Ka disa muaj q\u00eb kam nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7mendur p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruar njer\u00ebz, mir\u00ebpo ajo q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, nuk falet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb jam Moza dhe jetoj n\u00eb nj\u00eb provinc\u00eb t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Mesme. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fati deshi q\u00eb edhe pse jam 32 vje\u00e7e, t\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me v\u00ebllain, n\u00ebn\u00ebn dhe babain e vjet\u00ebr. Ka disa muaj q\u00eb u stresova shum\u00eb, pasi shoqja ime e ngusht\u00eb m\u2019u martua n\u00eb Itali dhe un\u00eb ngela e vetme. Rrija gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn e mbyllur me n\u00ebn\u00ebn dhe, meq\u00eb ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e vjet\u00ebr, m\u00eb r\u00ebndonte me fjal\u00eb nga m\u00eb t\u00eb ndryshmet. M\u00eb thoshte: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po si m\u00eb\nngele n\u00eb der\u00eb, bij\u00eb e n\u00ebn\u00ebs? Ti i ke gjith\u00eb t\u00eb mirat, asgj\u00eb nuk t\u00eb mungon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb\nm\u00eb l\u00ebndonin tej mase dhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb moment, nuk mund t\u2019i duroja m\u00eb, ndaj fillova t\u00eb\nshfryja nervat e mia te njer\u00ebzit e af\u00ebrm. V\u00ebllai im ishte i martuar dhe kunata\nm\u00eb respektonte shum\u00eb e m\u00eb kishte q\u00ebndruar shum\u00eb af\u00ebr gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs. Un\u00eb\nkisha ndar\u00eb me t\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra, madje edhe sekrete. Edhe ajo m\u00eb ishte shprehur p\u00ebr\nshum\u00eb shqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb vetat. N\u00eb at\u00eb periudh\u00eb isha aq e stresuar saq\u00eb nuk dija se\n\u00e7far\u00eb flisja dhe p\u00ebr fjal\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, m\u00eb plasnin t\u00eb qarat. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, gjat\u00eb\nnj\u00eb debati me v\u00ebllain, kunata nd\u00ebrhyri dhe, q\u00eb nga ai moment, un\u00eb e mora shum\u00eb\ninat. Nuk e di se pse m\u00eb ndodhi ashtu, por realisht, nuk doja ta shikoja me sy,\naq shum\u00eb kisha filluar ta urreja. Vrisja mendjen se si do t\u00eb merrja hak ndaj\nsaj, derisa nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, duke par\u00eb nj\u00eb telenovel\u00eb, m\u00eb erdhi nj\u00eb ide…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo\ntelefonin e kishte me kontrat\u00eb dhe un\u00eb e dija q\u00eb te puna e ngacmonte dikush. V\u00ebllai\nim nuk e dinte k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb muajit, n\u00eb dit\u00ebt kur i vinte fatura, un\u00eb e pyeta\nn\u00ebse kishte qejf t\u00eb shkonte t\u00eb rrinte tek e \u00ebma. E dija q\u00eb do pranonte, pasi v\u00ebllai\nnuk e linte t\u00eb shkonte e pashoq\u00ebruar atje. U vesh\u00ebm, u b\u00ebm\u00eb gati dhe u nis\u00ebm.\nKur ik\u00ebm atje, i thash\u00eb: \u201cPo deshe rri ca dit\u00eb, pasi i them un\u00eb v\u00ebllait q\u00eb t\u00eb\nkam dh\u00ebn\u00eb leje\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ika n\u00eb\nsht\u00ebpi gjith\u00eb qejf sepse tashm\u00eb, planin p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb sherr e kisha gati n\u00eb p\u00ebrfundim.\nU ula tek oborri dhe prita faturat. Dikur, erdh\u00ebn. I mora edhe i kontrollova t\u00eb\ngjith\u00eb numrat. Ajo nj\u00eb her\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb ai q\u00eb e ngacmonte, i telefononte\nme nj\u00eb num\u00ebr Eagle dhe disa her\u00eb, ajo e kishte marr\u00eb n\u00eb telefon, p\u00ebr t\u2019i\nk\u00ebrkuar t\u00eb mos e shet\u00ebsonte m\u00eb. Kur shikova fatur\u00ebn, pash\u00eb q\u00eb kishte shum\u00eb\nthirrje edhe drejt k\u00ebtij numri. Aq desha! Nga qejfi fillova t\u00eb k\u00ebrceja n\u00ebp\u00ebr\nsht\u00ebpi sepse doja t\u00eb hakmerresha, por s\u2019e kisha ditur aspak se \u00e7far\u00eb po b\u00ebja me\njet\u00ebn e dy njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb pafajsh\u00ebm. Prita deri n\u00eb dark\u00eb kur erdhi v\u00ebllai dhe i thash\u00eb\nq\u00eb i kishin ardhur faturat t\u00eb shoqes. M\u00eb tha t\u2019ia lija te lavatri\u00e7ja sepse ai\nkurr\u00eb nuk i kontrollonte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kush e\nka telefonin Eagle nga ne?! – i thash\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj:\n– Asnj\u00eb s\u2019e ka! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kishte\nnj\u00eb num\u00ebr Eagle aty, po se ku e kam par\u00eb, s\u2019e di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb\nmoment, ai ma mori fatur\u00ebn dhe e kontrolloi. E mori numrin dhe n\u00eb syrin tim dhe\nt\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs, i telefonoi. V\u00ebllai nuk foli dhe, kur e hapi nj\u00eb z\u00eb burri, e pyeti se\nkush ishte. Ai i dha emrin e vet dhe pastaj ky ia mbylli. Me siguri q\u00eb e njihte,\npor i b\u00ebnte p\u00ebrshtypje pse t\u00eb fliste me gruan e vet dhe aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, pse kjo e\nkishte marr\u00eb n\u00eb telefon. Mezi priti sa t\u00eb dilte drita dhe iku ta merrte t\u00eb\nshoqen nga e \u00ebma. Kur e solli n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, pa th\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, e futi n\u00eb dhom\u00eb\ndhe e rrahu aq fort sa ul\u00ebrimat e saj d\u00ebgjoheshin deri n\u00eb oborr. Nd\u00ebrhyri n\u00ebna\np\u00ebr t\u2019i ndar\u00eb, por ishte e pamundur. Un\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb se e dija nga i vinte, nuk\nnd\u00ebrhyra se mendova \u201ce rrahu dhe tani jemi barazim\u201d, por nuk kishte qen\u00eb ashtu.\nN\u00eb dark\u00eb, pasi ai kishte shkuar kishte folur me at\u00eb burrin tjet\u00ebr, kishte marr\u00eb\nvendimin p\u00ebr ta ndar\u00eb gruan. Na mblodhi t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve dhe thirri edhe prind\u00ebrit e\nasaj. U ul\u00ebm n\u00eb sallon dhe ai i tha n\u00eb syrin ton\u00eb: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Nuk e\ndi \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb ka munguar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nga un\u00eb, por tradhtin\u00eb nuk ta fal as sot, as\nkurr\u00eb. T\u00eb kam dh\u00ebn\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb ke dashur e ti t\u00eb ma kthesh n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u00eb gjith\u00ebve\nna ra bomb\u00eb ky lajm. Edhe mua, q\u00eb isha meseleja e gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj. Ajo filloi t\u00eb\nqante dhe t\u2019i shpjegonte se ai i ishte v\u00ebn\u00eb mbrapa disa her\u00eb dhe e merrte, por ajo\nkurr\u00eb nuk kishte dashur ta takonte. Edhe pse pata filluar ta merrja inat, e\ndija q\u00eb po thoshte t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn se kisha ndenjur gjat\u00eb me t\u00eb dhe historia q\u00eb\nthoshte ishte po ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb mua disa koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. U m\u00ebrzita shum\u00eb,\npasi v\u00ebllai e kishte marr\u00eb vendimin. Prind\u00ebrit e vet e mor\u00ebn dhe ne i b\u00ebm\u00eb t\u00eb\ngjitha pla\u00e7kat gati. Kur po dilte nga sht\u00ebpia, na p\u00ebrqafoi mua edhe n\u00ebn\u00ebn, por\nun\u00eb nuk pata guximin ta shikoja n\u00eb sy. Nuk mundem as t\u2019jua p\u00ebrshkruaj me fjal\u00eb\nse si jam ndier. Nuk h\u00ebngra buk\u00eb dy net\u00eb rresht, vet\u00ebm duke menduar nj\u00eb\nzgjidhje. Mendoja me veten sa e pacip\u00eb dhe injorante isha treguar duke ndar\u00eb nj\u00eb\n\u00e7ift q\u00eb duheshin. Ndoshta d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi im nuk m\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb shikoja lumturin\u00eb\ne t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve dhe doja t\u2019i shikoja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb, kur erdhi v\u00ebllai\nnga puna, m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u2019i jepja pak uj\u00eb dhe un\u00eb p\u00ebrfitova p\u00ebr t\u2019i folur pak\nbut\u00eb, pasi ato dit\u00eb nuk kishte njeri q\u00eb t\u2019i fliste me goj\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Un\u00eb jam\nshkaktarja e \u00e7do gj\u00ebje! – i thash\u00eb dhe fillova t\u00eb qaja me d\u00ebnes\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai m\u00eb pa\ndhe me mosp\u00ebrfillje, m\u00eb tha: – Un\u00eb e di mir\u00eb q\u00eb ata t\u00eb dy nuk jan\u00eb takuar kurr\u00eb,\npor edhe fakti q\u00eb kan\u00eb folur m\u00eb l\u00ebndon dhe t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj mos t\u00eb nd\u00ebrhysh fare sepse\najo nuk hyn m\u00eb n\u00eb der\u00ebn time!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaq m\u00eb\ntha dhe un\u00eb ndenja aty n\u00eb divan, nuk thash\u00eb m\u00eb asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb. Sa e lig\u00eb isha\ntreguar! Duke dashur t\u00eb b\u00ebja sherr kot, kisha shkat\u00ebrruar martes\u00ebn e v\u00ebllait\ntim. K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk do t\u2019ia fal vetes kurr\u00eb. Tani kemi ngelur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi un\u00eb, n\u00ebna,\nbabai dhe v\u00ebllai, si p\u00ebr gjynah. Jam b\u00ebr\u00eb gjysm\u00eb njeriu dhe nuk kam m\u00eb fytyr\u00eb\nas t\u00eb shkoj ta takoj kunat\u00ebn e t\u2019i them q\u00eb un\u00eb isha shkaktare sepse jam e\nbindur q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb ma falte kurr\u00eb. Pse vall\u00eb u tregova aq e keqe?! Akoma nuk e\nkuptoj si e b\u00ebra di\u00e7ka kaq t\u00eb posht\u00ebr. Ju them t\u00eb gjith\u00eb juve q\u00eb e lexoni k\u00ebt\u00eb\nhistori: Kurr\u00eb mos u b\u00ebni shkaktar\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00ebje, pa e ditur se ku ju nxjerr.\nAt\u00eb q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb un\u00eb, do t\u00eb ma gjykoj\u00eb Zoti!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ka disa muaj q\u00eb kam nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7mendur p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruar njer\u00ebz, mir\u00ebpo ajo q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb muaj m\u00eb par\u00eb, nuk falet. Un\u00eb jam Moza dhe jetoj n\u00eb nj\u00eb provinc\u00eb t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Mesme. Fati deshi q\u00eb edhe pse jam 32 vje\u00e7e, t\u00eb jetoj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me v\u00ebllain, n\u00ebn\u00ebn dhe babain e vjet\u00ebr. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21033,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[245],"class_list":["post-21942","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh","tag-mekat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21942","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21942"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21942\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21033"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21942"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21942"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21942"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}