb lidhje martesore ishte fakti se meshkujt tradhtojn\u00eb dhe un\u00eb deri n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mosh\u00eb nuk e kisha mbushur mendjen se n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time do hynte nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb donte vet\u00ebm mua dhe t\u00eb mos kish sy p\u00ebr t\u00eb tjera femra. Me njohjen e A.-s\u00eb, si t\u00eb thuash, kisha krijuar nj\u00eb lloj sigurie, sepse ai \u00e7mendej mbas meje, kudo q\u00eb shkonte me merrte me vete dhe, kur nuk kishte mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte, m\u00eb telefononte gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebs, p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb treguar se ku ishte dhe \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebnte.
\nIa kalonim aq mir\u00eb bashk\u00eb saq\u00eb n\u00eb momentin kur ai m\u00eb propozoi p\u00ebr martes\u00eb, as q\u00eb e mendova fare dhe pranova menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Ne u martuam me dokumente t\u00eb rregullta dhe pik\u00ebrisht tani, n\u00eb ver\u00eb, kishim nj\u00ebvjetorin e martes\u00ebs ton\u00eb, por p\u00ebr fatin tim t\u00eb keq, nuk mund\u00ebm ta festonim ashtu si duhej. Kishim marr\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me qira pran\u00eb plazhit t\u00eb Sarand\u00ebs, kishim nj\u00eb jav\u00eb q\u00eb kishim filluar plazhin dhe un\u00eb ndjehesha shum\u00eb e lumtur n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e bashk\u00ebshortit tim. P\u00ebr t\u00eb, un\u00eb isha gjith\u00e7ka dhe ai p\u00ebr mua, po ashtu. E doja shum\u00eb, sepse nga diferenca e mosh\u00ebs ai m\u00eb trajtonte si f\u00ebmij\u00eb, duke m\u2019i plot\u00ebsuar t\u00eb gjitha tekat dhe d\u00ebshirat, por gjith\u00eb kjo lumturi nuk zgjati shum\u00eb. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, teksa ishim duke shijuar detin dhe koh\u00ebn e bukur t\u00eb plazhit, aty pran\u00eb erdhi edhe nj\u00eb \u00e7ift, burr\u00eb e grua, bashk\u00eb me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl. Gruaja kishte pothuajse t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn mosh\u00eb me mua, por t\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, kishte nj\u00eb trup shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur. Kishte dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb, por shtatzanit\u00eb nuk ia kishin prishur fare trupin; ishte e gjat\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb elegante. Me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, edhe mua q\u00eb isha fem\u00ebr, m\u00eb mbet\u00ebn syt\u00eb tek ajo, por kulmin e arriti bashk\u00ebshorti im, i cili ia nguli syt\u00eb dhe nuk dinte t’ia hiqte m\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebra zhurm\u00eb sepse ashtu si\u00e7 ju thash\u00eb edhe m\u00eb lart, trupi i saj ishte p\u00ebr t’u admiruar, por shikimet e tij drejt saj filluan q\u00eb t\u00eb ishin shum\u00eb acaruese dhe kjo po m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb ndjehesha keq. A. nuk e kuptonte q\u00eb un\u00eb vija re \u00e7do shikim t\u00eb tijin drejt saj. Dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb e kalova n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi, edhe pse vuaja shum\u00eb p\u00ebrbrenda. Dit\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb, e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb. Ata kishin ardhur q\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes n\u00eb plazh dhe bashk\u00ebshorti im zgjodhi nj\u00eb shezlong ku ne t\u00eb ishim pran\u00eb atij \u00e7ifti. E kuptoja q\u00eb bukuria e saj e kishin marrosur aq shum\u00eb tim shoq, saq\u00eb ai nuk po e kuptonte se \u00e7far\u00eb ishte duke b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mi. Nuk di t’ju them se si ndodhi dhe pse ndodhi, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment, pash\u00eb se edhe ajo filloi ta shikonte tim shoq. Nervat e mia kishin arritur kulmin, por nuk kisha \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja. A. nuk e kuptonte q\u00eb un\u00eb shikoja \u00e7do l\u00ebvizje t\u00eb tyre. Ai q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb trishtohesha m\u00eb shum\u00eb ishte fakti si A. ishte shum\u00eb i ftoht\u00eb me mua. Nuk e kuptoja se ku shkuan gjith\u00eb ato p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelje, gjith\u00eb ajo dashuri. Nuk doja ta besoja se im shoq ishte si gjith\u00eb burrat e tjer\u00eb q\u00eb sapo shikon nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr t\u00eb bukur, i ik\u00ebn mendja dhe nuk mendon m\u00eb p\u00ebr pasojat. E vuaja gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb brenda vetes. Nj\u00eb nga ato dit\u00eb, kur ora sh\u00ebnonte dy e drek\u00ebs, mua m\u00eb kishte z\u00ebn\u00eb gjumi dhe t\u00eb dy k\u00ebta, kishin p\u00ebrfituar nga kjo gj\u00eb dhe shikonin nj\u00ebri-tjetrin pa frik\u00ebn e askujt. Do t\u00eb thoni ju: \u201cPo burri i saj \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebnte?\u201d. Asgj\u00eb, ai, gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn, rrinte n\u00eb det dhe lozte me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt…
\nSi\u00e7 ju thash\u00eb, un\u00eb isha n\u00eb gjum\u00eb dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment, kur u zgjova, pash\u00eb tim shoq, i cili ishte p\u00ebrball saj dhe me duar f\u00ebrkonte gjith\u00eb trupin. Un\u00eb kisha syze dhe ata nuk e kuptonin se i kisha hapur syt\u00eb e shikoja \u00e7do l\u00ebvizje t\u00eb tyren. A. nuk e kuptonte se un\u00eb isha zgjuar, se ai m\u00eb kishte kthyer kurrizin, por veprimet e tij un\u00eb i shikoja q\u00eb l\u00ebvizte duart n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb trupin, nd\u00ebrsa ajo shikonte dhe qeshte. Kisha gati nj\u00ebzet minuta q\u00eb e shikoja at\u00eb sken\u00eb. Syt\u00eb m’u mbush\u00ebn me lot dhe thash\u00eb me veten time se ky ishte fundi i gjith\u00e7kaje. \u201cShkurt, kjo martes\u00eb p\u00ebrfundon k\u00ebtu\u201d, mendova. Nuk doja ta lija tim shoq q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte p\u00ebr debile dhe i thash\u00eb: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb ke q\u00eb kruhesh aq shum\u00eb?\u201d. Ai, si i trembur, u kthye drejt meje dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cZem\u00ebr, u zgjove? Po f\u00ebrkoja trupin se vura pak krem\u201d. E kuptova se kjo ishte nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr sepse ai nuk e p\u00ebrdorte kurr\u00eb kremin e diellit, por n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre ai e kishte kuptuar q\u00eb un\u00eb po e shikoja dhe n\u00eb ato momente filloi t\u00eb b\u00ebhej shum\u00eb i dashur me mua, filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelte si m\u00eb par\u00eb, duke m\u00eb treguar se un\u00eb isha gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Megjithat\u00eb, un\u00eb prap\u00eb nuk e jepja veten, sikur kisha kuptuar ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb, por vazhdoja loj\u00ebn q\u00eb e kishin nd\u00ebrtuar ata t\u00eb dy. Gjith\u00eb ajo q\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodhte n\u00eb plazh, b\u00ebri q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb reflektoja p\u00ebr martes\u00ebn time. Ajo q\u00eb po ndodhte, po m\u00eb hante p\u00ebrbrenda dhe doja t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i jepja fund martes\u00ebs time, duke menduar q\u00eb isha ende n\u00eb koh\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e lir\u00eb si m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mos rrija me nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb syt\u00eb i kishte te femra e par\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb shikonte.
\nPor, p\u00ebr t’u ndar\u00eb prej tij, m\u00eb duheshin prova sepse t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto q\u00eb un\u00eb kisha par\u00eb, ai do t\u00eb m’i quante llafe t\u00eb kota, ndaj vendosa t’i ngrija nj\u00eb kurth. I thash\u00eb: \u201cSot nuk do t\u00eb vij n\u00eb plazh se m\u00eb kan\u00eb ardhur menstruacionet dhe kam shum\u00eb dhimbje\u201d. M’u duk sikur ai fluturoi nga g\u00ebzimi. M\u00eb tha: \u201cMir\u00eb, kujdesu p\u00ebr veten dhe n\u00ebse ke ndonj\u00eb problem, m\u00eb merr n\u00eb telefon\u201d. M\u00eb puthi dhe u largua. Ju nuk e keni iden\u00eb se si u ndjeva n\u00eb ato momente. Fillova t\u00eb qaja me t\u00eb madhe derisa u ngopa. E dija se ky ishte fundi i martes\u00ebs time dhe p\u00ebr mua nuk do kishte nj\u00eb martes\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb. I shikoja meshkujt me shum\u00eb p\u00ebr\u00e7mim. Kur ma punoi edhe A., q\u00eb linte kok\u00ebn p\u00ebr mua, imagjino t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. E mblodha veten, vesha nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb bardh\u00eb lino deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebve, bleva nj\u00eb kapele t\u00eb madhe prej kashte, bleva edhe nj\u00eb pal\u00eb syze t\u00eb zeza t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, t\u00eb cilat m\u00eb mbulonin gati t\u00eb gjith\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn dhe iu drejtova plazhit, e maskuar shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. U ula n\u00eb lokalin q\u00eb kishte edhe shezlongjet ku ne rrinim. Q\u00eb aty mund t\u00eb v\u00ebzhgoja t\u00eb gjitha l\u00ebvizjet e atyre t\u00eb posht\u00ebrve. Kisha marr\u00eb nj\u00eb gazet\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe b\u00ebja sikur lexoja, nd\u00ebrsa gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs fshija lot\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb rridhnin si lum\u00eb. Shikoja tim shoq q\u00eb nuk ia ndante syt\u00eb asaj dhe at\u00eb, q\u00eb i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelej duke qeshur. \u201cEh, burr\u00eb ziu, ta dij\u00eb se \u00e7’grua ka, nuk do rrinte n\u00eb det, por do t\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb si po b\u00ebj edhe un\u00eb\u201d, mendoja me veten time.
\nPas disa or\u00ebsh, vura re se A. ia b\u00ebri me shenj\u00eb dhe ai shkoi drejt tualetit q\u00eb kishte lokali. Tualeti ndodhej jasht\u00eb lokalit dhe kjo gj\u00eb i favorizonte ata t\u00eb dy. Pash\u00eb q\u00eb mbas disa sekondash, edhe ajo shkoi n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin drejtim. Nuk dija \u00e7’t\u00eb b\u00ebja! I gjith\u00eb trupi filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb dridhej, duart po m\u00eb mpiheshin. M\u00eb shkoi n\u00eb mendje q\u00eb t’i th\u00ebrrisja burrit t\u00eb saj dhe t\u00eb shkonte e t\u2019i gjente t\u00eb dy, q\u00eb t\u00eb kuptonte \u00e7far\u00eb malli kishte, por k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e b\u00ebja dot sepse ai ishte n\u00eb det duke notuar shum\u00eb larg. Derisa t\u00eb vinte ai, gjith\u00e7ka do kishte p\u00ebrfunduar, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mblodha forcat dhe shkova vet\u00eb. Nuk mundem dhe nuk dua t’jua p\u00ebrshkruaj ato q\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja duke pritur jasht\u00eb dere. \u00c7far\u00eb nuk kuptoja ishte fakti se si njeriu mund t\u00eb bjer\u00eb kaq posht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kryej\u00eb veprime t\u00eb tilla si kafsh\u00ebt. Nuk munda t\u00eb rrija dhe t\u2019i shikoja ata n\u00eb sy kur t\u00eb dilnin nga tualeti, sepse do t\u00eb b\u00ebja skandal dhe ndoshta do ta vrisja tim shoq me duart e mia. Ika n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe i shkrova tim shoqi: \u201cShihemi n\u00eb gjyq\u201d, mora gj\u00ebrat e mia dhe u largova. Q\u00eb nga ai moment, e hodha edhe numrin tim t\u00eb telefonit dhe A. nuk ka fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve, se e di shum\u00eb mir\u00eb ai se \u00e7far\u00eb mund ta gjej\u00eb. Dua t’ju jap nj\u00eb k\u00ebshill\u00eb ju, grave t\u00eb martuara, mos u g\u00ebnjeni nga lajkat, puthjet dhe p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelit\u00eb\u00a0e tep\u00ebrta t\u00eb burrit tuaj, sepse t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto ai mund t\u2019i b\u00ebj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbuluar pabesit\u00eb e tij, q\u00eb ju t\u00eb mos dyshoni kurr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. E di q\u00eb shum\u00eb gra jetojn\u00eb me frik\u00ebn e tradhtis\u00eb dhe nuk e marrin kurr\u00eb guximin t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb ata q\u00eb b\u00ebra un\u00eb, por un\u00eb nuk pendohem p\u00ebr veprimin q\u00eb b\u00ebra. M\u00eb mir\u00eb pa dashuri dhe me nder, sesa me nj\u00eb dashuri hipokrite, si ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb jepte im shoq…<\/p>\n

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P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Eva dhe vendosa q\u00eb sot ta ndaj me ju historin\u00eb time qe me ndodhi kete vere gjate plazhit. E keni d\u00ebgjuar at\u00eb shprehjen \u201cmartesa i ngjan nj\u00eb qypi ku nj\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe fare e vog\u00ebl \u00ebsht\u00eb e mbushur me mjalt\u00eb dhe pjesa tjet\u00ebr me m… \u201d? Ja, pra, tek […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3949","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3949","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3949"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3949\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3949"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3949"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3949"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}