Un\u00eb jam Turi. Po ju shkruaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time dhe historin\u00eb q\u00eb pata me t\u00eb. Mendoja se ajo ishte njeri i mir\u00eb dhe se m\u00eb donte. Un\u00eb e doja shum\u00eb dhe b\u00ebja gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb, por m\u00ebsova se ajo ishte njeriu m\u00eb mashtrues dhe m\u00eb banal q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ekzistoj\u00eb n\u00eb rruzullin tok\u00ebsor. Tani m\u00eb vjen p\u00ebshtir\u00eb prej saj.
\nU takuam p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet disa miqve t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt. Un\u00eb isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb lokal me disa shok\u00eb, kur ajo u bashkua me ne. Ishte e dashura e nj\u00ebrit prej tyre. Sapo e pash\u00eb, m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu. Ishte e gjat\u00eb, brune, shum\u00eb elegante, jasht\u00eb mase e bukur. Edhe ajo, m\u00eb shihte n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb shum\u00eb provokuese. Nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt flisnin, ne vet\u00ebm shiheshim dhe qeshnim. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte e lir\u00eb, do t\u00eb kisha ngulmuar p\u00ebr t\u2019u lidhur me t\u00eb, por ka nj\u00eb rregull n\u00eb shoq\u00ebri: Nuk u merren t\u00eb dashurat shok\u00ebve. Un\u00eb nuk do ta kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb kurr\u00eb, ndon\u00ebse ajo po m\u00eb p\u00eblqente jasht\u00eb mase dhe at\u00eb nat\u00eb, vet\u00ebm at\u00eb mendoja.
\nT\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen u nisa p\u00ebr n\u00eb pun\u00eb, si zakonisht. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, menaxhoja nj\u00eb lokal. Nga dreka, nj\u00eb nga kamarier\u00ebt m\u00eb tha se m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb. Duke qen\u00eb se nuk kisha t\u00eb dashur, u b\u00ebra shum\u00eb kurioz t\u00eb dija se kush ishte, por kur pash\u00eb Entel\u00ebn t\u00eb ulur n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga tavolinat e lokalit, mbeta pa fjal\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm tek ajo nuk m\u00eb shkonte mendja. L\u00ebre pastaj t\u00eb kisha imagjinuar se p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb donte. Ishte jasht\u00eb \u00e7do lloj fantazie t\u00eb shfrenuar. Ajo ishte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e guximshme!
\nU ula n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi nj\u00eb cigare. Po e pinte, nd\u00ebrsa m\u00eb shihte, qeshte, por nuk thoshte asgj\u00eb. E pyeta \u00e7far\u00eb donte nga un\u00eb. Ajo m\u00eb hodhi nj\u00eb shikim provokues dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cAt\u00eb q\u00eb do edhe ti nga un\u00eb\u201d. I shpjegova se ajo m\u00eb p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb, se m\u00eb kishte mahnitur at\u00eb dit\u00eb, por duke qen\u00eb se ishte e dashura e shokut tim t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja dot asgj\u00eb. M\u00eb tha se at\u00ebher\u00eb un\u00eb nuk isha mahnitur prej saj, sepse n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ishte k\u00ebshtu, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebja gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time. Nuk i b\u00ebnte syri t\u00ebrr. Vet\u00ebm zbrazte nga goja ato q\u00eb mendonte. Ishte tmerr\u00ebsisht t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse dhe seksi. N\u00ebse do d\u00ebgjoja zemr\u00ebn, do ta p\u00ebrqafoja me forc\u00eb dhe do ta shtrija aty ku ishte, por m\u2019u kujtua Dritani, shoku im dhe i k\u00ebrkova me edukat\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb kuptonte dhe t\u00eb largohej. M\u00eb tha se nuk e priste q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb isha i till\u00eb, q\u00eb mendonte se mes nesh kishte di\u00e7ka dhe se besonte q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb ishim bashk\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa ajo largohej, un\u00eb mendoja se kjo ishte gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e pamundur n\u00eb bot\u00eb.
\nPor Entela nuk u dor\u00ebzua. Ajo nisi t\u00eb rrinte m\u00eb shpesh rrotull nesh. Duke qen\u00eb se miqt\u00eb e mi rrinin m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb lokalin tim ku bisedonim apo luanim me letra, ajo nisi t\u00eb vinte gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shpesh dhe m\u00eb ndihmonte, p\u00ebrpiqej t\u00eb m\u00eb afrohej sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb… N\u00eb fakt, sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqej ajo, aq m\u00eb shum\u00eb largohesha un\u00eb. E ndjeja q\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqte shum\u00eb, ma b\u00ebnte trurin dhall\u00eb. Me ato k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb gjata, syt\u00eb seksi si t\u00eb nj\u00eb maceje, m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb si budalla.
\nMendova se duhet t\u00eb veproja patjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos zhytesha m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb hendek. K\u00ebshtu, nisa t\u00eb lidhesha me femra vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb harruar at\u00eb, por ishte e pamundur. Sado q\u00eb i merrja n\u00eb lokal q\u00eb Entela ta kuptonte se isha i lidhur, ajo vazhdonte t\u00eb m\u00eb provokonte, ashtu si\u00e7 un\u00eb e kisha mendjen vet\u00ebm tek ajo. Gj\u00ebrat po vinin duke u p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsuar.
\nN\u00eb situat\u00ebn n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodheshim ne, ishte e pamundur t\u00eb evitoje at\u00eb q\u00eb ndodhi. Ajo erdhi dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb tek un\u00eb n\u00eb dark\u00eb. Isha duke b\u00ebr\u00eb inventarin e dit\u00ebs. Nuk kishte asnjeri, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 kamarier\u00ebve q\u00eb po nd\u00ebrroheshin p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur. Se nga doli ajo, nuk e di, por u afrua dhe m\u00eb tha se ende nuk m\u00eb kishte harruar. E dija q\u00eb po b\u00ebja gabim, por nuk e p\u00ebrmbaja dot veten. Aty, n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn time, fik\u00ebm drit\u00ebn dhe e b\u00ebm\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb. N\u00ebse m\u00eb par\u00eb isha shum\u00eb i dh\u00ebn\u00eb pas saj, q\u00eb nga ai moment u b\u00ebra i fiksuar, si idiot. Vendos\u00ebm t\u2019i tregonim Dritanit gjith\u00e7ka, duke i th\u00ebn\u00eb se ishim t\u00eb dashuruar dhe nuk b\u00ebnim dot asgj\u00eb, por e th\u00ebna ishte miliona her\u00eb m\u00eb e leht\u00eb se e b\u00ebra. Ajo vazhdoi t\u00eb vinte edhe disa dit\u00eb me Dritanin aty, sepse nuk ia thoshte dot, derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pash\u00eb Dritanin t\u00eb futej n\u00eb lokal shum\u00eb i nervozuar. E kuptova q\u00eb ia kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb. Ai u fut, nuk m\u00eb tha asgj\u00eb, vet\u00ebm m\u00eb goditi disa her\u00eb me grusht n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb. \u201cNuk ia vlente t\u00eb prisheshe me mua p\u00ebr nj\u00eb kurv\u00eb!\u201d, m\u00eb tha. \u201cKe p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb kush \u00ebsht\u00eb Entela\u201d.
\nM\u00eb erdhi keq p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb tha, por fjal\u00ebve as q\u00eb ua vura veshin. Mendova se ishte nj\u00eb gj\u00eb normale p\u00ebr dik\u00eb q\u00eb ishte i inatosur. Nuk fola m\u00eb me t\u00eb dhe ai nuk erdhi asnj\u00ebher\u00eb. Miqt\u00eb tan\u00eb u ndan\u00eb n\u00eb grupe. M\u00eb s\u00eb shumti, mb\u00ebshtesnin Dritanin. Edhe i kuptoja, sepse ata nuk e ndjenin dot at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeja un\u00eb p\u00ebr Entel\u00ebn. Vazhduam p\u00ebr muaj bashk\u00eb. Ajo ishte e dashur dhe lozonjare, si gjithnj\u00eb. E doja p\u00ebrdit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb, mund edhe t\u00eb vrisja, aq shum\u00eb e doja, por zbulova q\u00eb kjo ishte vet\u00ebm sip\u00ebrfaqja. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, harroi telefonin n\u00eb lokalin tim. Duke qen\u00eb se e kisha shoq\u00ebruar n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me makin\u00eb, po p\u00ebrtoja t\u00eb kthehesha prap\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mendova t\u2019ia ktheja t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e kam pasur zakon t\u00eb fus duart n\u00eb gj\u00ebrat e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. Nuk ia kisha prekur asnj\u00ebher\u00eb telefonin, por nuk e di se pse at\u00eb dit\u00eb, nj\u00eb z\u00eb i brendsh\u00ebm m\u00eb shtyu ta b\u00ebja. Kur e hapa, u shokova. Pash\u00eb mesazhe me foto t\u00eb panum\u00ebrta q\u00eb ajo ia kishte d\u00ebrguar Dritanit. Pash\u00eb datat dhe ato p\u00ebrkonin me dit\u00ebt e fundit. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb kishim qen\u00eb t\u00eb lidhur, ajo nuk i kishte prer\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet me t\u00eb. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, fotot ishin provokuese dhe lakuriqe. I hipa makin\u00ebs dhe i shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ia p\u00ebrplasa celularin tutje, e godita me sa m\u00eb hante dora dhe i k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb mos m\u00eb dilte m\u00eb p\u00ebrpara. P\u00ebr mua ajo ishte nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr banale dhe m\u00eb e keqe se nj\u00eb prostitut\u00eb. Tani jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk e dua, por edhe e urrej, sepse m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb humbas nj\u00eb nga miqt\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb kam pasur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Un\u00eb jam Turi. Po ju shkruaj p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time dhe historin\u00eb q\u00eb pata me t\u00eb. Mendoja se ajo ishte njeri i mir\u00eb dhe se m\u00eb donte. Un\u00eb e doja shum\u00eb dhe b\u00ebja gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb, por m\u00ebsova se ajo ishte njeriu m\u00eb mashtrues dhe m\u00eb banal q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ekzistoj\u00eb n\u00eb rruzullin tok\u00ebsor. Tani […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3322","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3322","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3322"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3322\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3322"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3322"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3322"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}