{"id":21224,"date":"2019-02-24T19:22:48","date_gmt":"2019-02-24T18:22:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=21224"},"modified":"2019-02-24T19:23:01","modified_gmt":"2019-02-24T18:23:01","slug":"nje-hap-larg-vdekjes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2019\/02\/nje-hap-larg-vdekjes\/","title":{"rendered":"Nj\u00eb hap larg vdekjes"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Tregim nga Jakup B. GJO\u00c7A<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pjesa e par\u00eb<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cMamaja\n\u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb n\u00eb spitalin Onkologjik t\u00eb Athin\u00ebs. Duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb nj\u00eb\noperacion, q\u00eb kushton shum\u00eb. Nuk ka shum\u00eb koh\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar. Mund ta\nndihmoni?\u201d\u2026.
\nE lexova disa her\u00eb mesazhin, q\u00eb m\u00eb erdhi n\u00eb mesengerin tim. Ndon\u00ebse nuk kishim\nkomunikuar asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, e njoha d\u00ebrguesin. \u00cbsht\u00eb djali i Els\u00ebs. 
\nDoja t\u00eb ndjeja keqardhje, por nuk mundesha. Ndjeva boshll\u00ebk n\u00eb vetvete. 
\nDoja ta fshija mesazhin, por n\u00eb \u00e7astin e fundit, nuk e kuptova as un\u00eb, p\u00ebrse\nhezitova\u2026
\nMb\u00ebshteta kok\u00ebn n\u00eb ndenj\u00ebsen dhe mbylla syt\u00eb, duke humbur n\u00eb terrin e s\u00eb\nkaluar\u00ebs\u2026
\nK\u00ebrkoja imazhin e Els\u00ebs. T\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, kisha koh\u00eb, q\u00eb e kisha strukur\nthell\u00eb humher\u00ebs s\u00eb kujtes\u00ebs, sepse e dija, q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb mundesha kurr\u00eb ta\nfshija. As ta harroja\u2026
\nT\u00eb pakt\u00ebn, ta kujtoja sado pak, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ndjer\u00eb l\u00ebngimin e nj\u00eb plage, t\u00eb\npash\u00ebruar kurr\u00eb\u2026
\nE vetmja gj\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk mundesha t\u00eb gjeja fillin e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs, edhe pse\nfillimisht m\u00eb dh\u00ebmbi shum\u00eb, saq\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrmoi, \u00ebsht\u00eb pyetja q\u00eb ia p\u00ebrs\u00ebrita\nvetvetes mij\u00ebra her\u00eb: \u201cP\u00ebrse? P\u00ebrse? P\u00ebrse?\u201d.
\nElsa nuk m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj, sado q\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngula. T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn, t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte, p\u00ebrse nuk\nmund t\u00eb jetonim bashk\u00eb. 
\n\u2026\u201cM\u00eb vjen keq. Nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj si t\u00eb dashur. Nuk mundem. Je shum\u00eb i\nshtrenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, por jo i dashur. Prandaj\u2026\u201d- ishin fjal\u00ebt e fundit t\u00eb Els\u00ebs\u2026
\nM\u2019i tha k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, dhe iku n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e saj, duke m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sallonin\ne sht\u00ebpis\u00eb s\u00eb saj. Prita gjat\u00eb, ashtu n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ndon\u00ebse i zhveshur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2026Kur u zgjova, pash\u00eb q\u00eb Elsa nuk ishte n\u00eb krevat me mua\u2026
\nU \u00e7ova dhe e k\u00ebrkova n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetjes. Nuk kishte aty. E gjeta n\u00eb\nsallon, t\u00eb strukur n\u00eb kolltuk. U shqet\u00ebsova dhe u ula pran\u00eb, duke I marr\u00eb kok\u00ebn\nme p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb dhe e ktheva nga un\u00eb. 
\nSyt\u00eb e saj ishin t\u00eb mjegullt. 
\n-Ke qar\u00eb?
\nElsa nuk m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj, por u p\u00ebrpoq t\u00eb largohej nga un\u00eb. Un\u00eb e afrova pran\u00eb\nvetes dhe e putha. Elsa kishte ngrir\u00eb, sa jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk l\u00ebvizi buz\u00ebt, por\nbuz\u00ebt e saj ishin t\u00eb ftohta, si nj\u00eb cop\u00eb xhami e e ngrir\u00eb akull. 
\n-\u00c7far\u00eb ka ndodh\u00eb gj\u00eb, q\u00eb qan?- e pyeta Els\u00ebn, duke e mbajtur n\u00eb kraharorin\ntim. 
\nElsa, s\u00ebrish u mundua t\u00eb \u00e7lirohej nga p\u00ebrqafimi im. Nuk e di, por ngriva edhe\nun\u00eb, sa nuk b\u00ebra m\u00eb asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje ta mbaja n\u00eb kraharor Els\u00ebn. 
\n-\u00c7far\u00eb ndodhi?- e ripyeta disa her\u00eb. 
\n– Nuk mundemi t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb. M\u00eb fal.
\n-Pse?
\n– Nuk mundemi. Falm\u00eb.
\n– Si t\u00eb t\u00eb fal?
\n– Je shum\u00eb i shtrenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Por, nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj dot si t\u00eb dashur. U\np\u00ebrpoqa shum\u00eb, por nuk munda.
\n– V\u00ebrtet?
\n– M\u00eb fal.
\n– Po ty, mbr\u00ebm\u00eb ishe aq e zjarrt\u00eb n\u00eb krevat. 
\n– U p\u00ebrpoqa\u2026
\n– Dhe\u2026.
\n– Nuk mundem.
\n– Kur e kuptove q\u00eb nuk mundesh? Tani n\u00eb m\u00ebngjez?…- I thash\u00eb pak\u00ebz me ironi,\nsepse as vet\u00eb nuk doja t\u00eb besoja fjal\u00ebt e Els\u00ebs. 
\n– Po tallesh me mua?- e pyeta.
\n– Jo, besom\u00eb.
\n– Si t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj? M\u00eb ftove t\u00eb vij kaq larg, te ty, dhe tani m\u00eb thua, q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb do\nt\u00eb dashur? 
\n– M\u00eb fal. 
\n– Vetveten t\u00ebnde e beson, q\u00eb m\u00eb thua k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj edhe un\u00eb?
\n– Je kaq i shtrenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, sa nuk dua t\u00eb t\u00eb humbas.
\n– Derisa m\u00eb ndjek, nuk e kupton, q\u00eb ty do q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb humbas\u00ebsh?
\n– Jo, jo. Dua t\u00eb mbetemi miq. 
\n– V\u00ebrtet?
\n– Po, je kaq i shtrenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. 
\n– Sa nj\u00eb kush\u00ebri i par\u00eb? \u2013 i m\u00ebshova ironis\u00eb, sepse nuk doja t\u00eb reagoja m\u00eb keq,\nduke ndjer\u00eb llav\u00ebn e zem\u00ebrimit t\u00eb m\u00eb pushtoj\u00eb p\u00ebrbrenda. 
\n– T\u00eb lutem shum\u00eb. Mos m\u00eb ironizo. Kuptom\u00eb. 
\n– E kupton, q\u00eb ty tallesh keq me mua?
\n– Jo, jo. Edhe un\u00eb vuaj tani, q\u00eb nuk mundemi dot t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb.
\n– Jo. At\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb kuptoj nga sjellja jote, \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb ty tallesh. Ose, me ftove t\u00eb\njetoje nj\u00eb flert, edhe pse m\u00eb ke premtuar deri tani dashurin\u00eb. 
\n– Hajde, t\u00eb pim\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe. \u2013 m\u00eb ftoi Elsa.
\n– Hajde, t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb krevat. \u00cbsht\u00eb ende her\u00ebt. \u2013 e ftova, si nj\u00eb p\u00ebpjekje t\u00eb\nharronim fjal\u00ebt e Els\u00ebs.
\n– T\u00eb thash\u00eb. Nuk mundem m\u00eb. Hajde t\u00eb pim\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe. 
\n– Kafe? Pasi m\u00eb thua, q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jesh m\u00eb e dashura ime?
\n– Dua t\u00eb jesh njeriu im m\u00eb i mir\u00eb.
\n– Si shok?- nuk doja ta fshihja m\u00eb ironin\u00eb. 
\n– Je kaq i shtrenjt\u00eb p\u00ebr mua, edhe pse nuk mundemi t\u00eb jemi t\u00eb dashuruar.
\n– Mund t\u00eb m\u00eb thuash, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn \u201cP\u00ebrse\u201d? Ku faj\u00ebsohem un\u00eb?
\n– Jo, jo, ty nuk faj\u00ebsohesh. Je kaq i mir\u00eb m\u00eb mua. 
\n– E kupton, q\u00eb n\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb thua p\u00ebrse, mund t\u00eb hamend\u00ebsoj mij\u00ebra gj\u00ebra?
\n– Un\u00eb faj\u00ebsohem, jo ty. Un\u00eb nuk mundem. 
\nE dija, q\u00eb sado t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulja, nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja asgj\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u2019i ndryshoja\nmendimin Els\u00ebs. 
\n– Hape der\u00ebn t\u00eb iki, at\u00ebhere.
\n– Hajde p\u00ebr kafe.
\n– Jo, jo, hajde hape der\u00ebn, t\u00eb iki, at\u00ebhere, – i thash\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb shikoja, sa e\nvendosur ishte Elsa n\u00eb fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb tha.
\nElsa u fut n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb prisja n\u00eb korridor. 
\nPrita m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 10 minuta. As un\u00eb nuk shkoja n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, ku priste Elsa, as\nElsa nuk erdhi t\u00eb korridorm ku rrija un\u00eb. 
\nHumba durimin.
\n– N\u00ebse do, q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb iki, hajde hap der\u00ebn, – i thash\u00eb Els\u00ebs.
\nDikur, Elsa erdhi. Nuk foli, por hapi der\u00ebn. 
\n– T\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7oj un\u00eb me makin\u00eb, ku do ty, meq\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb akoma err\u00ebt?- m\u00eb tha Elsa,\nnd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb hapi der\u00ebn.
\nNuk doja t\u2019i p\u00ebrgjigjesha. 
\nIka, pa e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetur. Akoma nuk kishte aguar dielli i atij m\u00ebngjesi. 
\nSa dola, bllokova n\u00eb rrjetin tim social \u00e7do komunikim me Els\u00ebn\u2026 
\nU \u00e7ova dhe hapa dritaren e zyr\u00ebs. Ndjeva se merrja frym\u00eb me zorr. 
\nKisha 4 vite nga ai m\u00ebngjez, q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk interesova m\u00eb p\u00ebr Els\u00ebn. Koh\u00ebn e par\u00eb\ne kisha shum\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta pranoja ndarjen. M\u00eb tep\u00ebr, ashtu si\u00e7 erdhi,\nnj\u00ebanshm\u00ebrisht nga Elsa. Pa u shpjeguar. Pa ditur, p\u00ebrse. 
\nSado mij\u00ebra hamend\u00ebsime b\u00ebja, nuk mund t\u00eb gjeja shkakun, ar\u00ebsyen\u2026 Nuk u\ninteresova, as n\u00ebse Elsa gjeti njeriun e saj. Ve\u00e7se, te un\u00eb, prishi\ngjith\u00e7ka. 
\nNdodhia trazoi q\u00ebnien time, aq sa fillova t\u00eb shkruaja, thua se e shkruajtura\n\u00ebsht\u00eb krisja q\u00eb \u00e7au brendin\u00eb time, duke k\u00ebrkuar rrug\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u2019u shp\u00ebrthyer\njasht\u00eb guack\u00ebs time. Meditime. Pa personifikime. Pa ngjarje. Pa personazhe.\nDuke p\u00ebrjashtuar edhe vetveten. Ato ishin dallg\u00eb ndjenjash, q\u00eb m\u00eb ngacmonin\np\u00ebrbrenda, pa gjetur dot qet\u00ebsin\u00eb. 
\nVe\u00e7se, pa dashur un\u00eb, meditimet e shp\u00ebrthyera nga q\u00ebnia ime, u b\u00ebn\u00eb sa\u00e7ma\nplumbi dhe ran\u00eb edhe mbi Els\u00ebn, derisa Elsa nuk mundi t\u00eb duronte. D\u00ebrgoi mesazh\nte Beni p\u00ebr mua. Nuk guxoi ta d\u00ebrgonte drejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb te un\u00eb. Ndoshta, donte q\u00eb\nt\u00eb m\u00eb injoronte edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb, duke m\u2019i d\u00ebrguar mesazhet me t\u00eb tret\u00eb. 
\n\u201cJu lutem, i thoni atij idioti, t\u00eb merret me di\u00e7ka t\u00eb vleshme dhe t\u00eb pushoj\u00eb t\u00eb\nshkruaj\u00eb f\u00eblliq\u00ebsirat e shpirtit, duke m\u00eb fyer vazhdimisht. Le t\u00eb vej\u00eb te\nndonj\u00eb doktor, q\u00eb t\u00eb harroj\u00eb mua\u2026\u201d. 
\nNuk mora mundimin t\u2019i p\u00ebrgjigjesha, ca m\u00eb pak, me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn monedh\u00eb. Urrejtja\ne saj e madhe d\u00ebfton sa shum\u00eb e ka l\u00ebnduar ndarjen ton\u00eb. Por, m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, edhe sa\npak e vleshme ishte Elsa p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb time. Ve\u00e7se, i habitur nga vendimi i\npapritur i Els\u00ebs, nuk doja t\u00eb besoja fjalorin e saj. Kur ishte student, ishte\nshum\u00eb e ndruajtur. M\u00eb shum\u00eb i qeshte syri, sesa i d\u00ebgjoja fjal\u00eb. Tani, \u00ebsht\u00eb\ntjet\u00ebrsuar kaq, sa, nga fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb m\u00eb shkruajti, bie er\u00eb thartir\u00eb. Vall\u00eb, koha\nt\u00eb faj\u00ebsohet?… Duhej ta ritakoja pas 30 viteve, q\u00eb t\u00eb njihja nga af\u00ebr\nlig\u00ebsin\u00eb e m\u00ebshiruar te karakteri i Els\u00ebs? Kjo m\u00eb d\u00ebrmonte edhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb\nvetveten, pse i dhash\u00eb besimin tim. Kaq leht\u00eb?!… D\u00ebshp\u00ebrimi yt nuk t\u00eb\nndryshon dot karakterin, thjesht, t\u00eb zbulon keq\u00ebsin\u00eb e shpirtit, q\u00eb nuk munda\nun\u00eb ta njihja m\u00eb par\u00eb. Sado thika t\u00eb m\u00eb ngul\u00ebsh me urrejtjen t\u00ebnde, un\u00eb nuk\nmund t\u00eb ndryshoj karakterin tim. As nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjem me urrejtje.\nDerisa gjuan me thik\u00ebn e urrejtjes, d\u00ebfton q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb ke dashuruar. \u00cbsht\u00eb\nvet\u00eb koha q\u00eb t\u00eb jep shuplaka shpirtkeq\u00ebsis\u00eb t\u00ebnde, sepse ty nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00ebsosh\nnga p\u00ebsimet, ngaq\u00eb je faji, jo viktima, – ishte p\u00ebrgjigja ime e heshtur. 
\nDi\u00e7ka shkruajta, at\u00ebkoh\u00eb, n\u00eb rrjetin tim social. Si p\u00ebrgjigje. T\u00eb\ndrejtp\u00ebrdrejt\u00eb. Qoft\u00eb edhe publike, edhe pse i kodifikuar, q\u00eb e kuptonim pak\nveta. 
\n\u201cNJ\u00cb P\u00cbRGJIGJA E DETYRUAR
\nNDAJ NJ\u0112 ZONJE
\nZonj\u00eb, As marr mundimin t\u00eb t\u00eb lexoj\u00eb statuset e tua. \u00c7do gj\u00eb q\u00eb shkruaj, \u00ebsht\u00eb\nkrijim i imi. Asnjera nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb PERSONAZH. Jeto e qet\u00eb, pa iluzione\u201d.
\nPranova p\u00ebrbrenda vetes, se kjo ishe erota jon\u00eb. E cop\u00ebzuar. E th\u00ebrmuar n\u00eb\nshk\u00ebmbijt\u00eb e jet\u00ebve tona, si shkuma e bardh\u00eb e dallg\u00ebve, drit\u00eb dhe err\u00ebsirr\u00eb\nbashk\u00eb, ndjenj\u00eb dhe l\u00ebngim nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht, e shkuara pa t\u00eb tashme, me t\u00eb nes\u00ebrme\nt\u00eb burgosur n\u00eb dhimbjen e shpirt\u00ebrave tan\u00eb. Derisa Elsa nuk guxoi t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb me\nmua, helmin e zbazi. Ve\u00e7se, nuk e di pse, k\u00ebt\u00eb helm ndaj meje, si e mbodhi kaq\nshpejt n\u00eb shpirtin e saj, kur akoma ende ka n\u00eb buz\u00ebt e saj t\u00eb puthur\u00ebn time,\nvlag\u00ebn e puthjes time. Ve\u00e7se, kisha nj\u00eb bindje, q\u00eb e af\u00ebrt do t\u00eb jet\u00eb koha, kur\nlot\u00ebt e jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj t\u00eb mos ken\u00eb m\u00eb vler\u00eb, sepse do t\u00eb jet\u00eb i kot\u00eb edhe mundimi\nq\u00eb t\u00eb mbledh\u00eb lot\u00ebt e pendimit n\u00eb shishen e shpirtit t\u00eb saj\u2026
\nU ndam\u00eb. Un\u00eb ika djathtas. P\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb sa m\u00eb larg nga nj\u00ebri \u2013tjetri. Harruam,\nat\u00ebhere, q\u00eb Toka q\u00ebnka e rrumbullak\u00ebt. Q\u00eb, ja, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb si kjo, edhe mund t\u00eb\ntakohemi, qoft\u00eb edhe \u2026rast\u00ebsisht. T\u00eb takohemi, n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn rrug\u00eb\u2026
\nMesazhin ma d\u00ebrgoi djali i saj. Kjo m\u00eb merakosi m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Mundet, apo nuk mund\nt\u00eb jet\u00eb, kaq papritur, nj\u00eb loj\u00eb e Els\u00ebs? 
\nNuk dija p\u00ebrse ka nevoj\u00eb Elsa. P\u00ebr lek\u00eb, besoj. At\u00ebhere, ishte e papun\u00eb.\nNdoshta edhe tani, e papun\u00eb do t\u00eb jet\u00eb. Ma kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb, q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt i rriti e\nvetme, pasi u nda me burrin e saj. Askush nga v\u00ebllez\u00ebrit dhe motrat nuk e\nndihmuan kurr\u00eb, edhe pse i kishte aty af\u00ebr\u2026
\nNgritya receptorin e telefonit t\u00eb zyr\u00ebs. 
\n– Beni, vjen dot n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn time?
\n– Tani? Jam n\u00eb Durr\u00ebs. Do t\u00eb takohemi nes\u00ebr n\u00eb m\u00ebngjez?- m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj\nBeni. 
\n– Kam nevoj\u00eb tani, sa m\u00eb par\u00eb. T\u00eb t\u00eb pres?
\n– Po, ta prish dot ty? \u2013 m\u00eb tha Beni. \u2013 Sepse ty, pastaj, nuk m\u00eb flet m\u00eb kurr\u00eb.
\n– Kam nevoj\u00eb. 
\n– Ka ndodh\u00eb gj\u00eb?
\n– Flasim. Kur t\u00eb vish. \u2013 i thash\u00eb Benit dhe e mbylla telefonin. 
\nSekretares i thash\u00eb t\u00eb ikte dhe t\u00eb porosiste sportelistin, q\u00eb t\u00eb lejonte Benin\nt\u00eb vinte n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn time. 
\nKisha humbur konceptin e koh\u00ebs, kur dera u hap dhe Beni u fut, pa\ntrokitur. 
\n– M\u00eb b\u00ebre merak. Lash\u00eb gruan n\u00eb Durr\u00ebs dhe erdha urgjent.
\n– Ta marr un\u00eb tani telefon dhe t\u2019i them, q\u00eb je k\u00ebtu me mua?
\n– Jo, jo, t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoi n\u00eb telefon. \u00c7far\u00eb halli ke?
\n– M\u00eb duhen nj\u00eb shum\u00eb euro.
\n– Ty, t\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh borxh? Po m\u00eb habit.
\n– Pse? Nuk jam njeri un\u00eb?
\n– Shqet\u00ebsohem. Ty kurr\u00eb nuk k\u00ebrkon borxh p\u00ebr hallin t\u00ebnd. P\u00ebr k\u00eb i do eurot\u00eb?
\n– Thjesht, m\u00eb thuaj. Mundesh t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmosh? \u00cbsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e madhe dhe nuk di\nn\u00ebse do t\u00eb t\u2019i kthej ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb.
\n– Patjet\u00ebr. Derisa ke hall, nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb braktis. 
\n– \u00cbsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e madhe. 
\n– Sa?
\n– As un\u00eb nuk e di tani p\u00ebr tani.
\n– Po m\u00eb b\u00ebn merak. Ke hall t\u00eb madh?
\n– Elsa\u2026
\n– \u00c7far\u00eb? Sikur e kishe harruar.
\n– Lexoje\u2026.- i thash\u00eb dhe i zgjata telefonin. 
\nBeni e lexoi mesazhin. La telefonin mbi tavolin\u00eb.
\n– Jo, jo. Nuk duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebsh asgj\u00eb. 
\n– Do m\u00eb ndihmosh?
\n– Tani u kujtua p\u00ebr ty? 
\n– Do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmosh?
\n– Mos e lejo, t\u00eb t\u00eb vras\u00eb s\u00ebrish.
\n– Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb Elsa, q\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon ndihm\u00eb. Kuptoje. 
\n– Nuk i ke asnj\u00eb detyrim.
\n– Nuk mund ta braktis. Ndoshta lufton p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar.
\n– Ajo nuk e meriton as tani, ndihm\u00ebn t\u00ebnde. D\u00ebgjom\u00eb\u2026
\n– Mir\u00eb, m\u00eb duhet t\u00eb dal.
\n– At\u00ebhere, prit t\u00eb t\u00eb jap di\u00e7ka. \u2013 m\u00eb tha Beni, dhe po rr\u00ebmonte n\u00eb celularin e\ntij. D\u00ebgjoj mesazhin q\u00eb mb\u00ebrriti n\u00eb celularin tim. 
\n\u201cI thoni, ju lutem, t\u00eb mos m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoj\u00eb m\u00eb. Un\u00eb e kam gjetur njeriun e zemr\u00ebs.\nMos pranoni t\u00eb b\u00ebni m\u00eb nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsin. Ky muhabet \u00ebsht\u00eb kot.\u201d Pash\u00eb foton e Els\u00ebs\nte d\u00ebrguesi. Ishte fotua q\u00eb kishte v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb rrjetin social vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua. Ende e\nmbante akoma, pas ndarjes ton\u00eb.
\nBeni nuk ma kishte treguar m\u00eb par\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mesazh. As m\u00eb kishte folur kurr\u00eb. E\nmbylla celularin, pa i dh\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje Benit. Shkova dhe hapa dritaren,\nshpin\u00ebkthyer. 
\n– Nuk mundem t\u00eb t\u00eb bind. Ti e ke vendosur. 
\n– Po.
\n– Lexo edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb. Mbase kupton m\u00eb mir\u00eb. \u2013 m\u00eb tha Beni, dhe sakaq d\u00ebgjoj\nmesazhin n\u00eb celularin tim. 
\n\u201cM\u00eb kupto\u2026nuk kam koh\u00eb p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra q\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb shpirt. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebr ty, q\u00eb\nshkruan p\u00ebr mua \u00e7do dit\u00eb n\u00eb facebokoon t\u00ebnd. Nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr do ta lumturonte\nkjo, po jo mua. Mua m\u00eb rr\u00ebnqeth. Mendja \u00ebsht\u00eb gj\u00eb e madhe, or ty, Nuk blihet,\nose e ke, ose nuk e ke. Dhe ty, m\u00eb vjen keq, po nuk eke. Ndryshe do ta kuptoje\nq\u00eb dashuria e njerit nuk mjafton q\u00eb t\u00eb shp\u00ebtoj\u00eb at\u00eb\u2026 q\u00eb nuk shp\u00ebtohet. T\u00eb ma fal\u00ebsh,\npo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb karakterin tim t\u2019u jap mund\u00ebsin\u00eb KURR\u00cb disa njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb kthehen\nmbrapa. Do t\u00eb t\u00eb mungoj, e di. Po nuk ke shans. Njer\u00ebzisht, ta them\u201d\u2026
\n– Asgj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb thot\u00eb kjo, – I fola Benit, duke e par\u00eb n\u00eb sy.
\n– Elsa t\u00eb ka njohur kaq mir\u00eb, derisa t\u00eb thot\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk ke mendje. Tani pot \u00eb\nkuptoj edhe un\u00eb. 
\n– Nuk hyn logjika k\u00ebtu. 
\n– Ah, po. Harrova, q\u00eb zemra jote mund logjik\u00ebn, k\u00ebshtu?…
\n– Nuk t\u00eb thirra ta diskutojm\u00eb. Nuk kam nevoj\u00eb debatin\u2026
\n– Ajo nuk t\u00eb jep mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb kthehesh te ajo, ta thot\u00eb qart\u00eb.
\n– Nuk t\u00eb thash\u00eb, q\u00eb dua t\u00eb kthehem te ajo.
\n– Ajo e di q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb mungoj\u00eb. Prandaj, do ta ndihmosh tani?…
\n– Beni, kuptom\u00eb. Nuk ushqej iluzione. Po nuk mund ta braktis, tani q\u00eb ajo\nlufton p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar. M\u00eb kupton?
\n– Po ti je jasht\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Nuk t\u00eb p\u00ebrket.
\n– Ty do ta b\u00ebje, po t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte ndihm\u00eb?
\n– Jo, jo. 
\n– Nuk t\u00eb detyroj. As t\u00eb gjykoj. 
\n– At\u00ebhere, nuk mundem t\u00eb t\u00eb mos ndihmoj. 
\n– T\u00eb falenderoj.
\n– Do ik\u00ebsh nes\u00ebr?
\n– Jo, tani do t\u00eb iki. 
\n– Merr, at\u00ebhere makin\u00ebn time. Mos ik me makin\u00ebn e pun\u00ebs.
\nMb\u00ebrrita her\u00ebt n\u00eb spitalin e Onkologjis\u00eb t\u00eb Athin\u00ebs. Pyeta p\u00ebr Els\u00ebn. Mjeku i\nsaj do vinte pas or\u00ebs 8. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt e Els\u00ebs nuk i kisha takuar asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, por\nndoshta ata mund t\u00eb m\u00eb njihnin, ndaj, nuk doja t\u00eb takoja asnj\u00eb, pa biseduar me\nme mjekun e saj. Ca m\u00eb pak, nuk doja t\u00eb takoja Els\u00ebn, ca m\u00eb pak, n\u00eb gj\u00ebndjen e\ntanishme t\u00eb saj sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore. 
\nPyeta p\u00ebr Els\u00ebn. Ngurova nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, kur infermierja m\u00eb pyeti \u00e7far\u00eb e kam. Nuk e\nkisha p\u00ebrgatitur vetveten, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje t\u00eb till\u00eb. 
\n– \u00cbsht\u00eb e njohura ime. 
\n– Nuk mund t\u2019ju jap informacion. Takoni familjar\u00ebt e pacientes, – ma ktheu\ninfermierja, duke m\u00eb treguar der\u00ebn.
\n– Jam ish-shi i saj. Vij nga Tirana, ta ndihmoj.
\n– Ashtu?- m\u00eb pyeti me habi infermierja. \u2013 E keni braktisur dhe tani vini ta\nm\u00ebshironi?
\n– Cili \u00ebsht\u00eb mjeku? \u2013 i thash\u00eb prer\u00eb. 
\nInfermierja belb\u00ebzoi di\u00e7ka n\u00ebp\u00ebr dh\u00ebmb\u00eb, \u201c m\u00eb falni\u201d dhe m\u00eb tha emrin e mjekut,\nduke m\u00eb ftuar t\u00eb ulesha dhe ta prisja n\u00eb zyr\u00ebn e tij. Nuk do vonoheje t\u00eb vinte.
\nMjeku erdhi dhe m\u00eb takoi, pasi e kishin njoftuar. 
\n– Ju, \u00e7far\u00eb e keni pacienten? \u2013 m\u00eb pyeti mjeku.
\n– Dua t\u00eb b\u00ebj gjith\u00e7ka, q\u00eb t\u2019i japim mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb, – iu p\u00ebrgjigja\nmjekut. 
\n– Pacientja ka nj\u00eb pu\u00e7\u00ebr n\u00eb tru.
\n– Sa koh\u00eb?
\n– Ajo q\u00eb na shqet\u00ebson \u00ebsht\u00eb se madh\u00ebsohet. Ndaj, duhet nd\u00ebrhyr\u00eb sa m\u00eb\nshpejt. 
\nU preva. Kuptova q\u00eb jeta e Els\u00ebs rrezikohet kaq shum\u00eb. 
\n– Mund t\u00eb ket\u00eb pasoja postoperacioni?
\n– Mund\u00ebsit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebdha jan\u00eb q\u00eb edhe opercioni q\u00eb t\u00eb mos b\u00ebj\u00eb asgj\u00eb. Ka shum\u00eb\nmund\u00ebsi q\u00eb edhe t\u00eb mbetet e paralizuar. Edhe mund t\u00eb mos flas\u00eb m\u00eb. 
\nDora m\u00eb ra instiktivisht mbi tavolin\u00eb, si nj\u00eb cop\u00eb e shk\u00ebputur nga trupi. 
\n– Do ta operoni k\u00ebtu?
\n– Ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr nj\u00eb operacion t\u00eb specializuar. M\u00eb mir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb ta b\u00ebj\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb\nklinik\u00eb t\u00eb specializuar n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr, n\u00eb Zyrih. \u00cbsht\u00eb mund\u00ebsia m\u00eb e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr\ngj\u00ebndjen e pacientes.
\n– Ju keni mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb komunikoni tani me klinik\u00ebn?
\n– Po, n\u00ebse ju mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrballoni shpenzimet financiare. 
\n– Dakord. B\u00ebni gjith\u00e7ka, q\u00eb ta \u00e7ojm\u00eb q\u00eb tani pacienten aty. \u2013 iu p\u00ebrgjigja\nmjekut. 
\n– T\u00eb th\u00ebrras f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e pacientes?
\n– Po. B\u00ebni gjith\u00e7ka, q\u00eb ta \u00e7ojm\u00eb sa m\u00eb par\u00eb aty.
\nMjeku u \u00e7ua dhe doli nga zyra. Kur erdhi, m\u00eb tha.
\n– Do t\u00eb duhet t\u00eb merrni nj\u00eb \u00e7arter, q\u00eb pacienten ta d\u00ebrgojm\u00eb sa m\u00eb par\u00eb.\nMundeni ta paguani dhe aeroplanin?
\n– Po, po. 
\n– Shum\u00eb mir\u00eb at\u00ebhere. Ja, t\u00eb vij\u00eb f\u00ebmija e pacientes.
\nDera u hap dhe dikush hyri br\u00ebnda. Un\u00eb nuk munda t\u00eb shikoja, pasi isha\nshpin\u00ebkthyer nga dera.
\n– Maman\u00eb tuaj do ta \u00e7ojm\u00eb nes\u00ebr n\u00eb Zvic\u00ebr. Ju sillni dokumentat tuaja, p\u00ebr 2\nshoq\u00ebrues.
\n– Doktor, kush do paguaj\u00eb? 
\n– Zot\u00ebria k\u00ebtu, – u p\u00ebrgjigj mjeku. 
\nBashk\u00ebfol\u00ebsi i mjekut erdhi pran\u00eb meje. Ishte hera e par\u00eb, q\u00eb shikoja p\u00ebrball\u00eb\ndjalin e Els\u00ebs. 
\n– Ju, erdh\u00ebt kaq shpejt? \u2013 m\u00eb pyeti djali i Els\u00ebs dhe m\u00eb zgjati dor\u00ebn.
\n– T\u00eb shkuara mamas\u00eb tuaj. \u2013 i thash\u00eb dhe i zgjata dor\u00ebn. 
\n– Ju falenderoj.
\n– T\u00eb shkuara. 
\n– Mamaja nuk di asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr ju. Un\u00eb ju k\u00ebrkova ndihm\u00eb, sepse mamaja nuk do t\u00eb\npranonte kurr\u00eb. 
\n– Sa koh\u00eb ka Elsa me k\u00ebt\u00eb s\u00ebmundje?
\n– Ka mbi nj\u00eb vit q\u00eb kurohet.
\n– Nj\u00eb vit, dhe nuk m\u00eb tha asgj\u00eb?…
\n– Mamaja e di mir\u00eb gj\u00ebndjen e saj sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore. Edhe q\u00eb ka pak shpres\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb\njetuar\u2026
\n– Nuk dua ta besoj. 
\n– Do vini ta takoni maman\u00eb?
\n– \u00c7far\u00eb? \u2013 pyeta i z\u00ebn\u00eb ngusht\u00eb, i pap\u00ebrgatitur t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja nj\u00eb ftes\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb\nnga djali i Els\u00ebs. 
\n– Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb, kur mamaja ishte shum\u00eb e s\u00ebmur\u00eb, d\u00ebgjova t\u00eb fliste me vete, q\u00eb ti\nnuk do ta besosh kurr\u00eb at\u00eb, pse t\u00eb tha \u201cIk\u201d. Kur u zgjua, e pyeta. Mamaja nuk\nm\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj m\u00eb kurr\u00eb. 
\n– Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb momenti, po meq\u00eb ma p\u00ebrmende, urdh\u00ebro k\u00ebt\u00eb, – i thash\u00eb djalit t\u00eb\nEls\u00ebs dhe i zgjata n\u00eb nj\u00eb flet\u00eb t\u00eb prinduar mesazhin q\u00eb Elsa i d\u00ebrgoi Benit p\u00ebr\nmua. 
\nDjali i Els\u00ebs nuk mori mundimin ta m\u00ebrr\u00eb flet\u00ebn q\u00eb i zgjata. 
\n– E kam lexuar. M\u00eb mir\u00eb, pyet vet\u00eb Els\u00ebn. Qoft\u00eb edhe tani. 
\n– Nuk erdha p\u00ebr t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuar ndonj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje. Le ta ndihmojm\u00eb t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb. \u2013 iu\np\u00ebrgjigja. 
\n– Do vish ta takosh? \u2013 k\u00ebmb\u00ebnguli djali i Els\u00ebs.
\n– Do ta gjej koh\u00ebn, – iu p\u00ebrgjigja, pa dashur t\u2019i them, q\u00eb nuk dua ta takoj m\u00eb.
\n– Djali i Els\u00ebs u largua. 
\nHapa mesengerin dhe i d\u00ebrgova mesazh Benit t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb urgjentisht n\u00eb Zyrih.
\nU largova nga zyra e mjekut dhe shkova te restoranti i spitalit, duke z\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb\nk\u00ebnd t\u00eb larguar nga rr\u00ebmuja. Kisha humbur konceptin e koh\u00ebpritjes, sa as uri\nnuk ndjeja, ve\u00e7se pija kafe pa mbarim, sa ndjeva mpirje n\u00eb gjysm\u00ebn e kok\u00ebs.\nBeni m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoi p\u00ebrgjigje, q\u00eb u nis p\u00ebr n\u00eb Zyrih. U leht\u00ebsova disi. 
\nDikur pash\u00eb q\u00eb erdhi drejt meje djali i Els\u00ebs, duke mbajtur n\u00eb dor\u00eb disa flet\u00eb.
\n– T\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj gjithandej. \u2013 m\u00eb tha.
\n– Ka ndonj\u00eb problem? \u2013 e pyeta.
\n– Duhet t\u00eb paguani, q\u00eb t\u00eb niset \u00e7arteri t\u00eb vij\u00eb k\u00ebtu. \u2013 m\u00eb tha djali i Els\u00ebs\ndhe m\u00eb zgjati disa fatura. I mora faturat, i dhash\u00eb andres\u00ebn time t\u00eb\nmesengerit, t\u00eb m\u00eb lajm\u00ebronte p\u00ebr ardhjen e aeroplanit dhe dola nga spitali\u2026
\nAf\u00ebr mbr\u00ebmjes, djali i Els\u00ebs m\u00eb d\u00ebrgoi mesazh, duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, q\u00eb p\u00ebr 30 minuta\nEls\u00ebn do ta \u00e7ojn\u00eb n\u00eb aeroport me ambulanc\u00eb. 
\nKur mb\u00ebrrita n\u00eb oborrin e spitalit, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb ambulanc\u00eb q\u00eb prite p\u00ebrpara der\u00ebs.\nMendova se ishte p\u00ebr Els\u00ebn, ndaj u struka diku, ku mund t\u00eb mos bija n\u00eb sy, por\nt\u00eb v\u00ebzhgoja gjith\u00e7ka. Duke pritur, hapa rrjetin social dhe k\u00ebrkova profilin e\nEls\u00ebs. Pash\u00eb foton e profilit t\u00eb saj, nj\u00eb grua me vello t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, q\u00eb hedh\nbuqet\u00ebn me lule tr\u00ebndafilash t\u00eb kuq n\u00eb aj\u00ebr\u2026 M\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb, q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk\nveshi vello nus\u00ebrie. \u201cEdhe un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebra das\u00ebm, sepse ika n\u00eb emigrim, – i\nthash\u00eb. \u2013 Kur u ktheva, gjeta n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi vajz\u00ebn 3 muajshe.\u201d \u201c N\u00ebse martohemi, a\ndo q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb das\u00ebm?, m\u00eb pyeti dikur\u201d. \u201cPse e do dasm\u00ebn? Tani \u00ebsht\u00eb moda t\u00eb bashk\u00ebjetojm\u00eb.-\niu p\u00ebrgjigja\u201d. \u201cDo t\u00eb doja t\u00eb vishja nj\u00eb her\u00eb vello nus\u00ebrie. Po, s\u2019ka gj\u00eb. M\u00eb\nmjafton t\u00eb jetojm\u00eb bashk\u00eb, edhe pa veshur vello, – m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj Elsa dhe kurr\u00eb\nnuk m\u00eb foli p\u00ebr martes\u00eb e vello\u201d. Nj\u00eb \u00e7ast, mendova, se mos Elsa \u00ebsht\u00eb martuar,\npasi iku nga un\u00eb, ndaj ka v\u00ebn\u00eb edhe foton me vello n\u00eb profil. Po nuk guxova t\u00eb\nshfletoja m\u00eb tej n\u00eb profilin e saj n\u00eb rrjetin social. 
\nKur dikush hapi port\u00ebn e ambulanc\u00ebs, un\u00eb u afrova pran\u00eb hyrjes, duke u strukur\nn\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb saj, diku i larguar. Nuk vonoi dhe infermier\u00ebt soll\u00ebn te\nambulance Els\u00ebn t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb krevat. Nuk l\u00ebviza, por ndiqja me shqet\u00ebsim. U\nmundova t\u00eb dalloja fytyr\u00ebn e Els\u00ebs, por nuk munda. 
\nKur Els\u00ebn e fut\u00ebn n\u00eb ambulanc\u00eb, ndjeva dik\u00eb q\u00eb u afrua pran\u00eb meje. U tregova\nshp\u00ebrfill\u00ebs, duke kujtuar se do t\u00eb ishte ndonj\u00eb i rast\u00ebsish\u00ebm. 
\n– P\u00ebrse e ndihmon tani Els\u00ebn? \u2013 d\u00ebgjova t\u00eb m\u00eb pyeste ai q\u00eb u afrua te\nun\u00eb. 
\nE pash\u00eb n\u00eb sy. Nuk e kisha takuar ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb. Duke paralelizuar mosh\u00ebn, mendova\nse do t\u00eb ishte v\u00ebllai i madh i Els\u00ebs. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk e kisha takuar, por kujtova\nn\u00eb \u00e7ast se dikur, kur isha student, xhaxhai im m\u00eb tha, kur isha me pushimet\nverore, se nj\u00eb zetorist e kishte pyetur at\u00eb (xhaxhain tim) p\u00ebr mua, duke i\nth\u00ebn\u00eb se ka lidhje me motr\u00ebn e tij. Un\u00eb at\u00ebhere, u zem\u00ebrova shum\u00eb me Els\u00ebn, se\nv\u00ebrtet shoq\u00ebroheshim, por akoma nuk i kisha shprehur dashurin\u00eb time. Ngutja e\nsaj, t\u2019u thoshte njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb saj p\u00ebr lidhjen ton\u00eb, ngacmoi keq egoizmin tim.\nMbaj mend, q\u00eb sa u kthyem n\u00eb universitet, u zum\u00eb me Els\u00ebn\u2026
\nEdhe tani, t\u00eb zem\u00ebruar me Els\u00ebn, si dikur. Dhe v\u00ebllai i saj, tani pyet mua,\np\u00ebrse e ndihmoj. Rast\u00ebsi e koh\u00ebs?…
\n– E do q\u00eb ta kesh dashnore tani?…- d\u00ebgjova tjetrin t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte, nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb\nun\u00eb heshta ndaj pyestjes s\u00eb par\u00eb. Ndjeva nj\u00eb llav\u00eb morvica t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkonin\ntrupin. Ndjeva kaq urrjetje, sa doja ta q\u00eblloja. Por, ende ambulanca nuk ishte\nlarguar nga hyrja e spitalit. 
\n– Dhe flet ty? Q\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn Els\u00ebn e keni braktisur, sa edhe tani e lini t\u00eb\nvdes\u00eb?… \u2013 e kisha ngritur tonin e zem\u00ebrimit, dhe me vrull p\u00ebrplasa supin tim\nme supin e fol\u00ebsit, duke u larguar. Pash\u00eb, q\u00eb pran\u00eb nesh ishin afruar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e\nEls\u00ebs. Djali u mundua t\u00eb m\u00eb ndaloj\u00eb, por un\u00eb e shk\u00ebputa dor\u00ebn e tij nga krahu\nim. Nuk e ktheva m\u00eb kok\u00ebn dhe u largova nga spitali\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tregim nga Jakup B. GJO\u00c7A Pjesa e par\u00eb \u201cMamaja \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb s\u00ebmur\u00eb n\u00eb spitalin Onkologjik t\u00eb Athin\u00ebs. Duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb nj\u00eb operacion, q\u00eb kushton shum\u00eb. Nuk ka shum\u00eb koh\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb jetuar. Mund ta ndihmoni?\u201d\u2026. E lexova disa her\u00eb mesazhin, q\u00eb m\u00eb erdhi n\u00eb mesengerin tim. Ndon\u00ebse nuk kishim komunikuar asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, e njoha d\u00ebrguesin. \u00cbsht\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":11687,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,241],"tags":[948,1444],"class_list":["post-21224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aktualitet","category-letersi","tag-jakup-gjoca","tag-kryesore"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21224","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21224"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21224\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}