T\u0451 dashur lexues! Historia ime, n\u0451 t\u0451 v\u0451rtet\u0451, nuk \u0451sht\u0451 nj\u0451 histori dashurie pasionante, ashtu si shumica e historive q\u0451 keni lexuar, por \u0451sht\u0451 edhe m\u0451 e fort\u0451 se dashuria. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0401sht\u0451 historia q\u0451 m\u0451 b\u0451ri t\u0451 ngrihem nga hi\u00e7i, nga hendeku i thell\u0451 ku kisha r\u0451n\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u0451 quhem Maria dhe jam rreth t\u0451 dyzetave. Jam\nbeqare, por kam nj\u0451 lidhje t\u0451 cil\u0451n po e p\u0451rjetoj \u00e7do moment. Kjo lidhje \u0451sht\u0451\ne mrekullueshme, por m\u0451 e r\u0451nd\u0451sishmja e saj \u0451sht\u0451 se si ajo m\u0451 nxori nga\nvarf\u0451ria. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur isha 15 vje\u00e7e, mbeta shtatz\u0451n\u0451 me nj\u0451 shok t\u0451\nlagjes. Isha shum\u0451 e re dhe shum\u0451 e padjall\u0451zuar. Sapo prind\u0451rit e mor\u0451n vesh\nk\u0451t\u0451, m\u0451 \u00e7uan te daja, n\u0451 nj\u0451 fshat t\u0451 larg\u0451t. Atje nuk rrija te sht\u0451pia e\ndaj\u0451s, por te sht\u0451pia e nj\u0451 gruaje q\u0451 nuk lindte f\u0451mij\u0451 dhe f\u0451mij\u0451n tim do ta\nmerrte sapo ta lindja. Ajo jetonte me burrin e saj dhe me vjehrr\u0451n. I kishin t\u0451\ngjitha t\u0451 mirat, p\u0451rve\u00e7 s\u0451 mir\u0451s m\u0451 t\u0451 madhe, f\u0451mij\u0451s. M\u0451 mbanin mir\u0451, por un\u0451\nm\u0451rzitesha shum\u0451, sepse nuk duhet t\u0451 dilja as n\u0451 oborr q\u0451 t\u0451 mos m\u0451 shihnin\nkomshinjt\u0451, pra, gjith\u00e7ka ishte super e fsheht\u0451. Kalova 7-muaj shum\u0451 t\u0451\nm\u0451rzitsh\u0451m sepse kur shkova atje, isha 2-muajshe shtatz\u0451n\u0451, por n\u0451 k\u0451ta shtat\u0451\nmuaj, m\u0451sova shum\u0451 gj\u0451ra. Kryesorja e atyre q\u0451 m\u0451sova ishte mir\u0451sia. N\u00eb at\u00eb\nfamilje, mir\u0451sia kishte nd\u0451rtuar folen\u0451 e saj. Shkonin shum\u0451 mir\u0451 si burri me\ngruan, ashtu edhe vjehrra me nusen. T\u0451 dyja ishin shum\u0451 pun\u0451tore dhe m\u0451 m\u0451suan\nt\u0451 gatuaj, t\u0451 b\u0451j pun\u0451 dore t\u0451 t\u0451 gjitha llojeve, si dhe si t\u0451 b\u0451ja qilima. Pavar\u0451sisht\nk\u0451saj, ata 7 muaj ishin shum\u0451 t\u0451 gjat\u0451, nga m\u0451rzia. Bebja lindi. Ishte vajz\u0451. E\npash\u0451 kur e mb\u0451shtoll\u0451n sapo kishte lindur dhe nuk e pash\u0451 m\u0451. Edhe pse ndenja\nnj\u0451 jav\u0451 pas lindjes derisa mora veten, vajz\u0451n nuk e pash\u0451. Kjo ishte d\u0451shira e\nn\u0451n\u0451s sime, e cila vendoste gjithmon\u0451 p\u0451r mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U ktheva n\u0451 qytetin tim. E kisha marr\u0451 pak veten, por\nndjeja nj\u0451 boshll\u0451k n\u0451 shpirt. N\u0451 familjen time, nuk hapej asnj\u0451her\u0451 kjo bised\u0451.\nNuk kisha me k\u0451 t\u0451 bisedoja e t`i zbrazja shpirtin. Nuk i kishim treguar as\ndjalit q\u0451 m\u0451 la shtatz\u0451n\u0451. N\u0451 shkoll\u0451 nuk u ktheva m\u0451. Kishte kaluar nj\u0451 vit\ndhe prind\u0451rit nuk i dhan\u0451 shum\u0451 r\u0451nd\u0451si shkollimit tim. Djalin q\u0451 m\u0451 la\nshtatz\u0451n\u0451 e shihja rrall\u0451 dhe, sa e her\u0451 e shihja, nd\u0451rroja rrug\u0451. Ai nj\u0451her\u0451\nm\u0451 ndaloi dhe m\u0451 k\u0451rkoi t\u0451 vazhdonim lidhjen, por un\u0451 i thash\u0451 se nuk e doja e\nse kishte qen\u00eb di\u00e7ka kalimtare. Pash\u0451 lot n\u0451 syt\u0451 e tij. Edhe pse t\u0451 vegj\u0451l, ishim\ndashur. Pra, u shk\u0451puta nga shoq\u0451ria. Rrija n\u0451 sht\u0451pi dhe b\u0451ja pun\u0451t. K\u0451shtu\nkalova disa vjet, derisa nj\u0451 dit\u0451 mami m\u0451 tha se m\u0451 kishin k\u0451rkuar p\u0451r martes\u0451.\nIsha 19 vje\u00e7e dhe kjo gj\u0451 pritej. Nuk e kund\u0451rshtoja dot maman\u0451 e as baban\u0451 dhe\nu b\u0451 si donin ata. U fejova dhe u martova me nj\u0451 djal\u0451 nga nj\u0451 familje shum\u0451 e\npasur. Ai n\u0451 fakt ishte simpatik, por un\u0451 nuk ndjeja ndonj\u0451 gj\u0451 p\u0451r t\u0451. Po k\u0451shtu\ndukej edhe ai, sepse edhe p\u0451r at\u0451, kishin vendosur prind\u0451rit. Ai u m\u0451rzit m\u0451\ntep\u0451r kur mori vesh historin\u0451 time, por ai m\u0451 kuptonte dhe ishte njeri shum\u0451 i\nmir\u0451, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 nuk i tregoi askujt. Jeta jon\u0451 bashk\u0451shortore nuk ishte e keqe.\nIa kalonim mir\u0451 dhe p\u00ebr k\u0451t\u0451 na ndihmonte dhe gjendja e mir\u0451 ekonomike, mir\u0451po\nfati nuk po na g\u0451zonte me nj\u0451 f\u0451mij\u0451. Ndoshta f\u0451mija do t\u0451 ishte rregullatori i\nk\u0451saj lidhjeje, por nuk ishte e shkruar. Pas dy vjet martese, mua m\u0451 vdiq n\u0451na.\nU m\u0451rzita shum\u0451, edhe pse ajo nuk m\u0451 kishte afruar kurr\u0451 e nuk kishte m\u0451 kishte\nl\u0451n\u0451 q\u0451 t\u0451 b\u0451ja ato q\u0451 doja un\u0451. Pas vdekjes s\u0451 n\u0451n\u0451s, babai u tret \u00e7do dit\u0451 e\nm\u0451 tep\u0451r nga m\u0451rzia. Gjasht\u00eb muaj pas vdekjes s\u0451 n\u0451n\u0451s, vdiq edhe ai. Un\u0451 e\np\u0451rjetova shum\u0451 vdekjen e n\u0451n\u0451s dhe babait, por edhe m\u0451 shum\u0451 vuaja faktin q\u0451\nnuk mund t\u0451 b\u0451ja m\u0451 f\u0451mij\u0451. Ndoshta ishte mallkimi i f\u00ebmij\u00ebs q\u0451 braktisa. Kishin\nkaluar 5 vjet dhe un\u0451 as po b\u0451ja f\u0451mij\u0451, as punoja, vet\u0451m rrija n\u0451 sht\u0451pi e\nmerresha me gatim e pun\u0451 sht\u0451pie. Burri im, pavar\u0451sisht se n\u0451 fillim m\u0451 kishte\ndashur, tani ishte pak m\u0451 i larguar nga un\u0451. Nuk i vija faj. Nganj\u0451her\u0451 mendoja\nse mos kishte ndonj\u0451 tjet\u0451r. Nj\u0451 dit\u0451 mendova di\u00e7ka: \u201cPo sikur un\u0451 t\u0451 iki e t\u0451\nndahem nga ai? K\u0451shtu, ai do t\u0451 martohet p\u0451rs\u0451ri e do t\u0451 b\u0451het me f\u0451mij\u0451.\u201d. Q\u0451\nnga ajo dit\u0451 e n\u0451 vazhdim, vet\u0451m ky mendim m\u0451 qarkullonte n\u0451 mendje, derisa nj\u0451\ndit\u0451 mora nj\u0451 vendim. Kisha p\u00ebrgatitur dark\u0451n dhe mezi prisja t\u0451 vinte. Kur\nerdhi, i thash\u0451 se kjo do t\u00eb ishte nj\u0451 nat\u0451 e ve\u00e7ant\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u00c7`ka ndodhur? – tha ai. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kam vendosur t\u0451 largohem, – i thash\u0451. – K\u0451to\nvite q\u0451 kaluam bashk\u0451, ishin t\u0451 mrekulluesh\u0451m, por ti nuk ke pse t\u0451 d\u0451nohesh\nnga gabimet e mia. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas nj\u0451 bisede t\u0451 gjat\u0451, u vendos; un\u0451 do t\u0451 ikja.\nAi m\u0451 premtoi se do t\u0451 m\u0451 ndihmonte ekonomikisht, por shum\u0451 shpejt e harroi\npremtimin. E dija se do t\u0451 ndodhte k\u0451shtu sepse i kisha njohur vjehrr\u0451n dhe\nkunat\u0451n se si ishin. Nejse, ndihesha e \u00e7liruar p\u0451r vete, por gjendja ekonomike\nishte mjaft e v\u0451shtir\u0451. Babai dhe n\u0451na nuk kishin patur sht\u0451pi dhe nuk kisha\nvend ku t\u0451 rrija. Q\u0451ndrova pak koh\u0451 te vajza e tezes, por shum\u0451 shpejt, e pash\u0451\nq\u00eb u b\u0451ra e tep\u0451rt. Nuk kisha as profesion e as arsim. Mora nj\u0451 garsionier\u0451 me\nqira dhe, 30-vjetorin, e festova vet\u0451m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Punoja n\u0451 nj\u0451 filanto dhe merrja nj\u0451 rrog\u0451 shum\u0451\nt\u0451 vog\u0451l. At\u0451 pak e paguaja qira e pjes\u0451n tjet\u0451r, haja buk\u0451. Sikur t\u0451 mos\nmjaftonte kjo, u njoha n\u0451 pun\u0451 me nj\u0451 burr\u0451 t\u0451 martuar. Ai m\u0451 ishte v\u0451n\u0451 pas e\nun\u0451 kisha nevoj\u0451 p\u0451r nj\u0451 njeri. Ishte nj\u0451 njeri i mir\u0451, por duhet t\u0451 mbante dhe\nfamiljen, k\u0451shtu q\u0451 her\u0451 pas here m\u0451 k\u0451rkonte mua para p\u0451r duhan e gj\u0451ra t\u0451\ntjera. Shpesh vinte te sht\u0451pia ime dhe m\u0451 duhej t\u0451 gatuaja edhe p\u0451r dy. Mallkimi\ni f\u0451mij\u0451s tim vazhdonte. Nganj\u0451her\u0451 b\u0451hesha shum\u0451 keq. M\u0451rzitesha shum\u0451, por\nasnj\u0451her\u0451 nuk e shprehja sepse ashtu m\u0451 kishin m\u0451suar prind\u0451rit, t`u bindesha\nt\u0451 gjith\u0451ve. Lidhja zgjati shum\u0451, deri para dy vjet\u0451sh kur, ashtu si shum\u00eb t\u0451\ntjer\u0451, u njoha n\u0451 internet me nj\u0451 t\u0451 huaj. Ai m\u0451 kishte d\u0451rguar ftes\u0451 n\u0451 Facebook.\nJetonte n\u0451 Amerik\u0451. Edhe pse nuk flisja asnj\u0451 gjuh\u0451 t\u0451 huaj, komunikoja me t\u0451 n\u00eb\nfillim me pak fjal\u0451 e m\u0451 pas, filluam t\u0451 komunikonim m\u00eb mir\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0451 ftoi t\u0451 shkoja atje. Ai m\u0451 \u00e7oi garancin\u0451 dhe\npas shum\u0451 or\u0451ve me avion, isha n\u0451 Amerik\u0451. Ai m\u0451 priste n\u0451 aeroport. Ishte nj\u0451\nburr\u0451 shum\u0451 simpatik dhe shum\u0451 i \u0451mb\u0451l. Kalova nj\u0451 jav\u0451 t\u0451 mrekullueshme atje. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai m\u0451 pyeste p\u0451r \u00e7do gj\u0451 dhe un\u0451 tregohesha e\nsinqert\u0451 me t\u0451. Ai nuk arrinte ta kuptonte se si nuk kisha investuar p\u0451r veten\nasgj\u0451. Nuk kisha as nj\u0451 zanat, por n\u0451 fakt, un\u0451 nj\u0451 gj\u0451 t\u0451 mir\u0451 kisha m\u0451suar\ngjith\u0451 k\u0451ta vjet t\u0451 jet\u0451s sime. Kisha m\u0451suar t\u0451 thurja qilima, kur prisja t\u0451\nlindte vajza ime dhe ai m\u0451 dha nj\u0451 ide. Do t\u00eb m\u0451 ndihmonte t\u0451 hapja nj\u0451 tezgjah.\nUn\u0451 kisha shum\u0451 frik\u0451. Isha n\u0451 nj\u0451 mosh\u0451 kur i studion shum\u0451 gj\u0451rat dhe nuk b\u0451n\nasgj\u0451 pa u trembur, por ai m\u0451 dha shum\u0451 kuraj\u0451 dhe un\u0451 mora guximin. Kur u\nktheva n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, lash\u0451 pun\u0451n n\u0451 filanto dhe mora nj\u0451 ambient me qira. Ai m\u0451\nd\u0451rgoi t\u0451 hollat dhe un\u0451 bleva mjetet q\u0451 m\u0451 duheshin. Mora disa ndihm\u0451s dhe, ja\nku puna filloi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas nj\u0451 pune t\u0451 mir\u0451, erdhi edhe rezultati. Ai\nerdhi n\u0451 Shqip\u0451ri dhe u k\u0451naq shum\u0451 q\u0451 tashm\u0451, un\u0451 kisha nj\u0451 pun\u0451 t\u0451 mir\u0451. N\u0451\nfakt, po t\u0451 mos kishte qen\u0451 ai, un\u0451 prap\u0451 do t\u00eb num\u0451roja kafshatat e buk\u0451s n\u0451\npritje t\u0451 rrog\u0451s, duke vuajtur mallkimin q\u0451 m\u0451 ndiqte nga prapa. Ai m\u0451 tha se\nkishte edhe nj\u0451 ide tjet\u0451r: T\u0451 k\u0451rkoja vajz\u0451n q\u0451 e kisha braktisur! Un\u0451 e d\u0451shiroja\nshum\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451, por nuk kisha guxim. Tashm\u0451, vajza i kishte kaluar t\u0451 nj\u0451zetat dhe\nbesova se do t\u00eb m\u0451 kuptonte se pse e kisha braktisur. Shkova n\u0451 fshatin e daj\u0451s\nsim dhe shkova te sht\u0451pia ku kisha jetuar p\u0451r 7 muaj dhe kisha lindur vajz\u0451n. Plaka\nkishte vdekur dhe \u00e7ifti ishte plakur. Ata kishin qen\u0451 t\u0451 m\u00ebdhenj n\u00eb mosh\u00eb kur\nmor\u0451n n\u0451 kujdes vajz\u0451n time. Me ata njer\u0451z, ruaja kujtime shum\u0451 t\u0451 bukura. Meqen\u0451se\ntashm\u0451 isha mir\u0451 nga gjendja ekonomike, u kisha sjell\u0451 t\u0451 holla dhe disa\ndhurata. Vajza ime ishte rritur dhe studionte jasht\u0451 Shqip\u0451ris\u0451. Ata m\u0451 dhan\u0451\nnumrin e tyre t\u00eb telefonit dhe m\u0451 than\u0451 se do t\u0451 lidheshin me mua kur ajo t\u0451\nvinte. Mendova se ishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb justifikim p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb larguar, por k\u0451shtu\nndodhi. Ata m\u00eb telefonuan dhe m\u00eb prezantuan me vajz\u00ebn time…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 fillim, vajza nuk fliste me mua, por un\u0451 e\nafrova shum\u0451… Tani ajo punon n\u0451 firm\u0451n time dhe menaxhon t\u0451 gjith\u0451\naktivitetin tim, pra, u bashkuam. T\u0451rhoq\u0451m n\u0451 Tiran\u0451 edhe prind\u0451rit q\u0451 e kishin\nrritur dhe \u00e7do gj\u0451 u rregullua. Tashm\u0451, mallkimi mbaroi. N\u0451 fakt, \u00e7do njeri q\u0451\nbraktis nj\u0451 f\u0451mij\u0451 n\u0451 nj\u0451 m\u0451nyr\u0451 apo n\u00eb nj\u0451 tjet\u0451r e vuan k\u0451t\u0451, pavar\u0451sisht se\npse \u0451sht\u0451 detyruar ta braktis\u0451, por Zoti, n\u00eb fund, m\u00eb bekoi me dashurin\u00eb e saj\ndhe t\u00eb burrit q\u00eb kam n\u00eb krah…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u0451 dashur lexues! Historia ime, n\u0451 t\u0451 v\u0451rtet\u0451, nuk \u0451sht\u0451 nj\u0451 histori dashurie pasionante, ashtu si shumica e historive q\u0451 keni lexuar, por \u0451sht\u0451 edhe m\u0451 e fort\u0451 se dashuria. \u0401sht\u0451 historia q\u0451 m\u0451 b\u0451ri t\u0451 ngrihem nga hi\u00e7i, nga hendeku i thell\u0451 ku kisha r\u0451n\u0451. Un\u0451 quhem Maria dhe jam rreth t\u0451 dyzetave. Jam […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[245],"class_list":["post-21784","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-mekat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21784","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21784"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21784\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21784"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21784"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21784"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}