M\u00eb quajn\u00eb Ana dhe historia ose m\u00ebkati im, le t\u00eb themi, ndoshta do t\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb shije jo t\u00eb mir\u00eb te shum\u00eb lexues, por un\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri do ta tregoj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ndoshta n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dikush mund t\u00eb filloj\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj\u00eb nga kjo histori q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i ndodh\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kisha 6 vjet martes\u00eb me personin q\u00eb kisha zgjedhur vet\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
U dashuruam q\u00eb n\u00eb universitet, por nuk e kisha menduar kurr\u00eb se nj\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb do t\u00eb isha p\u00ebr tim shoq nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr e ftoht\u00eb dhe pa pik\u00eb vlere. Dy vitet e para, p\u00ebr at\u00eb isha femra m\u00eb e dashur, m\u00eb e bukur dhe m\u00eb seksi. Sapo u b\u00ebra me f\u00ebmij\u00eb, edhe pse i ruajta linjat e mia si m\u00eb par\u00eb, marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia jon\u00eb ndryshoi shum\u00eb. Burri im nuk ishte m\u00eb i nj\u00ebjti, nuk m\u00eb donte ashtu si\u00e7 duhet nj\u00eb grua dhe, p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, tregonte nj\u00eb munges\u00eb totale respekti ndaj meje. Kishim shum\u00eb probleme, sidomos n\u00eb krevat. Ai nuk pranonte t\u00eb b\u00ebnte dashuri me mua duke u justifikuar se un\u00eb nuk isha e mir\u00eb n\u00eb krevat, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb deri dje, isha femra m\u00eb e nxeht\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Gjendja u b\u00eb aq e r\u00ebnd\u00eb sa fillova ta besoja edhe un\u00eb se kishte di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk shkonte me mua, q\u00eb ai nuk ndihej i k\u00ebnaqur n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet tona seksuale. Ai arriti deri aty sa filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb tradhtonte dhe n\u00ebse un\u00eb reagoja shum\u00eb keq p\u00ebr sjelljen e tij, menj\u00ebher\u00eb ma vinte fajin mua. E t\u00eb mendosh q\u00eb sajoja lloj-lloj mbr\u00ebmjesh romantike vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb isha femra sensuale e seksi, ashtu si\u00e7 d\u00ebshironte ai. Kishte net\u00eb q\u00eb vija e rraskapitur nga puna, b\u00ebja dark\u00ebn shpejt e shpejt, vija ne gjum\u00eb \u00e7unin dhe filloja t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha gati p\u00ebr tim shoq, pa u \u00e7lodhur fare. Vishja veshjet m\u00eb seksi q\u00eb kisha, praktikoja me t\u00eb lloj-lloj stilesh vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb ai t\u00eb ndihej shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me mua. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb b\u00ebja edhe si kurv\u00eb, vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb ai t\u00eb k\u00ebnaqej n\u00eb krevat me mua. Sillesha n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sa m\u00eb vinte ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebshtir\u00eb me veten sepse isha gati t\u00eb b\u00ebja gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb im shoq t\u00eb ndihej i plot\u00ebsuar n\u00eb at\u00eb an\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb rizgjoja ato emocione q\u00eb kishim vite q\u00eb i kishim humbur, por gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb b\u00ebja ishte e kot\u00eb; atij nuk i zgjohej asnj\u00eb lloj emocioni nga un\u00eb. Ndihesha me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb shum\u00eb keq sepse arriti deri aty sa m\u00eb tha q\u00eb isha kot fare, q\u00eb isha fem\u00ebr e ftoht\u00eb dhe q\u00eb nuk i l\u00ebvizte asnj\u00eb lloj nervi n\u00eb trup edhe n\u00ebse rrija gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn e zhveshur para tij. M\u00eb thoshte lloj-lloj fjal\u00ebsh ofenduese q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb ndihesha femra m\u00eb e sh\u00ebmtuar n\u00eb bot\u00eb dhe aspak t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse. Nuk e keni iden\u00eb sa e r\u00ebnd\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb burri yt, ai q\u00eb do m\u00eb shum\u00eb, t\u00eb thot\u00eb se je femra m\u00eb kot, pa vlera, e sh\u00ebmtuar dhe aspak t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Fillova t\u00eb kisha probleme me veten, qaja gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn dhe e lash\u00eb veten pas dore n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet. Ndihesha e ul\u00ebt dhe e pranova me veten se faji q\u00ebndronte tek un\u00eb sepse k\u00ebshtu ma kishte mbushur mendjen im shoq. Nuk arrija dot t\u2019i besoja fjal\u00ebt ofenduese q\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja nga ai. Shpesh m\u00eb thoshte q\u00eb edhe i neveritesha n\u00eb krevat. U dob\u00ebsova shum\u00eb, nuk haja, nuk dilja m\u00eb p\u00ebr kafe me shoqet, vet\u00ebm punoja dhe u mbylla n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e vun\u00eb re edhe miqt\u00eb e mi m\u00eb t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb q\u00eb ishin \u00e7ift edhe ata. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ata m\u00eb mor\u00ebn me zor n\u00eb kafe dhe m\u00eb detyruan t\u00eb hapesha. Kur ua tregova t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn, ngel\u00ebn t\u00eb shokuar. Ndenj\u00ebm bashk\u00eb disa or\u00eb, duke biseduar. Nga biseda me ta kuptova q\u00eb p\u00ebrve\u00e7se e kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb tim shoq t\u00eb m\u00eb shkelte me k\u00ebmb\u00eb, k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb ia kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb edhe vetes sime. E tmerrshme, si kisha arritur n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gjendje?! Edhe sikur t\u00eb ishte e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ajo q\u00eb pohonte im shoq, nuk ishte aspak e drejt\u00eb q\u00eb ai t\u00eb m\u00eb ulte n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb tradhtonte kaq hapurazi, duke m\u00eb faj\u00ebsuar mua. U nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsova q\u00eb e kisha toleruar shum\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet dhe se ai, gjith\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb vet\u00ebm e vet\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb rrinte vet\u00eb i lir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb tradhtonte kur t\u2019i donte qejfi, duke ma hedhur fajin mua p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb. Im shoq ishte tip shum\u00eb posesiv, mendjemadh dhe egoist. Ai, b\u00ebnte \u00e7\u2019b\u00ebnte e sillej n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte t\u00eb ndiheshe fajtore edhe kur nuk ishe. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00ebkur ishim t\u00eb dashuruar, por n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb nuk i dhash\u00eb shum\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi sepse nuk kishim k\u00ebto probleme q\u00eb kishim tani. Me ndihm\u00ebn e miqve t\u00eb mi dhe t\u00eb reflektimit, m\u00eb lind\u00ebn disa ide n\u00eb kok\u00eb. Un\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja shpesh jasht\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pun\u00ebs dhe n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, do t\u00eb shkonim n\u00eb Itali. Zakonisht, n\u00eb \u00e7do udh\u00ebtim q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb, e kam marr\u00eb burrin tim me vete. Edhe sikur t\u00eb mos doja un\u00eb, ai do vinte se s\u2019b\u00ebn, gjoja p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebruar mua, por n\u00eb fakt vinte sepse i p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte si lider dhe t\u00eb dukej si personi m\u00eb i zgjuar mes shoq\u00ebris\u00eb sime. Kisha nj\u00eb plan n\u00eb kok\u00eb, edhe pse e dija q\u00eb k\u00ebshtu, mund t\u00eb merrte fund marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia jon\u00eb. Isha lodhur tashm\u00eb dhe ndoshta do t\u00eb qe m\u00eb mir\u00eb k\u00ebshtu. Pasi shkuam n\u00eb Itali, dol\u00ebm xhiro si gjithmon\u00eb me tim shoq. E \u00e7ova n\u00eb nj\u00eb bar ku kisha shkuar nj\u00eb her\u00eb vet\u00ebm me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time dhe u arg\u00ebtuam shum\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb bar vinin shum\u00eb burra simpatik\u00eb e kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb shpesh n\u00eb sy n\u00eb at\u00eb vend. Edhe nj\u00eb nga mikeshat e mia m\u00eb t\u00eb ngushta q\u00eb ishte italiane m\u00eb kishte folur shum\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb vend. U ulem n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb dhe aty filloi plani im, i cili jam e sigurt\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u2019ju duket i pabesuesh\u00ebm, por ju betohem q\u00eb ka ndodhur v\u00ebrtet. I kisha marr\u00eb parasysh t\u00eb gjitha rreziqet. At\u00eb dit\u00eb isha rikthyer n\u00eb origjin\u00eb, si i thon\u00eb. Ksha veshur nj\u00eb fustan t\u00eb kuq, u b\u00ebra shum\u00eb seksi dhe kisha filluar ta mbaja s\u00ebrish veten, si\u00e7 isha realisht, por kjo gj\u00eb, si gjithmon\u00eb, tim shoqi s\u2019i kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sy aspak. P\u00ebr at\u00eb tashm\u00eb isha nj\u00eb hi\u00e7 dhe fare e padukshme. N\u00eb nj\u00eb moment, i thash\u00eb tim shoqi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– M\u00eb shkon ky\nfustan? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai qeshi dhe\nm\u00eb tha se un\u00eb, e sh\u00ebmtuar do t\u00eb mbetesha, edhe sikur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb arin e bot\u00ebs t\u00eb\nkisha veshur. At\u00ebhere i thash\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– A e di \u00e7far\u00eb\ndo b\u00ebjm\u00eb? Do v\u00ebm\u00eb bast q\u00eb un\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebj p\u00ebr vete nj\u00eb burr\u00eb n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb lokal. Do ta\ngjej nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u2019i dukem t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse e seksi dhe n\u00eb dark\u00eb do ta sjell te\nhoteli ku q\u00ebndrojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai vazhdoi t\u00eb\nqeshte, me at\u00eb ironin\u00eb e tij t\u00eb zakonshme:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u00c7far\u00eb thua\nmoj Ana? Ti je shum\u00eb larg femr\u00ebs seksi. Kush \u00ebsht\u00eb ai burr\u00eb q\u00eb ta var ty, moj\naman? Tani po q\u00eb ma mbushe mendjen! P\u00ebrpiqu, por lodhesh kot, se s\u2019ke p\u00ebr t\u00eb\ngjetur gj\u00eb, ke mbaruar si fem\u00ebr. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E acaruar nga\nreagimi i tij qesharak, i thash\u00eb: – Me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb e ke k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb thua? At\u00ebhere m\u00eb\nshiko, ama mos b\u00ebj as tentativen m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndalosh apo t\u00eb b\u00ebsh ndonj\u00eb\nsken\u00eb prej burri xheloz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebrgjigjja ime\nmori s\u00ebrish t\u00eb qeshurat e tij, t\u00eb cilat tregonin fare qart\u00eb q\u00eb ai nuk b\u00ebhej\nxheloz p\u00ebr mua dhe i q\u00ebndronte mendimit t\u00eb tij q\u00eb mua s\u2019ma varte njeri. P\u00ebrball\u00eb\ntavolin\u00ebs ton\u00eb ishin dy meshkuj shum\u00eb simpatik\u00eb, q\u00eb i kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00ebkur hyra.\nEdhe pse isha shum\u00eb keq shpirt\u00ebrisht dhe gati p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb, u ngrita nga\ntavolina dhe shkova drejt tyre. U ula n\u00eb mesin e tyre, gjithmon\u00eb duke u k\u00ebrkuar\nme xhentiles\u00eb n\u00ebse mund t\u00eb ulesha me ata. Italian\u00ebt, me at\u00eb sjelljen e tyre tipike,\nshum\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, m\u00eb mir\u00ebprit\u00ebn me buz\u00ebqeshje shum\u00eb dashamir\u00ebse. N\u00eb moment, u\nndjeva tjet\u00ebr njeri sepse vura re interesin q\u00eb treguan p\u00ebr mua. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ju k\u00ebrkoj\nfalje q\u00eb po ju shqet\u00ebsoj, por sapo u zura me tim shoq dhe kisha nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr shoq\u00ebri\ntjet\u00ebr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00ebri nga ata\nm\u2019u drejtua: – Po burri juaj, \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebtu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po,\nsigurisht, \u00ebsht\u00eb ai q\u00eb qesh me ironi n\u00eb fund t\u00eb sallonit dhe q\u00eb po na shikon.\nDua ta nd\u00ebshkoj n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn si m\u00eb ka l\u00ebnduar ai mua. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po si do ta\nnd\u00ebshkosh? – m\u00eb pyeti nj\u00ebri prej tyre. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
U drejtova nga\npersoni q\u00eb foli dhe q\u00eb quhej Serxhio, duke i buz\u00ebqeshur shum\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00eblsisht e duke\nu p\u00ebrkulur, p\u00ebr t\u00eb nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb pah dekolten\u00eb time: – Varet nga ju, n\u00ebse do t\u00eb m\u00eb\nmb\u00ebshtesni. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb dy u habit\u00ebn\nnga p\u00ebrgjigjja ime, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ndihesha si budallaqe dhe e p\u00ebrdal\u00eb,\nama inati dhe d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr hakmarrje ndaj tim shoqi, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb dilja nga vetja\ndhe t\u00eb vazhdoja loj\u00ebn. U tregova q\u00eb p\u00ebr tim shoq un\u00eb isha nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr e ftoht\u00eb\ndhe aspak t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse. Vazhdova rr\u00ebfimin me pak fjal\u00eb, duke ua p\u00ebrshkruar se sa r\u00ebnd\u00eb\nm\u00eb kishte ofenduar, duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se nuk isha e aft\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqja nj\u00eb mashkull.\nT\u00eb dy burrat, pasi m\u00eb d\u00ebgjuan me v\u00ebmendje, m\u2019u drejtuan me sinqeritetin m\u00eb t\u00eb\nmadh, q\u00eb u lexohej n\u00eb sy:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po ju jeni\nnj\u00eb grua shum\u00eb e bukur! Si ka mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb ai sillet n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb me ju? Ai qenka\ni verb\u00ebr! Na thuaj Ana, \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb p\u00ebr ty?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Dua t\u00eb di,\npa ju ardhur keq p\u00ebr mua, n\u00ebse jam v\u00ebrtet t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse p\u00ebr ju. Harrojeni tim shoq\ndhe silluni me mua ashtu si\u00e7 e ndjeni!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb ato momente doja t\u00eb vija v\u00ebrtet n\u00eb prov\u00eb sensualitetin tim, doja t\u00eb provoja n\u00ebse isha e aft\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqja nj\u00eb burr\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 hakmarrjes, doja edhe t\u2019i provoja vetes q\u00eb im shoq nuk kishte t\u00eb drejt\u00eb. Kisha nevoja t\u00eb rifitoja besimin n\u00eb vetvete. Ashtu si\u00e7 isha, n\u00eb mesin e tyre, e zgjata dor\u00ebn n\u00eb mes t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebve t\u00eb nj\u00ebrit prej italian\u00ebve, nd\u00ebrsa dor\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr ma mori italiani tjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb ma puthi dhe ma mbante t\u00eb shtr\u00ebnguar. Nd\u00ebrsa b\u00ebja muhabet, ata m\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelnin dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebnin komplimente, t\u00eb cilat i kisha harruar prej koh\u00ebsh. Fillova t\u00eb ndihesha q\u00eb isha fem\u00ebr dhe fjal\u00ebt e tyre p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel\u00ebse m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb ndihesha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa im shoq tashm\u00eb nuk po qeshte m\u00eb, por kishte filluar t\u00eb nervozohej. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur e vuri re\nq\u00eb biseda jon\u00eb po shkonte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, atij nuk po i besohej q\u00eb un\u00eb arrita n\u00eb\nat\u00eb stad. Un\u00eb b\u00ebja indiferenten ndaj tij, vet\u00ebm i jepja ndonj\u00eb shikim duke\nqeshur dhe n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb sensuale. Atij i kishte ikur gjaku nga fytyra dhe ishte\nb\u00ebr\u00eb dyll i verdh\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa dy italian\u00ebt m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuan q\u00eb t\u2019i shoq\u00ebroja te sht\u00ebpia\ne nj\u00ebrit prej tyre. Edhe pse nuk d\u00ebshiroja ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb, tashm\u00eb isha n\u00eb loj\u00eb\ndhe nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqesha. Doja v\u00ebrtet t\u2019i jepja nj\u00eb m\u00ebsim t\u00eb mir\u00eb tim shoqi.\nDoja q\u00eb ai t\u00eb l\u00ebpinte at\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb kishte p\u00ebshtyr\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kuptonte se \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb\nthot\u00eb ta ofendosh partnerin t\u00ebnd e p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ta tradhtosh ashtu, hapur\nfare. U ngrita nga tavolina dhe u drejtuam p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb jasht\u00eb. N\u00eb ato momente,\nim shoq u ngrit, m\u00eb kapi p\u00ebr krahu me forc\u00eb dhe m\u2019u drejtua me nj\u00eb ton shum\u00eb t\u00eb\nashp\u00ebr duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb nga ajo loj\u00eb e pis\u00ebt q\u00eb kisha nisur. Duke\ni rikujtuar fjal\u00ebt ofenduese q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb her\u00eb pas here, u largova nga ai\npa i th\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. Doja t\u2019ia b\u00ebja t\u00eb ditur q\u00eb un\u00eb isha e aft\u00eb t\u00eb fitoja edhe\nnj\u00eb burr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, por nuk kam dashur ta b\u00ebj sepse e doja tim shoq. Ja q\u00eb ai nuk\nm\u00eb lejoi t\u2019i falja dashuri, p\u00ebrkundrazi, m\u00eb injoronte n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet. N\u00eb\nk\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb m\u00eb kishte \u00e7uar me duart e tij…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hipa n\u00eb makin\u00eb\nme dy miqt\u00eb italian\u00eb dhe u drejtuam p\u00ebr te sht\u00ebpia e nj\u00ebrit prej tyre. Pas\nnesh, vura re q\u00eb im shoq doli me nj\u00eb shpejt\u00ebsi sk\u00ebterr\u00eb dhe mori nj\u00eb taksi duke\nna ndjekur, por italian\u00ebt m\u00eb siguruan q\u00eb ai s\u2019mund t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte m\u00eb asgj\u00eb. Nd\u00ebrsa\npo udh\u00ebtoja me dy t\u00eb panjohurit, fillova t\u00eb kisha frik\u00eb dhe u vura shum\u00eb n\u00eb\nsiklet. Ata e kuptuan k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuan duke m\u00eb siguruar se pa p\u00eblqimin\ntim nuk do t\u00eb ndodhte asgj\u00eb. Qava me d\u00ebnes\u00eb n\u00eb supet e tyre, sepse fillova t\u00eb\nndihesha shum\u00eb keq dhe fajtore p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb po b\u00ebja. Dhe kjo, p\u00ebr faj t\u00eb tim\nshoqi, sepse t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn nuk duhej t\u00eb m\u00eb ofendonte si\u00e7 m\u00eb kishte ofenduar\ngjithnj\u00eb, duke m\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb ndihesha njeri kot dhe pa asnj\u00eb \u00e7ik\u00eb feminilitet. Megjithat\u00eb,\ne kalova at\u00eb situat\u00eb krize me ndihm\u00ebn e miqve italian\u00eb. Shkuam n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe\nata krijuan nj\u00eb atmosfer\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb ngroht\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb e kisha harruar hakmarrjen\nndaj tim shoqi, por doja t\u00eb provoja deri n\u00eb fund at\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb ju thash\u00eb m\u00eb sip\u00ebr,\nn\u00ebse isha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri josh\u00ebse p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mashkull. Ata m\u00eb ofruan ver\u00eb t\u00eb kuqe dhe un\u00eb erdha\npak n\u00eb qejf, edhe n\u00eb saj\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrkujdesjes, p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljeve e fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb tyre t\u00eb ngrohta.\nSipas tyre, un\u00eb isha nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr shum\u00eb seksi, kisha nj\u00eb trup t\u00eb bukur dhe\nt\u00ebrheq\u00ebs. Papritur, u putha me nj\u00ebrin nga ata, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb tjetri po m\u00eb puthte supet.\nT\u00eb dy s\u00eb bashku filluan t\u00eb m\u00eb puthnin nga koka gjer te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt, derisa arrit\u00ebm\nn\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie intime. Ata m\u00eb m\u00ebsuan t\u00eb \u00e7lirohesha dhe t\u00eb ndihesha femra m\u00eb\nseksi dhe josh\u00ebse n\u00eb bot\u00eb. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb e kisha imagjinuar se mund ta t\u00ebrhiqja, por\nq\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja dashuri me dy burra nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh, s\u2019e kisha menduar kurr\u00eb. Ja q\u00eb arrita\nedhe n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb pik\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fillim, kur\nmbaruam, u ndjeva shum\u00eb keq, por m\u00eb pas e kalova shpejt sepse n\u00eb fund t\u00eb fundit,\nn\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre, kisha v\u00ebn\u00eb bast edhe me veten. Pas disa or\u00ebsh, ata m\u00eb\np\u00ebrcoll\u00ebn n\u00eb hotelin ku po rrija me burrin tim. U ngjita lart dhe e gjeta tim\nshoq t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb tap\u00eb. Pa u futur brenda, ai m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi zvarr\u00eb dhe gati sa nuk m\u00eb\nmbyti, por nga ana tjet\u00ebr, qante me d\u00ebnes\u00eb duke e pranuar q\u00eb ishte faji i tij. Edhe\nun\u00eb, ashtu e p\u00ebrlotur si\u00e7 isha, i tregova fill e p\u00ebr pe \u00e7far\u00eb kishte ndodhur\ndhe i thash\u00eb se nuk isha penduar aspak. Nuk dua t\u2019jua p\u00ebrshkruaj me holl\u00ebsi\ndebatet pa fund q\u00eb b\u00ebm\u00eb ato dit\u00eb, por di t\u2019ju them se im shoq u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb m\u00eb\np\u00ebrdhunonte sepse tashm\u00eb kisha filluar t\u2019i dukesha t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse. Duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebja si\nkurvat q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha s\u00ebrish t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse p\u00ebr tim shoq! E tmerrshme! Nuk arrija dot\nta besoja… Ai pinte dhe m\u00eb thoshte se do t\u00eb m\u00eb vriste p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb i kisha\nb\u00ebr\u00eb. Kur erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, i k\u00ebrkova divorcin; nuk e shikoja dot m\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb\nnuk e doja un\u00eb m\u00eb at\u00eb person. P\u00ebr mua s\u2019kishte m\u00eb asnj\u00eb vler\u00eb as ajo \u00e7far\u00eb\nkishte ndodhur n\u00eb Itali. Ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ndaheshim, por e dija se do t\u00eb\nma p\u00ebrmendte gjithmon\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb episod. Pastaj, ujku qimen e nd\u00ebrron, por zakonin s\u2019e\nharron, kot s\u2019e kan\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb shprehje. V\u00ebrtet im shoq b\u00ebnte si i t\u00ebrbuar pas\nmeje, por kjo sepse e pa q\u00eb un\u00eb isha e aft\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqja jo nj\u00eb burr\u00eb, por dy\nburra nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh. Si duket, tim shoqi i p\u00eblqenin femrat q\u00eb flirtonin edhe me\nburra t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, por p\u00ebr mua, aty mori fund, nuk doja ta shikoja m\u00eb me sy, ishte\nnj\u00eb person pa karakter q\u00eb t\u00eb shtynte me duart e tij drejt pisll\u00ebqeve sepse i\ntill\u00eb ishte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb kam shk\u00ebmbyer\nnumrat e telefonit me nj\u00ebrin nga ata italian\u00ebt dhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite, q\u00eb kan\u00eb\nkaluar disa muaj, ai m\u00eb telefonon vazhdimisht dhe m\u00eb ka propozuar p\u00ebr martes\u00eb,\npavar\u00ebsisht asaj \u00e7far\u00eb ndodhi, por tani p\u00ebr tani un\u00eb mendoj vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr djalin\ntim, q\u00eb ta rris me parime t\u00eb sh\u00ebndosha familjare dhe t\u00eb ket\u00eb respekt p\u00ebr femrat…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00eb quajn\u00eb Ana dhe historia ose m\u00ebkati im, le t\u00eb themi, ndoshta do t\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb shije jo t\u00eb mir\u00eb te shum\u00eb lexues, por un\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri do ta tregoj. Ndoshta n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb dikush mund t\u00eb filloj\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj\u00eb nga kjo histori q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i ndodh\u00eb e nj\u00ebjta gj\u00eb. Kisha 6 vjet martes\u00eb me personin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21286,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[245],"class_list":["post-22178","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh","tag-mekat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22178","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22178"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22178\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21286"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22178"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22178"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22178"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}