Tregim Jakup B. GJO\u00c7A<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb jehon\u00eb e larg\u00ebt m\u00eb bu\u00e7iste, sa mezi hapa treta mendimet e nj\u00eb endrre, dhe hapa syt\u00eb, duke kthelluar edhe mendimet n\u00eb zgjimin tim. Alarmi i celularit ul\u00ebriste aq koh\u00eb, sa m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb kuptoja, q\u00eb ishte zilja e zgjimit. Pash\u00eb or\u00ebn. Kishte kaluar 15 minuta nga ora e zgjimit. E mbylla alarmin e celularit, por nuk munda t\u00eb ngrihesha. Pagjum\u00ebsia m\u00eb k\u00ebputi, sa koka ime ra mbi jast\u00ebk, si gjethe peme e rr\u00ebzuar nga flladi i er\u00ebs. Mbylla syt\u00eb, m\u00eb tep\u00ebr t\u00eb kthellohesha, sesa t\u00eb riflija. E kuptova q\u00eb po vonohesha, sa edhe mund t\u00eb humbisja autobuzin, q\u00eb do t\u00eb \u00e7onte tek stacioni i trenit, po nuk gjeta forc\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ohesha. Isha i vdekur nga pagjum\u00ebsia. Nuk kisha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 40 minuta gjum\u00eb. T\u00ebr\u00eb nat\u00ebn kishim biseduar me Eld\u00ebn\u2026 U \u00e7ova dhe ashtu, me ngutje, u lava dhe u vesha e dola nxitimthi, t\u00eb arrija autobuzin\u2026 Jasht\u00eb ishte ende nat\u00eb, bryma kishte shtruar nj\u00eb shtres\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, thua se ishte d\u00ebbor\u00eb\u2026 E ftohta e m\u00ebngjezit, q\u00eb m\u2019u p\u00ebrplas n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb, m\u00eb freskoi. Autobuzin mezi e arrita. U ula n\u00eb ndjenj\u00ebse dhe mbylla syt\u00eb, t\u00eb p\u00ebrfitoja sadopak minuta t\u00eb gjumit t\u00eb humbur\u2026 Ndjeva nj\u00eb t\u00eb shtyr\u00eb n\u00eb sup, sa u drodha. Dikush rrinte mbi kok\u00ebn time. M\u00eb fliste, por un\u00eb nuk e kuptoja gjuh\u00ebn. Pash\u00eb nga dritarja, stacionin e trenit. Autobuzi, ende priste, nd\u00ebrsa pash\u00eb disa udh\u00ebtar\u00eb t\u00eb autobuzit, q\u00eb v\u00ebshtronin mua. Rr\u00ebmbeva \u00e7ant\u00ebn dhe dola nga autobuzi. Ai, q\u00eb m\u00eb shkundi nga dremitja, ishte p\u00ebr\u00e7dodit\u00eb me mua, dhe ndoshta e kuptoi, q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte z\u00ebn\u00eb gjumi, ndaj e mbajti autobuzin dhe m\u00eb foli mua. Edhe treni, at\u00eb m\u00ebngjez kishte ardhur dhe priste n\u00eb stacion\u2026 P\u00ebrshkova vagon\u00ebt, derisa mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb vagonin e par\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb kisha daljen nga stacioni ku do zbrisja, sa m\u00eb af\u00ebr\u2026. N\u00eb vagon kishte vet\u00ebm 4 udh\u00ebtar\u00eb, q\u00eb secili kishte z\u00ebn\u00eb ndenj\u00ebsen e vet. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb dremisnin. Do t\u00eb udh\u00ebtoja mbi 40 minuta, ndaj edhe un\u00eb u ula diku, ku isha vet\u00eb, dhe sa u rehatova, hapa celularin. Elda e kishte jeshile drit\u00ebn e mesengerit. Ndoshta pret mua, ndaj i rash\u00eb ziles. Tani ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb para meje, dhe patjet\u00ebr \u00ebsht\u00eb zgjuar. M\u00eb pret mua. Si \u00e7do m\u00ebngjez, flasim, para se un\u00eb t\u00eb iki. Sot, u vonova, ndaj nuk munda ta marr tek sht\u00ebpia. Elda \u00e7do m\u00ebngjez, m\u00eb hap kamer\u00ebn, m\u00eb puth dhe m\u00eb flet \u00ebndrr\u00ebn q\u00eb pa. Un\u00eb e d\u00ebgjoj dhe qesh. E di, q\u00eb Elda nuk ka par\u00eb asnj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr, por \u00e7do m\u00ebngjez, m\u00eb rr\u00ebf\u00ebn \u00ebndrr\u00ebn e saj, ku bashk\u00eb diku jemi, diku udh\u00ebtojm\u00eb, diku flasim. Elda m\u00eb rr\u00ebfen, q\u00eb un\u00eb e puth I pari, edhe pse ajo nuk do, pastaj, e pushtuar si\u00e7 \u00ebsht\u00eb nga p\u00ebrqafimi im, I dorr\u00ebzohet e bindur puthjes time\u2026 Un\u00eb qesh, duke e d\u00ebgjuar, nganj\u00ebher\u00eb edhe e ngacmoj: \u201cSi t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj, q\u00eb tani \u00e7do nat\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr shikon vet\u00ebm mua?\u201d. \u201cPse, nuk m\u00eb beson?\u201d, \u201cDua t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj, po e di q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ke par\u00eb..\u201d- I them. \u201cSa I keq b\u00ebhesh\u201d, \u201cPse?\u201d- I them\u201d. \u201cQ\u00eb nuk m\u00eb beson, q\u00eb un\u00eb tani t\u00eb shikoj p\u00ebr\u00e7donat\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr\u201d. \u201cPo ti, a m\u00eb shikon tani n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat e tua?\u201d- m\u00eb pyet. \u201cHi\u00e7, edhe pse mendimi im vet\u00ebm ti ka\u201d,- I p\u00ebrgjigjem. \u201cE shikon, q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb do! Po t\u00eb m\u00eb doje, do t\u00eb m\u00eb shikoje n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr. Ti nuk m\u00eb do. Un\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb dua kaq shum\u00eb, t\u00eb shikoj \u00e7do nat\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr\u201d- m\u00eb thot\u00eb me tonin ankues. Un\u00eb qesh, sa Elda zem\u00ebrohet edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb me shp\u00ebrfilljen time, si\u00e7 m\u00eb thot\u00eb\u2026Por edhe ajo nuk u beson fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb saj. Elda nuk u p\u00ebrgjigj thirrjes time n\u00eb messenger. Un\u00eb e fika celularin, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e zgjova\u2026. M\u00ebngjezi erdhi me shi t\u00eb rr\u00ebmbyesh\u00ebm. Ne do t\u00eb punonim n\u00eb fasad\u00eb, madje n\u00eb faqen ku p\u00ebrplasej era e shiut. Pallatin nuk e kishin mbuluar me mushama dhe ne punonim n\u00eb shi, \u00e7do her\u00eb. Visheshim aq shum\u00eb, sa na ngjante vetvetja me kallirin e misrit, i mb\u00ebrthyer me luspat, sa mezi l\u00ebviznim. Puna nuk nd\u00ebrpritej, \u00e7far\u00ebdo moti t\u00eb b\u00ebnte. Un\u00eb nuk e mendoja fare koh\u00ebn, sa nuk e ndjeja as t\u00eb ftohtit, as shiun, vet\u00ebm trupin kisha fizikisht aty. Imagjinata, mendimet e mia rrug\u00ebtonin vet\u00ebm tek ty. Risjillja \u00e7do fjal\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb thoshe, z\u00ebrin t\u00ebnd, n\u00eb kujtes\u00ebn time, ulja t\u00eb qeshur\u00ebn t\u00ebnde n\u00eb syt\u00eb e mia, kaq sa ndjeja se jetoja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb \u00e7astin me ty. Kur u afrua ora e pushimit t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjezit, nga padurimi, zbrita vjedhurazi nga skela e fasad\u00ebs dhe u struka diku n\u00eb nj\u00eb qoshe t\u00eb pallatit, dhe hapa telefonin. Padurimi p\u00ebr Eld\u00ebn m\u00eb trysnonte mendimet\u2026 Elda kishte d\u00ebrguar nj\u00eb mesazh. 5 minuta, pasi un\u00eb I kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb thirrjen e fundit n\u00eb m\u00ebngjez, kur isha te treni.. \u201cTi me paske marre tel…. Ala dhen to akusa agapi dhen xtipise Sti priza itan ixe bataria… Qe ego ithela na se xeretiso to proi Me exis sinithisi eci tora Sagapao poli qe mu lipis omos se sqeftome sinehia qe parigorieme me ti sqepsi oti sindoma tha imaste mazia qe tha se jevome Tha se hortaso jia ligo… Tha ine i arhi mias pragmatiqis sqesis pu tha mas pai sto finale Jiati afto thelo agapi mu NA JERASO MAZI SU ME TO VLEMA QE TO HADHI SU…. 1000 filia su stelno Te dua pa fund…\u201d E ka shkruar si\u00e7 ka qen\u00eb. E p\u00ebrgjumur. Greqisht m\u00eb shum\u00eb, sesa shqip. \u201cTi m\u00eb ke marr\u00eb telefon\u2026Por un\u00eb nuk e d\u00ebgjova, i dashur. Nuk ra zilja. N\u00eb priz\u00eb e kisha, bateri kishte. Dhe un\u00eb doja t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetja n\u00eb m\u00ebngjez. M\u00eb k\u00eb m\u00ebsuar k\u00ebshtu tani. T\u00eb dua shum\u00eb, m\u00eb mungon, ve\u00e7se un\u00eb t\u00eb mendoj vazhdimisht dhe marr me t\u00eb mir\u00eb vetveten, q\u00eb ti m\u00eb mendon dhe s\u00eb shpejti do t\u00eb jemi bashk\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb t\u00eb shijoj. Do t\u00eb jet\u00eb fillimi i nj\u00eb lidhjeve t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, e cila do t\u00eb na \u00e7oj\u00eb n\u00eb finale. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe prandaj dua, i dashuri im, t\u00eb pleq\u00ebrohem bashk\u00eb me ty, me shikimin t\u00ebnd, dhe me p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljet e tua, 1.000 t\u00eb puthura t\u00eb d\u00ebrgoj. T\u00eb dua pa fund\u2026\u201d Un\u00eb e ngacmoja q\u00eb m\u00eb fliste greqisht, por Elda m\u00eb shfaq\u00ebsohej, se kishte harruar shqipen dhe e kishte kaq t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb gjente ato fjal\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillte ndjenjat e saj. \u201cFovame na ta po sta allvanika, afta pou nioso tora jia sena, jiati tha ine ftina\u201d, – m\u00eb thoshte\u2026.(Trembem t\u00eb t\u2019i them n\u00eb shqip ato q\u00eb ndjej p\u00ebr ty, sepse do jen\u00eb t\u00eb thata fjal\u00ebt\u201d. Elda kishte ikur n\u00eb pun\u00eb, por do t\u00eb flisnim bashk\u00eb, n\u00eb mbasdite von\u00eb, kur un\u00eb t\u00eb lija pun\u00ebn. Ishte errur, kur mbaruam orarin e pun\u00ebs. K\u00ebtu, ende punonim me orarin beharor, edhe pse errej 1 or\u00eb m\u00eb shpejt. N\u00eb fasad\u00ebn q\u00eb punonim, vendosnim prozhektor\u00eb dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb b\u00ebhej dit\u00eb. Sa e hapa mesengerin, Elda m\u00eb b\u00ebri thirrje. – Sikur ishe k\u00ebtu, te pragu dhe m\u00eb prisje, e dashur- I thash\u00eb un\u00eb, sa pash\u00eb syt\u00eb e saj. – Kam or\u00eb q\u00eb mezi pres t\u00eb hap\u00ebsh mesengerin. Po nuk t\u00eb shikoj. Err\u00ebsir\u00eb m\u00eb vjen nga ti. – Sapo dola. Jam n\u00eb rrug\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb arritur trenin. Ti si e kalove dit\u00ebn sot? – Duke menduar ti \u00e7do \u00e7ast. – Si m\u00eb mendoje? – Dua t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj. – Nuk t\u00eb vjen z\u00ebri? – Dua t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj. M\u00eb ka marr\u00eb malli shum\u00eb q\u00eb nga mbr\u00ebm\u00eb, q\u00eb fol\u00ebm. – Nga sot, thuaj. N\u00eb 4 t\u00eb m\u00ebngjezit fjet\u00ebm. – Mua m\u00eb duket nj\u00eb vit I t\u00ebr\u00eb, sa or\u00eb nuk shikoj dhe nuk d\u00ebgjoj ti. Dhe nuk duroj dot. – Haaaaa – Pse qesh? Ti nuk m\u00eb mendon k\u00ebshtu? – T\u00eb mendoj kaq, sa nuk ndjej fare, as motin se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebn, dhe koh\u00ebn, sesi ik\u00ebn, sa vjen \u00e7asti q\u00eb flasim bashk\u00eb\u2026 – V\u00ebrtet, m\u00eb mendon? – Ti si thua? – Si t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj? – Haaaa. – E shikon, q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb mendon? Se tani qesh, tallesh dhe nuk m\u00eb thua me fjal\u00eb, sa m\u00eb mendon. Nuk m\u00eb do, sa t\u00eb dua un\u00eb. – Po, pse, dashuria, \u00e7far\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb? Pjep\u00ebr, q\u00eb e peshojm\u00eb? E ndajm\u00eb dhe pastaj krahasojm\u00eb, kush e ka thel\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe, m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl? – Po un\u00eb kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash sa her\u00eb, at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjen p\u00ebr mua. Sa her\u00eb e d\u00ebgjoj, bind edhe vetveten time, q\u00eb ti m\u00eb do shum\u00eb\u2026. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, kisha mb\u00ebrritur n\u00eb stacionin e trenit. Fatmir\u00ebsisht, treni nuk vonoi. Un\u00eb p\u00ebrshkova s\u00ebrish vagon\u00ebt, t\u00eb mb\u00ebrrija n\u00eb vagonin e par\u00eb, sa m\u00eb pran\u00eb daljes. Zura nj\u00eb cep af\u00ebr dritares dhe hapa s\u00ebrish kamer\u00ebn e mesengerit. Nuk kisha asnj\u00eb n\u00eb ndenj\u00ebset p\u00ebrball\u00eb. P\u00ebrve\u00e7se dy veta, q\u00eb rrinin m\u00eb tutje. Por ngaq\u00eb ata nuk e dinin shqipen, un\u00eb flisja, sit \u00eb isha vet\u00ebm. N\u00eb disa vende, interneti shk\u00ebputej, nuk kishte val\u00eb. – Edhe 2 dit\u00eb mbet\u00ebn nga takimi yn\u00eb.- m\u00eb tha Elda. Mezi i num\u00ebroj tani or\u00ebt, deri sa t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj. – Haaaa\u2026. Ke filluar t\u2019i num\u00ebrosh tani n\u00eb or\u00eb dit\u00ebt, q\u00eb na ndajn\u00eb nga takimi yn\u00eb \u2026. – Po. Kam kaq shum\u00eb mall, sa m\u00eb duket e pabesueshme akoma, q\u00eb un\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj. 30 vite ndar\u00eb dhe tani na mbet\u00ebm 47 or\u00eb, akoma. – Akoma \u00e7far\u00eb?- e provokova. – Q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb kem n\u00eb kraharorin tim. – Dhe?… – Do t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel syt\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u2019i puth. – Pastaj, \u00e7far\u00eb?… – Do t\u00eb t\u00eb prek edhe buz\u00ebt e tua. Q\u00eb pastaj, t\u00eb besoj q\u00eb tani je imi. – Si do m\u00eb ndjesh q\u00eb jam yti? Pse, tani, kaq larg, nuk jam yti? – Duke t\u00eb puthur kaq fort, dua t\u00eb bind veten time, q\u00eb t\u00eb kam un\u00eb. – Sa fort do m\u00eb puth\u00ebsh? – Sa t\u00eb ndjej frym\u00ebn t\u00ebnde t\u00eb ushqej\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time. – Dhe, pastaj?…. – Pastaj, dua q\u00eb ti t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00ebsh n\u00eb duar dhe t\u00eb m\u00eb ngresh lart – Ku lart? – Lart, sa t\u00eb ndjej q\u00eb fluturoj\u2026 – Ku do t\u00eb fluturosh? – Dua t\u00eb ndjej fort sht\u00ebngimin t\u00ebnd, e t\u00eb fluturojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb n\u00eb lumturin\u00eb ton\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb lumturi, q\u00eb nuk e jetuam at\u00ebhere. Por q\u00eb do ta jetojm\u00eb tani, bashk\u00eb\u2026. – Sa koh\u00eb? – Sa koh\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb ndjej se jetoj. Po ti?… – Un\u00eb, \u00e7far\u00eb? – \u00c7far\u00eb do m\u00eb b\u00ebsh, kur t\u00eb takohemi p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb? – Do t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj pashaport\u00ebn. T\u00eb di cila je? – Sa i pashpirt q\u00eb je. Pse nuk e beson q\u00eb un\u00eb jam Elda, q\u00eb ti ke dashuruar?…. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tregim Jakup B. GJO\u00c7A Nj\u00eb jehon\u00eb e larg\u00ebt m\u00eb bu\u00e7iste, sa mezi hapa treta mendimet e nj\u00eb endrre, dhe hapa syt\u00eb, duke kthelluar edhe mendimet n\u00eb zgjimin tim. Alarmi i celularit ul\u00ebriste aq koh\u00eb, sa m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb kuptoja, q\u00eb ishte zilja e zgjimit. Pash\u00eb or\u00ebn. Kishte kaluar 15 minuta nga ora e zgjimit. E […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":11687,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22115","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22115","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22115"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22115\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22115"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22115"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22115"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}