P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, miq t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs \u201cIntervista\u201d!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mora guximin t\u00eb shkruaj edhe un\u00eb historin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs sime dhe nj\u00eb fakt q\u00eb nuk e mohoj se po m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb dyshoj shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb jam Ana nga Durr\u00ebsi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Para tre vjet\u00ebsh u njoha me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet hall\u00ebs sime t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. Ajo nd\u00ebrhyri q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb dilja n\u00eb kafe e ta takoja k\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7unin, edhe pse un\u00eb isha e lidhur me nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr dhe ma dinin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb n\u00eb familje… Para tre vjet\u00ebsh, kur isha n\u00eb vitin e fundit t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb mesme isha lidhur me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb q\u00eb punonte me t\u00eb atin af\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebs sime. Un\u00eb mendoja se e doja shum\u00eb dhe isha e bindur q\u00eb ai ndjente p\u00ebr mua. Sa her\u00eb diskutonim pun\u00ebn e shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb lart\u00eb, ky m\u00eb thoshte se s`kishte qejf t\u00eb ikja, pasi vajzat, n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, \u201cdilnin duarsh\u201d nga ndikimi i shoq\u00ebris\u00eb. Un\u00eb kisha filluar t\u00eb mendoja nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhme me t\u00eb dhe i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb mamit e motrave, mir\u00ebpo duket q\u00eb lidhja jon\u00eb nuk po shkonte askund, pasi ai dit\u00eb p\u00ebr dit\u00eb po m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte trupin, gj\u00eb q\u00eb mua s`m\u00eb p\u00eblqente dhe nuk pranoja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ky djali q\u00eb donin t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin\nme mbles\u00ebri, ishte nga Tirana, lindur e rritur aty. Halla ime, para se t\u00eb m\u00eb nxirrte\nn\u00eb kafe, filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb pyeste n\u00ebse kisha di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb sesa muhabet me k\u00ebt\u00eb\ndjalin q\u00eb isha e lidhur. Un\u00eb, n\u00eb fakt, nuk kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb ende asgj\u00eb dhe isha e virgj\u00ebr,\nedhe pse p\u00ebr ta dashur, e doja. Ajo m\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb mal me lajka dhe, si p\u00ebrfundim,\nm\u2019u mbush mendja e dola me k\u00ebt\u00eb djalin. Ai ishte pes\u00eb vjet m\u00eb i madh dhe, q\u00eb n\u00eb\npamje t\u00eb par\u00eb, dukej se ishte djal\u00eb shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb. Pranova t\u00eb fejohesha me t\u00eb\nsepse m\u00eb jepte siguri dhe m\u00eb plot\u00ebsonte, plus q\u00eb familja ime ishte n\u00eb nevoj\u00eb\nedhe ky kishte shum\u00eb mund\u00ebsi t`i ndihmonte. Vendos\u00ebm q\u00eb shpalljen e fejes\u00ebs ta\nb\u00ebnim pas dy jav\u00ebsh. Fola me t\u00eb dashurin tim p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb muhabet, por ai, si f\u00ebmij\u00eb\nq\u00eb ishte, m\u00eb tha: \u201cB\u00ebj si t\u00eb duash\u201d dhe nuk m\u00eb dha fare siguri. Un\u00eb ia b\u00ebra t\u00eb\nqart\u00eb se n\u00ebse nuk vendoste p\u00ebr pak koh\u00eb, nuk do t\u00eb pranoja ta takoja m\u00eb dhe po\nm\u00eb habiste ky reagim i tiji, pasi nj\u00eb njeri q\u00eb t\u00eb do, nuk heq dor\u00eb kaq leht\u00eb\nnga ti; t\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb gatshme te dikush tjet\u00ebr. Ai papritmas u largua nga un\u00eb duke\nnd\u00ebrruar edhe numrin e telefonit, pasi mendoi se doja ta vija p\u00ebrpara p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsis\u00eb.\nFola me disa shoqe t\u00eb miat t\u00eb cilave ai u kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cS`dua t\u00eb merrem me\nfejesa se jam ende i ri\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai iku dhe m\u00eb la nj\u00eb boshll\u00ebk\nshum\u00eb t\u00eb madh t\u00eb cilin e vun\u00eb re shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz t\u00eb af\u00ebrt t\u00eb cil\u00ebt m\u00eb q\u00ebndruan\npran\u00eb. Halla m\u00eb thoshte gjithmon\u00eb q\u00eb ajo mbles\u00ebri do t\u2019i b\u00ebnte shum\u00eb mir\u00eb familjes\ndhe se ai q\u00eb kisha pasur un\u00eb, ishte nj\u00eb njeri parazit, q\u00eb nuk vendoste p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn\ne vet. Edhe un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb bindesha avash-avash se ai nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte dh\u00ebn\u00eb\nkurr\u00eb nj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhme t\u00eb sigurt\u00eb. Djali me t\u00eb cilin u fejova dhe tani \u00ebsht\u00eb burri\nim, m\u00eb trajtoi mrekullisht. P\u00ebr mua ishte sikur t\u00eb jetoja nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr pasi kam\nsh\u00ebtitur vende t\u00eb ndryshme dhe kam p\u00ebrjetuar gj\u00ebra t\u00eb reja p\u00ebr mua. Ishte shum\u00eb\ni dashur dhe m\u00eb hapi zemr\u00ebn q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim sepse kishte karakter shum\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ilt\u00ebr.\nAi m\u00eb tregoi se kishte dashur nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo kjo ishte pak bishtp\u00ebrdredhur\ndhe, si\u00e7 m\u00eb tha ai: \u201cNuk ishte fem\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u2019u futur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u201d. Edhe un\u00eb u ndjeva\nngroht\u00eb n\u00eb muhabet dhe i thash\u00eb q\u00eb kisha pasur nj\u00eb lidhje p\u00ebrpara, duke ia\nshpjeguar q\u00eb me at\u00eb djal\u00eb, m\u00eb shum\u00eb kishim folur n\u00eb telefon. Ai m\u00eb tha se nuk i\ninteresonte dhe se ishte i lumtur q\u00eb kishte gjetur nj\u00eb njeri si un\u00eb, q\u00eb isha 18\nvje\u00e7e, e virgj\u00ebr e me t\u00eb gjitha t\u00eb mirat. U fejuam edhe ka nj\u00eb vit q\u00eb jemi t\u00eb\nmartuar. Kemi vendosur t\u00eb mos b\u00ebjm\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb p\u00ebr momentin pasi \u00ebsht\u00eb her\u00ebt dhe\ndalim e shijojm\u00eb jet\u00ebn. Gj\u00ebja q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb dyshoj pak \u00ebsht\u00eb se ai ka dy-tre\nmuaj q\u00eb, kur vjen n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, e fik telefonin. Kam menduar mos ndoshta flet ose\ntakohet me at\u00eb vajz\u00ebn q\u00eb ka pasur, por nuk kam mundur t\u2019ia shpreh. E kam pyetur\nse pse e fik telefonin dhe m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjur se e shqet\u00ebsojn\u00eb me numra privat\u00eb.\nUn\u00eb nuk kam b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb asnj\u00eb l\u00ebvizje t\u00eb gabuar dhe ruhem shum\u00eb q\u00eb ta mbaj familjen\nsa m\u00eb t\u00eb past\u00ebr nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra. E kam par\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb kam pasur para se t\u00eb fejohem,\npor p\u00ebr at\u00eb njeri ndjej vet\u00ebm urrejtje, asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb. M\u00eb vjen shum\u00eb habi me\nburrin sepse p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb martoheshim, ma linte telefonin me or\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra ose\nnuk e kishte me kod, kurse tani, mesazhet i ka me kod. Nuk e di, por do t\u00eb ndihesha\nshum\u00eb e zhg\u00ebnjyer n\u00ebse do t\u00eb zbuloja se ka ende di\u00e7ka mes tyre. Mua nuk m\u00eb\nmungon asgj\u00eb. Tani, burri po m\u00eb merr edhe patent\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb me makin\u00ebn e tij.\nA thua k\u00ebto t\u00eb jen\u00eb arsye p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb larguar?! A thua ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr hap\u00ebsir\u00eb q\u00eb\nt\u00eb takoj\u00eb at\u00eb?! Kam shum\u00eb m\u00ebdyshje n\u00eb mendje, edhe pse nuk dua t\u2019ia shpreh\nsepse rrezikoj t\u00eb shkat\u00ebrroj \u00e7do gj\u00eb t\u00eb bukur mes nesh, sepse ai nuk m\u00eb ka\npyetur kurr\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb… \u00c7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj? T\u2019i tregoj p\u00ebr dyshimet e mia? Ju q\u00eb po\ne lexoni k\u00ebt\u00eb histori, ju lutem, m\u00eb ktheni nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje, miq t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs \u201cIntervista\u201d! Mora guximin t\u00eb shkruaj edhe un\u00eb historin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs sime dhe nj\u00eb fakt q\u00eb nuk e mohoj se po m\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb dyshoj shum\u00eb. Un\u00eb jam Ana nga Durr\u00ebsi. Para tre vjet\u00ebsh u njoha me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet hall\u00ebs sime t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. Ajo nd\u00ebrhyri q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb dilja n\u00eb kafe […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21093,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-22087","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22087","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22087"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22087\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21093"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22087"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22087"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22087"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}