Un\u00eb q\u00eb ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb person i njohur, nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb ju e shihni thuajse p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u00eb ekranet tuaja televizive, <\/p>\n\n\n\n
ndaj mendoj se e kuptoni dhe e respektoni d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbetur anonime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb kam lindur n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vog\u00ebl dhe gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb adoleshenc\u00ebs sime kisha vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb vija n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb dhe t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha e njohur. Vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb kam punuar e m\u00ebsuar gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime, p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur synimet q\u00eb i kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb vetes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sapo mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme u transferova n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb dhe u p\u00ebrpoqa me mish\ne me shpirt q\u00eb t\u00eb gjeja pun\u00eb si gazetare. Dhe ia dola. Nisa pun\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb\ntelevizion t\u00eb vog\u00ebl si gazetare, p\u00ebr t\u2019u b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb pas spikere. Asgj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto\nnuk ishte e leht\u00eb, pasi un\u00eb vazhdoja edhe shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb, por realizimi i \u00ebndrr\u00ebs\nsime m\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur. E megjithat\u00eb, prova me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do t\u00eb p\u00ebrballesha\npas k\u00ebsaj arritjeje ishte akoma m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Emocionet q\u00eb kisha kur dola p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb ekran qen\u00eb t\u00eb pap\u00ebrshkrueshme,\npor un\u00eb mendoja se gjithsesi, ia kisha dal\u00eb mban\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb thoshin q\u00eb\nekrani m\u00eb nxirrte m\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb nga \u00e7\u2019isha, ndaj dhe nisa t\u00eb luftoja me gjith\u00eb\nforcat e mia q\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebsohesha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duke qen\u00eb se nuk kisha as familjen time k\u00ebtu dhe isha vet\u00ebm, mora nj\u00eb\nvendim q\u00eb do t\u00eb rrezikonte seriozisht t\u00ebr\u00eb qenien time: Do t\u00eb dob\u00ebsohesha me\n\u00e7do kusht. Ushqimi ishte e vetmja gj\u00eb ku un\u00eb mund t\u00eb ushtroja kufizime, ndaj\nnisa menj\u00ebher\u00eb dietat. E pata t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsohesha me to fillimisht, ama pasi\ni fillova, nuk mund t\u2019i ndalja m\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Brenda dy vjet\u00ebsh pata nj\u00eb r\u00ebnie drastike n\u00eb pesh\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb haja vet\u00ebm pak\nfruta p\u00ebr m\u00ebngjes dhe drek\u00eb, si dhe domate e kastraveca p\u00ebr dark\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur m\u00eb n\u00eb fund zbulova se mund t\u00eb vishja edhe rrobat q\u00eb shiteshin n\u00eb\ndyqanet e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve u lumturova pa mas\u00eb, pa e menduar se t\u00eb gjitha ato q\u00eb b\u00ebja kishin\nefektet e tyre an\u00ebsore. N\u00eb radh\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, gjat\u00eb asaj periudhe un\u00eb isha nevrike\ndhe shum\u00eb e dob\u00ebt fizikisht. Nuk doja q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit t\u00eb m\u00eb shihnin apo t\u00eb m\u00eb\npreknin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mendova q\u00eb gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e mir\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb ishte t\u00eb pozoja si\nmodele dhe k\u00ebshtu b\u00ebra. Pagova nj\u00eb fotograf dhe b\u00ebra disa poza nudo, vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr\nt\u00eb rritur egon dhe k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsin\u00eb time, por kur shkova p\u00ebr t\u00eb marr\u00eb fotot dhe pash\u00eb\ntrupin tim, u tmerrova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk e di p\u00ebrse, por t\u00eb pasmet m\u2019u duk\u00ebn super t\u00eb m\u00ebdha, nd\u00ebrsa pjes\u00ebt e\ntjera t\u00eb trupit, shum\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosha. E gjitha kjo m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb ndiqja edhe t\u00eb\ntjera dieta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fatkeq\u00ebsisht, askush nuk e dinte se un\u00eb rrija pa ngr\u00ebn\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb mos r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb\nsy, kur isha n\u00eb pun\u00eb blija sandui\u00e7e, por i gjith\u00eb ky ushqim p\u00ebrfundonte n\u00eb\nplehra dhe asnj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb stomakun tim. Gjat\u00eb asaj kohe pija edhe shum\u00eb stimulant\u00eb,\np\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur energjin\u00eb e mjaftueshme gjat\u00eb dit\u00ebs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por, pak nga pak familja ime nisi ta kuptonte se di\u00e7ka nuk shkonte tek un\u00eb.\nAta ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar nga fakti q\u00eb, sa her\u00eb q\u00eb shkoja p\u00ebr t\u2019i takuar, isha\nakoma m\u00eb e dob\u00ebt se her\u00ebt e tjera dhe nuk haja pothuajse fare. Kulmi arriti nj\u00eb\ndit\u00eb, kur teksa po lahesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, rash\u00eb n\u00eb dysheme pa ndjenja dhe p\u00ebrplasa\nr\u00ebnd\u00eb kok\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta ai ka qen\u00eb momenti kur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb e kuptova seriozisht n\u00eb \u00e7\u2019gjendje\nndodhesha. Kur u p\u00ebrmenda nisa t\u00eb mendoja se \u00e7far\u00eb dreqin po i b\u00ebja vetes sime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shkova n\u00eb spital, por infermierja u inatos me mua pasi po i harxhoja koh\u00eb.\nAjo m\u00eb q\u00eblloi me nj\u00eb shpull\u00eb dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebrtiti, duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cPash Zotin, shko n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe ha nj\u00eb pjat\u00eb makarona!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E kuptoja q\u00eb ishte e r\u00ebnd\u00eb, por nuk isha e zonja ta ndaloja. Nj\u00eb nga\nefektet m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnda q\u00eb kishte mbajtja e diet\u00ebs ishte edhe fakti q\u00eb mua m\u2019u nd\u00ebrpren\u00eb\nperiodat p\u00ebr pes\u00eb vjet dhe rrezikoja q\u00eb t\u00eb mos kisha mund\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb.\nPor as kjo nuk m\u00eb dukej nj\u00eb arsye e mjaftueshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb hequr dor\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shp\u00ebtimi im erdhi shum\u00eb natyrsh\u00ebm. Ju betohem q\u00eb nuk mora asnj\u00eb ila\u00e7.\nFillimisht takova nj\u00eb psikolog, i cili m\u00eb m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb kisha vler\u00ebsim n\u00eb vetvete.\nAi m\u00eb ndihmoi t\u2019u jepja shum\u00eb gj\u00ebrave kuptime t\u00eb tjera. Pik\u00ebrisht gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj\nkohe u njoha edhe me bashk\u00ebshortin tim aktual. Dashuria e tij, shtatzania dhe\ntakimet q\u00eb kisha me psikologun, q\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmuan t\u00eb dilja nga ai terr ku isha\nzhytur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjith\u00ebse tani nuk po kaloj nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb me burrin tim, asnj\u00ebher\u00eb\nnuk do ta harroj at\u00eb q\u00eb ai ka b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Mendoj se kam qen\u00eb v\u00ebrtet me fat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tani jam m\u00eb e sh\u00ebndetshme. E vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb la \u00e7rregullimi im n\u00eb t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb\n\u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb problem permanent me tiroidet. T\u00eb tjerat nuk kan\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shpesh hedh syt\u00eb nga vajza ime dhe se mund t\u00eb kisha shkat\u00ebrruar jet\u00ebn time\ndhe nuk do kisha nj\u00eb qenie t\u00eb mrekullueshme si ajo pran\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tani e di q\u00eb i kam shkuar shum\u00eb af\u00ebr vdekjes, por ashtu si un\u00eb, edhe shum\u00eb\nvajza t\u00eb tjera jan\u00eb n\u00ebn presionin e mediave t\u00eb ndryshme, p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb t\u00eb dob\u00ebta\napo t\u00eb bukura. Dua t\u2019u them atyre se asgj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi p\u00ebrpara sh\u00ebndetit\ntuaj. Mund t\u00eb b\u00ebsh shum\u00eb m\u00ebkate n\u00eb jet\u00eb, por nuk ka m\u00ebkat m\u00eb t\u00eb keq se ai q\u00eb\nb\u00ebjm\u00eb ndaj vetes son\u00eb. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Un\u00eb q\u00eb ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb person i njohur, nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb ju e shihni thuajse p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u00eb ekranet tuaja televizive, ndaj mendoj se e kuptoni dhe e respektoni d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbetur anonime. Un\u00eb kam lindur n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet t\u00eb vog\u00ebl dhe gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb adoleshenc\u00ebs sime kisha vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr: T\u00eb vija n\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22418,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22417","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22417","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22417"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22417\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22418"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22417"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22417"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22417"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}