Dua t`ju rrefej miq t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs di\u00e7ka q\u00eb n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb shqiptare ndodh r\u00ebndom. Un\u00eb q\u00eb ju shkruaj jam G. nga qyteti i Fush\u00eb Kruj\u00ebs. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Para disa vitesh un\u00eb lash\u00eb klas\u00ebn time sepse k\u00ebshtu iu shkrep m\u00ebsuesve t\u00eb mi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aty nuk ndihesha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb pasi shoq\u00ebria dhe as ambienti nuk ishte m\u00eb i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm se n\u00eb klas\u00ebn time, mir\u00ebpo isha i detyruar ngaq\u00eb zyshat m\u00ebrziteshin me shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb ton\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb klas\u00eb dhe pranova t\u00eb kaloj. Lash\u00eb shok\u00ebt e shoqet e klas\u00ebs me t\u00eb cil\u00ebt praktikisht isha rritur dhe nga nj\u00eb kapri\u00e7o e m\u00ebsuesve t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs m\u2019u desh t\u00eb ikja te klasa paralele. Pata shum\u00eb probleme n\u00eb fillim m\u00eb m\u00ebsueset e shkoll\u00ebs pasi ato nuk pranonin q\u00eb t\u00eb jepnin m\u00eb m\u00ebsim p\u00ebr mua, thoshin q\u00eb un\u00eb e kisha t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend, por un\u00eb e kisha rregulluar me drejtorin e shkoll\u00ebs t\u00eb cilin e kisha mik n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe k\u00ebshtu, pas shum\u00eb peripecish q\u00eb kalova, fillova t\u00eb b\u00ebja m\u00ebsim rregullisht. Ngaq\u00eb isha \u00e7un shum\u00eb i l\u00ebvizsh\u00ebm (k\u00ebt\u00eb e pranoj), asnj\u00eb nga klasa nuk m\u00eb afronte. Si duket, para se t\u00eb shkoja un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb klas\u00eb, ata ishin paralajm\u00ebruar q\u00eb t\u00eb mos b\u00ebheshin aleat\u00eb me mua. Ata dilnin e hynin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb bashk\u00eb, por mua as \u201cmir\u00ebm\u00ebngjes\u201d s\u2019m\u00eb thonin. Kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb m\u00ebrziste pak n\u00eb fillim sepse sado q\u00eb kisha shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time n\u00eb klas\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr, prap\u00eb nuk mund ta b\u00ebja korridorin ur\u00eb lidhjeje mes nesh. Me klas\u00ebn dhe shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb takohesha vet\u00ebm n\u00eb pushim t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe flisnim pak se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebhej dhe se sa n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi thoshin zyshat se kishin r\u00ebn\u00eb pa mua atje. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb janari, mbaj mend q\u00eb isha nisur p\u00ebr n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe po binte shum\u00eb shi. At\u00eb dit\u00eb kurr\u00eb s\u2019do ta harroj. Po nxitoja sepse nuk kisha \u00e7ad\u00ebr dhe i b\u00ebja hapat nga nj\u00eb met\u00ebr si e si t\u00eb mos lagesha, kur papritmas d\u00ebgjova nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb bukur q\u00eb m\u00eb thirri n\u00eb em\u00ebr. Ktheva kok\u00ebn me \u00e7udi kur pas meje pash\u00eb E.-n\u00eb nj\u00eb shoqen time t\u00eb klas\u00ebs s\u00eb re. M\u00eb b\u00ebri habi se n\u00eb klas\u00eb ajo nuk m\u00eb fliste fare, \u201cnd\u00ebrsa n\u00eb rrug\u00eb, mendova me vete, pse po m\u00eb th\u00ebrret?!\u201d. Ajo m\u00eb tha me nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Eja se po lagesh n\u00eb shi. Meq\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e kemi\nbashk\u00eb, ikim me \u00e7adr\u00ebn time. Edhe pse \u00ebsht\u00eb gati e thyer, mendoj se do t\u00eb na d\u00ebrgoj\u00eb\nderi n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Qesh\u00ebm t\u00eb dy me k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb tha sepse v\u00ebrtet \u00e7adra\nishte cop\u00eb-cop\u00eb. Ajo ishte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb me t\u00eb gjitha notat dhjeta, por q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte\nedhe kaq e afrueshme, s\u2019e kisha menduar kurr\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ok! – i thash\u00eb dhe i mora \u00e7adr\u00ebn q\u00eb ta mbaja un\u00eb\nse isha pak m\u00eb i gjat\u00eb. Gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs ne nuk fol\u00ebm shum\u00eb, vet\u00ebm fol\u00ebm pak p\u00ebr\nshoqet e shok\u00ebt e klas\u00ebs. Un\u00eb e pyeta p\u00ebrse ata m\u00eb injoronin, por nuk mora p\u00ebrgjigje.\nAjo vet\u00ebm buz\u00ebqeshte ose heshtte. Nuk fliste keq p\u00ebr asnjeri. Vura re q\u00eb ishte\nv\u00ebrtet nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur dhe e dashur. Ik\u00ebm n\u00eb oborr t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb\ngjith\u00eb u habit\u00ebn kur m\u00eb pan\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00e7ad\u00ebr me t\u00eb. At\u00eb dit\u00eb u habita shum\u00eb sepse\nm\u00eb fol\u00ebn t\u00eb gjitha gocat e klas\u00ebs. Edhe un\u00eb i p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta me p\u00ebrzem\u00ebrsi sepse\nnuk jam tip q\u00eb mbaj inat. Gjat\u00eb pushimeve t\u00eb gjata ne filluam t\u00eb flasim p\u00ebrdit\u00eb\ne m\u00eb shum\u00eb me E.-n\u00eb. Ajo m\u00eb impresionoi sepse m\u00eb la t\u00eb kuptoj shum\u00eb dhe m\u00eb\ntregonte \u00e7do gj\u00eb p\u00ebr familjen e hallet e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, pa i ardhur fare turp. Nga\nky sinqeritet, filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb futej shum\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Edhe un\u00eb fillova dita-dit\u00ebs t\u00eb\nhapesha me t\u00eb. Dihet q\u00eb familjet shqiptare kan\u00eb halle e probleme pa fund dhe k\u00ebshtu,\nrruga jon\u00eb e p\u00ebrditshme p\u00ebr n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb b\u00ebhej m\u00eb interesante. Shpesh, ajo m\u00eb\nthoshte: \u201cSa mir\u00eb q\u00eb u takuam dhe fol\u00ebm p\u00ebr tan\u00ebt, se do kishim plasur nga brenda!\u201d\ndhe qeshte, qeshte pa fund nga m\u00ebnyra se si un\u00eb ia tregoja gj\u00ebrat. Si gjith\u00eb\nmoshatar\u00ebt e mi, q\u00eb u lidh\u00ebn dhe filluan t\u00eb krijonin simpati, edhe un\u00eb kisha\nkrijuar tashm\u00eb simpati p\u00ebr E.-n\u00eb dhe kjo dukej qart\u00eb. Vuaja shum\u00eb sepse mendoja\nt`i thoja ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb, por prap\u00eb kisha frik\u00eb mos e humbja dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk e\ndoja absolutisht. E zgjata k\u00ebt\u00eb shoq\u00ebri sepse nuk doja ta prishja me nj\u00eb\npropozim i cili ndoshta nuk b\u00ebhej n\u00eb momentin e duhur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaluam dit\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukura bashk\u00eb me klas\u00ebn e re.\nB\u00ebm\u00eb ekskursione dhe mbr\u00ebmje t\u00eb cilat na afruan edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb dhe treguan q\u00eb un\u00eb,\np\u00ebrve\u00e7se djal\u00eb \u00e7apk\u00ebn, isha edhe shum\u00eb i p\u00ebrkushtuar dhe nuk isha \u201crruga\u00e7\u201d, si\u00e7\nm\u00eb kishin cil\u00ebsuar m\u00ebsueset. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne mbaruam vitin e tret\u00eb, u b\u00ebm\u00eb maturant\u00eb dhe dihet\nq\u00eb maturant\u00ebt fillojn\u00eb t\u2019i kapin ato emocionet e ndarjes. Dashuria ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb\nrritej p\u00ebrdit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo s`mundja n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u2019ia shprehja. Ajo,\np\u00ebr mendimin tim, e kishte kuptuar sadopak, por b\u00ebnte sikur s`donte ta\nkuptonte. N\u00eb fund t\u00eb vitit t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt un\u00eb vendosa dhe ia shpreha t\u00eb gjitha\nndienjat q\u00eb mbaja p\u00ebrbrenda. Kisha duruar shum\u00eb dhe e dija tashm\u00eb q\u00eb me\nmbarimin e shkoll\u00ebs, ajo nuk kishte mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe me siguri\ns\u2019do t\u00eb shiheshim e t\u00eb rrinim si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Pasi i d\u00ebgjoi fjal\u00ebt e mia pa m\u00eb nd\u00ebrprer\u00eb,\najo m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi, por m\u00eb tha se me mua n\u00eb asnj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb s`mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte asnj\u00eb hap\npara. M\u00eb tha q\u00eb isha \u00e7un shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb dhe se do gjeja nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb dashur e m\u00eb\nt\u00eb bukur se ajo. K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb i tha vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb ngush\u00eblluar sepse nuk ekzistonte\np\u00ebr syt\u00eb e mi nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr m\u00eb e mir\u00eb se ajo. M\u00eb dha k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje dhe arsyen e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb\nun\u00eb e kuptova m\u00eb von\u00eb. Kur i k\u00ebrkova pse-n\u00eb, nuk ma tha, por m\u00eb tha vet\u00ebm kaq:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– K\u00ebshtu \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe pik\u00eb! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb pas kuptova \u00e7do gj\u00eb. Ajo, nj\u00eb muaj mbas mbarimit\nt\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs, u martua me nj\u00eb emigrant t\u00eb cilin ia kishte prezantuar familja.\nIshte shum\u00eb m\u00eb i madh se ajo n\u00eb mosh\u00eb dhe ishte e sigurt\u00eb q\u00eb nuk kishin nj\u00eb\nlidhje me ndjenja. Mua, mund t\u00eb them me plot goj\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ngelur pishman\nsepse ishte goc\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnte \u00e7do \u00e7un p\u00ebr vete dhe kjo m\u00ebnyr\u00eb e t\u00eb b\u00ebrit t\u00eb\ngj\u00ebrave nga familja, sinqerisht, ma ka shpifur. Jam shum\u00eb i revoltuar me k\u00ebta\nnjer\u00ebz t\u00eb trash\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebt fatin e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve e vendosin mbi interesa monetare. Un\u00eb\nnuk e di se si e ka jet\u00ebn ajo, n\u00ebse ka lek\u00eb apo n\u00ebse \u00ebsht\u00eb e lumtur atje, por\nmendoj se t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn duhet t\u00eb ishin konsultuar m\u00eb par\u00eb me t\u00eb. Ajo i kishte treguar\nnj\u00eb shoqes s\u00eb vet se mami i saj i kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb ai ka lek\u00eb dhe do t\u2019ua b\u00ebnte\njet\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur, ndaj duhet ta merrte medoemos. Sinqerisht, ju drejtohem ju\nprind\u00ebrve q\u00eb keni f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb rritur, ju p\u00ebrgj\u00ebrohem t\u00eb mos nd\u00ebrhyni n\u00eb jet\u00ebt e\nvendimet e tyre. K\u00ebtu n\u00eb Fush\u00eb Kruj\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb mod\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u2019ia jap\u00ebsh vajz\u00ebn t\u00eb\nparit pasanik q\u00eb t\u00eb vjen n\u00eb der\u00eb, por ju siguroj q\u00eb f\u00ebmija juaj do t\u2019i vuaj\u00eb\npasojat. Ju lutem, mos e b\u00ebni k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sot, un\u00eb po vuaj dhe jam i bindur se po vuan edhe\najo. Ju fal\u00ebnderoj p\u00ebr mund\u00ebsin\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb dhat\u00eb t\u00eb shprehem sepse \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebri q\u00eb\ns\u2019di kujt t\u2019ia shpreh\u2026 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Dua t`ju rrefej miq t\u00eb gazet\u00ebs di\u00e7ka q\u00eb n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb shqiptare ndodh r\u00ebndom. Un\u00eb q\u00eb ju shkruaj jam G. nga qyteti i Fush\u00eb Kruj\u00ebs. Para disa vitesh un\u00eb lash\u00eb klas\u00ebn time sepse k\u00ebshtu iu shkrep m\u00ebsuesve t\u00eb mi. Aty nuk ndihesha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb pasi shoq\u00ebria dhe as ambienti nuk ishte m\u00eb i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm se n\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21924,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[2106],"class_list":["post-21923","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-historia"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21923","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21923"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21923\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21924"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21923"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21923"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21923"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}