Jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 26 vje\u00e7are, nga qyteti i Tiran\u00ebs. P\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht, kam lexuar historit\u00eb q\u00eb botohen k\u00ebtu, por gjithmon\u00eb kam qen\u00eb skeptike n\u00ebse kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta apo t\u00eb trilluara nga profesionist\u00ebt q\u00eb punojn\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb faqe. Sot, e ndjeva t\u00eb domosdoshme t\u00eb shprehesha diku, p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb nj\u00eb mendim pasi nuk mund t\u00eb flas me ask\u00ebnd p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ndodhur. Q\u00ebkur kam qen\u00eb e vog\u00ebl, un\u00eb jam ndjer\u00eb shum\u00eb e distancuar nga mamaja ime, pasi ajo kishte sy dhe dashuri vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr v\u00ebllain tim dhe gjithmon\u00eb, si n\u00eb form\u00eb shakaje a nuk e di se si, m\u00eb thoshte: \u201cUn\u00eb dua m\u00eb shum\u00eb djalin\u201d. Un\u00eb qaja n\u00eb dhom\u00eb dhe ata qeshnin s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. Mbase \u00ebsht\u00eb di\u00e7ka e b\u00ebr\u00eb pa logjik\u00eb, por p\u00ebr nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb, dashuria e n\u00ebn\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme p\u00ebr rritjen, si nga ana fizike, ashtu edhe morale e psikologjike. Gjithsesi, un\u00eb kam pasur gjithmon\u00eb pran\u00eb meje, tezen time…
\nKur vajta n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 17 vje\u00e7are, u dashurova me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb nga Kor\u00e7a, q\u00eb jetonte n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Sapo e mori vesh familja ime (mamaja, m\u00eb sakt\u00eb) u alarmua dhe donte t\u00eb m\u00eb shk\u00ebpuste edhe nga gjimnazi, por me forc\u00eb arrita t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, duke u th\u00ebn\u00eb se isha ndar\u00eb. Ia thash\u00eb k\u00ebto t\u00eb dashurit tim, i cili absolutisht nuk e pranoi ndarjen. K\u00ebshtu, vazhduam s\u00eb bashku dhe n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 20 vje\u00e7are u fejuam, edhe pse familja ime nuk e kishte shum\u00eb me qejf. I fejuari im i afronte i mbante m\u00eb shum\u00eb se familjen e vet.
\nN\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 22 vje\u00e7are u martova dhe linda djalin. Prind\u00ebrit e mi jan\u00eb kujdesur shum\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb, e kan\u00eb mbajtur edhe kur ne shkonim me pushime, kur dilnim (do t\u2019u jem gjithnj\u00eb mir\u00ebnjoh\u00ebse p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb), derisa ndodhi ngjarja e m\u00ebposhtme:
\nPara disa dit\u00ebsh, u kthyem t\u00eb lodhur nga puna dhe te sht\u00ebpia e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi, ku q\u00ebndronim gjithnj\u00eb pas pune, u shtrim\u00eb p\u00ebr 1 or\u00eb, pasi un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb shkoja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb pun\u00eb. N\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb ishte im v\u00eblla i cili e acaronte tim bir duke u tallur. Un\u00eb i b\u00ebrtita nga dhoma q\u00eb t\u00eb pushonte djali, por ata vazhdonin nj\u00ebsoj. At\u00ebhere im shoq u ngrit, i b\u00ebrtiti djalit, i ra me \u00e7ok\u00eb (sikur troket n\u00eb der\u00eb) dhe erdhi s\u00ebrish n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, kur v\u00ebllai im doli t\u00ebr\u00eb nerva dhe b\u00ebrtiti n\u00eb korridor \u201clegen\u201d. Un\u00eb dola dhe e pyeta se kujt i thoshte k\u00ebshtu. \u201cAtij, tha, q\u00eb ke p\u00ebr burr\u00eb ti!\u201d. Mua sikur m\u00eb ra tavani mbi kok\u00eb e i thash\u00eb: \u201cMos i jep shum\u00eb goj\u00ebs, s\u2019t\u00eb vjen turp?\u201d, por ai nuk ngurroi fare dhe m\u00eb goditi. Un\u00eb iu ktheva pasi nuk mund t\u00eb lejoj dik\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ngrej\u00eb dor\u00eb mbi mua, kur n\u00eb at\u00eb moment del im shoq nga dhoma. V\u00ebllai i kthehet atij dhe i bie posht\u00eb nofull\u00ebs me forc\u00eb. M\u00eb pas, ata kapen me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Si p\u00ebrfundim del v\u00ebllai m\u00eb i goditur dhe me sy t\u00eb nxir\u00eb dhe e gjith\u00eb familja mban an\u00ebn e atij, se na i qenka nxir\u00eb syri. Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr vazhdova marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnien normale me prind\u00ebrit e mi, duke u th\u00ebn\u00eb se nuk doja t\u00eb flisja m\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7\u00ebshtjen n\u00eb fjal\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen tjet\u00ebr, im shoq i d\u00ebrgon tim v\u00ebllai nj\u00eb mesazh, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin as mua s\u2019m\u00eb erdhi mir\u00eb: \u201cKemi ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb hapur bashk\u00eb?\u201d.
\nIm v\u00eblla, 35 vje\u00e7, ankohet te mamaja dhe ata s\u00ebrish m\u00eb ul\u00ebrasin mua se ne s\u2019jemi ashtu familjeje dhe p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, thoshin p\u00ebr tim shoq \u201ckemi mbajtur gjarp\u00ebrin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, qeni\u201d etj. etj., kur ai i ka resepektuar p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb, madje edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se un\u00eb. Tani, nuk di si t\u00eb veproj. Jam shum\u00eb keq nga ana psikologjike e po ashtu edhe im shoq, por m\u00eb duket shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb jen\u00eb gj\u00ebrat si m\u00eb par\u00eb, pasi fjala \u201cgjarp\u00ebr\u201d dhe \u201cqen\u201d \u00ebsht\u00eb mjaft e r\u00ebnd\u00eb p\u00ebr dik\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ka respektuar edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb se prind\u00ebrit e vet. Ah, ime m\u00eb thot\u00eb se un\u00eb jam shkaktarja e t\u00eb gjithave… Ajo m\u00eb p\u00ebrmend se i biri m\u00eb ka liruar krevatin, pra, me pak fjal\u00eb, ajo sht\u00ebpi \u00ebsht\u00eb e tija dhe jo e imja. Kemi bler\u00eb s\u00eb bashku nj\u00eb apartament n\u00eb plazh ku p\u00ebr gjysm\u00ebn time ua kam marr\u00eb borxh atyre lek\u00ebt dhe ua paguaj \u00e7do muaj, nd\u00ebrsa ata gjysm\u00ebn e vet e kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebllait. Kan\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb apartament tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin donin ta vinin n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebllait, por pasi b\u00ebra fjal\u00eb un\u00eb, se mbeta shum\u00eb keq (se vet\u00ebm shqiptar\u00ebt jan\u00eb t\u00eb fiksuar pas djemve n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb) prind\u00ebrit e vendos\u00ebn n\u00eb em\u00ebr t\u00eb vet, por kur flasin p\u00ebr t\u00eb, thon\u00eb \u201csht\u00ebpia e v\u00ebllait\u201d… Kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mendimin tuaj, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb zgjidhje, si duhet t\u00eb veproj?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 26 vje\u00e7are, nga qyteti i Tiran\u00ebs. P\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht, kam lexuar historit\u00eb q\u00eb botohen k\u00ebtu, por gjithmon\u00eb kam qen\u00eb skeptike n\u00ebse kan\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrteta apo t\u00eb trilluara nga profesionist\u00ebt q\u00eb punojn\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb faqe. Sot, e ndjeva t\u00eb domosdoshme t\u00eb shprehesha diku, p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb nj\u00eb mendim pasi nuk mund t\u00eb flas me […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3766","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3766","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3766"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3766\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3766"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3766"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3766"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}