dashur disa her\u00eb ta shkruaj historin\u00eb time n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn tuaj, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
por nuk kam pasur guximin e plot\u00eb p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb di\u00e7ka t\u00eb till\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Historia ime \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb histori shum\u00eb e nd\u00ebrlikuar <\/p>\n\n\n\n
(t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn k\u00ebshtu e gjykoj un\u00eb) dhe mund t\u00eb paragjykohet nga nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e mir\u00eb e shoq\u00ebris\u00eb son\u00eb. Un\u00eb jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb kam lindur dhe jam rritur n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Nuk m\u00eb ka munguar asnj\u00ebher\u00eb asgj\u00eb sepse jam e zonja e vetes dhe mendoj se, n\u00ebse nj\u00eb person ka d\u00ebshir\u00eb dhe vullnet p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrfunduar di\u00e7ka, ia arrin. Aktualisht, punoj n\u00eb nj\u00eb firm\u00eb prestigjoze dhe paguhem mjaft mir\u00eb, fal\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs q\u00eb kam mbaruar dhe eksperiencave t\u00eb ndryshme q\u00eb kam pasur n\u00eb fush\u00ebn time profesionale. Ajo p\u00ebr \u00e7ka dua t\u00eb flas n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb let\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb jeta ime personale. N\u00eb familjen time, nuk para flitej p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pjes\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, madje as n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnien n\u00ebn\u00eb-bij\u00eb, pasi n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn e adoleshenc\u00ebs, kur femra kalon nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb paksa t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb, nuk e kam pasur nj\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetje nga ana e n\u00ebn\u00ebs sime p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7\u00ebshtje. Prind\u00ebrit e mi kan\u00eb qen\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vendosur dhe shum\u00eb t\u00eb rrept\u00eb n\u00eb q\u00ebllimin q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb mbaroja nj\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe specializime t\u00eb ndryshme. E kalova si e kalova periudh\u00ebn e gjimnazit; isha nj\u00eb nx\u00ebn\u00ebse e shk\u00eblqyer dhe kjo m\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb ndjehesha mir\u00eb, por nuk ishte gjith\u00e7ka. Un\u00eb nuk i frekuentoja si pothuajse t\u00eb gjith\u00eb shok\u00ebt dhe shoqet e mia diskot apo lokalet ku ata organizoheshin dhe dilnin t\u00eb arg\u00ebtoheshin. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e vuaja shum\u00eb, por ajo periudh\u00eb kaloi dhe nuk dua ta kujtoj shum\u00eb. Vazhdova studimet e larta p\u00ebr Ekonomik. Vazhdoja t\u00eb kisha rezultate t\u00eb shk\u00eblqyera dhe paralelisht me shkoll\u00ebn, punoja me orar t\u00eb reduktuar, gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmonte t\u00eb hiqja pak a shum\u00eb shpenzimet e sholl\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb, e pavarur nga prind\u00ebrit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E them pa ndrojtje q\u00eb puthjen e par\u00eb e kam dh\u00ebn\u00eb\nn\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 24 vje\u00e7are, kur kam qen\u00eb e ftuar n\u00eb dit\u00eblindjen e shoqes sime dhe ajo\norganizoi di\u00e7ka t\u00eb bukur n\u00eb nj\u00eb lokal ku ishim disa nga shoq\u00ebria e saj. At\u00eb nat\u00eb\nm\u00eb p\u00eblqeu nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb cilin ma prezantoi kush\u00ebrira e shoqes sime dhe gjat\u00eb\nfest\u00ebs k\u00ebrcyem bashk\u00eb. N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb u ul\u00ebm, ai m\u00eb puthi shkarazi. U ndjeva\nmir\u00eb at\u00eb nat\u00eb, por kur u largova, vet\u00ebm sa u p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta me djalin, asgj\u00eb m\u00eb\nshum\u00eb. Si p\u00ebr \u00e7udi, n\u00eb dit\u00ebt n\u00eb vazhdim, nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebri p\u00ebrshtypje fare se si\nndodhi ajo gj\u00eb at\u00eb nat\u00eb. Jeta ime vazhdonte si gjithmon\u00eb, shkoll\u00eb, pun\u00eb dhe sht\u00ebpi.\nNj\u00eb dit\u00eb po lexoja nj\u00eb revist\u00eb dhe pash\u00eb q\u00eb diku af\u00ebr sht\u00ebpis\u00eb sime organizohej\nnj\u00eb kurs k\u00ebrcimi q\u00eb frekuentohej nga mosha t\u00eb ndryshme 3 her\u00eb n\u00eb jav\u00eb. Vendosa\nt\u00eb regjistrohesha sepse gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb ka p\u00eblqyer k\u00ebrcimi dhe mendoja se kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb\nnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb e mir\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur trupin n\u00eb form\u00eb. Nuk hezitova dhe u regjistrova.\nIshte shum\u00eb bukur, nj\u00eb organizim i p\u00ebrkryer dhe ia kalova mjaft mir\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaluan disa muaj dhe un\u00eb vazhdoja ta ndiqja k\u00ebt\u00eb\nkurs. Instruktorja nj\u00eb dit\u00eb na tha se kishin vendosur q\u00eb si grup t\u00eb organizonin\nnj\u00eb ekskursion n\u00eb Kosov\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb q\u00ebndronim atje 3 dit\u00eb. Vendosa t\u00eb shkoja.\nGrupi yn\u00eb ishte i p\u00ebrb\u00ebr\u00eb nga 4 vajza dhe 2 djem. Nj\u00ebri nga djemt\u00eb ishte mjaft i\nri, nd\u00ebrsa tjetri nuk dallohej shum\u00eb p\u00ebr mosh\u00ebn kishte. Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs p\u00ebr ekskursion,\nu njoha m\u00eb nga af\u00ebr me k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb dytin; ishte nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb lexonte shum\u00eb dhe e\nkishte me shum\u00eb pasion k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb. Pothuajse gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb udh\u00ebtimit dhe q\u00ebndrimit\nn\u00eb Kosov\u00eb, ne biseduam bashk\u00eb dhe, t\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, pasi u kthyem n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb,\nm\u00eb dukej sikur kisha koh\u00eb q\u00eb e njihja at\u00eb njeri. M\u00eb pas, e ruajt\u00ebm miq\u00ebsin\u00eb dhe\nu b\u00ebm\u00eb miq t\u00eb mir\u00eb, dilnim gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebr kafe, shkonim fundjavave bashk\u00eb n\u00eb\nteat\u00ebr apo n\u00eb kinema dhe ia kalonim me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shum\u00eb bukur. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, ai m\u00eb\ntha se duhet t\u00eb ishim m\u00eb tep\u00ebr se miq, se ai nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdonte m\u00eb k\u00ebshtu e\ndonte nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje nga un\u00eb. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, edhe mua m\u00eb p\u00eblqente ai djal\u00eb i\nshkolluar, inteligjent dhe njeri i mir\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vazhduam si dicka m\u00eb shum\u00eb\nat\u00eb q\u00eb lindi si nj\u00eb miq\u00ebsi e sinq\u00ebrt\u00eb. Dit\u00ebt kalonin dhe gjithcka shkonte shum\u00eb\nbukur kur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ai m\u00eb mori n\u00eb telefon dhe m\u00eb tha se duhet t\u00eb takoheshim\npatjet\u00ebr sepse kishte di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb. Nuk e kisha\niden\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb thonte. Ai ishte shum\u00eb i m\u00ebrzitur dhe m\u00eb tha menj\u00ebher\u00eb\nkur u takuam, se i vinte shum\u00eb keq q\u00eb nuk ishte treguar i sinqert\u00eb q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim\nme mua, por kishte pasur gjithmon\u00eb frik\u00ebn se mos m\u00eb humbte. Ne, kishim nj\u00eb\ndiferenc\u00eb moshe prej 12 vjet\u00ebsh, por kurr\u00eb nuk e kisha menduar se ai, para 6\nvjet\u00ebsh kishte qen\u00eb i martuar dhe se kishte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 4 vje\u00e7e. U trondita n\u00eb\nfillim kur e mora vesh, por pasi ai nisi t\u00eb arsyetonte se pse nuk ishte treguar\ni sinqert\u00eb me mua, arrita ta kuptoja. E vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb tha ishte se vendimi\nishte i imi tani dhe se un\u00eb isha ajo q\u00eb do vendosja n\u00ebse do ta vazhdonim k\u00ebt\u00eb\nlidhje apo jo. Isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. E doja pafund, por nuk dija se\nsi t\u00eb veproja. Nuk dija si t\u00eb veproja edhe n\u00eb familjen time, sepse pasi t\u2019ua\ntregoja, problemi i par\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte diferenca e madhe e mosh\u00ebs q\u00eb kishim, pastaj\nq\u00eb ai kishte nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb… Nuk e dija si do ta prisnin prind\u00ebrit e mi k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb.\nIsha n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. Kaloi m\u00eb shum\u00eb se nj\u00eb muaj dhe bashk\u00eb nuk\nkishim kontaktuar q\u00eb pas dit\u00ebs kur ai ma la n\u00eb dor\u00eb mua t\u00eb merrja nj\u00eb vendim p\u00ebr\nne t\u00eb dy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendosa t\u00eb flisja me prind\u00ebrit e mi; e dija p\u00ebrgjigjen\nq\u00eb do t\u00eb merrja prej tyre, megjithat\u00eb, ua tregova. Ata m\u00eb than\u00eb se isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb\nmosh\u00eb kur vendimet p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn time i merrja vet\u00eb, por kjo gj\u00eb ishte e papranueshme\np\u00ebr ta. Nuk dija si t\u00eb veproja. U thash\u00eb prind\u00ebrve se un\u00eb e doja dhe se si diferenca\nn\u00eb mosh\u00eb, ashtu edhe vajza q\u00eb ai kishte, nuk e pengonin aspak dashurin\u00eb time\ndhe se un\u00eb do t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb jetoja me t\u00eb. Ata nuk e pranuan, megjithat\u00eb, un\u00eb, edhe\nun\u00eb sot e k\u00ebsaj dite, bashk\u00ebjetoj me djalin q\u00eb dua dhe jemi shum\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur.\nPrind\u00ebrit e mi shkoj dhe i takoj, por ata asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb qen\u00eb dakord q\u00eb ta\nnjohin djalin q\u00eb un\u00eb dua. E r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb jam e lumtur dhe mendoj se\nnj\u00eb dit\u00eb, prind\u00ebrit e mi, do t\u00eb m\u00eb kuptojn\u00eb p\u00ebr zgjedhjen q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
dashur disa her\u00eb ta shkruaj historin\u00eb time n\u00eb gazet\u00ebn tuaj, por nuk kam pasur guximin e plot\u00eb p\u00ebr ta b\u00ebr\u00eb di\u00e7ka t\u00eb till\u00eb. Historia ime \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb histori shum\u00eb e nd\u00ebrlikuar (t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn k\u00ebshtu e gjykoj un\u00eb) dhe mund t\u00eb paragjykohet nga nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e mir\u00eb e shoq\u00ebris\u00eb son\u00eb. Un\u00eb jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb kam […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22514,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22775","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22775","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22775"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22775\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22514"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22775"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22775"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22775"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}