Redaksi e dashur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dua t\u2019ju tregoj nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
edhe pse m\u00eb dhemb shum\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb rri pa e ndar\u00eb me ju. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb sakt\u00eb, po e b\u00ebj k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr ta shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb mesazhin q\u00eb kam p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi: Kurr\u00eb mos b\u00ebni di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb donit t\u2019jua b\u00ebnin juve. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb nuk quhem Ana, por k\u00ebshtu po ju\nprezantohem. Tani jam 27 vje\u00e7e dhe sapo jam divorcuar. U martova q\u00eb 20 vje\u00e7e se\nrash\u00eb kok\u00eb e k\u00ebmb\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb dhe nuk mund t\u00eb jetoja asnj\u00eb minut\u00eb\nlarg tij. Familja ime nuk ishte shum\u00eb dakord q\u00eb ne t\u00eb martoheshin, pasi kishin\npretendime p\u00ebr mua, donin q\u00eb t\u00eb mbaroja shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb nj\u00ebher\u00eb e t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb\nvend pune t\u00eb mir\u00eb, por ja q\u00eb gj\u00ebrat nuk shkuan si\u00e7 desh\u00ebn ata. Un\u00eb e Arjani\nduheshim aq shum\u00eb sa nuk mund t\u00eb prisnim kaq gjat\u00eb. Marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet i kishim nisur\nprej koh\u00ebsh dhe un\u00eb shkoja e vija n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, ku ai jetonte vet\u00ebm, pasi\nprind\u00ebrit i kishte n\u00eb Itali. Megjithat\u00eb, familja ime nuk dinte gj\u00eb. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb,\nArjanit i erdhi e \u00ebma nga Italia p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb surpriz\u00eb, pa e ditur se\nsupriza e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb n\u00eb fakt do t\u00eb isha un\u00eb! Kur u fut brenda (ajo kishte \u00e7el\u00ebsin\ne saj), ajo m\u00eb gjeti t\u00eb lidhur me peshqir, duke gatuar m\u00ebngjesin p\u00ebr Arjanin, q\u00eb\npo flinte ende. Un\u00eb ngela pa fjal\u00eb kur e pash\u00eb. E kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb foto dhe e kuptova\nmenj\u00ebher\u00eb se ishte mamaja e Arjanit, po ajo e shkreta ngriu fare, sepse as nuk\nm\u00eb njihte. Sigurisht, para se t\u00eb b\u00ebnte surpriza t\u00eb tilla, ajo duhet t\u2019i kishte\nthirrur pak mendjes e t\u00eb mendonte se djalin e kishte burr\u00eb e nuk jetonte vet\u00ebm,\npo nejse… pun\u00eb n\u00ebnash. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mamaja e Arjanit e mblodhi veten menj\u00ebher\u00eb, m\u00eb\ndha dor\u00ebn dhe u prezantua. Un\u00eb, q\u00eb nj\u00eb fytyr\u00eb m\u00eb vinte e nj\u00eb m\u00eb ikte, i k\u00ebrkova\nleje t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb vishesha. Atje, zgjova Arjanin dhe i tregova \u00e7far\u00eb\nkishte ndodhur. Ai budallai, n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb vihej n\u00eb siklet, si un\u00eb, nisi t\u00eb\nqeshte me t\u00eb madhe. Nejse, b\u00ebra \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebra u vesha dhe me turp i dola prap\u00eb p\u00ebrpara\nn\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, e cila nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, na kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb nga nj\u00eb kafe. Q\u00eb t\u00eb mos zgjatem n\u00eb\nk\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb se, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kjo ajo q\u00eb dua t\u00eb tregoj, po ju them shkurt se kjo\nsituat\u00eb u b\u00eb sebep q\u00eb un\u00eb e Arjani t\u00eb fejoheshim. Mamaja i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb atij se\nnuk mund t\u00eb lejonte q\u00eb i biri \u201ct\u00eb merrte m\u00eb qaf\u00eb goc\u00ebn e bot\u00ebs dhe ta mbante si\ndashnore\u201d. Edhe pse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit do ta kisha vjehrr\u00eb, k\u00ebtu m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu. Si\u00e7\nju thash\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, familja ime s\u2019e pati me shum\u00eb qejf, por pranoi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne u fejuam dhe nis\u00ebm menj\u00ebher\u00eb bashk\u00ebjetes\u00ebn.\nP\u00ebr shum\u00eb koh\u00eb isha e lumtur sepse jetoja vet\u00ebm me Arjanin dhe kjo ishte ajo q\u00eb\nkisha dashur gjithmon\u00eb, por pak nga pak nisa t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitesha. Jeta filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebhej\nmonotone. Un\u00eb vazhdoja masterin, kurse Arjani vazhdonte pun\u00ebn dhe ai i\nsiguronte t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb ardhurat p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar normalisht, por un\u00eb nisa t\u00eb\nndieja se nuk ishte kjo jeta q\u00eb d\u00ebshiroja. Duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb m\u00eb siguronte\ngjith\u00e7ka, ai nisi t\u00eb punonte gjithmon\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb, por un\u00eb, n\u00eb vend q\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebzohesha,\nu b\u00ebra edhe m\u00eb keq… m\u00eb dukej sikur ai nuk m\u00eb donte fare. Tani e di se shenj\u00eb\ne dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb tij ishin sakrificat q\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr mua, por at\u00ebhere nuk e shikoja\nk\u00ebshtu. Nuk thon\u00eb kot se t\u00eb vret e mira. M\u00eb vinte keq q\u00eb shok\u00ebt e mi t\u00eb fakultetit\nmund t\u00eb shkonin ku t\u00eb donin, kurse un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u00eb gatuar\np\u00ebr burrin tim kur t\u00eb vinte nga puna. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb Arjani m\u00eb gjeti duke qar\u00eb dhe un\u00eb\niu zbraza deri n\u00eb fund. Ai mbeti i shokuar duke par\u00eb se sa shum\u00eb inat kisha\nmbledhur ndaj tij dhe nuk ia kisha treguar kurr\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Un\u00eb nuk t\u00eb kam penguar kurr\u00eb t\u00eb dal\u00ebsh me\nshoq\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe as nuk t\u00eb kam detyruar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb t\u00eb mbyllesh n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb\ngatuar mua… po b\u00ebj gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur, por me sa duket qenka e\nkot\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I zem\u00ebruar ai iku nga sht\u00ebpia duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se\nkishte nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb sh\u00ebtitje dhe un\u00eb u ndieva edhe m\u00eb keq. At\u00ebher\u00eb e\nbesova plot\u00ebsisht se ai nuk m\u00eb donte m\u00eb. Si mund t\u00eb m\u00eb linte vet\u00ebm n\u00eb at\u00eb\ngjendje t\u00eb mjeruar n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ndodhesha?! Ai erdhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi von\u00eb dhe, duke\nqen\u00eb se kishte pir\u00eb pak, nuk pranoi as t\u00eb hante dark\u00eb, por u shtri menj\u00ebher\u00eb.\nKur u zgjova n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes, ai ishte nisur p\u00ebr n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Un\u00eb shkova n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb shum\u00eb\ne m\u00ebrzitur, gj\u00eb q\u00eb i ra n\u00eb sy menj\u00ebher\u00eb nj\u00ebrit q\u00eb m\u00eb sillej rrotull. Ai b\u00ebri\n\u00e7\u2019b\u00ebri e m\u00eb bindi t\u00eb b\u00ebnim nj\u00eb sh\u00ebtitje buz\u00eb detit, pastaj m\u00eb ftoi t\u00eb hanim nj\u00eb\ndrek\u00eb dhe un\u00eb, pak nga alkooli q\u00eb kisha pir\u00eb, pak nga trishtimi q\u00eb m\u00eb brente\nbrenda, i tregova gjith\u00e7ka… Genci m\u00eb q\u00ebndroi af\u00ebr, m\u00eb tha se m\u00eb kuptonte dhe\nun\u00eb u ndieva shum\u00eb af\u00ebr tij. Kur e pa sa e brisht\u00eb isha n\u00eb at\u00eb moment, ai m\u00eb\nftoi t\u00eb shkonim n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga hotelet q\u00eb ishin aty pran\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Nuk mund t\u00eb shkosh n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb\ngjendje, – m\u00eb tha. – Shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb hotel sa t\u00eb qet\u00ebsohesh. Mos ma merr p\u00ebr keq,\nnuk kam asnj\u00eb q\u00ebllim tjet\u00ebr ndaj teje…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb pranova dhe, si\u00e7 mund ta merrni me mend,\nne at\u00eb dit\u00eb b\u00ebm\u00eb dashuri. At\u00eb nat\u00eb e lajm\u00ebrova Arjanin se do t\u00eb flija nga mami,\npasi nuk e shihja dot n\u00eb sy pas asaj q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb, por m\u00eb e keqja qe se nuk e\nlash\u00eb me kaq, por dit\u00eb pas dite u lidha m\u00eb shum\u00eb me shokun tim t\u00eb klas\u00ebs, deri\ndit\u00ebn kur Arjani e m\u00ebsoi dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi divorcin. Me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, nuk isha\ne bindur se e doja Gencin, por ndarja me Arjanin besova se do t\u00eb m\u00eb leht\u00ebsonte.\nN\u00eb fakt, nuk ndodhi k\u00ebshtu. Pas divorcit nisa t\u00eb ndihesha gjithmon\u00eb e m\u00eb keq,\nnisa t\u00eb ndieja gjithmon\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb mall p\u00ebr Arjanin, ndon\u00ebse lidhjen me Gencin\ne vazhdova… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tani, ju do t\u00eb pyesni se pse po e tregoj k\u00ebt\u00eb\nhistori. Po e tregoj sepse sapo m\u00ebsova se Genci po m\u00eb tradhton me dik\u00eb tjet\u00ebr\ndhe nuk di me k\u00eb t\u00eb zem\u00ebrohem m\u00eb shum\u00eb, me at\u00eb apo me veten? Besoj se ky \u00ebsht\u00eb\nhara\u00e7i q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb paguaj p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb vet\u00eb, ndaj… thjesht po vuaj dhe\nasgj\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Ju lutem, mos b\u00ebni edhe ju si un\u00eb, pasi do t\u00eb vij\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb\ndo ta p\u00ebsoni edhe vet\u00eb nj\u00ebsoj e ndoshta m\u00eb keq… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Redaksi e dashur, dua t\u2019ju tregoj nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb, edhe pse m\u00eb dhemb shum\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb rri pa e ndar\u00eb me ju. M\u00eb sakt\u00eb, po e b\u00ebj k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr ta shp\u00ebrndar\u00eb sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb mesazhin q\u00eb kam p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi: Kurr\u00eb mos b\u00ebni di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb donit t\u2019jua b\u00ebnin juve. Un\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22527,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22701","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22701","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22701"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22701\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22527"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22701"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22701"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22701"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}