SKIC\u00cb NGA JAKUP B. GJO\u00c7A<\/p>\n\n\n\n
KARAKTERE T\u00cb KUND\u00cbRTA Nuk m\u00eb mjafton, q\u00eb ty t\u00eb m\u00eb burgos\u00ebsh n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn T\u00ebnde\u2026 Dikur, kur t\u00eb mbetesh e vetmuar n\u00eb egoizmin T\u00ebnd, do t\u00eb m\u00ebsosh, pse je e humbur, n\u00eb maj\u00ebn e thik\u00ebs, n\u00eb nd\u00ebrkoh\u00ebn q\u00eb ajo l\u00eb vrazhdat e l\u00ebngimit n\u00eb Shpirtin T\u00ebnd, kur nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, ata, q\u00eb ty u besove zemr\u00ebn, k\u00ebrcejn\u00eb mbi kufom\u00ebn e ndenjave t\u00eb tua t\u00eb pakkallur. Do ta kuptosh q\u00eb Ty nga Un\u00eb ike me trenin e gabuar, pa prer\u00eb as bilet\u00ebn e P\u00ebrcjelljes Ton\u00eb. Q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb mos gjente agimi i dit\u00ebs s\u00eb re, mb\u00ebshtetur n\u00eb kraharorin tim, dhe, tanim\u00eb, rri e strukur n\u00eb stolin e Pritjes t\u00eb nj\u00eb treni tjet\u00ebr\u2026 Do ta kuptosh edhe Ty, q\u00eb disa njer\u00ebzve u dhe mund\u00ebsin\u00eb, t\u00eb hipnin n\u00eb trenin e jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb hidhnin nga dritarja, si nj\u00eb leck\u00eb e p\u00ebrlyer e epshtit, dhe t\u00eb mbeteshe t\u00ebr\u00eb jet\u00ebn, e vuajtur mbi shina, si nj\u00eb relike e aksidentit t\u00eb Jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde. Nd\u00ebrsa ty do l\u00ebngosh mbi shinat e cop\u00ebzuar, e pandjenj\u00eb, ata, q\u00eb ty u dhe trupin t\u00ebnde, do t\u00eb rrin\u00eb sehirxhinj, dhe nga dritarja e trenit t\u00eb jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, do t\u00eb soditin ty, t\u00eb shtrir\u00eb mbi shina\u2026 Dikur, ty do k\u00ebrkosh nj\u00eb dashuri tjet\u00ebr, q\u00eb t\u00eb shp\u00ebtosh nga l\u00ebngimi i shpirtit t\u00ebnd, por, e s\u00ebmur\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrisht, do t\u00eb kuptosh, q\u00eb l\u00ebngon nga nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e pash\u00ebrueshme, e cila tashm\u00eb, nuk ka therapi. At\u00eb therapi, q\u00eb ia mohove shpirtit tim, kur t\u00eb dashurova me pathos, kur t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoja me mall, kur t\u00eb p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelja me etje, kur ndjenim t\u00eb dy llav\u00ebn e zjarrt\u00eb t\u00eb Erot\u00ebs ton\u00eb\u2026 Dhe ty, tani, e l\u00ebnguar mbi shinat, do t\u00eb mundohesh t\u00eb hap\u00ebsh Fjalorin e Jet\u00ebs, p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjetur nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb paditur\u2026 Sepse deri tani, fjal\u00ebt e tua vdiq\u00ebn, sa nuk mund t\u00eb p\u00ebrmend\u00ebsh dot as emrin tim. Do t\u00eb t\u00eb mungoj\u00eb ai p\u00ebrqafim, q\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb jepte at\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsi, Sa t\u00eb harroje dhimbjet e shpirtit t\u00ebnd dhe dimrat e jet\u00ebs t\u00ebnde. Ndaj, tani, e braktisur mbi shinat, nuk di ku t\u00eb shkosh, sepse askush nuk t\u00eb pret m\u00eb krah\u00ebhapur\u2026 Dhe ngush\u00ebllimin t\u00ebnd, e gjen vet\u00ebm te lot\u00ebt e tua. Q\u00eb tani, as krip\u00eb, as ngjyr\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb m\u00eb lot\u00ebt e tua. Ve\u00e7 dhimbjen t\u00ebnde.. A do t\u00eb m\u00ebsosh, a do t\u00eb takosh, a do t\u00eb ndjesh m\u00eb Dashurin\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, At\u00eb Dashuri q\u00eb Ty m\u00eb Mohove Mua? Sa je e gatshme, tani, t\u00eb b\u00ebsh gjith\u00e7ka, q\u00eb dikur, n\u00eb fjalorin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, fjal\u00ebn \u201cSAKRIFIC\u00cb\u201d nuk e doje ta m\u00ebsoje kurr\u00eb?… Do t\u00eb gdhij\u00eb m\u00eb ndonj\u00eb Agim Dite, q\u00eb ty t\u00eb t\u00eb gjej\u00eb n\u00eb kraharorin e Dashuris\u00eb?… Apo, drit\u00ebn e m\u00ebngjezit, do ta pengosh me perdet e dritares s\u00eb dhom\u00ebs, ku nat\u00ebn u dhe, por pa ndjer\u00eb asgj\u00eb?…. Vall\u00eb, n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat e tua, a do t\u00eb mbijn\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb lul\u00ebkuqe, T\u00eb cilat \u00e7elin n\u00eb drit\u00ebn e dit\u00ebs s\u00eb re?…. Do t\u00eb zbardh\u00eb p\u00ebr ty ai m\u00ebngjez, q\u00eb t\u00eb edhe ty t\u00eb ndihesh nj\u00eb e t\u00ebr\u00eb, dhe jo gjys\u00ebm, si\u00eb je tani? Q\u00eb drit\u00ebs s\u00eb m\u00ebngjezit, kur t\u2019i thuash emrin t\u00ebnd, dhe t\u00eb mos tretesh nga l\u00ebngimi. Si mund t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj, kur tani, n\u00eb boshll\u00ebkun e vetmis\u00eb t\u00ebnde, thua se Un\u00eb kam mbetur n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde? Kur do t\u00eb mundesh, q\u00eb Ty t\u00eb jesh emri Yt?… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
SKIC\u00cb NGA JAKUP B. GJO\u00c7A KARAKTERE T\u00cb KUND\u00cbRTA Nuk m\u00eb mjafton, q\u00eb ty t\u00eb m\u00eb burgos\u00ebsh n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn T\u00ebnde\u2026 Dikur, kur t\u00eb mbetesh e vetmuar n\u00eb egoizmin T\u00ebnd, do t\u00eb m\u00ebsosh, pse je e humbur, n\u00eb maj\u00ebn e thik\u00ebs, n\u00eb nd\u00ebrkoh\u00ebn q\u00eb ajo l\u00eb vrazhdat e l\u00ebngimit n\u00eb Shpirtin T\u00ebnd, kur nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, ata, q\u00eb ty […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":11687,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,241],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20880","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aktualitet","category-letersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20880","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20880"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20880\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20880"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20880"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20880"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}