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Nuk e di se pse mora guximin ta tregoja k\u00ebt\u00eb histori paksa t\u00eb komplikuar,\npor q\u00eb ende nuk e di se pse u b\u00eb kaq l\u00ebmsh. Nuk e kuptoj pse njer\u00ebzit kan\u00eb\ndegjeneruar kaq shum\u00eb dhe nuk din\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb, nuk i kontrollojn\u00eb fare veprimet\ndhe pastaj gjith\u00e7ka kthehet n\u00eb maskarall\u00ebk e n\u00eb imoralitet. \u00c7uditesha kur d\u00ebgjoja\nvajzat q\u00eb ishin n\u00eb pun\u00eb e ankoheshin q\u00eb i ngacmonte shefi, thoja q\u00eb ndoshta i\njepnin shkas sepse askush nuk t\u00eb ngacmon n\u00ebse nuk i jep arsye, ngaq\u00eb vet\u00eb un\u00eb nuk\nisha ndodhur n\u00eb situat\u00ebn e tyre. Tani, edhe un\u00eb si ato, gjendem n\u00eb nj\u00eb situat\u00eb\nt\u00eb tmershme q\u00eb nuk e kisha menduar se do ta p\u00ebrjetoja ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb ambientin\nku punoj. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebt\u00eb vit kam mbaruar shkoll\u00ebn dhe nj\u00eb shoqja ime arriti t\u00eb m\u00eb siguronte nj\u00eb\nvend pune n\u00eb nj\u00eb kompani, ku ishte shef i dashuri i saj. Ajo nuk ma tregoi k\u00ebt\u00eb\nt\u00eb fundit, e prezantoi thjesht si mikun e saj. Disa koh\u00eb kishte punuar ajo\natje, por ishte larguar nga puna ngaq\u00eb nuk kishte koh\u00eb dhe m\u00eb propozoi mua t\u00eb\nfilloja n\u00eb vend t\u00eb saj. Shoqja ime m\u00eb tregoi se ishte pun\u00eb n\u00eb zyr\u00eb dhe pa\nlodhje t\u00eb tep\u00ebrta dhe un\u00eb, q\u00eb sapo kisha mbaruar shkoll\u00ebn p\u00ebr Komunikim, isha\nshum\u00eb e lumtur q\u00eb arrita t\u00eb gjeja menj\u00ebher\u00eb pun\u00eb. Pranova ofert\u00ebn e saj, pa e\nvrar\u00eb shum\u00eb mendjen se \u00e7far\u00eb mund t\u00eb ndodhte m\u00eb pas. Disa koh\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb, si\nduket, mikesha ime u nda nga shefi im dhe gj\u00ebrat filluan t\u00eb p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsoheshin\nedhe p\u00ebr mua. Ajo iku jasht\u00eb shtetit dhe un\u00eb tashm\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019i drejtohesha\naskujt p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb pak\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi q\u00eb kisha aty, gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrpara e kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. Shefi\nim, nuk e mohoj q\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb i k\u00ebndsh\u00ebm, i sjellsh\u00ebm dhe i komunikuesh\u00ebm. Kishte\nvet\u00ebm nj\u00eb t\u00eb met\u00eb t\u00eb madhe; i nd\u00ebrronte femrat si mbreti grat\u00eb. Edhe nga bashk\u00ebshortja\nishte ndar\u00eb p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb nj\u00eb tradhtie, pasi ajo e kishte kapur n\u00eb flagranc\u00eb. Mua\nnuk m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte kjo gj\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mund t\u00eb b\u00ebnt\u00eb \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb donte. Ish-gruaja e tij\nvinte shpesh n\u00eb kompani sepse ishte aksionere, por mua nuk m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte aspak\nprania e saj. Problemet q\u00eb kishte shefi im n\u00eb familjen e tij dhe me marr\u00ebdh\u00ebniet\ne tij, nuk kishin pse t\u00eb ndikonin n\u00eb pun\u00ebn time, meqen\u00ebse un\u00eb punoja dhe ai ishte\nshprehur i k\u00ebnaqur nga puna q\u00eb b\u00ebja e nga korrektesa ime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fakt, nuk ndikuan muajin e par\u00eb… Pas ndarjes nga bashk\u00ebshortja e tij, shefit\ntim filluan t\u2019i lindnin disa ide q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim dukeshin si ngacmime t\u00eb vogla,\npor me kalimin e koh\u00ebs u b\u00ebn\u00eb goxha t\u00eb bezdisshme. Si mund t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj\u00eb lidhje nj\u00eb\nmashkull me nj\u00eb vart\u00ebsen e tij, nj\u00eb muaj pas ndarjes nga bashk\u00ebshortja? Kjo\npyetje q\u00ebndronte gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs n\u00eb mendjen time, p\u00ebr aq koh\u00eb sa isha n\u00eb pun\u00eb. N\u00eb\nfillim, ngacmimet e tij i justifikoja me iden\u00eb se keqkuptohesha, por ai nuk\ndonte t\u2019ia dinte p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb dhe me kalimin e koh\u00ebs, filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb ngacmonte pa pik\u00ebn\ne problemit. Edhe pse ndihesha keq, nuk dija si t\u00eb reagoja, nuk doja ta humbisja\nvendin e pun\u00ebs, duke menduar se sa e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb sot t\u00eb gjesh nj\u00eb pun\u00eb, por\nedhe nuk kisha mund\u00ebsi kurrsesi t\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigjesha ngacmimeve t\u00eb tij, sepse dihej\nq\u00eb, n\u00ebse i jepesha, pun\u00ebn e kisha t\u00eb humbur. B\u00ebja sikur nuk kuptoja asgj\u00eb,\nndonj\u00ebher\u00eb i p\u00ebrgjigjesha me shaka, ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb e anashkaloja dhe ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb,\nnuk i p\u00ebrgjigjesha fare. Erdhi nj\u00eb moment kur ai m\u00eb tha se duhet t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja\npas orarit, pasi kishte di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb diskutuar me mua. Duhet t\u00eb q\u00ebndroja, edhe\npse e dija se ajo \u00e7far\u00eb ai donte t\u00eb bisedonte nuk i takonte aspak pun\u00ebs sime. M\u00eb\ntha se m\u00eb vler\u00ebsonte, se nuk d\u00ebshironte q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb ikja nga puna dhe t\u00ebrthorazi\nma b\u00ebri t\u00eb qart\u00eb se duhet t\u00eb plot\u00ebsoja disa kushte q\u00eb kishte ai vend pune. U\ntmerrova, por nuk e dhash\u00eb veten. Ai priste pergjigje me patjet\u00ebr, edhe pse un\u00eb\nnuk i dhash\u00eb asnj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr erdha si gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebt e tjera n\u00eb pun\u00eb\ndhe u ula n\u00eb vendin tim. Pas disa minutash, erdhi shefi im dhe m\u00eb tha se kishte\ndi\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb biseduar me mua. Shkova t\u00eb zyra e tij dhe, pa e mbyllur der\u00ebn mir\u00eb,\nnj\u00eb dor\u00eb e fort\u00eb m\u00eb mb\u00ebrtheu. Nuk po e kuptoja se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte, doja t\u00eb\nlargohesha, por nuk mundesha. E k\u00ebrc\u00ebnova se do t\u00eb ul\u00ebrija, por si duket tek ai,\nnj\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnim i till\u00eb nuk b\u00ebnte asnj\u00eb efekt. Pas disa mundimesh, arrita t\u00eb \u00e7lirohesha\nnga kthetrat e tij dhe, kur po dilja te dera, e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnova se n\u00ebse n\u00eb gjyqin me\nt\u00eb shoqen do t\u2019i duhej nj\u00eb ndihm\u00eb t\u00eb shoqes s\u00eb tij, ajo do ta gjente tek un\u00eb.\nQ\u00eb nga ajo dit\u00eb, ai nuk m\u00eb ka ngacmuar m\u00eb dhe vazhdoj pun\u00eb rehat, madje as shikimin\nnuk e hedh. K\u00ebshtu, shp\u00ebtova prej tij dhe mbajta edhe pun\u00ebn time. K\u00ebshtu e duan\nk\u00ebta maniak\u00eb seksi q\u00eb nuk din\u00eb ku t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb parat\u00eb dhe mendojn\u00eb se me para mund\nt\u00eb blejn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Me respekt, E\nVuajtura<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Nuk e di se pse mora guximin ta tregoja k\u00ebt\u00eb histori paksa t\u00eb komplikuar, por q\u00eb ende nuk e di se pse u b\u00eb kaq l\u00ebmsh. Nuk e kuptoj pse njer\u00ebzit kan\u00eb degjeneruar kaq shum\u00eb dhe nuk din\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb, nuk i kontrollojn\u00eb fare veprimet dhe pastaj gjith\u00e7ka kthehet n\u00eb maskarall\u00ebk e n\u00eb imoralitet. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-21163","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21163","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21163"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21163\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21163"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21163"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21163"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}