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Historia ime\nfilloi krejt papritur dhe komplet e paparashikuar. Ndoshta shum\u00eb vet\u00eb do m\u00eb\ngjykojn\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, por un\u00eb do b\u00ebj timen, do ta tregoj historin\u00eb time deri n\u00eb\nfund, sepse kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebfehem. Isha n\u00eb vitin e dyt\u00eb gjimnaz dhe gjithmon\u00eb\nd\u00ebshira ime ka qen\u00eb t\u00eb studioja jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, sidomos n\u00eb Angli, i cili\nishte qyteti i \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb mia. U kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi; o iki atje, o\nvdes. Isha fiksuar keq fare. N\u00eb fakt, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj, isha e shtyr\u00eb edhe nga\ntezja ime. Un\u00eb kam qen\u00eb shum\u00eb e lidhur pas tezes, e doja shum\u00eb. Kur themi teze,\nmendojm\u00eb nj\u00eb grua t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr, por n\u00eb fakt, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e re dhe e bukur. Ajo\nkishte emigruar n\u00eb Angli prej vitesh dhe ishte rregulluar shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. Punonte n\u00eb\nnj\u00eb pun\u00eb q\u00eb ishte p\u00ebr t\u2019u pasur zili dhe kishte nj\u00eb bashk\u00ebshort t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm.\nSa her\u00eb q\u00eb vinte tezja, m\u00eb fliste p\u00ebr Anglin\u00eb dhe un\u00eb mahnitesha. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb, kur\nerdhi p\u00ebr pushime, sepse vinte shpesh, e kisha menduar gjat\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb bisedoja\nme t\u00eb seriozisht p\u00ebr Anglin\u00eb. Doja t\u2019i shprehja d\u00ebshir\u00ebn time p\u00ebr t\u00eb studiuar\natje. Dhe, duke qen\u00eb se ne t\u00eb dyja ishim shum\u00eb t\u00eb lidhura, isha e sigurt\u00eb q\u00eb\najo do t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjej pozitivisht. I thash\u00eb:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Teze, un\u00eb\nkam d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb vij n\u00eb Angli, ti si mendon? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ua, Jona, do\nt\u00eb isha shum\u00eb e lumtur, s\u2019e ke iden\u00eb sa m\u00eb mungon familja, m\u00eb mungoni ju, atje\ns\u2019kam njer\u00ebz t\u00eb af\u00ebrt. Prania jote do m\u00eb b\u00ebnte ta ndjeja m\u00eb pak mallin p\u00ebr\nShqip\u00ebrin\u00eb. Do t\u00eb ndihmoj un\u00eb n\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka, sepse t\u00eb dua shum\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kam p\u00ebrzem\u00ebr\ne ti e di tashm\u00eb, besoj. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb fakt, \u00ebsht\u00eb\ne v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, ajo m\u00eb sillte gjithnj\u00eb dhurata, m\u00eb merrte n\u00eb telefon dhe m\u00eb pyeste p\u00ebr\n\u00e7far\u00eb kisha nevoj\u00eb e gjith\u00e7ka tjet\u00ebr. Nejse, un\u00eb mbarova gjimnazin dhe aplikova\np\u00ebr studime n\u00eb Angli. Fitova nj\u00eb deg\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqeu dhe garancin\u00eb e t\u00eb gjitha\nshpenzimet i pagoi tezja ime e dashur. Pas disa p\u00ebrpjekjesh t\u00eb st\u00ebrzgjatura,\narrita ta merrja viz\u00ebn p\u00ebr studime. Dit\u00ebn q\u00eb do t\u00eb nisesha p\u00ebr n\u00eb Angli,\nfamilja ime nuk p\u00ebrmbahej dot, mami me t\u00eb qara, babai, v\u00ebllai i vog\u00ebl. O Zot, e\nmbaj mend si sot sa keq jam ndjer\u00eb, edhe pse po shkoja n\u00eb nj\u00eb vend komplet t\u00eb\nhuaj. Fillova t\u00eb trembesha, sado q\u00eb kisha tezen atje dhe ajo ishte nj\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetje\ngoxha e madhe q\u00eb besoj \u00e7dokush do ta kishte zili. Arrita n\u00eb Angli. N\u00eb aeroport\nm\u00eb priti tezja dhe bashk\u00ebshorti i saj. Ishte hera e par\u00eb q\u00eb e shikoja bashk\u00ebshortin\ne saj, sepse ai kishte nj\u00eb biznes t\u00eb tijin n\u00eb Angli dhe, q\u00ebkur ishte martuar me\ntezen, nuk kishte ardhur n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri p\u00ebr arsye pune. Takova tezen dhe iu hodha\nn\u00eb krah\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Jona ime e\ndashur, shpirti im i vog\u00ebl, mir\u00eb se na erdhe! Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb Eltoni, burri im.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 G\u00ebzohem q\u00eb\nnjihem me ty Jona dhe me k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb mbar\u00eb k\u00ebtu n\u00eb Angli! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eltoni ishte\nshum\u00eb i sjellsh\u00ebm dhe p\u00ebr m\u00eb tep\u00ebr, shum\u00eb simpatik. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb rrug\u00ebs nuk na\npushoi goja mua dhe tezes duke folur dhe diskutuar. Si fillim, shkuam n\u00eb nj\u00eb\nkafe n\u00eb Lond\u00ebr dhe un\u00eb, gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb mahnitesha nga ai qytet madh\u00ebshtor\ndhe kaq magjeps\u00ebs. Ishte ashtu si\u00e7 v\u00ebrtet e kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar. Nuk e di, por m\u00eb\ndukej vetja si princesh\u00eb e vog\u00ebl dhe Anglia ishte mbret\u00ebria q\u00eb kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar\ngjithnj\u00eb. Sht\u00ebpin\u00eb tezja e kishte n\u00eb nj\u00eb lagje t\u00eb Londr\u00ebs, q\u00eb ishte v\u00ebrtet shum\u00eb\ne bukur. Ishte sht\u00ebpi private, tamam si ato sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e kukullave dhe shum\u00eb e\nbukur. Kur hyra n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, u ndjeva kaq rehat dhe ngela e habitur aq e bukur\ndhe e mobiluar me shije ishte. Aty e kuptova pse tezja ishte kaq rehat, kaq e\nqet\u00eb dhe rrezatonte gjithnj\u00eb lumturi. Kishte nj\u00eb burr\u00eb shum\u00eb simpatik, pun\u00ebtor,\nnj\u00eb pun\u00eb t\u00eb saj\u00ebn t\u00eb rehatshme e me t\u00eb ardhura t\u00eb mira dhe nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\nfantastike. M\u00eb treguan sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa Eltoni m\u00eb tregoi dhom\u00ebn time. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ja, Jona,\nkjo \u00ebsht\u00eb dhoma jote, shpresoj t\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00eblqej\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb model alpin dhe i bie t\u00eb\njesh n\u00eb kat t\u00eb tret\u00eb, por e kam projektuar dhe mobiluar un\u00eb, duke t\u00eb imagjinuar\nty, nga ato q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb Lola (q\u00eb ishte tezja ime).<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment,\nngela pa frym\u00eb. As n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time s\u2019e kisha pasur fatin t\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb\ngjith\u00ebn p\u00ebr vete dhe me kaq luks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 \u00cbsht\u00eb e\nmrekullueshme, as n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr s\u2019e kisha par\u00eb. Faleminderit p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjitha, jam\nshum\u00eb e k\u00ebnaqur. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 M\u00eb b\u00ebhet\nqejfi, – m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj Eltoni. \u2013 N\u00eb dit\u00ebt n\u00eb vazhdim un\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebj guid\u00eb n\u00eb\nqytetin e bukur t\u00eb Londr\u00ebs dhe do t\u00eb tregoj ato \u00e7far\u00eb ty t\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb sepse Lola\n\u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb e z\u00ebn\u00eb sepse punon n\u00eb shtet dhe vet\u00ebm n\u00eb fundjav\u00eb ka pushim.\nDuke qen\u00eb se un\u00eb jam pak m\u00eb i lir\u00eb se jam pronar vet\u00eb (qesh) do t\u00eb t\u00eb tregoj\nqytetin dhe do t\u00eb t\u00eb regjistroj edhe n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Oh,\nfaleminderit, por nuk dua t\u00eb t\u00eb mundoj, mund t\u00eb dal dhe vet\u00eb sepse s\u2019dua t\u2019ju\nhap pun\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 As mos e\nmendo k\u00ebt\u00eb Jona, ti je mbesa e Lol\u00ebs dhe p\u00ebr mua je nj\u00ebsoj si me qen\u00eb mbesa ime…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aty m\u2019u pren\u00eb\npak krah\u00ebt, s\u2019e di pse pata nj\u00eb lloj xhelozie ndaj Lol\u00ebs, se ishte me shum\u00eb fat\nq\u00eb kishte pran\u00eb nj\u00eb person kaq t\u00eb sjellsh\u00ebm dhe t\u00eb dashur. N\u00eb at\u00eb moment, erdhi\nedhe Lola.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– H\u00eb, shpirti\ni tezes, si t\u00eb duket, po t\u00eb p\u00eblqen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 M\u00eb p\u00eblqen\nshum\u00eb teze dhe nuk di si t\u00eb ta shp\u00ebrblej. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 As mos e\nmendo, ti je vajza ime, apo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebshtu Elton. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Po, po, ne\nakoma s\u2019jemi b\u00ebr\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb edhe pse ti je e rritur, do t\u00eb t\u00eb kemi\nsi vajz\u00ebn ton\u00eb \u2013 tha dhe qesh\u00ebn t\u00eb dy bashk\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
U ndjeva v\u00ebrtet\nmir\u00eb me k\u00ebto q\u00eb po m\u00eb thonin. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, Eltoni m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi tek universiteti,\nku b\u00ebra t\u00eb gjitha procedurat e nevojshme. Pas nj\u00eb jave, do t\u00eb filloja shkoll\u00ebn.\n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Suksese\nJona! \u2013 M\u00eb tha Eltoni. – K\u00ebt\u00eb jav\u00eb q\u00eb je pushim, do ta shfryt\u00ebzojm\u00eb n\u00eb maksimum\np\u00ebr t\u00eb par\u00eb vendet m\u00eb t\u00eb bukura…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shkuam n\u00eb disa\nvende, v\u00ebnde antike t\u00eb vjetra, me k\u00ebshtjella dhe me shum\u00eb histori. U mahnita v\u00ebrtet\nshum\u00eb dhe Eltoni m\u2019i shpjegonte kaq bukur, sa dukej sikur ishte rritur aty. U b\u00ebra\nkurioze dhe e pyeta Eltonin:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sa vje\u00e7 ke\nardhur k\u00ebtu n\u00eb Angli? Dukesh sikur e di p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb p\u00ebr p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Po, v\u00ebrtet,\ne njoh shum\u00eb mir\u00eb Londr\u00ebn. Kam ardhur shum\u00eb i vog\u00ebl, vet\u00ebm 13 vje\u00e7. Tani q\u00eb jam\n35 vje\u00e7, ndihem me fat q\u00eb jam rritur k\u00ebtu. Gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs, ne flisnim p\u00ebr\nkulturat e ndryshme t\u00eb Anglis\u00eb dhe Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, p\u00ebr mentalitetet. Ishte v\u00ebrtet\nnj\u00eb dit\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur. Mbasdite shkuam t\u00eb merrnim edhe tezen te puna dhe ajo,\nsa m\u00eb pa, m\u00eb puthi fort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 U k\u00ebnaqe? Si\nt\u2019u duken ato vende q\u00eb pe? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ishin t\u00eb\nbukura dhe u k\u00ebnaqa shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Toni, besoj\nma ke trajtuar mir\u00eb mbes\u00ebn, se t\u00eb vrava! – qeshi tezja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Pyete, n\u00ebse\nke dyshime. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Jo, shpirt, s\u2019kam\ndyshime te ti… – iu drejtua tezja, – Je i mrekulluesh\u00ebm dhe kam shum\u00eb besim\nte ti, prandaj edhe e kam l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00ebn t\u00ebnde. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne ik\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe sinqerisht, mendoja se tezja me burrin e saj ishin \u00e7ifti m\u00eb i bukur dhe m\u00eb i dashur q\u00eb kisha par\u00eb. Eltoni ose Toni, si\u00e7 i th\u00ebrrisnim shkurt, nuk i ndahej asnj\u00eb sekond\u00eb asaj, aq shum\u00eb dukej q\u00eb e donte dhe e adhuronte. Erdh\u00ebn edhe dit\u00ebt e tjera n\u00eb vazhdim dhe \u00e7do dit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb k\u00ebnaqesha, por m\u00eb shum\u00eb mahnitesha nga Toni. Ishte personi m\u00eb inteligjent q\u00eb kisha njohur, ishte shum\u00eb i kujdessh\u00ebm dhe i dashur. Vazhdova edhe shkoll\u00ebn dhe muajt kalonin pa u ndjer\u00eb e p\u00ebr v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, Toni me tezen ishin aty q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmonin. M\u00eb shum\u00eb, koh\u00ebn e kaloja me Tonin, bile arrita deri aty sa i shkoja te puna sepse e dija q\u00eb ishte vet\u00eb pronar dhe nuk do ta bezdisja. Edhe tezja kishte tmerr\u00ebsisht besim tek un\u00eb dhe Toni. Toni kishte nj\u00eb karburant t\u00eb vetin dhe, sa m\u00eb shikonte, ishte gati t\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebronte. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb ia kaloja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb, kisha krijuar shoq\u00ebri, tashm\u00eb isha ambientuar, por asgj\u00eb nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebrshtypje pas disa koh\u00ebsh, sa prania e Tonit. T\u00eb jem e sinqert\u00eb, kisha filluar t\u00eb ndjeja p\u00ebr t\u00eb. E adhuroja dhe e shikoja q\u00eb edhe ai m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte pran\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim e pata t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb ta pranoja me veten time dhe ndihesha keq ndaj tezes q\u00eb m\u00eb donte kaq shum\u00eb dhe kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. Pas shum\u00eb torturash me veten, e pranova me veten se kisha r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri me t\u00eb. Bisedoja me or\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra me Tonin dhe ishte e pashmangshme lindja e ndjenjave, sidomos nga un\u00eb. E dija q\u00eb isha gabim, por ishte hera e par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time q\u00eb e dashuroja k\u00ebt\u00eb gabim timin dhe nuk mund t\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb. \u00c7do gj\u00eb e tij m\u00eb joshte dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr vete. Bisedoja me or\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebra me Tonin dhe ishte e pashmangshme lindja e ndjenjave, sidomos nga un\u00eb. E dija q\u00eb isha gabim, por ishte hera e par\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time q\u00eb e dashuroja k\u00ebt\u00eb gabim timin dhe nuk mund t\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb. \u00c7do gj\u00eb e tij m\u00eb joshte dhe m\u00eb b\u00ebnte p\u00ebr vete. Sidomos kur m\u00eb ndodhte ta shikoja n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje gjys\u00ebm t\u00eb zhveshur teksa shkonte n\u00eb banjo apo rrinte vet\u00ebm me nj\u00eb kanatiere nga vapa, tundohesha tmerr\u00ebsisht shum\u00eb. Ishte shum\u00eb burr\u00ebror dhe \u00e7do gj\u00eb e tija ishte josh\u00ebse dhe e bukur. Nuk m\u00eb zinte gjumi nat\u00ebn dhe fillova t\u00eb bija n\u00eb sy aq sa tezja nj\u00eb nat\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebrriti m\u00eb vete dhe m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 M\u00eb duket mua\napo t\u00eb shoh t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsuar, shpirti i tezes? M\u00eb thuaj, \u00e7far\u00eb ke? Un\u00eb jam k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr\nt\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmuar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Nuk kam asgj\u00eb\nteze, mos u shqet\u00ebso… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nuk dija \u00e7\u2019t\u2019i\nthoja… Q\u00eb isha dashuruar me burrin e saj, q\u00eb po tradhtoja besimin e saj, q\u00eb\nisha s\u00ebmurur nga dashuria p\u00ebr Tonin? U kujtova p\u00ebr nj\u00eb g\u00ebnjesht\u00ebr dhe i thash\u00eb se\nm\u00eb mungonte familja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Oh, zemra e\ntezes, ma mori mendja, por nuk mund t\u00eb l\u00ebviz\u00ebsh nj\u00ebher\u00eb, sepse ke provime…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kaloi edhe nj\u00eb\nmuaj tjet\u00ebr torture. Dilja me Tonin dhe nuk flisja lirsh\u00ebm si m\u00eb par\u00eb, saq\u00eb e\nvuri re edhe Toni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 A mund ta di\nse \u00e7far\u00eb ke Jona? T\u00eb ka ngelur gj\u00eb hatri me mua? \u2013 m\u2019u drejtua nj\u00eb dit\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Jo, absolutisht,\nthjesht, jam pak e trishtuar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 M\u00eb thuaj pse.\nM\u00eb konsidero si shokun t\u00ebnd m\u00eb t\u00eb ngusht\u00eb dhe m\u00eb thuaj. Nuk dua t\u00eb t\u00eb shoh k\u00ebshtu\nt\u00eb trishtuar. – T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb t\u00eb tij m\u00eb b\u00ebnin akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr vete sado\nq\u00eb n\u00eb fund e prishi kur m\u00eb tha: – Ti je si mbesa ime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ohuu, nuk m\u00eb\np\u00eblqen fare kjo q\u00eb m\u00eb the Toni, mbesa jote, vajza jote, t\u00eb lutem mos m\u00eb shiko\nme k\u00ebt\u00eb sy. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pash\u00eb q\u00eb syt\u00eb\ne Tonit u ngul\u00ebn tek un\u00eb: – E di q\u00eb ti je e rritur Jona dhe mos e merr p\u00ebr\nofendim, por un\u00eb t\u00eb respektoj sepse je mbesa e Lol\u00ebs, gruas time. Megjithat\u00eb, n\u00ebse\nty t\u00eb bezdis fakti q\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj si mbes\u00eb, nuk do ta b\u00ebj m\u00eb, edhe pse n\u00eb fakt,\nsinqerisht, s\u2019e kam b\u00ebr\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Si t\u00eb dukem\nun\u00eb ty Toni, a jam vajz\u00eb t\u00ebrheq\u00ebse? \u2013 Se si m\u00eb erdhi kjo pyetje n\u00ebp\u00ebr mend as\nvet\u00eb nuk e di. M\u00eb zuri pak turpi sepse pash\u00eb dhe habi n\u00eb syt\u00eb e Tonit, por\nsikur u ndjeva m\u00eb e lirshme kur ia thash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 N\u00ebse ke\nshqet\u00ebsime t\u00eb tilla, po ta them q\u00eb ti je nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur Jona dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb,\nmos ki dyshim. Fjal\u00ebt e tij sikur m\u00eb dhan\u00eb krah\u00eb dhe shpres\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb pretendoja m\u00eb\nshum\u00eb te Toni. Dhe ja, pas disa jav\u00ebsh, m\u00eb erdhi rasti p\u00ebr t\u2019i shprehur\ndashurin\u00eb Tonit. Tezja do ikte n\u00eb Franc\u00eb p\u00ebr pun\u00eb dhe do rrinte nj\u00eb jav\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb.\nIku dhe u ndjeva e \u00e7liruar nga ajo, sado q\u00eb kur logjikoja, ndihesha keq sepse\npo e tradhtoja tezen time m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Mezi prisja t\u00eb mbaroja m\u00ebsimin dhe t\u00eb\ntakohesha me Tonin. Ndryshe nga her\u00ebt e tjera, i thoja Tonit q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente t\u00eb\nshkonim n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi her\u00ebt dhe ai ashtu vepronte, nuk ma prishte asnj\u00ebher\u00eb. Doja t\u00eb\nrrija n\u00eb intimitet me t\u00eb. E provokoja darkave, duke u veshur me veshjet m\u00eb\nseksi q\u00eb kisha. E shikoja q\u00eb \u00e7uditej, por nuk shikoja ndonj\u00eb reagim tjet\u00ebr nga\nana e tij. Bile, le t\u00eb themi q\u00eb sikur mbante m\u00eb shum\u00eb distanc\u00eb tani q\u00eb ishim\nvet\u00ebm p\u00ebr vet\u00ebm. Kaluan dy net\u00eb dhe nat\u00ebn e tret\u00eb nuk m\u2019u durua m\u00eb, por ia\nthash\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha me lot nd\u00ebr sy, bile edhe e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnova n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre, sikur\ndo vrisja veten n\u00ebse nuk b\u00ebhesha e tija. Ai u mundua me t\u00eb gjitha m\u00ebnyrat m\u00eb t\u00eb\nllogjikshme q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsonte, por un\u00eb nuk doja t\u2019ia dija. Arrita deri\naty sa u zhvesha para tij. Pas gjith\u00eb atyre provokimeve q\u00eb i kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb, Toni u\ndor\u00ebzua dhe t\u00eb dy s\u00eb bashku, iu dor\u00ebzuam nj\u00eb pasioni t\u00eb madh dashurie. Nat\u00ebn e\npar\u00eb e pash\u00eb duke qar\u00eb kur mbaruam seksin, sepse ndihej shum\u00eb keq ndaj Lol\u00ebs e\np\u00ebrs\u00ebriste gjithnj\u00eb me vete: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb po b\u00ebjm\u00eb Jona? Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb mir\u00eb k\u00ebshtu\u201d, por\np\u00ebrs\u00ebri arrita deri n\u00eb at\u00eb pik\u00eb sa ai tashm\u00eb nuk m\u00eb rezistonte m\u00eb. Arrita deri\naty sa nuk shkova fare n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb. P\u00ebr mua, k\u00ebto ishin dit\u00ebt m\u00eb t\u00eb lumtura t\u00eb\njet\u00ebs time. Ku nuk b\u00ebnim dashuri dhe dukej q\u00eb kishim nj\u00eb p\u00ebrputhje fizike saq\u00eb\ndhe Toni vet\u00eb e pohoi se nj\u00eb pasion t\u00eb till\u00eb nuk kishte provuar kurr\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn\ne tij. E pash\u00eb q\u00eb edhe ai po binte brenda me mua sepse mezi priste t\u00eb b\u00ebnim\ndashuri, bile edhe kur erdhi Lola. Dit\u00ebt e para me Lol\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ishin t\u00eb\nsikletshme sepse n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre, ndiheshim fajtor\u00eb, si un\u00eb, ashtu edhe Toni.\nSa thoshte Toni q\u00eb do ta mbyllim k\u00ebt\u00eb muhabet, p\u00ebrs\u00ebri p\u00ebrfundonim n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e\nnj\u00ebri-tjetrit. Un\u00eb lul\u00ebzoja dhe zbukurohesha \u00e7do dit\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa Tonin e shikoja\ngjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb t\u00eb trishtuar, por edhe t\u00eb lumtur kur ishte n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e mi. K\u00ebshtu,\nkaluan disa muaj dhe ne i b\u00ebnim dit\u00ebt net\u00eb t\u00eb zjarrta dashurie e ekstaze. Toni\ntashm\u00eb ishte dor\u00ebzuar plot\u00ebsisht para meje dhe nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb shp\u00ebtonte leht\u00eb\nnga duart. Nuk kaloi shum\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe kjo gj\u00eb sikur po i binte n\u00eb vesh Lol\u00ebs. I d\u00ebgjoja\nq\u00eb ziheshin shpesh n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje dhe Lol\u00ebn disa her\u00eb e shikoja duke qar\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb,\nmartesa e tyre po shkat\u00ebrrohej dhe un\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri isha e qet\u00eb. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb, Lola m\u2019u\nafrua, m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi fort dhe m\u00eb tha: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– T\u00eb lutem m\u00eb\nfal Jona, nuk dua q\u00eb ti t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitesh nga problemet tona, por kam frik\u00eb se Toni\nm\u00eb tradhton dhe besoj se do t\u00eb divorcohemi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vet\u00ebm n\u00eb ato\nmomente e kuptova \u00e7far\u00eb kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. S\u2019e kisha par\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb tezen kaq keq. Vendosa\nt\u00eb ndahesha nga Toni, por dashuria dhe t\u00ebrheqja fizike p\u00ebr t\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb e\nmadhe se dhembshuria q\u00eb kisha p\u00ebr tezen. Kaloi edhe ca koh\u00eb dhe mora vesh q\u00eb\nisha shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb kishte ardhur momenti i s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs. I thash\u00eb Tonit dhe\nai u shokua, sado q\u00eb i p\u00eblqente ideja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebs, sepse kishte tentuar disa her\u00eb\nme Lol\u00ebn dhe ajo s\u2019kishte mundur dot t\u00eb ngelte shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. Duke mos e zgjatur\nshum\u00eb, pas shum\u00eb diskutimesh me Tonin, vendos\u00ebm t\u2019i thonim Lol\u00ebs dhe do t\u2019ia\nlinim asaj n\u00eb dor\u00eb; si t\u00eb vendoste ajo, do t\u00eb vepronim ne. Tashm\u00eb ishim t\u00eb\nzhytur keq n\u00eb gjynah ndaj Lol\u00ebs dhe e kishim thyer totalisht besimin e saj. Nuk\nmund ta imagjinoni dot zhg\u00ebnjimin dhe d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimin e madh q\u00eb p\u00ebsoi tezja ime kur\nmori vesh k\u00ebt\u00eb lajm. Prisja luft\u00eb nga ana e saj, por ajo u tregua kaq strikte\ndhe gjakftoht\u00eb saq\u00eb un\u00eb edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite habitem. T\u00eb vetmet fjal\u00eb t\u00eb saj\nishin: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Gjith\u00e7ka\nmund t\u00eb prisja, por nj\u00eb tradhti t\u00eb dyfisht\u00eb nga dy njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb dua m\u00eb shum\u00eb,\nnuk e kisha pritur kurr\u00eb. M\u00eb keni zhg\u00ebnjyer totalisht, por s\u2019m\u00eb ngelet gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr\nve\u00e7se t\u2019ju uroj t\u00eb jeni t\u00eb lumtur s\u00eb bashku. Dua divorcin dhe nuk dua t\u2019ju shoh\nm\u00eb kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjith\u00ebse iu\nlut\u00ebm shum\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb na falte dhe t\u00eb ruante kontaktet me ne, ishte e pamundur. Ajo\nu largua ashtu me dinjitet si\u00e7 ishte, duke na l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb ne t\u00eb dyve q\u00eb t\u00eb\nzyrtarizonim dashurin\u00eb ton\u00eb dhe t\u00eb prisnim lindjen e f\u00ebmijes. Edhe sot q\u00eb kan\u00eb\nkaluar disa vite q\u00eb nga ajo koh\u00eb, tezja ime nuk m\u00eb flet m\u00eb. Me familjen time\njam pajtuar sepse edhe ata, n\u00eb fillim, m\u00eb p\u00ebrjashtuan nga familja, por p\u00ebrs\u00ebri\np\u00ebr ata ngelem vajza e tyre dhe t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn m\u00eb pranojn\u00eb t\u2019u shkoj p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb dhe\nt\u2019i shikoj. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jetoj me Tonin\nn\u00eb Angli dhe kemi nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb bukur 5 vje\u00e7e. T\u00eb them se jemi t\u00eb lumtur, nuk e them\ndot. Jam e k\u00ebnaqur me Tonin sepse ai \u00ebsht\u00eb person i mrekulluesh\u00ebm, ama nuk jam\ne lumtur, sepse ajo \u00e7far\u00eb i b\u00ebra tezes m\u00eb mundon akoma, sado q\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri nuk do\nt\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb nga Toni, aq shum\u00eb e dua. Nd\u00ebrsa Toni nga ana e tij duket i\npenduar thell\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ka b\u00ebr\u00eb dhe e shikoj q\u00eb ndjen mall p\u00ebr Lol\u00ebn, por nuk\nka \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb. Ai nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb si\u00e7 ka qen\u00eb, i qeshur dhe sa her\u00eb i kujtoj Lol\u00ebn,\nb\u00ebhet shum\u00eb keq. Tashm\u00eb e kam kuptuar q\u00eb dashuria e tij e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ka qen\u00eb Lola\ndhe ajo do t\u00eb jet\u00eb gjithnj\u00eb pengu i tij. Ndoshta ky \u00ebsht\u00eb \u00e7mimi q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb\npaguaj p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb q\u00eb i vodha tezes time. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Historia ime filloi krejt papritur dhe komplet e paparashikuar. Ndoshta shum\u00eb vet\u00eb do m\u00eb gjykojn\u00eb ashp\u00ebr, por un\u00eb do b\u00ebj timen, do ta tregoj historin\u00eb time deri n\u00eb fund, sepse kam nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb rr\u00ebfehem. Isha n\u00eb vitin e dyt\u00eb gjimnaz dhe gjithmon\u00eb d\u00ebshira ime ka qen\u00eb t\u00eb studioja jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, sidomos n\u00eb Angli, i cili […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-21044","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21044","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21044"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21044\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21044"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21044"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21044"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}