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N\u0451se njeriu do t\u0451 konsiderohej si till\u0451 at\u0451her\u0451 kjo histori nuk do t\u0451\nkishte ndodhur! Ishte nj\u0451 dit\u0451 e bukur pranvere dhe si zakonisht, \u00e7do gj\u0451\nrilindte! Jeta e fjetur e dimrit tani po rilindte, vet\u0451m un\u0451 jo! Pse?! Pse\nndihesha ashtu?! Nuk m\u0451 b\u0451nte p\u0451rshtypje asgj\u0451 dhe askush. Ndihesha bosh dhe pa\ninteres p\u0451r dit\u0451t q\u0451 kalonin. Isha e futur n\u0451 mendime t\u0451 thella. \u00c7do mendim m\u0451\nbllokohej dhe idet\u0451 p\u0451r t\u0451 ndryshuar m\u0451 mbetnin n\u0451 t\u0451 nj\u0451jt\u0451n penges\u0451 dhe nuk\nm\u0451 zgjidheshin, pra, nuk kishin nj\u0451 fund. Nuk mund t`i realizoja t\u0451 pakt\u0451n\nn\u0451p\u0451r mend e jo m\u0451 n\u0451 realitet. Kisha koh\u0451 q\u0451 isha n\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 gjendje q\u00eb po m\u0451\nvriste. Merrja gazet\u0451n p\u0451r t\u0451 k\u0451rkuar pun\u0451 dhe nuk merrja n\u0451 telefon asnj\u0451\nfirm\u0451 p\u0451r t\u0451 gjetur pun\u0451 ose i merrja n\u0451 telefon, lija takim dhe nuk shkoja. Te\nkomshijet kisha koh\u0451 pa shkuar; kur i takoja n\u0451 rrug\u0451, i g\u0451njeja se do t\u0451\nshkoja mbasdite. Kisha d\u0451shir\u0451 t\u0451 rrija e vetme. Asnj\u0451 pun\u0451 nuk po m\u0451 ecte, isha\nbllokuar. Nj\u0451 dit\u0451 takova nj\u0451 njeri q\u0451 e kisha njohur prej koh\u0451sh dhe ai m\u0451\nftoi t\u0451 pinim di\u00e7ka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ti pa pun\u0451?! – u \u00e7udit.\n– Me gjith\u0451 at\u0451 shkoll\u0451 e p\u0451rgatitje q\u0451 ke ti? Merr numrin tim t\u0451 telefonit dhe\nm\u0451 telefono, sepse un\u0451 do t\u0451 t\u0451 gjej pun\u0451 aq shpejt sa do t\u0451 habitesh. Ti e\nmeriton k\u0451t\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Shkova n\u0451 sht\u0451pi. Dit\u0451t kaluan,\npor s`m\u0451 b\u0451hej t`i telefonoja. Nuk m\u0451 p\u0451lqente ai njeri, mir\u0451po isha n\u0451 kriz\u0451\ndhe pas nj\u0451 jave i b\u0451ra nj\u0451 zile. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Gjalle je? – m\u0451 tha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Jo, – i thash\u0451, – flas\nnga ferri. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
E lam\u0451 t\u0451 takoheshim, t\u0451\nnes\u0451rmen. Isha shum\u0451 n\u0451 siklet, sepse nuk duroja dot as ta shikoja e jo m\u0451 t\u0451\npija kafe me t\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– T\u0451 kam gjetur nj\u0451 pun\u0451 – m\u0451 tha. – te nj\u0451 shoku\nim, si sekretare. M\u0451 thuaj, t\u0451 p\u0451lqen apo jo?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u0451 at\u0451 \u00e7ast nuk e di edhe vet\u0451 se si u ndjeva. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451… – i thash\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po do t\u0451 m\u0451 premtosh se do t\u0451 jesh shoqja ime. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u0451, n\u0451 fakt, e kuptova se ku e kishte fjal\u0451n, por\ndoja aq shum\u0451 t\u00eb filloja pun\u0451 sa i thash\u0451 \u201cmir\u0451\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas nj\u0451 jave, fillova pun\u0451 dhe ndihesha shum\u0451 mir\u0451.\nE kisha \u0451nd\u0451rruar prej koh\u0451sh k\u0451t\u0451 \u00e7ast dhe m\u0451 n\u0451 fund, erdhi. M\u0451 ndryshoi \u00e7do\nmendim dhe \u00e7do gj\u0451 q\u0451 pak m\u0451 par\u0451 ishte ndryshe, tani kishte marr\u0451 ngjyr\u0451. Sa\nmir\u0451! Ja, kjo m\u0451 kishte munguar! Por, si gjithmon\u0451, lumturia ka nj\u0451 fund. Pas 7-\n8 dit\u0451sh, m\u0451 telefonoi ai. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– H\u0451, si t\u0451 duket puna?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451 – i thash\u0451 – faleminderit. Ti je njeriu i\nvet\u0451m q\u0451 m\u0451 ndihmoi. S`do ta harroj sa t\u0451 jet\u0451 jeta k\u0451t\u0451 q\u0451 b\u0451re p\u0451r mua. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Kur do t\u0451 takohemi? – m\u0451 tha e pa pritur nj\u0451\np\u0451rgjigje nga un\u0451, vijoi – kur t\u0451 mbarosh pun\u0451n, t\u0451 pres aty ku pim\u0451 kafe at\u0451\ndit\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Oh, po nuk mundem – i thash\u0451 – sepse duhet t\u0451\nshkoj n\u0451 sht\u0451pi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dit\u0451n tjet\u0451r m\u0451 telefonoi prap\u0451 dhe m\u0451 tha \u201cjam n\u0451\nkat t\u0451 dyt\u0451, te lokali af\u0451r pun\u0451s t\u0451nde, po t\u0451 pres ty\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mora leje dhe shkova. Kur e pash\u0451, mendova me vete\nse sa e urreja at\u0451 njeri. U ula dhe ai porositi dy kafe. M\u0451 pyeti se si po ja\nkaloja dhe iu p\u0451rgjigja, por nuk e shikoja n\u0451 sy, sepse m\u0451 dukej sikur m\u0451 hante\nkur m\u0451 shikonte. Pas nj\u0451far\u0451 kohe m\u0451 tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po ne, kur do t\u0451 takohemi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po ja, u takuam. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai buz\u0451qeshi, nj\u0451 buz\u0451qeshje e cila b\u0451ri q\u0451\nurrejtja t\u0451 shkonte n\u0451 maksimun. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– P\u0451r \u00e7far\u0451 m\u0451 merr mua? Nuk e di me k\u0451 je m\u0451suar\nti, por un\u0451 nuk kam dal\u0451 t\u0451 b\u0451j bamir\u0451si. Q\u0451kur t\u0451 pash\u0451 p\u0451r her\u0451 t\u0451 par\u0451, ndjeva\ndi\u00e7ka p\u0451r ty. T\u0451 them t\u0451 drejt\u0451n, je shum\u0451 seksi. Nuk t\u0451 heq asnj\u0451her\u0451 nga\nmendja\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai fliste e fliste e un\u0451 po kuptoja se sa posht\u0451\nmund t\u0451 binte njeriu. Mendoja: \u201cP\u0451r k\u0451 m\u0451 merr mua ky?\u201d. Ne t\u0451 dy (trupi m\u0451\ndridhet kur them \u201ct\u0451 dy\u201d sepse nuk duhej t\u0451 pranoja as t\u0451 pija kafe m\u0451 t\u0451 e jo\nt\u0451 bashkangjis emrin tim me t\u0451 tijin) as n\u0451 aparenc\u0451 e as n\u0451 mendime nuk i\nafroheshim nj\u0451ri-tjetrit, l\u0451re pastaj n\u0451 nivelin kulturor q\u0451 ishim aq t\u0451\nndrysh\u0451m. N\u0451 paraqitje, ai ishte nj\u0451 trupmadh, me bark, vishej aq pa gusto, por\njo i papast\u0451r, i pis\u0451t. Ai papast\u0451rtin\u0451 e kishte n\u0451 shpirt, n\u0451 zem\u0451r. Mendonte\nse meqen\u0451se kishte nj\u0451 post, mund t\u0451 kishte gjith\u00e7ka e \u00e7dok\u0451nd, vet\u0451m t\u0451 vinte\ngishtin. T\u0451 gjitha k\u0451to q\u0451 po mendoja, nuk kisha guximin t\u2019ia thoja. Kjo isha\nun\u0451. Ai vazhdoi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– M\u0451 d\u0451gjon \u00e7\u2019po t\u0451 them?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Po \u2013 i thash\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– H\u0451 pra, m\u0451 jep nj\u0451 p\u0451rgjigje, sepse p\u0451r ty kam\nl\u0451n\u0451 pun\u0451n. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– M\u0451 fal, por un\u0451 nuk merrem me k\u0451to pun\u0451. Un\u0451\nmendova se ishe nj\u0451 njeri i mir\u0451 dhe po mundoheshe p\u0451r mua. N\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 m\u0451nyr\u0451, q\u0451\nke menduar ti p\u0451r mua, mund t\u0451 gjeja lloj-lloj pun\u0451sh, por nuk m\u0451 ka interesuar\nasnj\u0451 burr\u0451 deri tani. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451 pra – u nevrikos ai – ti nuk paske d\u0451gjuar\nato q\u0451 t\u0451 thash\u0451 un\u0451. Nes\u0451r mos u paraqit n\u0451 pun\u0451. Kuptove?! \u2013 tha dhe u ngrit\nnga tavolina. Pastaj u kthye e tha: – K\u0451to paguaji ti, me rrog\u0451n q\u0451 t\u0451 sigurova\nun\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh, sa u leht\u0451sova! Q\u0451ndrova edhe p\u0451r nj\u0451 koh\u0451 t\u0451\ngjat\u0451 n\u0451 tavolin\u0451, t\u0451 shijoja \u00e7astet q\u0451 i kisha pritur. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0451 nes\u0451rmen, shkova n\u0451 pun\u0451 si zakonisht. Po b\u0451ja\ngati vendin e pun\u0451s, kur erdhi nj\u0451 pun\u0451tore dhe m\u0451 tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– T\u0451 k\u0451rkon drejtori. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Faleminderit – i thash\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
U ngjita sip\u0451r, por asnj\u0451 mendim nuk kisha n\u0451 kok\u0451.\nPun\u0451s ia kisha marr\u0451 dor\u0451n p\u0451r bukuri. As vet\u0451, para se t\u0451 futesha n\u0451 pun\u0451, nuk\nmendoja se do t\u0451 punoja aq mir\u0451. Ishte nj\u0451 pun\u0451 e bukur dhe mua personalisht m\u0451\njepte shum\u0451 k\u0451naq\u0451si. N\u0451 m\u0451ngjes kisha nj\u0451 motiv p\u0451r t`u zgjuar, orari i pun\u0451s\ndhe vet\u0451 puna m\u0451 mbushnin koh\u0451n pa m\u0451rzi, pastaj mbasditja kishte nj\u0451 kuptim.\nMe timen, isha n\u0451 rregull. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trokita n\u0451 der\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u0451m\u0451ngjes – i thash\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Mir\u00ebm\u0451ngjes! Hajde uluni. M\u0451 mori n\u0451 telefon\nshoku im dhe i yti dhe m\u0451 tha se do t\u0451 largohesh e se t\u0451 ka gjetur nj\u0451 pun\u0451\ntjet\u0451r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
U shtanga. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Sot kam nevoj\u0451 q\u0451 t\u0451 rrish, sepse m\u0451 mungon nj\u0451\npun\u0451tore e nuk t\u0451 z\u0451vend\u0451soj dot. Ah, harrova, ai m\u0451 tha q\u0451 t\u0451 shkoje e ta\ntakoje se kishte p\u0451r t\u0451 t\u0451 dh\u0451n\u0451 di\u00e7ka. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur m\u0451 pa mua se si isha shtangur, ai e kuptoi. Nuk\nkishte \u00e7`t\u0451 thoshte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Uroj t\u0451 t\u0451 ket\u0451 gjetur nj\u0451 pun\u0451 m\u0451 t\u0451 mir\u0451!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zbrita posht\u0451 dhe nuk mendova t\u0451 kaloja asnj\u0451 \u00e7ast\nn\u0451 at\u0451 vend. Mora gj\u0451rat e mia dhe dola n\u0451 rrug\u0451. U nisa p\u0451r te puna e tij. E\nmora n\u0451 telefon dhe ai erdhi aty ku un\u0451 po e prisja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– \u00c7\u2019kemi? – tha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Hi\u00e7! Sapo dola nga puna dhe m\u0451 than\u0451 t\u0451 vija te\nti. Nuk po kuptoj asgj\u0451. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Ja pra, k\u0451shtu e kan\u0451 k\u0451to pun\u0451. Ti nuk e mbajte\npremtimin dhe shoku im nuk mund ta lejonte k\u0451t\u0451 gj\u0451. Ti vet\u0451 m\u0451 the se do t\u0451\nishim shok\u0451. Ti nuk pranove dhe un\u0451 u t\u0451rhoqa. Nuk b\u0451j njeri me zor t\u0451 shkoj\u0451\nn\u0451 krevat me mua. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
– A e di pse po pranoj t\u0451 t\u0451 d\u0451gjoj? – I thash\u0451 – Vet\u0451m\nk\u0451shtu mund t`ia mbush mendjen vetes q\u0451 kam gabuar. Duke t\u0451 d\u0451gjuar ty, vetja\nime m\u0451 thot\u0451 se duhej t\u0451 b\u0451ja k\u0451t\u0451 gabim q\u0451 t\u0451 m\u0451 b\u0451hej m\u0451sim. Ti dhe shum\u0451 si\nti nuk e l\u0451n\u0451 k\u0451t\u0451 vend t\u0451 ec\u0451 para, por dije se fundi i njer\u0451zve si ti \u0451sht\u0451 i\naf\u0451rt. At\u0451her\u0451 do t\u0451 ishte mir\u0451 e do t\u0451 d\u0451shiroja t\u0451 pija nj\u0451 kafe me ty. Meqen\u0451se\nra fjala te kafja, e ke t\u0451 paguar nga un\u0451. Tani mund t\u0451 ngrihesh te lutem sepse\ndua ta shijoj kafen vet\u0451m. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai nuk foli. E vetmja her\u0451 q\u0451 m\u0451 p\u00eblqeu ai njeri. Kur fliste ishte aq\nantipatik p\u0451r mua. U ngrit e iku. N\u0451 at\u0451 \u00e7ast, nuk e dija se kush ishte i\nhumburi, ai apo un\u0451, por tani e kuptoj se duhet t\u00eb kaloja k\u0451t\u0451 q\u0451 ta kisha v\u0451th\nn\u0451 vesh. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u0451se njeriu do t\u0451 konsiderohej si till\u0451 at\u0451her\u0451 kjo histori nuk do t\u0451 kishte ndodhur! Ishte nj\u0451 dit\u0451 e bukur pranvere dhe si zakonisht, \u00e7do gj\u0451 rilindte! Jeta e fjetur e dimrit tani po rilindte, vet\u0451m un\u0451 jo! Pse?! Pse ndihesha ashtu?! Nuk m\u0451 b\u0451nte p\u0451rshtypje asgj\u0451 dhe askush. Ndihesha bosh dhe pa interes p\u0451r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":21033,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[282],"class_list":["post-21029","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori-nga-jeta-2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21029","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=21029"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21029\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/21033"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=21029"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=21029"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=21029"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}