Shprehja \u201cN\u00ebse k\u00ebrkon tep\u00ebr, mbetesh pa gj\u00eb\u201d i p\u00ebrshtatet m\u00eb s\u00eb miri historis\u00eb sime. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jam Adela (k\u00ebshtu po e quaj veten pasi nuk dua t\u00eb tregoj emrin tim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb), jam 23 vje\u00e7e dhe kam mbaruar vet\u00ebm gjimnazin. Ashtu si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb moshatar\u00ebt e mi, edhe un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb kam njohur dhe provuar dashurin\u00eb e par\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eraldin e p\u00eblqeva q\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb q\u00eb e pash\u00eb, e kisha n\u00eb klas\u00eb dhe q\u00eb dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs, u mundova t\u00eb bisedoja dhe t\u00eb krijoja shoq\u00ebri me t\u00eb. Arrita ta ve\u00e7oja menj\u00ebher\u00eb nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt sepse pati di\u00e7ka q\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi tek ai. M\u00eb pas m\u00ebsova se ishte edhe i pasur, por mua nuk m\u00eb interesonte aspak kjo gj\u00eb. Bisedoja me t\u00eb \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhe nuk guxoja ta pyesja n\u00ebse kishte t\u00eb dashur. Ndihesha si n\u00eb qiellin e shtat\u00eb kur m\u00eb komplimentonte dhe sa her\u00eb q\u00eb e shikoja, syt\u00eb m\u00eb shk\u00eblqenin. Zemra ime i p\u00ebrkiste Eraldit, megjith\u00ebse nuk e dija n\u00ebse n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn e tij kishte vend p\u00ebr mua. Filluam t\u00eb shoq\u00ebroheshim dhe, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, u lidh\u00ebm edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Ajo q\u00eb m\u00eb g\u00ebzoi m\u00eb tep\u00ebr ishte se Eraldi nuk kishte t\u00eb dashur. Jo vet\u00ebm kaq, por ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha e dashura e tij. Pasi m\u00eb puthi, m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cTi m\u00eb p\u00eblqen shum\u00eb, ndjej di\u00e7ka t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb p\u00ebr ty dhe sa her\u00eb jemi bashk\u00eb,\nnuk e kuptoj se si kalon koha\u201d. Tani, un\u00eb dhe Eraldi i p\u00ebrkisnim nj\u00ebri-tjetrit\ndhe un\u00eb mendoja se kisha gjetur gjysm\u00ebn time. T\u00eb tjer\u00ebt nuk e besonin q\u00eb kjo e\njona ishte dashuri e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Thonin se n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn ton\u00eb, na dukej sikur ishte\ndashuri, por ajo e v\u00ebrteta nuk provohej n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk doja t\u2019ia dija \u00e7far\u00eb\nmendonin apo thonin t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, mjaftonte q\u00eb un\u00eb po e p\u00ebrjetoja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb at\u00eb\nlidhje. E dija q\u00eb koha do t\u00eb tregonte t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt\u00ebn dhe k\u00ebshtu ndodhi sepse\nishim n\u00eb vitin e tret\u00eb dhe vazhdonim t\u00eb ishim bashk\u00eb. Dashuria ime dhe e\nEraldit nuk kishte ndryshuar aspak, p\u00ebrkundrazi, ishte edhe m\u00eb e madhe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAdela, nes\u00ebr vjen shoku im i f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb nga Anglia\ndhe dua q\u00eb ta takojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb\u201d, m\u00eb tha ai nj\u00eb dit\u00eb. Pranova me k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi,\nmjaftonte q\u00eb Eraldi t\u00eb ndihej mir\u00eb nga kjo. E kishim l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb takoheshim n\u00eb nj\u00eb\nlokal af\u00ebr detit. Ishte nj\u00eb mrekulli t\u00eb shikoje shk\u00eblqimin e detit n\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb\nt\u00eb nxeht\u00eb vere, shoq\u00ebruar kjo me nj\u00eb pije freskuese. Po\nshijoja rrezet e diellit kur nj\u00eb moment pash\u00eb para vetes nj\u00eb hije. Vura dor\u00ebn n\u00eb\nball\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb shihja kush ishte dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb d\u00ebgjova z\u00ebrin e Eraldit t\u00eb m\u00eb\nthoshte: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cKy \u00ebsht\u00eb Toni, shoku p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin t\u00eb fola\u201d. I dhash\u00eb dor\u00ebn, por akoma nuk\nia kisha par\u00eb mir\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn sepse m\u00eb pengonte dielli. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAdela qenka edhe m\u00eb e mir\u00eb nga \u00e7far\u00eb m\u00eb ke folur ti, Erald\u201d, tha ai duke\nqeshur dhe m\u00eb hodhi nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim tejet provokues. Nuk i dhash\u00eb fare r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi dhe\nvazhduam bised\u00ebn derisa filloi t\u00eb err\u00ebsohej dhe u larguam q\u00eb aty t\u00eb \u00e7uditur q\u00eb\nkoha kishte kaluar aq shpejt. N\u00eb momentet e fundit e kisha par\u00eb Tonin dhe m\u2019u\nduk tep\u00ebr t\u00ebrheq\u00ebs, por vet\u00ebm kaq, asgj\u00eb m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. E mendoja thjesht si shokun\ne t\u00eb dashurit dhe mendimi im p\u00ebr t\u00eb do t\u00eb kufizohej me kaq. Tani Tonin e\ntakonim shpesh sepse kishte vendosur t\u00eb jetonte n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri pas shum\u00eb vitesh q\u00eb\ni kishte kaluar n\u00eb Angli. Mendonte t\u00eb fillonte nj\u00eb aktivitet k\u00ebtu n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri\ndhe m\u00eb fliste shpesh p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb. Erdhi viti i kat\u00ebrt dhe vendosa t\u2019i p\u00ebrkushtohesha\nm\u00eb tep\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebs sepse kisha provimet. Eraldin nuk e takoja shpesh si m\u00eb par\u00eb.\nKoh\u00ebn q\u00eb kalonim bashk\u00eb, tani ai e kalonte me Tonin, djalin t\u00eb cilin \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht\nfillova ta mendoja shpesh. Fillova t\u00eb ndihesha shum\u00eb keq p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb sepse e doja\nEraldin, por edhe nuk mund ta p\u00ebrcaktoja at\u00eb q\u00eb kisha filluar t\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr\nTonin. E kisha shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb kur takoheshim t\u00eb tre dhe m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb shmangia\nshikimet e Tonit i cili kishte filluar t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb. Bisedoja me t\u00eb\ndhe, edhe pse ndihesha n\u00eb siklet sa her\u00eb m\u00eb shikonte, biseda q\u00eb b\u00ebnim ishte tep\u00ebr\ne ngroht\u00eb. Ai ishte nga ata meshkuj q\u00eb arrinin ta kuptonin shum\u00eb mir\u00eb nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr\ndhe dukej se kishte patur disa eksperienca me to. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cM\u00eb mungon, dua t\u00eb t\u00eb shoh\u201d, ishte ky mesazhi q\u00eb m\u00eb solli Toni nj\u00eb nat\u00eb.\nNuk e di si ma kishte gjetur numrin, megjithat\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu q\u00eb m\u00eb shkroi dhe q\u00eb\nishte shprehur n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb. At\u00eb nat\u00eb shk\u00ebmbyem disa mesazhe dhe sikur t\u00eb mos\nm\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb bateria e celularit, do t\u00eb vazhdonim. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen dola p\u00ebr vrap\nnga liqeni sepse kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb mendohesha dhe t\u00eb reflektoja me veten.\nPapritur, d\u00ebgjova nj\u00eb z\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb thirri. Ishte Toni! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ti po m\u00eb ndjek? – e pyeta duke buz\u00ebqeshur. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Do t\u00eb ishte k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi t\u00eb ndiqja nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb bukur si ti, edhe pse nuk\n\u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu… – m\u00eb tha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00eb m\u00ebngjes e kaluam bashk\u00eb duke vrapuar dhe duke biseduar. \u00c7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb\nshum\u00eb e shikoja se si ai m\u00eb afrohej dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr vete n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb\np\u00eblqente shum\u00eb. Isha n\u00eb nj\u00eb gjendje q\u00eb nuk po vendosja dot se \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebja.\nToni m\u00eb t\u00ebrhiqte, por nuk nuk mund t\u2019i jepja fund lidhjes me Eraldin, edhe pse e\nndjeja se nuk e doja si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Nuk mund ta b\u00ebja k\u00ebt\u00eb sepse m\u00eb dukej vetja\nshum\u00eb egoiste, sikur mendoja vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr ndjenjat e mia, pa marr\u00eb parasysh at\u00eb \u00e7ka\nndjente Eraldi. Toni m\u00eb kishte puthur dhe m\u00eb kishte shprehur d\u00ebshir\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb\nb\u00ebhesha e dashura e tij, por i kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb se nuk mund t\u2019ia thoja Eraldit. Pas\nk\u00ebsaj, Toni kishte mbetur i zhg\u00ebnjyer me mua dhe nuk flisnim si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Nj\u00eb\njav\u00eb m\u00eb pas, Eraldi m\u00eb tha se Toni donte t\u00eb na prezantonte t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn e tij\ndhe se duhet t\u00eb shkoja edhe un\u00eb. U ndjeva shum\u00eb keq, m\u00eb vinte inat q\u00eb Toni po\nmundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte xheloze ose ajo ishte v\u00ebrtet e dashura e tij! N\u00eb fillim\nnuk pranova, por pas insistimit t\u00eb Eraldit, nuk kund\u00ebrshtova m\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Adela, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb Denisa, e dashura ime! – kjo ishte fjalia s\u00eb cil\u00ebs i\ndruhesha m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, por q\u00eb nuk e shmanga dot at\u00eb nat\u00eb. P\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljet dhe puthjet\nmes tyre nuk mungonin kur ishim n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb. E dija q\u00eb e b\u00ebnte enkas, por sado\nq\u00eb u p\u00ebrpoqa t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja indiferente, nuk durova dot dhe vajta n\u00eb tualet. Freskova\nfytyr\u00ebn dhe dola jasht\u00eb. Jasht\u00eb po m\u00eb priste Toni. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Pse e b\u00ebn k\u00ebt\u00eb? – e pyeta. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sepse nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdoj t\u00eb pres dik\u00eb q\u00eb nuk vjen! – tha, m\u00eb puthi dhe\niku. Ne u kthyem n\u00eb tavolin\u00eb dhe u soll\u00ebm sikur nuk kishte ndodhur asgj\u00eb. Isha\nm\u00eb e qet\u00eb sepse e dija q\u00eb Toni m\u00eb dashuronte dhe gjith\u00eb at\u00eb takim e kishte\nsajuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb mua xheloze. I kisha premtuar se kur t\u00eb isha gati, do\nt\u2019ia thoja Eraldit q\u00eb t\u00eb ndaheshim, por jo arsyen pse. Q\u00eb nga ai takim nuk isha\nm\u00eb e qet\u00eb derisa t\u00eb flisja me Eraldin dhe m\u00eb n\u00eb fund i k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb q\u00ebndronim\nlarg nj\u00ebri-tjetrit sepse kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr disa koh\u00eb. Nuk e\npriti fare mir\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb i thash\u00eb, madje mbeti shum\u00eb i \u00e7uditur sepse sipas tij,\nishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb sillesha ashtu dhe nuk e priste q\u00eb un\u00eb ta lija. M\u00eb\nerdhi shum\u00eb keq dhe nuk mund ta shihja aq t\u00eb trishtuar, prandaj u largova q\u00eb\naty me lot n\u00eb sy. N\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje i d\u00ebrgova mesazh Tonit ku i shkruaja: \u201cU ndava me\nEraldin\u201d. Menj\u00ebher\u00eb pas k\u00ebsaj, ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u00eb takoheshim t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen.\nVajt\u00ebm n\u00eb plazh dhe e kaluam dit\u00ebn bashk\u00eb, megjith\u00ebse ai tani m\u00eb dukej pak m\u00eb\nndryshe! M\u00eb dukej sikur nuk i interesoja m\u00eb si m\u00eb par\u00eb. Eraldi akoma nuk e\ndinte p\u00ebr lidhjen ton\u00eb dhe shpresoja t\u00eb mos e m\u00ebsonte sepse nuk doja q\u00eb t\u00eb\nl\u00ebndohej m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Sa ndryshonte nga Toni! Ai asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk ishte krenuar te\nmiqt\u00eb e tij p\u00ebr raportin q\u00eb kishte me mua, ndryshe nga Toni, t\u00eb cilit i\np\u00eblqente ta b\u00ebnte k\u00ebt\u00eb p\u00ebr femrat q\u00eb kishte patur, si dhe i p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb t\u00eb\nishte n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebmendjes. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me Tonin takoheshim n\u00eb ambiente q\u00eb nuk i frekuentonte Eraldi, edhe pse Toni\nk\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte q\u00eb ai ta m\u00ebsonte t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn sepse nuk mund t\u00eb vazhdonim t\u00eb\ntakoheshim fshehurazi me frik\u00ebn se mos na shihte ai. \u201cKur t\u00eb k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb b\u00ebheshe\ne dashura ime, nuk kisha parasysh nj\u00eb lidhje t\u00eb till\u00eb, nuk dua t\u00eb fshihem nga\naskush\u201d, m\u00eb tha. E pash\u00eb gjat\u00eb n\u00eb sy, dukej se e kishte seriozisht dhe nuk m\u00eb\np\u00eblqeu aspak m\u00ebnyra se si foli, por nuk e vazhdova diksutimin. Nuk kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb\nakoma nj\u00eb jav\u00eb q\u00eb ishim bashk\u00eb kur Toni e nxori fytyr\u00ebn e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Ai nuk m\u00eb\nkishte dashur kurr\u00eb, por thjesht, m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb si nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb kaluar\nkoh\u00ebn. M\u00eb kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr vete me tipin e tij tep\u00ebr t\u00eb shkath\u00ebt dhe me aft\u00ebsin\u00eb\nq\u00eb kishte p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr vete femrat. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, e pash\u00eb tek puthej me nj\u00eb\nvajz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. M\u00eb pa dhe k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb justifikohej, por nuk doja ta d\u00ebgjoja sepse\nm\u00eb kishte l\u00ebnduar dhe u largova me lot n\u00eb sy. I thash\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte m\u00eb\nkurr\u00eb sepse edhe sikur ta b\u00ebnte, un\u00eb nuk doja t\u2019ia dija m\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. U duk sikur\ne pranoi k\u00ebt\u00eb leht\u00ebsisht, gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri ta urreja edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Nuk e prisja\nt\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte kjo dhe fillova t\u00eb ndihesha shum\u00eb fatkeqe. Dit\u00ebt n\u00eb vazhdim i\nkaloja duke qar\u00eb e penduar q\u00eb i kisha dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund lidhjes me Eraldin p\u00ebr nj\u00eb\nkapri\u00e7o, por mendova se kjo do t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnte keq vet\u00ebm mua dhe u p\u00ebrpoqa ta harroja\nat\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi e t\u00eb mos qaja m\u00eb p\u00ebr Tonin sepse ai nuk i meritonte lot\u00ebt e\nmi. Kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb zgjedhje shum\u00eb t\u00eb gabuar n\u00eb jet\u00eb dhe ajo ishte Toni,\nmegjithat\u00eb, tani d\u00ebshira ime ishte t\u00eb mundja t\u00eb flisja p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me Eraldin. Sikur\nedhe thjesht t\u00eb mbeteshim miq, do t\u00eb isha e lumtur! Provova t\u00eb flisja me t\u00eb nj\u00eb\ndit\u00eb kur e takova rast\u00ebsisht, por dukej q\u00eb nuk donte t\u00eb m\u00eb shihte dhe e kuptoja\nse si ndihej sepse t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb e kisha provuar edhe vet\u00eb. I thash\u00eb q\u00eb isha\npenduar dhe q\u00eb doja t\u00eb kthehesha p\u00ebrs\u00ebri me t\u00eb sepse e kisha kuptuar q\u00eb ai\nishte dashuria e jet\u00ebs sime, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrgjigjja e tij ishte tep\u00ebr trondit\u00ebse: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Pasi u puthe me Tonin dhe pasi e kuptove q\u00eb ai t\u00eb tradhtoi, mendon t\u00eb\nkthehesh p\u00ebrs\u00ebri tek un\u00eb? Un\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb jem ngush\u00ebllim p\u00ebr ask\u00ebnd. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kush t\u00eb tha q\u00eb tha q\u00eb un\u00eb dhe Toni jemi puthur? – e pyeta e \u00e7uditur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ishte ai vet\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb tregoi dhe si mendon se u ndjeva un\u00eb? E merr me mend\nsi \u00ebsht\u00eb kur m\u00ebson nga personi i gabuar se ish-e dashura t\u00eb ka braktisur p\u00ebr\nshokun t\u00ebnd?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pjesa \u201cish-e dashura\u201d e th\u00ebn\u00eb nga ai, m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb ndihesha shum\u00eb keq. M\u00eb tha\nse nuk mund t\u00eb kthehej m\u00eb me mua, edhe pse m\u00eb kishte dashur shum\u00eb. U ndjeva si\ne braktisur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb dyt\u00eb dhe buz\u00ebt po m\u00eb dridheshin nga hidh\u00ebrimi. E kisha\nhumbur p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb Eraldin dhe nuk kishte m\u00eb kthim pas. E gjitha kjo i\n\u201cdedikohej\u201d Tonit i cili kishte arritur t\u00eb m\u2019i l\u00ebndonte ndjenjat dyfish dhe\nk\u00ebt\u00eb nuk do t\u2019ia fal kurr\u00eb, aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr q\u00eb kishte qen\u00eb ai q\u00eb i kishte treguar\nEraldit q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte puthur dhe q\u00eb ishim lidhur, ashtu si\u00e7 i ka p\u00eblqyer t\u00eb\nduket gjithmon\u00eb edhe me femrat e tjera. Nj\u00eb tip si ai nuk meriton asgj\u00eb sepse\nnuk di si ta trajtoj\u00eb nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr. M\u00eb von\u00eb, m\u00ebsova se Eraldi ishte lidhur me\nshoqen ton\u00eb t\u00eb klas\u00ebs, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb vazhdoja t\u00eb isha akoma vet\u00ebm sepse nuk e\nkisha harruar akoma at\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte ndodhur. Toni ka ikur p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb Angli dhe\nnuk \u00ebsht\u00eb kthyer m\u00eb. Mendoj se q\u00ebndrimi p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri ishte vet\u00ebm\nnj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr e tij me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn arrinte t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb\nshoq\u00ebri gjat\u00eb muajve t\u00eb ver\u00ebs. Ndihesha si mos m\u00eb keq sa her\u00eb q\u00eb shihja Eraldin\nme t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn e tij dhe mundohesha t\u2019i shmangia. Ndodhte q\u00eb t\u00eb shikoja edhe\nvet\u00ebm Eraldin dhe kisha shum\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u2019i flisja e ta shikoja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb\nsy. M\u00eb mungonin fjal\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb \u00ebmbla, p\u00ebrk\u00ebdheljet dhe kujdesi q\u00eb tregonte\nndaj meje. Sa m\u00eb mungonte koha q\u00eb kishim kaluar bashk\u00eb! E dija q\u00eb nuk kishte m\u00eb\nkthim pas… At\u00ebhere isha shum\u00eb e lumtur dhe nuk dita ta ruaja dhe ta vler\u00ebsoja\nlumturin\u00eb q\u00eb kisha, p\u00ebrkundrazi, e shp\u00ebrdorova n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb sh\u00ebmtuar. I\nbesova pasionit t\u00eb nj\u00eb aventure dhe humba mund\u00ebsin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb pran\u00eb njeriut\nq\u00eb dashuroja m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Pas pendimit tim, ishte shum\u00eb von\u00eb dhe ai tani nuk\nkishte m\u00eb vler\u00eb. E kam menduar shpesh dhe mendoj se edhe po t\u00eb kishte pranuar Eraldi,\nne p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk do t\u00eb ishim m\u00eb si m\u00eb par\u00eb dhe m\u00eb mir\u00eb q\u00eb jemi t\u00eb ndar\u00eb, edhe pse\nvazhdoj ta dua. Nuk e di \u00e7far\u00eb ndjen Eraldi tani p\u00ebr mua, por e di q\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nuk\ndo ta m\u00ebsoj kurr\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb, \u00e7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb po m\u00ebsohem me humbjen e tij dhe\nmundohem ta hedh pas krah\u00ebve at\u00eb q\u00eb ka ndodhur, ashtu si\u00e7 po b\u00ebn ai. Njeriu\ngabon n\u00eb jet\u00eb dhe ndodh q\u00eb ky t\u00eb jet\u00eb edhe gabimi m\u00eb i madh n\u00eb jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde,\nashtu si\u00e7 m\u00eb ndodhi mua. Megjithat\u00eb, jeta vazhdon\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Shprehja \u201cN\u00ebse k\u00ebrkon tep\u00ebr, mbetesh pa gj\u00eb\u201d i p\u00ebrshtatet m\u00eb s\u00eb miri historis\u00eb sime. Jam Adela (k\u00ebshtu po e quaj veten pasi nuk dua t\u00eb tregoj emrin tim t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb), jam 23 vje\u00e7e dhe kam mbaruar vet\u00ebm gjimnazin. Ashtu si t\u00eb gjith\u00eb moshatar\u00ebt e mi, edhe un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb mosh\u00eb kam njohur dhe provuar dashurin\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21570,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[2338],"class_list":["post-21569","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh","tag-rrefime"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21569","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21569"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21569\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21570"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21569"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21569"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21569"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}