Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb grua qe sapo kam mbushur tridhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e<\/p>\n\n\n\n
e dua t\u2019ju tregoj historin\u00eb time t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ka pak dit\u00eb q\u00eb e festova tridhjet\u00eb vjetorin dhe me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ia kaluam shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht se nuk mora urimin e atij me t\u00eb cilin kisha vite q\u00eb isha martuar. Ja se pse…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sapo jam kthyer nga\nFranca ku jetova p\u00ebr kat\u00ebr vjet. Para se t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb Franc\u00eb, kisha nj\u00eb dyqan\ntimin me veshje. Dyqani ishte i vog\u00ebl, por kisha kliente q\u00eb blinin gjithmon\u00eb\ntek un\u00eb dhe isha mir\u00eb nga gjenjda ekonomike. Paradite kisha nj\u00eb pun\u00ebtore dhe\npasdite punoja vet\u00eb. Edhe pse isha nj\u00ebzet e gjasht\u00eb vje\u00e7e, fitoja m\u00eb shum\u00eb se\nshum\u00eb gra t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha se un\u00eb dhe q\u00eb i mbanin burrat. E vetmja\ngj\u00eb q\u00eb i shqet\u00ebsonte prind\u00ebrit e mi ishte se nuk isha martuar ende, si shum\u00eb\nmoshatare t\u00eb miat. Kisha patur lidhje, por m\u00eb dukej sikur ishin lidhur p\u00ebr\ninteres, meq\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb dyqan. Shoqja ime e ngusht\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte gjithmon\u00eb se do t\u00eb\nm\u00eb lidhte me v\u00ebllain e saj. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb po, por ajo k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli\nt\u00eb m\u00eb takonte me t\u00eb. Ai jetonte n\u00eb Franc\u00eb dhe ishte 5 vjet m\u00eb i madh se un\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk ia prisha\nshoqes dhe u takuam. Ai ishte nj\u00eb djal\u00eb shum\u00eb i bukur, dukej sikur ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb\ntamam p\u00ebr mua. U takuam dy-tre her\u00eb dhe kur i erdhi koha p\u00ebr t\u00eb ikur, ai m\u00eb\ntha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Un\u00eb kam filluar t\u00eb\nndjej shum\u00eb p\u00ebr ty… Po ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u00cbsht\u00eb akoma\nshpejt… – i thash\u00eb, sepse ashtu ishte. Kishim dal\u00eb pak her\u00eb, t\u00eb cilat nuk\nmund t\u00eb provonin aspak se \u00e7far\u00eb tipash ishim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Dua t\u00eb mos i shk\u00ebpusim\nlidhjet, koha do ta tregoj\u00eb se nuk kemi gabuar, se jemi b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00ebri- tjetrin.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Dakord! – i thash\u00eb,\nm\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr ta hequr qafe. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai, sapo arriti n\u00eb\nFranc\u00eb, m\u00eb \u00e7oi mesazh se kishte\narritur shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. U g\u00ebzova q\u00eb e mbajti fjal\u00ebn. Pastaj, kisha koh\u00eb q\u00eb nuk\nkisha patur t\u00eb dashur dhe se\u00e7 ndjeva di\u00e7ka q\u00eb kisha koh\u00eb pa e ndjer\u00eb. N\u00eb fakt, \u00ebsht\u00eb\nbukur kur ke nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb mendon p\u00ebr ty e t\u00eb kujton. Ia ktheva mesazhin dhe k\u00ebshtu,\nfilluam komunikimin e rregullt. Ashtu krejt padashur fillova t\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr t\u00eb\ndhe u miq\u00ebsuam aq shum\u00eb sa ai erdhi shum\u00eb shpejt n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb dhe pas disa\ntakimesh, vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb lidheshim bashk\u00eb. Ai erdhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte dhe\nprind\u00ebrit e mi e p\u00eblqyen. Ata u g\u00ebzuan shum\u00eb sepse kishin koh\u00eb q\u00eb e d\u00ebshironin\nfejes\u00ebn time. U fejuam dhe ai iku p\u00ebrs\u00ebri. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E ndjeva shum\u00eb\nmunges\u00ebn e tij k\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb bashkoheshim e t\u00eb jetonim bashk\u00eb.\nPuna ishte se si do t\u00eb vepronim, n\u00ebse ai do t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri apo un\u00eb do t\u00eb\nshkoja atje. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin t\u00eb mendimin se nuk mund ta nd\u00ebrroje Franc\u00ebn me\nShqip\u00ebrin\u00eb. M\u00eb mir\u00eb jetohej n\u00eb Franc\u00eb, sigurisht, por un\u00eb tashm\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb\nbiznes dhe nuk kisha pse t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend tjet\u00ebr e t\u00eb rrija pa pun\u00eb, sepse\nedhe shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb nuk e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. Pas shum\u00eb mendimesh, mbeta q\u00eb t\u00eb shkoja\nun\u00eb n\u00eb Franc\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb e p\u00eblqyen vendimin tim. M\u00eb p\u00ebrcoll\u00ebn prind\u00ebrit n\u00eb\naeroport, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb edhe un\u00eb u martova m\u00eb n\u00eb fund. Ai m\u00eb priti n\u00eb aeroport dhe\ndukej shum\u00eb i emocionuar. Edhe un\u00eb ashtu isha. Franca ishte nj\u00eb mrekulli dhe\nmendova se nuk kisha pse t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitesha m\u00eb sepse kisha marr\u00eb vendimin e duhur. Shkuam\nte sht\u00ebpia e tij. Ai kishte ftuar disa njer\u00ebz q\u00eb i njihte dhe disa t\u00eb af\u00ebrm q\u00eb\njetonin atje. \u00c7do gj\u00eb ishte perfekt. N\u00eb\nvazhdim, nga dita n\u00eb dit\u00eb, ne po dashuroheshim edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai ishte shum\u00eb i\nmir\u00eb dhe shum\u00eb xhentil. Un\u00eb merresha me pun\u00ebt e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb dhe kur ai vinte, e\nkishte \u00e7do gj\u00eb gati. Ai ishte m\u00ebsuar\nt\u2019i b\u00ebnte vet\u00eb k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra, prandaj i dukej si nj\u00eb mrekulli dhe m\u00eb donte p\u00ebrher\u00eb\ne m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Pas muajve t\u00eb par\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitesha. Isha m\u00ebsuar n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri\nme pun\u00ebn, me furnizimet, me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb, q\u00eb dilnim nat\u00ebn dhe k\u00ebnqeshim pa fund. Edhe\nme burrin dilnim, por ishte \u00e7do gj\u00eb monotone dhe nuk kishte ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb\ncil\u00ebn t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte malli, si\u00e7 m\u00eb merrte p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb b\u00ebnim me shoqet. Flisja me\nmamin n\u00eb telefon dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb ajo m\u00eb\nthoshte m\u00eb dukej shum\u00eb e bukur. Mami e kishte v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00eb isha e m\u00ebrzitur dhe m\u00eb\ntha nj\u00eb dit\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Zem\u00ebr, \u00ebsht\u00eb koha\nt\u00eb b\u00ebsh nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Nuk do ta ndjesh mallin kur t\u00eb jesh b\u00ebr\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kesh n\u00eb\nduar f\u00ebmij\u00ebn t\u00ebnd. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fakt, kjo ishte\nnj\u00eb ide shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb. N\u00eb dark\u00eb ia thash\u00eb burrit tim, por ai u ngrys menj\u00ebher\u00eb, u\nngrit rr\u00ebmbimthi e doli jasht\u00eb. E mora n\u00eb telefon:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Zem\u00ebr, ku je?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kam pak nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb\neci… – m\u00eb tha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– A je mir\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po, po, mos u\nmerakos! Jam shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai u kthye dhe\nishte qet\u00ebsuar. M\u00eb pa n\u00eb sy dhe m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– M\u00eb fal q\u00eb reagova\nashtu! Kam frik\u00eb se nuk jam gati p\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Zem\u00ebr, m\u00eb trembe!\nF\u00ebmija \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi dhe q\u00eb t\u00eb dy nuk jemi t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl. Jemi tamam n\u00eb koh\u00eb p\u00ebr\nnj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po, zem\u00ebr, m\u00eb fal\nedhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb, u tregova shum\u00eb pa takt – tha ai m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi shum\u00eb fort, ashtu\nsi\u00e7 dinte ai. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebshtu e vendos\u00ebm\ndhe nga dita n\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb prisja shenjat e para t\u00eb shtatzanis\u00eb, por asgj\u00eb nuk po\nndodhte. Erdhi koha kur m\u00eb dol\u00ebn letrat p\u00ebr t\u00eb ardhur n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. Kisha koh\u00eb q\u00eb\nkisha ikur dhe po digjesha nga malli. U k\u00ebnaqa aq shum\u00eb me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, prind\u00ebrit,\nkush\u00ebrinjt\u00eb, shoqet. M\u00eb erdhi keq vet\u00ebm kur kalova nga ish-dyqani im dhe pash\u00eb q\u00eb\ne kishin kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb birrari. M\u2019u kujtuan koh\u00ebt e bukura q\u00eb kisha kaluar aty,\nsa mir\u00eb ndihesha q\u00eb i fitoja vet\u00eb lek\u00ebt dhe nuk kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb mbante burri\ne t\u2019i lutesha atij p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb m\u00eb duheshin. Jo se burri nuk m\u00eb jepte lek\u00eb, por\nkisha shum\u00eb inat kur ia k\u00ebrkoja. Nejse, tashm\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb jet\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Takova edhe\nish-shoqen time, q\u00eb tashm\u00eb e kisha kunat\u00eb dhe u k\u00ebnaq\u00ebm shum\u00eb bashk\u00eb. Duke\nbiseduar, un\u00eb i thash\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Edhe pak dhe do b\u00ebhesh\nhall\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo u ngrys, por\nmenj\u00ebher\u00eb e mori veten. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Je shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Akoma, por s\u00eb\nshpejti…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo buz\u00ebqeshi, por\nm\u2019u duk se nuk i erdhi shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Koha q\u00eb kisha planifikuar t\u00eb kaloja n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri,\niku shpejt, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb un\u00eb u ktheva n\u00eb Franc\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb e kisha mendjen vet\u00ebm t\u00eb b\u00ebja\nsa m\u00eb shpejt f\u00ebmij\u00ebn, mir\u00ebpo kisha disa dyshime edhe pas bised\u00ebs me kunat\u00ebn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u00cbsht\u00eb e \u00e7uditshme\nq\u00eb nuk po mbetem shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. \u2013 i thash\u00eb nj\u00eb pasdite burrit kur ishim ulur n\u00eb\ntryez\u00eb e ai po hante buk\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb po e shoq\u00ebroja. \u2013 Ndoshta duhet t\u2019i\ndrejtohemi ndonj\u00eb doktori. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Shumica e \u00e7fteve nuk b\u00ebjn\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb sapo martohen, \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00eb normale – tha burri. – T\u00eb\npresim edhe pak e pastaj do t\u00eb gjejm\u00eb ndonj\u00eb doktor t\u00eb mir\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u00eb. – i thash\u00eb,\npor kjo bised\u00eb nuk m\u2019u duk shum\u00eb e sinqert\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas nj\u00ebfar\u00eb kohe e\nftova mamin dhe babin t\u00eb vinin e t\u00eb shihnin se ku jetoja. Ata u k\u00ebnaq\u00ebn shum\u00eb\nkur pan\u00eb se sa mir\u00eb ishim sistemuar. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb i thash\u00eb mamit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– M\u00eb duket se di\u00e7ka nuk shkon me burrin tim! \u00cbsht\u00eb e pamundur q\u00eb kemi kaq shum\u00eb koh\u00eb\nbashk\u00eb dhe un\u00eb nuk po mbetem shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po ti e ke pyetur\nat\u00eb? – tha mami e cila nuk e priste nj\u00eb bised\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– I kam th\u00ebn\u00eb, por\nai thot\u00eb q\u00eb kemi koh\u00eb sa t\u00eb duash!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u00eb ka th\u00ebn\u00eb, ju\nt\u00eb rinj jeni, keni koh\u00eb p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– E di, por dhe kur\nfola me kunat\u00ebn, ajo se\u00e7 m\u00eb fshihte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mos b\u00ebj k\u00ebshtu, –\ntha mami. – Mos dysho, sepse dyshimi \u00ebsht\u00eb fund i \u00e7do lidhjeje. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E mbyll\u00ebm bised\u00ebn, por\nun\u00eb nuk ndjehesha e qet\u00eb. Sapo ik\u00ebn prind\u00ebrit e mi, i thash\u00eb burrit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Dua t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash\nt\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, se pse nuk mund t\u00eb mbetem shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai, pasi u mendua\npak, tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– I gjith\u00eb faji \u00ebsht\u00eb\ni motr\u00ebs sime. Ajo, kur m\u00eb tha se do t\u00eb m\u00eb njihte me ty, m\u00eb tha se kishe\npranuar t\u00eb martoheshe me mua edhe pse e dije se un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja f\u00ebmij\u00eb. Un\u00eb\nedhe pak kam p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb lek\u00ebt q\u00eb duhen p\u00ebr far\u00ebzim artificial dhe mendoja se\nti ishe dakord me k\u00ebt\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po pse nuk m\u00eb ke\nth\u00ebn\u00eb gj\u00eb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mendoja se e dije\ndhe nuk kishe qejf t\u00eb flisje p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb kur t\u00eb kisha lek\u00ebt gati, do\nta b\u00ebnim bised\u00ebn. At\u00eb nat\u00eb kur ti m\u00eb fole p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00eb, dola dhe mora motr\u00ebn n\u00eb\ntelefon, por ajo m\u00eb tha se nuk t\u00eb kishte treguar. M\u00eb fal q\u00eb i lash\u00eb pun\u00ebt k\u00ebshtu.\nDuhet t\u00eb ta kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00eb \u00e7do gj\u00eb, por\ne kam shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta pranoj nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk kisha \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb\nthoja. T\u2019i thoja se un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb jet\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, para se t\u00eb njihesha me t\u00eb?\nT\u2019i thoja se m\u00eb kishte fshehur gj\u00ebn\u00eb kryesore? \u00c7far\u00eb t\u2019i thoja? Asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nuk kishte dobi at\u00eb \u00e7ast. Ndenja edhe pak koh\u00eb me t\u00eb q\u00eb, kur t\u00eb ndahesha, njer\u00ebzit t\u00eb mos e\nkuptonin se si isha g\u00ebnjyer dhe k\u00ebshtu, u ndam\u00eb. Dashuria jon\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb e\nbukur, por \u00e7do gj\u00eb e nd\u00ebrtuar mbi g\u00ebnjeshtr\u00ebn, nuk zgjat shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebshtu, un\u00eb u\nktheva n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri! E kam shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb rifilloj, por besoj se do t\u00eb\narrij t\u00eb kem edhe un\u00eb nj\u00eb fillim t\u00eb mbar\u00eb. Ishin disa vite jo t\u00eb k\u00ebqija ato q\u00eb\nkisha jetuar me t\u00eb. Ia kisha kaluar shum\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe ai b\u00ebri shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra p\u00ebr mua,\nprandaj edhe \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo shprehja q\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cJi gjithmon\u00eb vetvetja dhe jo dikush\ntjet\u00ebr\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Njer\u00ebzit nuk kan\u00eb\nnevoj\u00eb t\u00eb g\u00ebnjejn\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbajtur af\u00ebr nj\u00eb njeri. N\u00ebse nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb do, t\u00eb do p\u00ebr\nat\u00eb q\u00eb je. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb grua qe sapo kam mbushur tridhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e e dua t\u2019ju tregoj historin\u00eb time t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb. Ka pak dit\u00eb q\u00eb e festova tridhjet\u00eb vjetorin dhe me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, ia kaluam shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, pavar\u00ebsisht se nuk mora urimin e atij me t\u00eb cilin kisha vite q\u00eb isha martuar. Ja […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21093,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22414","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22414"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22414\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22414"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22414"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}