{"id":3515,"date":"2014-09-23T16:57:56","date_gmt":"2014-09-23T16:57:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=3515"},"modified":"2014-09-23T16:57:56","modified_gmt":"2014-09-23T16:57:56","slug":"jam-mes-dy-zjarreve-nuk-di-si-te-veproj","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2014\/09\/jam-mes-dy-zjarreve-nuk-di-si-te-veproj\/","title":{"rendered":"Jam mes dy zjarreve nuk di si t\u00eb veproj?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>&#8211; Isha kaq e pafajshme, kaq e lumtur deri n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb njoha dik\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb besoj n\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk ekziston. Jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 19 vje\u00e7e dhe para nj\u00eb viti isha me shoq\u00ebri duke pir\u00eb kafe dhe nj\u00eb shok i imi m\u00eb thoshte se nj\u00eb i af\u00ebrm i tij \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i dashuruar me mua dhe se mendon t\u00eb ket\u00eb nj\u00eb lidhje serioze dhe un\u00eb si \u00e7do vajz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr i besova tregimit t\u00eb tij. U takuam me at\u00eb djalin, ishte i bukur dhe kishte sjellje shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, m\u00eb mahniti q\u00eb n\u00eb takimin e par\u00eb dhe pastaj m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon nr. e telefonit. Ja jap, m\u00eb telefononte, m\u00eb \u00e7onte sms \u00e7do dit\u00eb, dukej se m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb, vinte \u00e7do dit\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte dhe k\u00ebshtu pasi p\u00ebrfundoja m\u00ebsimin takoheshim dhe k\u00ebshtu vazhduam, por un\u00eb habitesha sepse kishte koh\u00eb q\u00eb ne takoheshim dhe ai nuk m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte asnj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebzohesha, pra t\u00eb kishim intimitet, dhe kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte ta doja m\u00eb shum\u00eb sepse n\u00eb dit\u00ebt e sotme t\u00eb takosh nj\u00eb person t\u00eb till\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e pabesueshme. M\u00eb b\u00ebnte \u00e7do dit\u00eb q\u00eb ta doja gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb, sepse sillej shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me mua, e gjeja veten tek ai mendoja se ishte engjulli im por ai pasi e kuptoj se un\u00eb e dua aq shum\u00eb, sa do jepja jet\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb, filloj t\u00eb m\u00eb largohej. U habita shum\u00eb, por pas nj\u00eb far\u00eb kohe kuptova se ai paskesh q\u00ebn\u00eb i martuar dhe vazhdonte t\u00eb ishte i till\u00eb. Kjo q\u00eb m\u00ebsova, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb vuaj shum\u00eb, qaja dit\u00eb e nat\u00eb, isha shum\u00eb e d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar dhe e zhg\u00ebnjyer sepse nuk e prisja nga ai. Nuk dija m\u00eb \u00e7t\u00eb b\u00ebja, m\u00eb dukej sikur jeta ime iku, ishte e tmerrshme. Mblodha forcat dhe i telefonova i thash\u00eb se duhej t\u00eb takoheshim, dhe erdhi, dhe sapo e pash\u00eb mu mbush\u00ebn syt\u00eb me lot dhe i b\u00ebrtisja se \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb keqe t\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb ma ktheve k\u00ebshtu, pse m\u00eb mashtrove. M\u00eb shtr\u00ebngoi fort dhe thoshte se ka dashur t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte por nuk ka mundur sepse edhe ai ishte i dashuruar me mua marr\u00ebzisht dhe k\u00ebshtu un\u00eb vet\u00ebm l\u00ebndohesha m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Vendosem t\u00eb ndaheshim edhe pse duhemi shum\u00eb. Tani ka 2 vjet q\u00eb jemi ndar\u00eb dhe ai prap\u00eb m\u00eb telefonon dhe m\u00eb fton p\u00ebr kafe, por un\u00eb i them jo, nuk mundem. Tani kam nj\u00eb lidhje me nj\u00eb kush\u00ebri t\u00eb atij, e dua shum\u00eb, dhe ai m\u00eb thot\u00eb q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb marr p\u00ebr grua sepse kam q\u00ebn\u00eb femra e kush\u00ebririt t\u00eb tij, dhe pse e di shum\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb skam pas\u00eb mardh\u00ebnie intime me t\u00eb. Por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri m\u00eb thot\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb marr p\u00ebr nuse, se nuk do mund t\u00eb duronte q\u00eb t\u00eb vinte ai tek un\u00eb, sepse do ta vriste kush\u00ebririn e tij. Un\u00eb nuk di se \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebj, jam mes dy zjarreve, m\u00eb ndihmoni me k\u00ebshillen tuaj?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211; Isha kaq e pafajshme, kaq e lumtur deri n\u00eb momentin q\u00eb njoha dik\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb besoj n\u00eb di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk ekziston. Jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 19 vje\u00e7e dhe para nj\u00eb viti isha me shoq\u00ebri duke pir\u00eb kafe dhe nj\u00eb shok i imi m\u00eb thoshte se nj\u00eb i af\u00ebrm i tij \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[93],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3515","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-udhekryq"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3515","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3515"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3515\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3515"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3515"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3515"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}