M\u00eb fal o Zot, pasi kam m\u00ebkatuar dhe pik\u00ebrisht dit\u00ebn q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb dashuri, dit\u00ebn e Sh\u00ebn Valentinit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodhur nuk ia kam th\u00ebn\u00eb akoma t\u00eb dashurit tim dhe nuk besoj se do t\u2019ia them,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
por ky faj m\u00eb r\u00ebndon aq shum\u00eb sa ndjej nevoj\u00ebn t\u00eb flas me dik\u00eb dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb dua ta b\u00ebj me ju. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dit\u00ebn e t\u00eb dashuruarve kisha vendosur ta kaloja me t\u00eb, shoqen time t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb dhe t\u00eb dashurin e saj. Kishim vendosur t\u00eb hanim nj\u00eb drek\u00eb t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt s\u00eb bashku dhe kishim l\u00ebn\u00eb edhe takimin. Un\u00eb dhe shoqja ime u nis\u00ebm t\u00eb parat dhe u tham\u00eb djemve q\u00eb po i prisnim atje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur shkuam atje, duke qen\u00eb se nuk kishte shum\u00eb vende t\u00eb lira u ul\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb\ntavolin\u00eb e cila po zihej nga dy djem. Un\u00eb vrapova dhe u thash\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00c7una, na e lini neve k\u00ebt\u00eb!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ata qesh\u00ebn. Nj\u00ebri prej tyre, nj\u00eb tip i gjat\u00eb e i mbushur nisi t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSi quhesh?\u201d, m\u00eb pyeti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00c7\u2019r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka!\u201d, i thash\u00eb, \u201cju vet\u00ebm na lini tavolin\u00ebn!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ata u larguan, u ul\u00ebn n\u00eb tavolin\u00ebn p\u00ebrball\u00eb dhe nis\u00ebn t\u00eb na shihnin.\nSidomos djali q\u00eb m\u00eb foli m\u00eb shihte ngultas. N\u00eb fillim mundohesha q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i\nngrija syt\u00eb, por ishte e pamundur pasi e kisha p\u00ebrball\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb pas, kur u ngrita p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb di\u00e7ka jasht\u00eb, ai m\u00eb kapi nga krahu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cNuk ma the emrin!\u201d, m\u00eb tha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cZana!\u201d, i thash\u00eb un\u00eb. \u201cU k\u00ebnaqe tani?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cPse nuk vini t\u00eb uleni k\u00ebtu me ne?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSepse po presim t\u00eb dashurit tan\u00eb!\u201d, i thash\u00eb dhe u ktheva s\u00ebrish n\u00eb vendin\ntim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe m\u00eb vinte inat, por edhe kisha nj\u00eb kuriozitet t\u00eb madh p\u00ebr ta par\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, erdhi i dashuri i shoqes sime. Ai u ul p\u00ebrball\u00eb saj dhe nis\u00ebn t\u00eb\nbisedonin. Un\u00eb shihja djalin q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebrball\u00eb, i cili kishte nisur t\u00eb m\u00eb\nfliste nga larg me shenja dhe sinjale. M\u00eb vinte p\u00ebr t\u00eb qeshur, por mundohesha\nt\u00eb mos i bija n\u00eb sy t\u00eb dashurit t\u00eb shoqes, pasi mund t\u2019i tregonte t\u00eb dashurit\ntim q\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb or\u00eb q\u00eb e prisja. E merrja n\u00eb telefon, por ai nuk e ngrinte.\nNis\u00ebn t\u00eb m\u00eb ngriheshin nervat. E mora me dhjet\u00ebra her\u00eb dhe ai vazhdonte t\u00eb mos\ne ngrinte telefonin. Shihja her\u00eb shoqen time, e cila po b\u00ebnte muhabet e qet\u00eb me\nt\u00eb dashurin e saj, her\u00eb djalin q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebrball\u00eb e q\u00eb mundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr\nt\u00eb qeshur dhe inatosesha akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Si kishte mund\u00ebsi q\u00eb Landi ta dreqoste\nedhe k\u00ebt\u00eb dit\u00eb, dit\u00ebn e fest\u00ebs, dit\u00ebn e Sh\u00ebn Valentinit?! Kaloi edhe nj\u00eb or\u00eb\ntjet\u00ebr dhe ai nuk po vinte. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, djali p\u00ebrball\u00eb vazhdonte t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte,\nmadje po m\u00eb tregonte me shenja numrin e tij t\u00eb celularit. M\u00eb vinte edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb\nqeshur edhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb! Un\u00eb duhet t\u00eb isha me t\u00eb dashurin tim n\u00eb ato momente! Pik\u00ebrisht\nnd\u00ebrsa mendoja k\u00ebshtu, ai m\u00eb nisi nj\u00eb mesazh ku m\u00eb thoshte se i kishte dal\u00eb nj\u00eb\npun\u00eb e papritur dhe nuk mund t\u00eb vinte. M\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte ndjes\u00eb dhe m\u00eb thonte se m\u00eb\ndonte shum\u00eb. Aty u nervozova akoma edhe m\u00eb keq. Ngrita kok\u00ebn dhe pash\u00eb q\u00eb edhe\ndjali p\u00ebrball\u00eb e kishte kuptuar nervozizmin tim. Nisi s\u00ebrish t\u00eb m\u00eb vizatonte n\u00eb\naj\u00ebr numrin e tij t\u00eb telefonit. E shkrova dhe i b\u00ebra zile. Ai qeshi dhe m\u00eb\nshkroi nj\u00eb mesazh: \u201cMos u m\u00ebrzit lepurushe! Shihemi m\u00eb von\u00eb!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fjal\u00ebt e tij sikur m\u00eb ngroh\u00ebn. Vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr aq kisha nevoj\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb\nfjal\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl dhe p\u00ebr pak kujdes. I thash\u00eb shoqes sime q\u00eb Landi nuk do t\u00eb\nvinte dhe i k\u00ebrkova q\u00eb t\u00eb largohesha. Ajo n\u00eb fillim u habit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cLandit i kan\u00eb dal\u00eb disa pun\u00eb t\u00eb papritura\u201d, i thash\u00eb, \u201cndaj dhe un\u00eb dua t\u00eb\niki n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, se mbase dalim n\u00eb dark\u00eb, ok? Ju b\u00ebni qejf!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U vesha dhe dola jasht\u00eb. Eca vet\u00ebm pes\u00eb hapa kur d\u00ebgjova der\u00ebn e nj\u00eb makine\nq\u00eb u hap. E dija q\u00eb ishte ai. Qesha dhe ktheva kok\u00ebn. Nuk isha gabuar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHajde\u201d, m\u00eb tha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment hezitova. N\u00eb fakt nuk e dija n\u00ebse doja t\u00eb hipja te makina e\ntij apo jo. Solla nd\u00ebrmend s\u00ebrish t\u00eb dashurin tim dhe mungesa e tij b\u00ebri efekt\ntek un\u00eb. M\u2019u kujtua edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb se si m\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb vet\u00ebm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cShkojm\u00eb!\u201d, i thash\u00eb djalit q\u00eb kisha n\u00eb krah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pasdite u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ndihesha si n\u00eb faj. Celularin e kisha mbyllur,\npor kisha frik\u00eb se mos Landi merrte n\u00eb telefonin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs\nisha me gjak t\u00eb ngrir\u00eb. Ashtu m\u00eb zuri gjumi, pasi isha e lodhur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur u ngrita, mamaja m\u00eb tha se nj\u00eb shoku im kishte marr\u00eb me qindra her\u00eb n\u00eb\ntelefon. Hapa celularin dhe pash\u00eb q\u00eb Landi kishte d\u00ebrguar shum\u00eb mesazhe. M\u00eb von\u00eb\nmblodha forcat dhe i telefonova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai m\u00eb tha q\u00eb i vinte shum\u00eb keq q\u00eb nuk kishte mundur t\u00eb vinte, por mamaja e\ntij kishte pasur nj\u00eb problem me sh\u00ebndetin dhe i ishte dashur ta d\u00ebrgonte n\u00eb\nspital. Ishte akoma atje me t\u00eb. Nuk harroi t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte edhe q\u00eb m\u00eb donte shum\u00eb.\nN\u00eb ato momente m\u2019u neverit vetja ime! Ai kishte pasur maman\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb\nkisha sh\u00ebtitur posht\u00eb e lart me nj\u00eb t\u00eb panjohur. Nisa t\u00eb qaja, por e dija q\u00eb\nishte e kot\u00eb. Asgj\u00eb nuk e fshinte dot at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. Vendosa q\u00eb Landit t\u00eb\nmos i thosha gj\u00eb. Pas dy dit\u00ebsh, kur mamaja e tij u b\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb organizuam t\u00eb dy\nnj\u00eb dark\u00eb romantike, vet\u00ebm ne. U k\u00ebnaqa shum\u00eb! Ndjeva q\u00eb e doja me gjith\u00eb\nshpirt. Her\u00eb pas here m\u00eb dilte p\u00ebrball\u00eb fytyra e djalit t\u00eb asaj dite. Shqet\u00ebsohesha\ndhe b\u00ebhesha gati q\u00eb t\u2019i rr\u00ebfeja gjith\u00e7ka Landit, por kisha frik\u00eb se mos m\u00eb\nlinte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Akoma nuk ia kam th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe nuk besoj se do ta b\u00ebj ama e di q\u00eb ajo ngjarje m\u00eb\nr\u00ebndon shum\u00eb. Sado q\u00eb un\u00eb e quaj di\u00e7ka t\u00eb mbyllur dhe i them vetes q\u00eb nuk do ta\nb\u00ebj m\u00eb, nuk mund t\u2019i shp\u00ebtoj kujtimit t\u00eb asaj dite. Nuk di se sa do t\u00eb vazhdoj\nta ndjej k\u00ebt\u00eb dhimbje, por nj\u00eb gj\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e sigurt\u00eb: Un\u00eb e dua Landin dhe do t\u00eb\nb\u00ebj gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ta pasur pran\u00eb vetes sime p\u00ebrgjithnj\u00eb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00eb fal o Zot, pasi kam m\u00ebkatuar dhe pik\u00ebrisht dit\u00ebn q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb dashuri, dit\u00ebn e Sh\u00ebn Valentinit. K\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodhur nuk ia kam th\u00ebn\u00eb akoma t\u00eb dashurit tim dhe nuk besoj se do t\u2019ia them, por ky faj m\u00eb r\u00ebndon aq shum\u00eb sa ndjej nevoj\u00ebn t\u00eb flas me dik\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":22012,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[245],"class_list":["post-22158","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh","tag-mekat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22158","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22158"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22158\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22012"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22158"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22158"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22158"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}