Nga Egla Xhemali<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk ka gjurm\u00eb q\u00eb i n\u00ebp\u00ebrk\u00ebmb\u00eb koha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ngado q\u00eb shkojm\u00eb ato ngelen n\u00eb nj\u00eb trajt\u00eb her\u00eb-her\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
megjithat\u00eb jan\u00eb ende aty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Romani \u201cKrom dhe luledele\u201d i autores Elsa Sk\u00ebnderi vjen si mish\u00ebrim i p\u00ebrjetimeve t\u00eb nj\u00eb kohe, q\u00eb duket se \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl q\u00eb vazhdon edhe sot. E djeshmja, q\u00eb sillet sa e larg\u00ebt aq edhe e af\u00ebrt, ndjeshm\u00ebrit\u00eb q\u00eb duket se e p\u00ebrforcojn\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr unin e luledeles s\u00eb vog\u00ebl, ngjyresa dhe stili mjaft i ve\u00e7ant\u00eb t\u00eb kujtojn\u00eb dhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb q\u00eb hap\u00ebsira, koha dhe k\u00ebndv\u00ebshtrimi p\u00ebr bot\u00ebn mund t\u00eb shihen qart\u00eb edhe nga syt\u00eb e nj\u00eb t\u00eb vogle, q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb pyes\u00ebsh veten: Kan\u00eb qen\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb sy f\u00ebmije ato q\u00eb kan\u00eb par\u00eb kaq qart\u00eb? Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb duket sikur luledelja \u00ebsht\u00eb rritur parakohe.
N\u00eb roman njihemi me t\u00eb bukur\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuar\u00ebn, t\u00eb mir\u00ebn apo t\u00eb keqen, t\u00eb sakt\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb gabuar\u00ebn, koncepte q\u00eb marrin dimensione n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb ndodhive. Ishte \u201ckeq\u201d t\u00eb nxirrje z\u00eb teksa trupi ishte n\u00ebn dhimbjet e lindjes. E \u00ebma e luledeles e solli n\u00eb jet\u00eb n\u00eb Qendr\u00ebn Sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore t\u00eb Gjoric\u00ebs duke i shp\u00ebtuar dram\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe me gjinekologun, q\u00eb i ngjasonte nj\u00eb njeriu t\u00eb t\u00ebrbuar dhe t\u00eb pashpirt.
Gra t\u00eb shtypura, ca mendje t\u00eb ngushta (pa kurrfar\u00eb formimi), q\u00eb ishin \u00e7doher\u00eb n\u00ebn patronazh t\u00eb burrave t\u00eb tyre fuqiplot\u00eb kishin z\u00eb vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr gjykime (raste vdekjesh, komente veshjesh, si qahet i vdekuri), megjithat\u00eb pas tyre ishte nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb e fort\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashur dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019u dashur.
Nj\u00eb streh\u00ebz pran\u00eb fush\u00ebs plot e p\u00ebr plot me luledele q\u00eb e lidhte me Zotin, nj\u00eb topik\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019i shp\u00ebtuar gris\u00eb s\u00eb bot\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019u endur n\u00eb qiellin me pambuk. Ky raport i brendsh\u00ebm q\u00eb del n\u00eb sip\u00ebrfaqe n\u00eb nj\u00eb form\u00eb krejt t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, edhe pse t\u00eb qeshurat e kush\u00ebrir\u00ebs s\u00eb vog\u00eblushes q\u00eb i thoshte se kishte par\u00eb nj\u00eb anten\u00eb televizori nuk ia bjerrin iden\u00eb e ekzistenc\u00ebn s\u00eb tij, qet\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb i falte dhe sigurin\u00eb po ashtu.
E bardha e lules vjen n\u00eb form\u00ebn e t\u00eb njom\u00ebs, t\u00eb brisht\u00ebs e t\u00eb dashur\u00ebs. Jo pa q\u00ebllim \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrzgjedhur luledelja. \u00c7donj\u00ebri nga ne ka kujtime me lulen e vock\u00ebl t\u00eb fushave, q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb ka sh\u00ebrbyer p\u00ebr t\u00eb thurur kurorat e d\u00ebshiruara. Simbolika e saj n\u00eb roman prek edhe t\u00eb bardh\u00ebn e shpirtit t\u00eb autores, q\u00eb nga faqja n\u00eb faqe na t\u00ebrheq me nj\u00eb ledhatim q\u00eb nuk rresht s\u00eb ndaluari deri n\u00eb fund.
Xixat e kromit duket se i japin shk\u00eblqim koh\u00ebs s\u00eb err\u00ebt dhe Bulqiz\u00ebs. Sipas antropolog\u00ebve, historian\u00ebve etj. guri \u00ebsht\u00eb simbol i pandryshueshm\u00ebris\u00eb, q\u00ebndres\u00ebs dhe identitetit. Edhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb roman shtrihet m\u00eb tej kjo simbolik\u00eb duke mos harruar q\u00eb p\u00ebr banor\u00ebt e asaj kohe ishte nj\u00eb form\u00eb mbijetese grumbullimi i tij. Shk\u00eblqimi i kromit jo rrall\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00eb t\u00eb n\u00ebnkuptosh se xixa plot ngjyr\u00eb do t\u00eb ndri\u00e7ojn\u00eb jet\u00ebn ose n\u00eb thell\u00ebsi t\u00eb tunelit duket nj\u00eb drit\u00eb.
E bukura q\u00eb jetonte bashk\u00eb me t\u00eb vogl\u00ebn b\u00ebhet nj\u00ebsh me ndjeshm\u00ebrit\u00eb e shpirtit. Buz\u00ebkuqi q\u00eb hijeshonte buz\u00ebt mishtore (\u00ebnd\u00ebrr e t\u00eb voglave q\u00eb t\u00eb lyhen q\u00eb kur jan\u00eb qum\u00ebshtore), fotoja e t\u00eb panjohur\u00ebs q\u00eb e b\u00ebnte t\u00eb shihte p\u00ebrtej imazhit t\u00eb fokusuar n\u00eb let\u00ebr, byzylyku me petale boj\u00ebqielli q\u00eb e mbante t\u00eb lidhur me miqt\u00eb, po dhe me t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebn, rreken t\u00eb na afrojn\u00eb me t\u00eb bukur\u00ebn dhe kujtimet e s\u00eb shkuar\u00ebs q\u00eb duam ta jetojm\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.
Q\u00ebkur jemi t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl ne afeksionohemi me seksin e kund\u00ebrt. T\u00ebrheqja p\u00ebr tjetrin sidomos n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri t\u00eb sikletos, por edhe t\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb guximsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb biseduar e p\u00ebr ta njohur pak m\u00eb tep\u00ebr at\u00eb. Lisi n\u00eb \u201cKrom dhe luledele\u201d vjen si mirazh i nj\u00eb vog\u00eblushi (q\u00eb duket ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe si i madh) i p\u00ebrplot\u00ebsuar, i pash\u00ebm dhe intelektual. Ai lexonte dhe b\u00ebhej kureshtar. Kishte nj\u00eb sjellje t\u00eb matur, pavar\u00ebsisht se ishte i vog\u00ebl.
Dashuria si nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e pakufishme, si fuqi ekzistenciale, si trajt\u00eb e pathyeshme vjen p\u00ebrmes ditarit anonim q\u00eb luledelja gjen rast\u00ebsisht n\u00eb teqe. Shkrim i rrjedhsh\u00ebm dhe i ndjer\u00eb q\u00eb shp\u00ebrfaq \u00e7do p\u00ebrjetim t\u00eb shpirtit duke l\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb shije t\u00eb paprovuar m\u00eb par\u00eb nga lexuesi. Ndoshta historia e tyre k\u00ebrkonte bekim p\u00ebr vazhdim\u00ebsi. N\u00eb koh\u00ebn e teknologjis\u00eb, ato faqe p\u00ebr ndjenjat e thella vijn\u00eb si sh\u00ebrim p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb na duhet t\u00eb l\u00ebm\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb.
N\u00eb fillim ne e pam\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb lidhur, tamam sikur t\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl, n\u00eb fund luledelja, tanim\u00eb e madhe kthehet s\u00ebrish n\u00eb Bulqiz\u00eb, ec\u00ebn n\u00eb po t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn rrug\u00eb, ia shpupurit flok\u00ebt, po e nj\u00ebjta er\u00eb, mban n\u00eb duar kromin me xixa dhe gjen at\u00eb paqen e k\u00ebrkuar. Asaj i duhej t\u00eb shkruante p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto kujtime, q\u00eb zgjojn\u00eb te \u00e7do lexues d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur veten, p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer edhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb tek e shkuara, p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashur m\u00eb tep\u00ebr jet\u00ebn.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nga Egla Xhemali Nuk ka gjurm\u00eb q\u00eb i n\u00ebp\u00ebrk\u00ebmb\u00eb koha. Ngado q\u00eb shkojm\u00eb ato ngelen n\u00eb nj\u00eb trajt\u00eb her\u00eb-her\u00eb t\u00eb padukshme, megjithat\u00eb jan\u00eb ende aty. Romani \u201cKrom dhe luledele\u201d i autores Elsa Sk\u00ebnderi vjen si mish\u00ebrim i p\u00ebrjetimeve t\u00eb nj\u00eb kohe, q\u00eb duket se \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl q\u00eb vazhdon edhe sot. E djeshmja, q\u00eb sillet […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":23744,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40],"tags":[1153,2729],"class_list":["post-23743","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aktualitet","tag-elsa","tag-elsa-skenderi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23743","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23743"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23743\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/23744"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23743"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23743"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23743"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}