Vijim..!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
E SHTUN\u00cb<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mendja m\u00eb rri te dita ime, te\ndita kur do t\u00eb humbas virgj\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmja, do ta\nhumbas me njeriun me t\u00eb cilin jam e dashuruar. Kam d\u00ebgjuar q\u00eb shum\u00eb vajza kan\u00eb\nshkuar me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb edhe pa e dashuruar, por mendoj q\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb ndonj\u00eb\neksperienc\u00eb e bukur kur nuk e do. Sot fola edhe me Melis\u00ebn. I tregova se do\nshkoja me Mariusin. \u201cT\u00eb tregohesh e kujdesshme\u201d, m\u00eb tha dhe gjithashtu m\u00eb\nk\u00ebshilloi t\u00eb blija intime t\u00eb kuqe, sepse meshkujt i p\u00eblqejn\u00eb. Gjithashtu, m\u00eb\nk\u00ebshilloi t\u00eb p\u00ebrdornim prezervativ, q\u00eb t\u00eb rrija e qet\u00eb se mos ndoshta m\u00eb linte\nshtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe pasojat do t\u00eb ishin m\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnda. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mendja m\u00eb rri gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn aty.\nEdhe kur po ndiqja tenonovel\u00ebn \u201cTereza\u201d, isha aty si trup, jo si person sa edhe\nmami e vuri re e po m\u00eb pyeste a m\u00eb kishte ndodhur gj\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po mendoj t\u00eb shkoj te dyqani n\u00eb\nqend\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb bler\u00eb intimet. Un\u00eb e kam mas\u00ebn dyshi… Sa do m\u00eb kishte p\u00eblqyer t\u2019i\nkisha nj\u00eb mas\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe! N\u00eb gjimnaz, vajzat e kan\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb si mod\u00eb t\u00eb veshin\nbluza t\u00eb gjera q\u00eb kur p\u00ebrkulen, t\u2019u tregojn\u00eb gjoksin \u00e7unave dhe k\u00ebnaqen. Atyre\nnuk u vjen turp fare, por me at\u00eb pretekst, tregojn\u00eb edhe sutjenat. Un\u00eb preferoj\nt\u00eb zezat, por p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb rast, ia vlen e kuqja, ashtu si dashuria. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Po mendohem p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha\ndetajet, se mos harroj t\u00eb depiloj qimet (i kam l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb rriten se edhe fundet\nnuk jan\u00eb veshur akoma). Nuk dua t\u00eb l\u00eb p\u00ebrshtypje t\u00eb keqe p\u00ebr her\u00ebn e par\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I bleva t\u00eb brendshmet e mezi po\npres t\u2019i provoj si komplet, se sutjenat i provova te dyqani. Pak t\u00eb shtrenjta,\npor i bleva me lek\u00ebt q\u00eb i kisha hequr ve\u00e7. Hyra n\u00eb banjo ku \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb\nshum\u00eb e madhe e mbeta gati \u00e7erek ore aty, sa im v\u00eblla filloi t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiste, jo se\nkishte ndonj\u00eb nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb hyr\u00eb, por ka qejf t\u00eb m\u00eb bezdis\u00eb, sikur do t\u00eb\nm\u00eb prish\u00eb dit\u00ebn. Mariusi m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoi nj\u00eb poezi n\u00eb celular: \u201cSonte yjet s\u2019paskan\ndal\u00eb, zemra jote i paska ndal\u00eb, l\u00ebre yllin tim t\u00eb qet\u00eb, se p\u00ebr ty e pyes vet\u00eb\u201d.\nKjo poezi ma \u00e7oi zemr\u00ebn pesh\u00eb, m\u00eb bindi m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb iniciativ\u00eb q\u00eb kam marr\u00eb:\nT\u00eb kaloj eksperienc\u00ebn time t\u00eb par\u00eb me njeriun q\u00eb dashuroj, me djalin q\u00eb\nd\u00ebshiroj ta kem p\u00ebrkrah, at\u00eb q\u00eb shum\u00eb vajza t\u00eb tjera e duan, por ai m\u00eb do vet\u00ebm\nmua. Ai m\u00eb d\u00ebrgon n\u00eb celular plot poezi dashurie… Disa prej tyre i kam lexuar\nedhe n\u00ebp\u00ebr bangat e klasave t\u00eb tjera, por nuk ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi edhe pse nuk i krijon\nvet\u00eb. Ato ai m\u2019i kushton mua sikur t\u2019i kishte krijuar vet\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E H\u00cbN\u00cb<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sot vajta n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, kisha provim n\u00eb matematik\u00eb. Them q\u00eb dola mir\u00eb, gati gjith\u00eb rreshti kopjoi nga un\u00eb. Mariusi nuk erdhi n\u00eb or\u00ebn e par\u00eb, m\u00eb tha q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb te dyqani, pasi prisnin furnizimin. Prind\u00ebrit e tij merren me biznesin e elektrosht\u00ebpiakeve dhe ai punon te dyqani. M\u00eb tha q\u00eb nes\u00ebr do shkonim nga sht\u00ebpia e tij. Lam\u00eb or\u00ebn e m\u00ebsimit. Un\u00eb kisha informatik\u00eb, por meq\u00eb shkolla po mbaron, m\u00eb shum\u00eb b\u00ebhet gallat\u00eb sesa m\u00ebsim. Ai as q\u00eb pyet fare n\u00ebse i l\u00eb or\u00ebt. Jo vet\u00ebm ai, por t\u00eb gjith\u00eb maturant\u00ebt i l\u00ebn\u00eb or\u00ebt e m\u00ebsimit dhe i shikon tek oborri i shkoll\u00ebs, pasi dera na mbyllet dhe hapet n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e pushimit. Kur hapet, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb v\u00ebrshojn\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr lokale. Pas pushimit, ne shkuam te lokali yn\u00eb. M\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, nj\u00eb byzylyk prej sermi. Nuk e prisja dhe m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu mendimi. \u201cTi je e dashura ime, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb duhet ta din\u00eb!\u201d, m\u00eb tha. M\u00eb pyeti se mos m\u00eb ngacmonte ndonj\u00eb nga ata t\u00eb klas\u00ebs. M\u00eb p\u00eblqen shum\u00eb kur m\u00eb mbron k\u00ebshtu… M\u00eb duket se \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe pak xheloz, por nuk ka p\u00ebrse, un\u00eb jam vet\u00ebm e tija! Edhe djem t\u00eb tjer\u00eb m\u00eb ngacmojn\u00eb, sidomos ata t\u00eb lagjes, por un\u00eb nuk kam interes; vet\u00ebm ai \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time dhe asnj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Nes\u00ebr ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb dita kur do t\u2019i p\u00ebrkas jo vet\u00ebm shpirt\u00ebrisht, por edhe fizikisht e gjithashtu dhe ai do t\u00eb jet\u00eb vet\u00ebm i imi. Shpresoj t\u00eb mos kem dhimbje t\u00eb m\u00ebdha… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Vijim..! E SHTUN\u00cb Mendja m\u00eb rri te dita ime, te dita kur do t\u00eb humbas virgj\u00ebrin\u00eb dhe ajo q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmja, do ta humbas me njeriun me t\u00eb cilin jam e dashuruar. Kam d\u00ebgjuar q\u00eb shum\u00eb vajza kan\u00eb shkuar me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb edhe pa e dashuruar, por mendoj q\u00eb nuk duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[2366,2214],"class_list":["post-21716","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-adoleshente","tag-ditari"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21716","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21716"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21716\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21716"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21716"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21716"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}