T\u0451 dashur lexues, historia ime \u0451sht\u0451 pak e pazakont\u0451,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
prandaj edhe vendosa ta shkruaja e n\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 m\u0451nyr\u0451 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
t\u0451 tregoj se jeta \u0451sht\u0451 shum\u0451 e ndryshme p\u00ebr \u00e7do njeri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 fakt, t\u0451 gjith\u0451ve ju ka mbetur peng ndonj\u0451 dashuri e shkoll\u0451s s\u0451 mesme dhe nuk ju hiqet nga mendja. Ashtu si ju t\u0451 gjith\u0451, kur isha e re shum\u0451 e re, un\u00eb dashurova nj\u0451 shok klase. Ai ishte djali m\u0451 i bukur i klas\u0451s son\u0451 dhe pa frik\u0451 mund t\u0451 them, i gjith\u0451 shkoll\u0451s. E doja shum\u0451; isha e fiksuar pas tij. Me th\u0451n\u0451 t\u0451 v\u0451rtet\u0451n, ai ishte m\u0451 i pash\u0451m se un\u0451, por ky kishte qen\u0451 q\u0451llimi im; t\u0451 gjeja t\u0451 dashurin m\u0451 t\u0451 bukur, sidomos m\u0451 t\u0451 bukur se ai i vajz\u0451s s\u0451 tezes. K\u00ebto gj\u0451ra kishim at\u0451here n\u0451 mendje. Ishim t\u0451 vogla e ashtu mendonim.At\u0451her\u0451 kur sapo un\u0451 e ai ishim lidhur, ai u largua p\u0451r n\u0451 Itali ashtu si gjith\u0451 rinia e asaj kohe. Un\u0451 jetoja me maman\u0451 dhe sapo mbarova shkoll\u0451n, m\u0451 ofruan shum\u0451 raste p\u0451r martes\u0451, por un\u0451 nuk mund t\u0451 pranoja asnj\u0451 sepse askush nga pretedent\u0451t nuk i afrohej sadopak atij. Koha po kalonte dhe un\u0451 nuk vendosa p\u0451r t\u2019u martuar, por m\u0451 duhej nj\u0451 i dashur. N\u0451na ishte shum\u0451 e m\u0451rzitur me mua dhe gjente \u201cdh\u0451ndur\u0451\u201d p\u0451r t\u0451 m\u0451 hequr qafe. Un\u0451 ia kisha b\u0451r\u0451 t\u0451 qart\u0451 q\u0451 nuk do t\u0451 martohesha, por ajo nuk d\u0451gjonte. Motra m\u0451 e vog\u0451l u martua dhe shkoi jasht\u0451 shtetit, ku u sistemua mir\u0451. N\u0451na donte vet\u0451m t\u0451 m\u0451 hiqte qafe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe un\u0451 nuk ndenja\npa gj\u0451, vendosa t\u0451 kisha nj\u0451 t\u0451 dashur me t\u0451 cilin u njoha n\u0451 pun\u0451. Ishte njeri\nshum\u0451 i mir\u0451, por mua nuk m\u0451 p\u0451lqente edhe aq. Isha lidhur vet\u0451m q\u0451 t\u0451 rehatoja\nmaman\u0451 time e cila donte vet\u0451m q\u0451 t\u0451 martohesha. Ai nuk kishte sht\u0451pi, k\u0451shtu q\u0451\nna u desh t\u0451 jetonim me maman\u0451 time. Ai sillej shum\u0451 mir\u0451 me ne t\u0451 dyja n\u0451\nfillim, mir\u0451po ngaq\u0451 un\u0451 nuk e doja dhe ai kuptonte k\u0451t\u0451, m\u0451 k\u0451rkoi t\u0451 b\u0451nim\nf\u0451mij\u0451. Por, a ishte ai i duhuri? Jo. Nuk mund t\u0451 b\u0451ja f\u0451mij\u0451 me nj\u0451 burr\u0451 q\u0451\nnuk ishte i zoti as t\u0451 jetonte m\u0451 vete e jo me vjehrr\u0451n. Ai mendonte se po\nb\u0451nim f\u0451mij\u0451, por un\u0451 fshehtas pija ila\u00e7et p\u0451r t\u0451 mos mbetur shtatz\u0451n\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erdhi nj\u0451 koh\u0451 kur\nai filloi t\u0451 pinte e u b\u0451 i paduruesh\u0451m. I thash\u0451 mamas\u0451 se nuk jetohej m\u0451 me\nt\u0451, por ajo ishte kund\u0451r ndarjes dhe mendonte se detyrimisht duhej ta \u00e7oja\njet\u0451n me t\u0451 deri n\u0451 fund. Me shum\u0451 pak\u0451naq\u0451si t\u0451 mamas\u0451 e ndava dhe i dhash\u0451\nultimatum q\u0451 t\u0451 mos m\u0451 dilte m\u0451 p\u0451rpara. Ai mezi kishte pritur t\u0451 ndahej nga un\u00eb\ndhe iku pa asnj\u0451 fjal\u0451. P\u0451rs\u0451ri mbeta barr\u0451 p\u0451r n\u0451n\u0451n time. Ajo nuk harronte t\u0451\nma thoshte her\u0451 pas here k\u0451t\u0451. U njoha me nj\u0451 tjet\u0451r burr\u0451. Ai ishte shum\u0451\nndryshe nga i pari. Ishte i shkath\u0451t dhe, kryesorja, kishte sht\u0451pi, pra, e\nkishte v\u0451n\u0451 jet\u00ebn n\u00eb vij\u00eb, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 u shp\u0451rngula tek ai. Mamaja tashm\u0451 ishte e\nk\u0451naqur, edhe pse un\u0451 kisha thyer \u201crregullat e familjes\u201d. Mir\u0451po edhe ai s\u2019m\u0451\ndukej burri i duhur t\u0451 b\u0451ja f\u0451mij\u0451. Ai kishte qen\u0451 m\u0451 par\u0451 i martuar dhe kishte\ntre f\u0451mij\u0451 me gruan e par\u0451, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 nuk isha e sigurt\u00eb se ai nuk do t\u00eb na\nlinte edhe neve si ata. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe pse\nbashk\u0451jetoja me t\u0451, nuk isha e vendosur p\u0451r f\u0451mij\u0451. Ai nuk e kishte problem\nsepse tashm\u0451 i kishte f\u0451mij\u0451t me gruan tjet\u0451r, pavar\u0451sisht se shpesh m\u0451 thoshte\nse kishte d\u0451shir\u0451 t\u0451 b\u0451nte nj\u0451 f\u0451mij\u0451 me mua. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fati m\u0451 b\u0451ri t\u0451\ntakohem me dashurin\u0451 e par\u0451, at\u0451 t\u0451 shkoll\u0451s, q\u0451 ju p\u0451rmenda n\u0451 fillim. Edhe\npse kishin kaluar shum\u0451 vite, ai ishte po ai bukurosh i shkoll\u0451s s\u0451 mesme. Ndjenjat\nm\u0451 kujtuan menj\u0451her\u0451 se sa shum\u0451 e kisha dashur. Ai jetonte n\u0451 Itali dhe\nrast\u0451sia na kishte bashkuar n\u0451 nj\u0451 restorant, ku un\u0451 po drekoja me nj\u0451 shoqe. Atij\ni kishte vdekur e \u0451ma dhe po fliste me pronarin p\u0451r t\u0451 b\u0451r\u0451 pritjet p\u0451r\nnjer\u0451zit q\u0451 do t\u0451 merrnin pjes\u0451 n\u0451 funeral. Ai m\u0451 njohu i pari dhe nuk hezitoi\naspak t\u0451 m\u0451 takonte e t\u0451 m\u0451 shtr\u00ebngonte n\u0451 krah\u0451. Ndoshta e kishte marr\u0451 malli ose\nishte i m\u0451rzitur p\u0451r n\u0451n\u0451n e tij e po k\u0451naqej q\u0451 syri i pa nj\u0451 njeri t\u0451 njohur.\nNd\u0451rruam numrat e telefonit dhe i thash\u0451 se do t\u0451 shkoja n\u0451 varrimin e n\u0451n\u0451s s\u0451\ntij. Ashtu b\u0451ra. Atje pash\u0451 se ai ishte i martuar dhe kishte dy f\u0451mij\u0451, dy\nvajza shum\u0451 t\u0451 bukura, nj\u0451ra prej t\u00eb cilave i kishte ngjar\u0451 plot\u00ebsisht atij. M\u0451\nerdhi pak keq, por p\u00ebrbrenda isha shum\u0451 e k\u0451naqur q\u0451 e kisha takuar. Shkova n\u0451\nsht\u0451pi dhe nuk i tregova asgj\u0451 burrit, jo se ai \u0451sht\u0451 xheloz, por sepse nuk\npash\u0451 asnj\u0451 shpres\u0451 se do ta takoja p\u0451rs\u0451ri. Dit\u0451t n\u0451 vazhdim s\u2019m\u0451 hiqej mendja\nnga ai, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 i telefonova vet\u0451 e para. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451dita! Si je?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451 \u2013 tha ai. –\nKush jeni, ju lutem?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Oh, m\u0451 fal q\u0451 nuk\nu prezantova. Monda jam! Mora t\u0451 t\u0451 pyes si je sepse at\u0451 dit\u0451 m\u2019u duke shum\u0451 i\nm\u0451rzitur n\u0451 funeral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Shum\u0451\nfaleminderit! E \u00e7moj shum\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 telefonat\u0451. Un\u0451 jam mir\u0451, madje jam k\u0451tu af\u0451r\nish- shkoll\u0451s son\u0451. Po pate koh\u0451, hajde t\u0451 pim\u0451 nj\u0451 kafe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po, kam koh\u0451. Ja,\npo vij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe pse kisha\npun\u0451, mezi prita t\u0451 mbyllja telefonin e t\u0451 shkoja ta takoja. Po pija kafe me t\u0451\ndhe mendoja se pse nuk i kisha dashur dy burrat q\u0451 kisha patur pas tij, kur n\u00eb mendje\nm\u0451 erdhi nj\u0451 mendim: \u201cKy \u0451sht\u0451 njeriu q\u0451 duhet t\u0451 jet\u0451 babai i f\u0451mij\u0451s sim!\u201d. Por,\nsi do t\u2019ia arrija k\u0451saj, kur ai ishte i martuar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shkova n\u0451 sht\u0451pi\ndhe n\u0451 mendje m\u0451 vinte vet\u0451m se si do t\u0451 realizoja at\u0451 q\u0451 mendova, kur t\u0451\nnes\u0451rmen ai m\u0451 mori vet\u0451 dhe m\u0451 k\u0451rkoi t\u0451 dilnim p\u0451rs\u0451ri. Edhe pse ishte i\nmartuar, un\u0451 kisha disa avantazhe. Isha shum\u0451 n\u0451 form\u0451, sepse akoma nuk kisha\nlindur f\u0451mij\u0451, isha e dashuruar \u00e7mendurisht pas tij dhe isha m\u0451 e bukur se\ngruaja e tij. Pra, kisha shanse. N\u0451 takim pash\u0451 se edhe ai ishte gati p\u0451r mua. Nuk\ne zgjata shum\u0451 dhe iu dhash\u0451 menj\u0451her\u0451. Ai ishte shum\u0451 i mir\u0451; i p\u0451rsosur! E\ng\u0451njeva se merrja ila\u00e7e p\u0451r t\u0451 mos ngelur shtatz\u0451n\u0451. Pas takimit t\u0451 par\u0451 shkova\nn\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe isha shum\u0451 e qet\u0451. Burri nuk kuptoi asgj\u0451. Pas dy dit\u0451sh, ai m\u0451\nmori n\u0451 telefon dhe m\u0451 tha se donte t\u0451 takoheshin edhe nj\u0451 her\u0451 sepse do t\u0451\nkthehej n\u0451 Itali. Nuk hezitova p\u0451r asnj\u0451 moment. Pas pune, e mora menj\u0451her\u0451 n\u0451\ntelefon dhe lam\u0451 nj\u0451 vend takimi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai duhej t\u0451 kthehej\nsepse i kishte mbaruar leja. U k\u0451naq\u0451m shum\u0451 bashk\u0451 dhe ai, gjat\u0451 gjith\u0451 koh\u0451s,\nm\u0451 tregonte se si m\u0451 kishte menduar gjithmon\u0451 dhe ndjenjat p\u0451r mua nuk kishin\nndryshuar, edhe pse ishte martuar. Pas takimit, shkova n\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe burri p\u0451rs\u0451ri\nnuk zbuloi gj\u0451. Sa mir\u0451!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0451 nes\u0451rmen ai m\u0451\nmori n\u0451 telefon dhe tha se ishte n\u0451 aeroport e po priste t\u0451 hipte n\u0451 avion. U\nm\u0451rzita, por e kisha ditur q\u00eb k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb ndodhte… Pas nj\u0451 muaji m\u0451sova se\nkisha ngelur shtatz\u0451n\u0451. Isha shum\u0451 e k\u0451naqur. E kisha pritur me padurim k\u0451t\u0451\ndit\u0451 dhe ja, m\u0451 n\u0451 fund, ajo erdhi. Tashm\u0451, kisha nj\u0451 problem. Do t\u2019i thoja\nburit se f\u0451mij\u0451n nuk e kisha me t\u0451, apo thjesht ta manipuloja situat\u0451n e t\u2019i\nthosha se kisha mbetur aksidentalisht, sepse kisha harruar t\u0451 pija ila\u00e7et? Un\u0451\nnuk jam tip q\u0451 mashtroj njeri, prandaj m\u0451 duhej t\u2019ia thoja dhe ashtu b\u0451ra. I\nthash\u0451 se e kisha tradhtuar dhe f\u0451mija nuk ishte i tiji. Ai u b\u0451 si i xhindosur\ndhe m\u0451 q\u0451lloi dy-tre her\u0451 aq fort sa gati m\u0451 ra t\u0451 fik\u0451t. Pasi e mora veten,\nb\u0451ra gati rrobat dhe u largova nga sht\u0451pia e tij. Un\u0451 kisha dashur vet\u0451 ta b\u0451ja\nf\u0451mij\u0451n me nj\u0451 tjet\u0451r njeri, kisha zgjedhur njeriun e duhur, prandaj nuk isha penduar.\nGjithashtu, vendosa t\u0451 mos i tregoja t\u0451 dashurit q\u0451 kisha nj\u0451 f\u0451mij\u0451 me t\u0451. Ai\nkishte nj\u0451 familje dhe nuk ishte mir\u0451 q\u0451 un\u0451 tani ta prishja at\u0451 familje. Asnj\u00ebher\u0451\nnuk m\u0451 kishin b\u0451r\u0451 p\u0451rshtypje grat\u0451 q\u0451 i rrisnin f\u0451mij\u0451t vet\u0451m dhe nuk kisha\npse t\u0451 kthehesha te mamaja, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 mora nj\u0451 sht\u0451pi me qira dhe njoftova\nmaman\u0451 p\u0451r at\u0451 q\u0451 m\u0451 kishte ndodhur. Ia mbylla telefonin para se ajo ta merrte\nveten nga lajmi q\u0451 i dhash\u0451 dhe t\u0451 fillonte t\u0451 m\u0451 b\u0451nte moral. P\u0451r nj\u0451 koh\u0451,\nnuk fol\u0451m bashk\u0451. Pak para lindjes, ajo erdhi n\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe m\u0451 tha se do t\u0451\nishte pran\u0451 meje kur un\u0451 t\u0451 lindja. E kisha ndier munges\u0451n e saj. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Linda djalin dhe,\nt\u0451 them t\u0451 drejt\u0451n, kjo ishte dita m\u0451 e lumtur e jet\u0451s sime. Mamaja dhe motra\nq\u0451 kishte ardhur nga jasht\u0451 ishin pran\u0451 meje. Edhe pse nuk kisha nj\u0451 mashkull\naf\u0451r, nuk ndjeva ndonj\u0451 munges\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E rrita djalin tim\nme forcat e mia, si\u00e7 thuhet n\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 rast. Vjet, n\u0451 ver\u0451 m\u0451 ra telefoni dhe\npash\u0451 se ishte nj\u0451 num\u0451r Italie. Ishte babai i f\u0451mij\u0451s sim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Nes\u0451r do t\u0451 jem\nn\u0451 Shqip\u0451ri. B\u0451soj se mund t\u0451 jesh e lir\u0451 ndonj\u0451 nga k\u0451to dit\u0451 e mund t\u0451\ntakohemi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sigurisht. – iu\np\u0451rgjigja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas dy dit\u0451sh, ai\nm\u0451 mori dhe u takuam. Na kishte marr\u0451 malli t\u0451 dyve. Ai u habit kur mori vesh q\u00eb\n isha ndar\u0451 dhe nuk e p\u0451rmbajti veten kur\nmori vesh se kisha nj\u0451 djal\u0451 dy vje\u00e7.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po pse u ndave,\nkur u b\u0451re me f\u0451mij\u0451?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ashtu u b\u0451! – i\nthash\u0451 shkurt. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai e kuptoi se nuk\ndoja ta zgjasja dhe nuk e vazhdoi m\u0451 tej. Ai n\u0451 fakt nuk b\u0451ri llogari se sa\nvje\u00e7 \u0451sht\u0451 djali e t\u0451 kuptonte se ishte djali i tij, i cili i mungonte shum\u0451, sepse\nkishte dy vajza. Shpesh n\u0451 bised\u0451 e shprehte se do ta kishte dashur shum\u0451 nj\u0451\ndjal\u0451, por koha do ta tregoj\u0451 se si do t\u0451 rrjedhin ngjarjet. Un\u0451, p\u0451r momentin,\nndjehem shum\u0451 mir\u0451. B\u0451ra at\u0451 q\u0451 desha. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u0451 dashur lexues, historia ime \u0451sht\u0451 pak e pazakont\u0451, prandaj edhe vendosa ta shkruaja e n\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 m\u0451nyr\u0451 t\u0451 tregoj se jeta \u0451sht\u0451 shum\u0451 e ndryshme p\u00ebr \u00e7do njeri. N\u0451 fakt, t\u0451 gjith\u0451ve ju ka mbetur peng ndonj\u0451 dashuri e shkoll\u0451s s\u0451 mesme dhe nuk ju hiqet nga mendja. Ashtu si ju t\u0451 gjith\u0451, kur […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22309,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[2106],"class_list":["post-22463","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-historia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22463","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22463"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22463\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22309"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22463"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22463"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22463"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}