P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Aureli nga Tirana. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sot mbush nj\u00eb vit q\u00eb jam ndar\u00eb nga bashk\u00ebshortja ime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndjehem i penduar p\u00ebr ofendimin q\u00eb i b\u00ebra njeriut q\u00eb doja m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb, Liljan\u00ebs. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lexuese e rregullt e gazet\u00ebs suaj, prandaj sot, n\u00eb nj\u00eb vjetorin e ndarjes son\u00eb, i lutem asaj t\u00eb kthehet s\u00ebrish tek un\u00eb. M\u00eb vjen shum\u00eb turp t\u2019jua them, por shkaku i ndarjes son\u00eb ka qen\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr e par\u00eb n\u00eb gjum\u00eb nga Liljana. Q\u00eb ju ta kuptoni m\u00eb mir\u00eb, po jua tregoj historin\u00eb time me detaje. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Liljan\u00ebn e kam njohur q\u00ebkur ajo ishte 15 vje\u00e7e. N\u00eb at\u00eb\nkoh\u00eb, un\u00eb isha 30 vje\u00e7 dhe punoja kamerier n\u00eb lokalin ku Liljana vinte \u00e7do dit\u00eb.\nAty u pam\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb. Un\u00eb e adhuroja at\u00eb, ishte vajza m\u00eb e bukur dhe m\u00eb \u00e7apk\u00ebne\nq\u00eb kisha njohur ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb! Me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dashur shum\u00eb pun\u00eb q\u00eb\nt\u2019ia arrija q\u00ebllimit tim. Arrita deri aty sa pronari m\u00eb p\u00ebrzuri edhe nga puna, pasi\nLiljana u ankua tek ai p\u00ebr ngacmim nga ana e punonj\u00ebsve t\u00eb lokalit. Nga nj\u00eb an\u00eb,\ndalja nga puna m\u00eb b\u00ebri mir\u00eb se kisha koh\u00ebn e duhur p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb Liljan\u00ebn p\u00ebr\nvete. Ju nuk e keni iden\u00eb sa jam lodhur me at\u00eb vajz\u00eb! Ajo k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte se ishte\ne vog\u00ebl dhe se un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb i madh, deri nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, kur e takova dhe i thash\u00eb:\n\u201cT\u00eb betohem se derisa t\u00eb mbarosh shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj asnj\u00ebher\u00eb\nt\u00eb takohemi, thjesht do jem k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb shuar mallin, dua t\u00eb di\n\u00e7do l\u00ebvizjen t\u00ebnde. Dua q\u00eb edhe ti t\u00eb dish se \u00ebsht\u00eb dikush q\u00eb t\u00eb pret dhe l\u00eb kok\u00ebn\np\u00ebr ty\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00ebhere ajo e kuptoi se un\u00eb e kisha seriozisht dhe m\u00eb\ntha: \u201cAt\u00ebhere, le t\u00eb jet\u00eb kjo nj\u00eb lloj prove p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar se deri ku arrin\ndashuria jote\u201d. Ajo sa kishte filluar vitin e par\u00eb dhe un\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar sa\nshum\u00eb e doja, vija n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes af\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebs, e shikoja nga larg dhe e adhuroja.\nEdhe n\u00eb drek\u00eb b\u00ebja t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb. Ajo, her\u00eb m\u00eb shikonte me bishtin e syrit,\nher\u00eb m\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshte e her\u00eb b\u00ebnte sikur nuk m\u00eb shikonte; lajkat e saj m\u00eb \u00e7mendnin\nfare. P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e zgjatur n\u00eb detaje t\u00eb tilla, dua t\u00eb them se dashuria p\u00ebr\nLilin m\u00eb ka kushtuar shum\u00eb, derisa e b\u00ebra p\u00ebr vete. Ne, b\u00ebm\u00eb fejes\u00ebn, m\u00eb pas\nmartes\u00ebn dhe mund t\u00eb them me plot goj\u00ebn se \u00e7ift m\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrsosur se ne, n\u00eb t\u00eb\ngjitha drejtimet, nuk e besoj se kishte. Un\u00eb e trajtoja Lilin si f\u00ebmij\u00eb, e\nputhja, e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelja dhe nuk ngopesha duke ndenjur me t\u00eb. Mbas nj\u00eb viti, jeta\njon\u00eb u b\u00eb akoma m\u00eb e bukur sepse erdhi n\u00eb jet\u00eb djali yn\u00eb, Endri. Un\u00eb fillova\npun\u00eb si menaxher n\u00eb nj\u00eb lokal, pronari i t\u00eb cili ishte njeriu yn\u00eb. Jeta jon\u00eb\nishte shum\u00eb e qet\u00eb, un\u00eb e doja shum\u00eb Lilin dhe ajo m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb, por gjith\u00eb\nkjo lumturi zgjati deri n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment kur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb erdhi nj\u00eb kush\u00ebriri\nim, me t\u00eb cilin un\u00eb shkoja jasht\u00eb mase. Shpeshher\u00eb dilnim p\u00ebr kafe ose p\u00ebr drek\u00eb\na dark\u00eb me familjen e tij. At\u00eb dit\u00eb, ai erdhi vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb ton\u00eb dhe un\u00eb e\nmbajta p\u00ebr drek\u00eb. Liljana na b\u00ebri nj\u00eb drek\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb shijshme, ashtu si\u00e7 di t\u00eb\ngatuaj\u00eb vet\u00ebm ajo. U k\u00ebnaq\u00ebm shum\u00eb duke pir\u00eb ndonj\u00eb got\u00eb ver\u00eb dhe m\u00eb pas, ai u largua.\nAjo dit\u00eb kaloi normalisht, si gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebt e tjera, mir\u00ebpo \u00e7udia ndodhi n\u00eb dark\u00eb,\nkur ne flinim gjum\u00eb. Liljana thirri n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr emrin e kush\u00ebririt tim: \u201cBlendi,\nmos ik\u201d. Un\u00eb d\u00ebgjova z\u00ebrin e Liljan\u00ebs q\u00eb b\u00ebrtiti dhe u ngrita nga gjumi, nd\u00ebrsa\najo p\u00ebrs\u00ebriste emrin e tij. Nuk b\u00ebra asnj\u00eb veprim p\u00ebr ta zgjuar, thjesht, po\nd\u00ebgjoja se \u00e7far\u00eb xhevahiresh t\u00eb tjera do t\u00eb nxirrte ajo nga goja, por ajo nuk\nfoli m\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb, thuajse e kam gdhir\u00eb pa gjum\u00eb! \u00c7far\u00eb nuk sillja n\u00ebp\u00ebr mendje,\nishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeva xhelozi p\u00ebr Lilin, sepse ajo asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk m\u00eb\nkishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb shkak p\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. Mezi prisja t\u00eb vinte m\u00ebngjesi q\u00eb t\u2019i\nk\u00ebrkoja llogari p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb d\u00ebgjova kur ajo ishte n\u00eb gjum\u00eb. Sa u zgjua Lili, nuk\nm\u2019u durua m\u00eb, por i thash\u00eb: \u201c\u00c7fare \u00ebndrre pe dje?\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo u habit nga pyetja ime dhe m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj se nuk kishte\npar\u00eb asnj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, mir\u00ebpo kjo p\u00ebrgjigje nga ana e saj m\u2019u duk si nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr.\nAt\u00ebhere e q\u00ebllova me gjith\u00eb fuqin\u00eb time dhe i thash\u00eb: \u201cTi m\u00eb tradhton me\nkush\u00ebririn tim, Blendin\u201d. Ajo u habit nga gjith\u00eb kjo q\u00eb po i thoja, filloi t\u00eb\nqante dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb i ke k\u00ebto q\u00eb thua? Je \u00e7mendur?\u201d. Q\u00eb pas asaj dite,\nLiljana u largua nga sht\u00ebpia bashk\u00eb me djalin dhe nuk u kthye m\u00eb. Un\u00eb, nga\nxhelozia e madhe, shkova t\u00eb takoja edhe kush\u00ebririn dhe e q\u00ebllova me grusht n\u00eb\nsy t\u00eb gruas s\u00eb tij, duke e akuzuar p\u00ebr tradhtin\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb prapa\nkrah\u00ebve. Edhe ai m\u00eb kapi nga krah\u00ebt dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cMblidh mendjen! \u00c7\u2019jan\u00eb k\u00ebto q\u00eb\npo thua? N\u00ebse ty nuk t\u00eb intereson familja jote, mua nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebhet von\u00eb, por ti s\u2019ke\nt\u00eb drejt\u00eb t\u00eb vish k\u00ebtu n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time e t\u00eb m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrosh familjen p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr\nq\u00eb ka par\u00eb jot shoqe\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo periudh\u00eb ka qen\u00eb m\u00eb e keqja n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time. I\ngjith\u00eb ky mendim prej budallai q\u00eb un\u00eb fantazova, u p\u00ebrhap n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb fisin,\nsi n\u00eb timin, ashtu edhe n\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb Liljan\u00ebs. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb flisnin nga fisi im,\nduke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se ishte shum\u00eb e turpshme e gjith\u00eb ajo q\u00eb po b\u00ebja, m\u00eb thoshin se\nnuk prishet martesa p\u00ebr nj\u00eb shenj\u00eb xhelozie. Ata m\u00eb k\u00ebshillonin se n\u00ebse un\u00eb\nkisha dyshime, duhet ta ndiqja dhe t\u00eb gjeja prova p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar tradhtin\u00eb. E\ndija q\u00eb Liljana nuk m\u00eb tradhtonte, e ndjeja se ajo m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb, por xhelozia\ne p\u00ebrzier me frik\u00ebn, m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb humbisja logjik\u00ebn. Pas asaj q\u00eb b\u00ebra, u\npendova shum\u00eb, por pendimi im nuk vlejti p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Liljan\u00ebn e vrava n\u00eb shpirt,\ne akuzova p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra q\u00eb nuk i \u00e7onte as n\u00eb mendje e jo m\u00eb t\u2019i b\u00ebnte. Ajo tashm\u00eb\njeton te prind\u00ebrit e saj dhe, prej dit\u00ebs q\u00eb u zum\u00eb, nuk ka dashur t\u00eb m\u00eb flas\u00eb m\u00eb.\nAjo hapi gjyqin e divorcit dhe mbas nj\u00eb viti e fitoi, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb nuk u paraqita\nkurr\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb gjyq, q\u00eb simbolizonte vdekjen time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendosa ta rr\u00ebfeja historin\u00eb time n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn tuaj,\nme mendimin se Liljana do ta lexoj\u00eb. Dua t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoj asaj t\u00eb falur p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb\ndhembjen q\u00eb i shkaktova p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb mallkuar, dua q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn t\u00eb m\u00eb\ntakoj\u00eb nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb vetme, dua t\u2019i them se e dua shum\u00eb at\u00eb dhe djalin ton\u00eb. Dua\nt\u00eb b\u00ebj gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ta fituar p\u00ebrs\u00ebri Liljan\u00ebn. D\u00ebnim m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00eb nuk kishte p\u00ebr\nmua, sesa fakti q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb dua m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb, t\u2019i kem larg. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb\njet\u00eb, m\u00eb mban gjall\u00eb vet\u00ebm shpresa se ajo nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehet dhe do t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb\nt\u00eb lumtur si dikur. P\u00ebr Liljan\u00ebn prita kat\u00ebr vjet derisa ajo m\u00eb pranoi, kurse tani,\njam gati t\u00eb pres nj\u00eb jet\u00eb, derisa ajo t\u00eb kthehet s\u00ebrish tek un\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Aureli nga Tirana. Sot mbush nj\u00eb vit q\u00eb jam ndar\u00eb nga bashk\u00ebshortja ime. Ndjehem i penduar p\u00ebr ofendimin q\u00eb i b\u00ebra njeriut q\u00eb doja m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb, Liljan\u00ebs. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb lexuese e rregullt e gazet\u00ebs suaj, prandaj sot, n\u00eb nj\u00eb vjetorin e ndarjes son\u00eb, i […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22819,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-22818","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22818","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22818"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22818\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22819"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22818"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22818"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22818"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}