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Fati i secilit prej nesh \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar. Mendoja se\nun\u00eb se do b\u00ebja p\u00ebrjashtim nga ky ligj i natyr\u00ebs meq\u00eb nj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ishte\nshkruar p\u00ebr t\u2019u shkat\u00ebrruar, por ja q\u00eb ndodhi nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ose m\u00eb sakt\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga\nato dit\u00ebt q\u00eb n\u00eb form\u00eb jan\u00eb si t\u00eb tjerat, por q\u00eb p\u00ebrmbajtja e tyre ndryshon. Pik\u00ebrisht\nn\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb dit\u00eb un\u00eb u takova me S. Kjo ndodhi kund\u00ebr d\u00ebshir\u00ebs sime, edhe pse ai\nkishte koh\u00eb q\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb se kisha frik\u00eb e as se i druhesha\nopinionit, por shprehesha se nuk kisha koh\u00eb dhe nerva t\u00eb shpenzoja p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb pun\u00eb.\nE dija q\u00eb t\u00eb hidhja hapin t\u00eb njihja nj\u00eb person do m\u00eb kushtonte shum\u00eb e q\u00eb un\u00eb\nduhet t\u00eb shpenzoja shum\u00eb. Tani v\u00ebrtet nuk ndjehesha gati, por ja q\u00eb kjo pun\u00eb\nnuk pyet e nuk pret. Jetonim t\u00eb dy n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, edhe pse nga vende t\u00eb ndryshme.\nUn\u00eb vija nga Lezha dhe studioja n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb p\u00ebr Mjek\u00ebsi, nd\u00ebrsa ai ishte nga\nShkodra dhe punonte n\u00eb kryeqytet. Nj\u00eb nga arsyet q\u00eb nuk doja ta takoja ishte\ndiferenca dhjet\u00ebvje\u00e7are n\u00eb mosh\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E konsideroja veten t\u00eb fort\u00eb, hermetike dhe t\u00eb\npamposhtur. Vuajtjet e rinis\u00eb m\u00eb kishin maturuar m\u00eb shum\u00eb se moshataret e mia.\nNuk kisha njohur e as prekur kukulla kur isha e vog\u00ebl. Dashuria e pashprehur e\nfamiljes e serioziteti i tyre, m\u00eb kishin b\u00ebr\u00eb ndryshe nga t\u00eb tjerat. Ndjehesha\ne huaj n\u00eb bot\u00ebn time. Isha m\u00ebsuar t\u00eb vendosja vet\u00eb p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn time, pa m\u00eb\nkontrolluar t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt e pa pyetur ask\u00ebnd, duke menduar e besuar se gjithmon\u00eb vendosja\ndrejt e se isha e pagabueshme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebt\u00eb person e njoh n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet shoqes sime apo m\u00eb sakt\u00eb,\nshokut t\u00eb shoqes sime. Edhe pse jetojm\u00eb ne shekullin e 21-t\u00eb, njohja u b\u00eb nj\u00eblloj\nsi n\u00eb parahistori, ku takimet b\u00ebheshin me mbles\u00ebri. Dal p\u00ebr ta takuar pa d\u00ebshir\u00ebn\nm\u00eb t\u00eb madhe q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ekzistonte. Isha un\u00eb, shoqja ime, shoku i shoqes dhe ai.\nQ\u00eb her\u00ebn e par\u00eb nisi nj\u00eb debat i vog\u00ebl t\u00eb cilin un\u00eb, me vendosm\u00ebri e k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulje\ne \u00e7ova deri n\u00eb fund. K\u00ebt\u00eb e b\u00ebra me nj\u00eb q\u00ebllim, q\u00eb nga ky takim atij t\u2019i ngelte\nshije e keqe e t\u00eb mos k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulte m\u00eb, por n\u00eb fakt, nuk ndodhi k\u00ebshtu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sipas tij, kjo ishte ajo q\u00eb e t\u00ebrhoqi m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Q\u00eb n\u00eb\nat\u00eb takim t\u00eb par\u00eb ai kish menduar se m\u00eb n\u00eb fund, pas kaq vitesh, kishte gjetur\nkup\u00ebn e duhur p\u00ebr t\u2019u shkrir\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht pa pasur frik\u00eb se ajo do derdhej apo se\nuji do t\u2019i mungonte. Mendonte se un\u00eb do ta zhvishja nga komplekset q\u00eb kishte\nvite q\u00eb i mbartte e q\u00eb nuk kish mundur t\u2019ia hiqte njeri. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, un\u00eb e\nkisha ndar\u00eb mendjen p\u00ebr jo, se nuk doja t\u00eb vazhdonte, madje ia b\u00ebra t\u00eb qart\u00eb\nedhe atij se k\u00ebt\u00eb takim e b\u00ebra vet\u00ebm n\u00eb shenj\u00eb respekti t\u00eb shoq\u00ebris\u00eb q\u00eb kisha\nme \u201cmbles\u00ebt\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mendoja se do mbyllej k\u00ebtu e n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb fundin ia\njepnin pushimet q\u00eb po afronin; un\u00eb do mbaroja shkoll\u00ebn dhe do kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi,\npor ja q\u00eb fatit nuk i shp\u00ebton dot. Filloi viti i ri shkollor dhe ai vazhdoi me\ninsistimin e tij p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb takuar e gjith\u00eb ver\u00ebs e kishte \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar k\u00ebt\u00eb takim.\nMua as q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte shkuar n\u00eb mendje se do t\u00eb ishte viti i tret\u00eb i studimeve q\u00eb\ndo t\u00eb m\u00eb hapte nj\u00eb plag\u00eb t\u00eb re. Nuk arrij dot t\u00eb zb\u00ebrthej simbolik\u00ebn e numrit\ntre, pasi edhe kur isha n\u00eb vitin e tret\u00eb t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb mesme, e p\u00ebsova nj\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjim\nt\u00eb till\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Edhe pse pa nisur mir\u00eb historia, un\u00eb mendoja p\u00ebr\nndarje. Ndodh q\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb bukur me diell (n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb binte shi),\nky diell m\u00eb turbullon syt\u00eb dhe lejoj q\u00eb\nspontanisht, buz\u00ebt e mia t\u00eb puthnin p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb buz\u00ebt e nj\u00eb mashkulli q\u00eb e\nkisha inat. Asgj\u00eb nuk dija dhe nuk kuptoja, pasi gjith\u00e7ka rridhte vet\u00eb. Vijonte\nhistoria normalisht, pa z\u00ebnka, por me nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb madhe p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbrojtur nj\u00ebri-tjetrin nga\nvetvetja. Kish lindur nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e atill\u00eb q\u00eb nuk i vinim dot em\u00ebr dhe emrin dashuri nuk e pranonim, por ishte di\u00e7ka\nsublime dhe e pap\u00ebrcaktueshme. Nuk e g\u00ebnjenim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, nuk e mashtronim e\nas nuk i druheshim reagimit e v\u00ebshtrimeve. Nuk donim ta l\u00ebndonim tjetrin dhe jo\nveten, pasi mendonim se ishim m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb se tjetri. Gjith\u00e7ka po shkonte drejt\npo-s\u00eb, derisa nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, pasi m\u00eb n\u00eb fund ne kishim vendosur t\u00eb q\u00ebndronim bashk\u00eb,\nprisnim dark\u00ebn kur t\u00eb takoheshim, por ndodhi q\u00eb ai u aksidentua n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Ishte\np\u00ebrplasur me makin\u00eb. Kaluan dy dit\u00eb, ai shtirej se ishte mir\u00eb, por un\u00eb kisha\npar\u00eb disa \u00ebndrra t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. Nuk u besova, por n\u00eb fakt, ishin paralajm\u00ebruese.\nLajmin e mora vesh nga gazeta e n\u00eb ato momente nuk e di se si kam vepruar, por\njam e sigurte se kompleksi im p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb e pamposhtur para t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve e p\u00ebr t\u00eb\nmos qar\u00eb, ishte shkat\u00ebrruar. Doja ta takoja, por nuk mundesha. Si do shfaqesha\npara familjes s\u00eb tyre, apo m\u00eb sakt\u00eb, sa e kujdesshme do t\u00eb isha q\u00eb t\u00eb mos jepja\npara tyre shfaqje?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Koha kalonte dhe ndodhi q\u00eb ai e rimori veten e vjen e\nm\u00eb takon. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, ne flisnim e i d\u00ebrgonim sms nj\u00ebri-tjetrit, por e kisha\nkuptuar se di\u00e7ka nuk shkonte. Ftoht\u00ebsia e fjal\u00ebve t\u00eb sms-ve e thyenin ftoht\u00ebsin\u00eb\ne telefonit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai vjen dhe i jep fund historis\u00eb son\u00eb me shprehjen \u201cGjith\u00e7ka\nndodh p\u00ebr nj\u00eb arsye\u201d e largohet. Un\u00eb vazhdoja t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja arsyen pse ndodh gjith\u00e7ka.\nMendoja se nga ai takim 15 minut\u00ebsh gjith\u00e7ka kishte p\u00ebrfunduar, por s\u00ebrish do\ngabohesha. E takova disa her\u00eb t\u00eb tjera, por tani si shok\u00eb, aq sa mund t\u00eb\nq\u00ebndronim t\u00eb till\u00eb. Ai do largohej p\u00ebr shtat\u00eb muaj nga Shqip\u00ebria p\u00ebr nj\u00eb mision\nt\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm n\u00eb pun\u00eb e un\u00eb e kalova gjith\u00eb ver\u00ebn duke u lutur q\u00eb ai t\u00eb\nkthehej mir\u00eb. Edhe pse jo p\u00ebr mua, mjaftohesha me faktin se do ishte gjall\u00eb.\nNuk marr asnj\u00eb lajm gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe. E kishim l\u00ebn\u00eb se do t\u00eb takoheshim\nedhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, t\u00eb gjith\u00eb mendonin se ne ishim b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00ebri-tjetrin;\nngjanim n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb dhe n\u00eb mendime. Ishim kopje t\u00eb nj\u00ebri-tjetrit dhe te tjetri\nshihnim si n\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb vetveten. E takova pas shtat\u00eb muajsh, madje i kisha\nkushtuar edhe nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr, si shlyerje t\u00eb nj\u00eb premtimi q\u00eb i kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb dikur. N\u00eb\nk\u00ebt\u00eb takim, i k\u00ebrkova arsyen e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb dha vet\u00ebm pretekste sepse s\u00ebrish\nnuk donte t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebndonte. E m\u00ebsova nga shoqja se ai vuante nga nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e\npash\u00ebrueshme e cila i ishte shfaqur pasi ishte njohur me mua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte se nuk m\u00eb meritonte e tani, pas\nshum\u00eb koh\u00ebsh, un\u00eb pyes veten: \u201cVall\u00eb s\u2019m\u00eb meriton ai mua apo un\u00eb s\u2019e meritoj\nat\u00eb?\u201d. A do arrij vall\u00eb t\u00eb gjej s\u00ebrish n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb jet\u00eb binjakun tim, pasi e humba?\n<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Fati i secilit prej nesh \u00ebsht\u00eb shkruar. Mendoja se un\u00eb se do b\u00ebja p\u00ebrjashtim nga ky ligj i natyr\u00ebs meq\u00eb nj\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ishte shkruar p\u00ebr t\u2019u shkat\u00ebrruar, por ja q\u00eb ndodhi nj\u00eb dit\u00eb ose m\u00eb sakt\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga ato dit\u00ebt q\u00eb n\u00eb form\u00eb jan\u00eb si t\u00eb tjerat, por q\u00eb p\u00ebrmbajtja e tyre ndryshon. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-21485","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21485","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21485"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21485\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21485"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21485"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21485"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}