Historit\u0451 e njer\u0451zve jan\u0451 t\u0451 ndryshme, por po t`i shikosh mir\u0451, n\u0451 thelb, ngjajn\u00eb shum\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0451 gjitha historit\u0451 n\u0451 vetvete kan\u0451 lumturi, g\u0451njeshtra, tradhti, falje. Edhe historia e jet\u0451s sime, ka shum\u0451 nga k\u0451to gj\u0451ra. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 fillim, historia ime ishte nj\u0451 lumturi e madhe, pastaj filluan g\u0451njeshtrat. Sigurisht, pas g\u0451njeshtrave vjen tradhtia dhe n\u0451 fund, falja ime. Kur flisnim me shoqet, ato t\u0451 gjitha ishin dakord q\u0451 t\u0451 mos falnin asnjeher\u0451, por un\u0451 nuk i afrohesha k\u0451tij mendimi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u0451 jam nj\u0451 grua rreth t\u0451 dyzetave. Kam tre f\u0451mij\u0451.\nJam e martuar prej nj\u0451zet e tre vjet\u0451sh me djalin e \u0451ndrrave t\u0451 mia. Jetonim t\u0451\ndy n\u0451 fshat. I kishim sht\u0451pit\u0451 shum\u0451 af\u0451r dhe prind\u0451rit tan\u0451 njiheshin mir\u0451. Ai\nishte tre vjet m\u0451 i madh se un\u0451. Takoheshim n\u0451p\u0451r ara e n\u0451p\u0451r vende t\u0451 fshehta\nderisa u zbuluam. Familjet tona edhe donin, edhe s`donin t\u0451 lidheshim, sepse\nndjeheshin shum\u0451 t\u0451 af\u0451rt me nj\u0451ri-tjetrin, por pastaj na lejuan t\u0451 martoheshim.\nIshte nj\u0451 lumturi e v\u0451rtet\u0451! Ne e donim shum\u0451 nj\u0451ri-tjetrin. Si fryt i k\u0451saj\ndashurie erdh\u0451n tre f\u0451mij\u0451t tan\u0451. Edhe pse shum\u0451 t\u0451 rinj, ne u b\u0451m\u0451 me f\u0451mij\u0451,\nmir\u0451po asgj\u0451 nuk ndryshoi n\u0451 dashurin\u0451 dhe lumturin\u0451 ton\u0451. Mir\u0451sit\u0451 erdh\u0451n\nnj\u0451ra pas tjetr\u0451s. Ai hapi nj\u0451 biznes dhe gjendja jon\u0451 ekonimike ishte shum\u0451 e\nmir\u0451. K\u0451shtu, nga fshati, u shp\u0451rngul\u0451m n\u0451 qytet. Mor\u0451m nj\u0451 sht\u0451pi t\u0451 bukur dhe\nhap\u0451m nj\u0451 biznes tjet\u0451r. Ishim shum\u0451 mir\u0451. Ai ishte shum\u0451 pun\u0451tor dhe shum\u0451 i\nmir\u0451 me f\u0451mij\u0451t e me mua. \u00c7do gj\u0451 ishte perfekte. Jetonim si n\u0451 p\u0451rralla. Kishim\ngjith\u00eb \u00e7\u2019mund t\u0451 d\u0451shironte nj\u0451 njeri; dashuri, lumturi dhe pasuri. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0451mij\u0451t po rriteshin dhe un\u0451 tani isha m\u0451 e lir\u0451 e\nlodhesha m\u0451 pak. E vetmja gj\u0451 q\u0451 m\u0451 mungonte ishte shkolla. Meqen\u00ebse isha\nmartuar e vog\u0451l dhe isha b\u0451r\u0451 shpejt me f\u0451mij\u0451, nuk e kisha b\u0451r\u0451 universitetin.\nEdhe shkoll\u0451n e mesme e kisha bujq\u0451sore, sepse ashtu ishte at\u0451her\u0451 n\u0451 fshatin\nton\u0451. Nj\u0451 kush\u0451rira ime kishte vazhduar shkoll\u0451n part-time dhe ma mbushi\nmendjen ta b\u0451ja edhe un\u0451. Ashtu b\u0451ra. E dija se burri nuk ma prishte. Edhe pse tani\nisha n\u0451 mosh\u0451 pak t\u0451 madhe, nuk m\u0451 mungonte d\u0451shira p\u0451r t\u0451 m\u0451suar. Fillova\nuniversitetin dhe ndjehesha shum\u0451 mir\u0451, mir\u0451po ne kishim nj\u0451 sht\u0451pi shum\u0451 t\u0451\nmadhe dhe duhet t\u0451 merresha me t\u0451 gjitha, k\u00ebshtu q\u0451 duhet t\u0451 lija pasdore ose\nsht\u0451pin\u0451, ose m\u0451simet. Kjo ishte nj\u0451 gj\u0451 t\u0451 cil\u0451n nuk e p\u0451rballoja dot e vetme.\nNuk isha m\u0451 aq e re sa n\u0451 fillim kur kishim nd\u0451rtuar sht\u0451pin\u0451 ton\u00eb kat\u0451r kat\u0451she.\nIsha 35-vje\u00e7e dhe nuk isha ashtu si para disa viteve. Isha sh\u0451ndoshur pak dhe\nkishin filluar rrudhat e para. N\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb periudh\u00eb, ne vendos\u0451m t\u0451 merrnim nj\u0451\ngrua q\u00eb t\u0451 m\u0451 ndihmonte me pun\u0451t e sht\u0451pis\u0451. N\u0451 fillim e mora t\u0451 punonte nj\u0451\nher\u0451 n\u0451 jav\u0451, por pastaj, kur e besova se ishte grua p\u0451r s\u0451 mbari, e mora tri\nher\u0451 n\u0451 jav\u0451. Ajo ishte 30 vje\u00e7e dhe nuk ishte e martuar, ishte n\u0451 nj\u0451 gjendje\nekonomike shum\u0451 t\u0451 keqe dhe punonte q\u00eb t\u0451 mbante n\u0451n\u0451n e saj t\u0451 s\u0451mur\u0451. N\u00ebn\u00ebn e\nkishte t\u00eb paralizuar dhe i kushtonin shum\u0451 ila\u00e7et. P\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, jetonin n\u0451 nj\u0451\nsht\u0451pi me qira. Un\u0451 e ndihmoja shum\u0451, por edhe ajo ishte shum\u0451 pun\u0451tore. Kujdesej\np\u0451r sht\u0451pin\u0451 dhe p\u0451r f\u0451mij\u0451t. Ishte nj\u0451 vajz\u0451 shum\u0451 e mir\u0451. Ajo sillej mir\u0451 me\nt\u0451 gjith\u0451 dhe kishte sjell\u0451 n\u0451 sht\u0451pi nj\u0451 atmosfer\u0451 shum\u0451 t\u0451 k\u0451ndshme. Un\u0451 tani\nisha m\u0451 e lir\u0451 dhe dilja shpesh. N\u0451 shkoll\u0451 u njoha me shum\u0451 shoqe. Mora nj\u0451\nmakin\u0451 p\u0451r vete dhe shkonim me shoqet kudo p\u0451r dreka e po k\u0451naqesha shum\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E \u00e7uditshme ishte se edhe burri ishte m\u0451 i pranish\u00ebm\nn\u00eb sht\u0451pi. P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb pun\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe n\u0451 biznesin e tij ai rrinte shum\u0451 pak me\nfamiljen, por tashm\u0451 edhe ai kishte filluar t\u0451 rrinte m\u0451 shum\u0451 n\u0451 sht\u0451pi. Ndjehesha\nme fat. Kisha \u00e7do gj\u0451. Gj\u0451rat ecnin sikur nj\u0451 dor\u0451 e fuqishme po kujdesej shum\u0451\np\u0451r mua. N\u0451se m\u0451 p\u00ebrpara kisha dashurin\u0451, lumturin\u0451 e pasurin\u0451, tani k\u0451tyre iu\nshtua edhe shkollimi e miq\u0451sia. Kisha shum\u0451 shoqe. Meqen\u0451se kisha lek\u0451, nuk e\nkisha problem t\u2019i mblidhja shoqet rreth vetes. Tani m\u0451 dukej vetja si ato grat\u0451\ne telenovelave, pasanike t\u0451 m\u0451dha dhe mendoja se si ta shijoja gjith\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 fakt, nj\u0451 shqet\u0451sim e kisha. Ajo ishte mbipesha,\ne cila m\u0451 tregonte m\u0451 t\u0451 madhe n\u0451 mosh\u0451. Isha munduar me dieta t\u0451 ndryshme, por\nnuk kisha arritur asgj\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur mbaruam shkoll\u0451n dhe mor\u0451m diplom\u0451n, u thash\u0451\nshoqeve t\u0451 shkonim n\u0451 Mal t\u0451 Zi. Ia vlente. I thash\u0451 edhe burrit dhe ai ma\nmiratoi menj\u0451her\u0451. U nis\u0451m. Ishte nj\u0451 udh\u0451tim shum\u0451 i bukur. U ktheva n\u0451 sht\u0451pi\ndhe \u00e7do gj\u0451 ishte n\u0451 vendin e vet. Kisha b\u0451r\u0451 zgjedhjen e duhur me k\u0451t\u0451 grua q\u00eb\ne mbante sht\u0451pin\u0451 dhe familjen time sikur t\u0451 isha un\u0451. P\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb lodhjes s\u00eb udh\u0451timit,\njav\u00ebn pas kthimit vendosa t\u0451 mos shkoja n\u0451 shkoll\u0451. Gruaja erdhi si zakonisht\ndhe filloi menj\u0451her\u0451 nga pun\u0451t. Pas pak, erdhi edhe burri im. Ai u habit kur m\u0451\npa n\u0451 sht\u0451pi. Ia shpjegova se kisha qen\u0451 e lodhur e nuk mund t\u0451 shkoja se\nndjehesha pak si e r\u0451nd\u0451. Un\u00eb po rrija n\u0451 krevat duke par\u00eb televizor, por u m\u0451rzita\ndhe mendova t\u0451 dilja n\u0451 oborr p\u00ebr t\u0451 marr\u00eb pak aj\u0451r t\u0451 past\u0451r. Kur po zbrisja\nshkall\u0451t, m`u err\u0451suan syt\u0451 sepse d\u0451gjova burrin tek thoshte:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po pse nuk shkoi kjo n\u0451 shkoll\u0451 sot? Un\u0451 erdha\nme nj\u0451 frym\u0451, se m\u0451 kishte marr\u0451 shum\u0451 malli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– S`ka gj\u0451, zem\u0451r! Ti ik se po mbaroj shpejt pun\u0451t\ndhe takohemi te vendi yn\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 at\u00eb moment, nuk po u besoja syve dhe vesh\u0451ve. Ata\nt\u0451 dy m\u0451 tradhtonin! Ai m\u0451 tradhtonte me gruan q\u0451 kujdesej p\u0451r sht\u0451pin\u0451 dhe\nf\u0451mij\u0451t e mi. Si kishte mund\u0451si q\u0451 nuk e kisha kuptuar? Instiktivisht, u ngjita\nsip\u0451r. Ata t\u0451 dy nuk m\u0451 kishin par\u0451. U futa n\u0451 dhom\u0451 dhe po qaja me ngash\u0451rim. Akoma\nnuk m\u0451 besohej. Pas pak trokiti dera. Ishte burri. B\u0451ra sikur nuk e d\u0451gjova dhe\nai u largua sepse mendoi se isha n\u0451 gjum\u0451. D\u00ebgjova makin\u00ebn e tj t\u00eb largohej. Pas\nfiks nj\u0451 gjys\u0451m ore, dera trokiti p\u0451rs\u0451ri. Ishte ajo. I thash\u0451 se isha e z\u0451n\u0451\ndhe ajo m\u0451 tha se mbaroi pun\u0451 dhe po largohej. Sapo doli ajo, dola dhe un\u0451. Ajo\nhipi n\u0451 urban dhe un\u0451 mora makin\u0451n time. E ndoqa deri te foleja e tyre. Ajo u\nfut n\u0451 nj\u0451 hotel pak n\u0451 periferi, ku ishte parkuar edhe makina e burrit tim. U\nb\u0451ra shum\u0451 keq. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vendosa t\u0451 ndahesha. Shkova n\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe fillova\nt\u0451 b\u0451ja gati valixhet, por u mendova: Ku do t\u0451 shkoja? Do t\u0451 shkoja te prind\u0451rit\ne mi, me tre f\u0451mij\u0451? Nga gjith\u0451 kjo pasuri, asgj\u0451 nuk ishte n\u0451 emrin tim. Shkoll\u0451n\nsapo e kisha mbaruar dhe nuk isha n\u0451 nj\u0451 mosh\u0451 kur mund t\u0451 gjeja leht\u0451sisht nj\u0451\npun\u0451. Si do t\u0451 jetoja? Ndoshta pas ndarjes do t\u2019i humbja t\u0451 gjitha k\u0451to q\u0451\nkisha me t\u0451. Ndryshova mendje dhe vendosa t\u0451 merrja nj\u0451 vendim kur t\u0451\nkthjellohesha. U mendova shum\u0451 at\u0451 dit\u0451. Kur erdhi darka, burri erdhi n\u0451 sht\u0451pi.\nU ul n\u0451 divan af\u0451r meje. Sapo u fut m\u0451 puthi dhe dukej sikur nuk kishte ndodhur\nasgj\u0451. Doja t\u2019ia p\u0451rplasja n\u0451 fytyr\u0451 t\u0451 v\u0451rtet\u0451n, por ngurrova p\u0451rs\u0451ri. Ia kaluam\nnormalisht. U ul\u0451m n\u0451 krevat dhe ai m\u00eb ktheu menj\u0451her\u0451 shpin\u0451n. K\u0451t\u0451 veprim ai\ne kishte b\u0451r\u0451 shpesh, por sot un\u0451 po e kuptoja pse kishte koh\u0451 q\u0451 ne t\u0451 dy i\nkthenim shpin\u0451n nj\u0451ri-tjetrin. As nuk m\u0451 kishte shkuar mendja se m\u0451 tradhtonte.\nAt\u0451 nat\u0451 nuk arrita t\u0451 flija. T\u0451 nes\u0451rmen mora nj\u0451 vendim. Do t\u0451 ndryshoja t\u0451r\u0451sisht!\nU regjistrova n\u0451 palest\u0451r dhe fillova t\u0451 k\u0451rkoja pun\u0451. Ia reduktova dit\u0451t\npastrueses me pretekstin se tani e kisha mbaruar shkoll\u0451n dhe ajo duhet t\u0451\nvinte vet\u0451m nj\u0451 her\u0451 n\u0451 jav\u0451. Burri kishte miq\u0451si dhe m\u0451 gjeti pun\u0451 shpejt n\u0451\nnj\u0451 zyr\u0451 n\u0451 ministri. Nga muaji n\u0451 muaj, me ndihm\u0451n e palestr\u0451s dhe me\nvendosm\u0451rin\u0451 time n\u0451 m\u0451njanimin e ushqimeve t\u0451 d\u0451mshme, arrita nj\u0451 form\u0451 t\u0451\nbukur fizike. Lek\u0451t nuk m\u0451 mungonin, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 bleva shum\u0451 veshje t\u0451 shtrenjta\nt\u0451 cilat m\u0451 rrinin shum\u0451 bukur n\u0451 trupin tashm\u0451 t\u0451 ndryshuar. Puna q\u0451 m\u0451 gjeti\nburrri, ishte ajo q\u0451 m\u0451 duhej. Tani burri im m\u0451 shikonte si nj\u0451 grua tjet\u0451r n\u0451\nkrevat. Isha n\u0451 dipozicionin e tij dhe vet\u0451m p\u0451r t\u0451, gjithmon\u0451. Ai kishte\nfilluar t\u0451 ndjehej shum\u0451 mir\u0451 dhe e priste dark\u0451n me padurim se \u00e7\u2019do t`i ofroja\nun\u0451 n\u0451 krevat. Pra, inatin e shfryt\u0451zova p\u0451r mir\u0451. Un\u0451 e doja burrin tim dhe do\nt\u0451 luftoja deri n\u0451 fund p\u0451r t\u0451. Tashm\u0451, kund\u0451rshtarja ime ishte asgj\u0451 para meje.\nAjo nuk erdhi m\u0451 t\u0451 punonte te ne. M\u0451 mori n\u0451 telefon nj\u0451 dit\u0451 dhe m\u0451 tha se\nkishte gjetur nj\u0451 pun\u0451 tjet\u0451r. Shum\u0451 mir\u0451 b\u0451ri. Ajo kishte p\u0451rfituar nga un\u0451\nsepse isha nj\u0451 grua e ndershme dhe nuk besoja kurr\u0451 se nj\u0451 njeri q\u0451 e fut n\u0451\nsht\u0451pi, do t\u0451 b\u0451nte k\u0451t\u0451 q\u0451 m\u0451 b\u0451ri ajo mua. Edhe burri im, sapo un\u0451 e lash\u00eb veten\npas dore, m\u0451 kishte tradhtuar me t\u0451 par\u0451n fem\u0451r q\u0451 futa n\u0451 sht\u0451pi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u0451t\u0451 nuk ia kam th\u0451n\u0451 kurr\u0451 burrit tim. Edhe sot,\nakoma nuk ia kam th\u0451n\u0451 se un\u0451 e dija se m\u0451 tradhtonte, por edhe pse nuk ia kam\nth\u0451n\u0451 atij, nuk e kam harruar. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do ta gjej nj\u0451 m\u0451nyr\u0451 q\u00eb t\u2019ia b\u0451j t\u0451\nditur se asnj\u0451her\u0451 nuk duhet tradhtuar bashk\u0451shortja. M\u0451nyra m\u0451 e ndershme kur\nnuk t\u0451 p\u0451lqen gruaja jote \u0451sht\u0451 t\u2019ia thuash hapur e t\u0451 dy t\u0451 vendosni ose p\u0451r\ndivorc, ose p\u0451r nj\u0451 zgjidhje tjer\u0451r. Tashm\u0451, ndihem shum\u0451 mir\u0451. I kam t\u0451 gjitha\ndhe sidomos, gj\u0451n\u0451 m\u0451 t\u0451 \u00e7muar, f\u0451mij\u0451t dhe pun\u0451n time t\u0451 mrekullueshme e cila\nm\u0451 kishte munguar kur rrija n\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe kisha harruar veten time. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Historit\u0451 e njer\u0451zve jan\u0451 t\u0451 ndryshme, por po t`i shikosh mir\u0451, n\u0451 thelb, ngjajn\u00eb shum\u00eb. T\u0451 gjitha historit\u0451 n\u0451 vetvete kan\u0451 lumturi, g\u0451njeshtra, tradhti, falje. Edhe historia e jet\u0451s sime, ka shum\u0451 nga k\u0451to gj\u0451ra. N\u0451 fillim, historia ime ishte nj\u0451 lumturi e madhe, pastaj filluan g\u0451njeshtrat. Sigurisht, pas g\u0451njeshtrave vjen tradhtia dhe n\u0451 fund, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21127,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21899","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21899","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21899"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21899\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21127"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21899"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21899"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21899"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}