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P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje miq! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Mirjana dhe jetoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb.\nVendosa t\u2019ju tregoj nj\u00eb ndodhi q\u00eb m\u00eb ka l\u00ebnduar shum\u00eb dhe q\u00eb, edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj\ndite, do ta mbaj thik\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Prind\u00ebrit e mi jetojn\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet af\u00ebr Tiran\u00ebs\ndhe vendos\u00ebn q\u00eb un\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e mesme ta b\u00ebja n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, pasi do t\u00eb ksiha m\u00eb\nshum\u00eb mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr t\u00eb fituar shkoll\u00ebn e lart\u00eb. Ata vendos\u00ebn t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebrgonin te\ntezja, e cila jetonte me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Ajo kishte dy vjet q\u00eb kishte\nardhur nga Greqia ku ishte ndar\u00eb me t\u00eb shoqin p\u00ebr arsye xhelozie dhe kishte\nvendosur t\u00eb kthehej n\u00eb atdhe. Ajo ishte njeri shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb. Ishte mir\u00ebkuptuese\nn\u00eb kulm dhe gjente gjithmon\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb bindte p\u00ebr nj\u00eb ide q\u00eb t\u00eb jepte,\njo ta impononte. N\u00eb fillim, kur u transferova, nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb m\u00ebnyra e\nhapur se si fliste me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt, por me kalimin e koh\u00ebs, e kuptova se ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb\nashtu. Babai im m\u00eb thoshte gjithmon\u00eb se duhet t\u00eb kisha kujdes n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb e t\u00eb\nmos bija pre e mashtrimeve t\u00eb djemve. Un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb e hedhur dhe gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs\nrrija me djem. Nuk kishte mbr\u00ebmje apo ekskursion ku un\u00eb nuk ikja. Isha b\u00ebr\u00eb\ngoca m\u00eb sherr e klas\u00ebs. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb djemt\u00eb m\u00eb donin e m\u00eb mbanin af\u00ebr. Ata nuk m\u00eb\nlinin t\u00eb gaboja n\u00ebse dikush m\u00eb propozonte p\u00ebr lidhje. E mbaj mend q\u00eb, nj\u00eb her\u00eb,\nn\u00eb ekskursion, plasi nj\u00eb sherr i madh, pasi nj\u00eb kamerier b\u00ebri nj\u00eb batut\u00eb p\u00ebr\ntrupin tim t\u00eb hedhur dhe shok\u00ebt e mi, p\u00ebr pak sa nuk e rrah\u00ebn. Dit\u00ebt e mia n\u00eb\ngjimnaz ishin shum\u00eb, po shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebndshme. Harrova t\u00eb them q\u00eb, edhe me m\u00ebsime, isha\nshum\u00eb mir\u00eb. \u00c7do gj\u00eb ishte e p\u00ebrsosur derisa n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time erdhi Landi. Ai ishte\ndjali m\u00eb i bukur i shkoll\u00ebs dhe krejt papritmas, filloi t\u2019i afrohej grupit ton\u00eb\ne t\u00eb rrinte me shok\u00ebt e mi. Un\u00eb kisha edhe dy shoqe, q\u00eb ishin t\u00eb lidhura me\nshok\u00ebt e mi dhe ato m\u00eb thonin shpesh se ky afrim nuk b\u00ebhej p\u00ebr djemt\u00eb, por p\u00ebr\nmua. Gjithsesi, un\u00eb nuk e besoja n\u00eb fillim pasi Landi m\u00eb dukej shum\u00eb i bukur p\u00ebr\nt\u00eb pasur simpati p\u00ebr mua. Ika n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe iu shpreha tezes. Ajo e pa n\u00eb syt\u00eb\ne mi p\u00eblqimin dhe tha se do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmonte. Mor\u00ebm makin\u00ebn dhe dol\u00ebm gjith\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjen\nn\u00ebp\u00ebr lokalet ku shkonte ai, pasi isha b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb e bukur. E takuam te lagjja\nedhe un\u00eb ula xhamin dhe e p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta. Ishte aq i bukur dhe aq interesant sa\nnuk po dija m\u00eb \u00e7`t\u00eb b\u00ebja. K\u00ebt\u00eb simpati ua thash\u00eb edhe djemve t\u00eb klas\u00ebs, por ata\nm\u00eb than\u00eb q\u00eb nuk ishte muhabet i mir\u00eb, pasi ai ishte shum\u00eb donzhuan dhe, me siguri,\ndo t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebndonte. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 D\u00ebgjo lalin tat \u2013 m\u00eb tha shoku im – n\u00ebse do t\u00eb l\u00ebndohesh l\u00ebndohu me at\u00eb,\npor n\u00ebse do nj\u00eb lidhje stab\u00ebl dhe me dashuri n\u00eb mes, mos e shiko m\u00eb me at\u00eb sy! <\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebto fjal\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebnduan pak, edhe pse e dija q\u00eb ata v\u00ebrtet m\u00eb donin t\u00eb mir\u00ebn\ndhe po m\u00eb flisnin me gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebr, sikur t\u00eb m\u00eb kishin mot\u00ebr. Ika n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe i\nthash\u00eb tezes se s`do b\u00ebja m\u00eb asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje p\u00ebr t`i r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb sy Landit. Ajo m\u00eb\npyeti p\u00ebr arsyen dhe un\u00eb ia tregova bised\u00ebn q\u00eb b\u00ebra me shokun e klas\u00ebs. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ku i dihet moj \u00e7far\u00eb q\u00ebllimesh ka ky shoku yt?! Mos hiq dor\u00eb vet\u00ebm se t\u00eb\ntha ai! – m\u00eb tha tezja. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr un\u00eb ika n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe q\u00ebndrova si p\u00ebrher\u00eb me shok\u00ebt e shoqet\ne mia. Mbas shkolle e lam\u00eb t\u00eb iknim p\u00ebr t\u00eb luajtur kal\u00e7eto si grup. N\u00eb or\u00ebn pes\u00eb\ne kishim l\u00ebn\u00eb dhe u mblodh\u00ebm t\u00eb gjith\u00eb te fusha kur pash\u00eb edhe Landin i cili\nishte veshur sportiv dhe po na priste neve. M\u2019u b\u00eb shum\u00eb qejfi, por nuk e dhash\u00eb\nvet\u00ebn. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ti do t\u00eb luash me ne? \u2013 e pyeta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Po pse, e keni me bezdi q\u00eb t\u00eb humbni loj\u00ebn? – m\u00eb tha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Epo, ti do luash me skuadr\u00ebn time, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb un\u00eb e ti s`mund t\u00eb humbim\nkurr\u00eb! – i thash\u00eb dhe qesha. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Filloi loja dhe ne filluam t\u00eb qeshnin e t\u00eb b\u00ebnim shaka. Ishte nj\u00eb mbasdite\nshum\u00eb e bukur. Syt\u00eb e tij m\u00eb verbonin sa her\u00eb i shikoja. Shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi mbas\nndeshjes dhe i thash\u00eb tezes se s`do t\u00eb hiqja dor\u00eb nga ai. Tezja m\u00eb ndihmoi dhe\nm\u00eb tha se do t\u00eb iknim t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen p\u00ebr buling me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. M\u00eb tha: \u201cPo pate d\u00ebshir\u00eb,\nftoje t\u00eb vij\u00eb me ne\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mezi po prisja t\u00eb dilte drita. Ika n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe po prisja momentin q\u00eb ai\nt\u00eb afrohej e ta ftoja. Ai erdhi si p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u00eb grupin ton\u00eb dhe un\u00eb, si me stil,\nve\u00e7mas t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve, i thash\u00eb q\u00eb do dilja mbasdite me njer\u00ebzit e mi dhe se ishte i\nftuar t\u00eb vinte, meq\u00eb s\u00eb bashku ishim skuad\u00ebr e mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Ok \u2013 m\u00eb tha – do t\u00eb vij me gjith\u00eb qejf! – dhe m\u00eb dha numrin e telefonit. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00eb moment i b\u00ebra nj\u00eb mesazh e i thash\u00eb se ai ishte numri im. Mbasdite do t\u00eb\ndilnim dhe un\u00eb u b\u00ebra shum\u00eb e bukur. Edhe tezja ime m\u00eb tha se m\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb\nnur i bukur. Fol\u00ebm me mesazhe me Landin deri dy or\u00eb pa dal\u00eb kur, sa hip\u00ebm n\u00eb\nmakin\u00eb dhe do t\u00eb iknim p\u00ebr ta marr\u00eb, ai fiku telefonin. M\u00eb erdhi shum\u00eb \u00e7udi pse\ne b\u00ebri di\u00e7ka t\u00eb till\u00eb, mir\u00ebpo nuk e dhash\u00eb veten n\u00eb sy t\u00eb tezes dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. T\u00eb\nnes\u00ebrmen ika n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb ia tregova shokut tim. Ai qeshi me ironi\ndhe m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– T\u00eb thash\u00eb si do t\u00eb t\u00eb sillte ai ty, po s`deshe t\u00eb m\u00eb d\u00ebgjosh. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb ula kok\u00ebn dhe n\u00eb fakt, u ndjeva shum\u00eb keq n\u00eb vetvete. U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa dit\u00eb\nq\u00eb un\u00eb i shkruaja mesazhe, por ai nuk m\u00eb kthente m\u00eb. U habita p\u00ebrse e b\u00ebri k\u00ebt\u00eb\ngj\u00eb. Nuk dija t`u jepja shpjegim ca gj\u00ebrave dhe as s\u2019doja m\u00eb se n\u00eb vetvete isha\ne l\u00ebnduar nga kjo situat\u00eb. Asnjeri nuk e dinte sa \u00ebndrra kisha \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar e sa\nplane kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb isha me t\u00eb. U b\u00ebn\u00eb disa dit\u00eb q\u00eb ai nuk vinte m\u00eb te grupi\nyn\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb than\u00eb mua: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Mos vall\u00eb ka mbaruar pun\u00eb me ty dhe tani nuk t\u00eb sillet m\u00eb nga pas? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2013 Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb; un\u00eb nuk kam dal\u00eb kurr\u00eb vet\u00ebm me t\u00eb! – u thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pas atyre dit\u00ebve, shoq\u00ebria ime filloi t\u00eb merrej shum\u00eb me llafe e t\u00eb m\u00eb diskutonin\nshum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb un\u00eb as nuk i kisha b\u00ebr\u00eb. Kjo m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb distancohesha nga ata.\nNj\u00eb shoku im nj\u00eb dit\u00eb erdhi e m\u00eb tha se Landi kishte t\u00eb dashur nj\u00eb goc\u00eb dy vjet\nm\u00eb t\u00eb madhe se veten dhe q\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb. Pastaj m\u00eb tha se Landi kishte\nth\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr mua se kishte dashur t\u00eb m\u00eb fuste n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe kaq, jo m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Ishte\nshprehur k\u00ebshtu: \u201cSi mendonte ajo, q\u00eb do shkoja t\u00eb luaja mbas asaj e asaj plak\u00ebs\ngrua (p\u00ebr tezen time), kur un\u00eb ikja e rrija n\u00eb hotel me shpirtin tim?!\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aty nuk munda t`i mbaja lot\u00ebt. Shoku im u ndje keq e m\u00eb tha se ky ishte\nLandi e k\u00ebto kishin qen\u00eb q\u00ebllimet q\u00eb n\u00eb fillim, por un\u00eb s`doja t\u2019i besoja fjal\u00ebt\ne tij. Zemr\u00ebs i vura nj\u00eb gur dhe vendosa t\u00eb b\u00ebja p\u00ebrpara. Kaluan ca dit\u00eb dhe po\nafronte Krishtlindja. Nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje m\u00eb erdhi nj\u00eb mesazh nga Landi: \u201cM\u00eb fal q\u00eb jam\ntreguar i padrejt\u00eb me ty. Ndoshta e kam b\u00ebr\u00eb ngaq\u00eb isha shum\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb p\u00ebr ta\nkuptuar mosh\u00ebn t\u00ebnde dhe k\u00ebrkesat e tua. Vet\u00ebm ta dish nj\u00eb gj\u00eb, q\u00eb shoq\u00ebria\njote m\u00eb ka th\u00ebn\u00eb 1000 t\u00eb zezat p\u00ebr ty, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vendosa mos t\u00eb ta hapja m\u00eb\ntelefonin e mos t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaja m\u00eb mesazhe\u201d. Kur e pash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mesazh, u habita\nshum\u00eb. M\u00eb erdhi habi. \u201cA thua tezja ime kishte t\u00eb drejt\u00eb?!\u201d, mendova. I b\u00ebra\ntelefon dhe fol\u00ebm gati gjith\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjen bashk\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb shpjegoi shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra, ose\nm\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb themi, m\u00eb g\u00ebnjeu n\u00eb shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra. Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr ika n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb dhe\nshoqeve e shok\u00ebve nuk u fola fare. Landi m\u00eb pa q\u00eb po rrija e vetmuar dhe erdhi e\nq\u00ebndroi me mua gjat\u00eb pushimit t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Shoku im i ngusht\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri nj\u00eb mesazh:\n\u201cShpresoj mos t\u00eb t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjej\u00eb m\u00eb dhe t\u00eb faleminderit q\u00eb vendos at\u00eb para shoq\u00ebris\u00eb\nson\u00eb\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebtij mesazhi nuk iu p\u00ebrgjigja. U m\u00ebrzita shum\u00eb, m\u00eb dukej sikur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishin\nkund\u00ebr meje. Landi kishte ca dit\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb q\u00ebndronte af\u00ebr, m\u00eb thoshte \u201cshpirt\u201d, \u201czem\u00ebr\u201d\ne m\u00eb ngacmonte q\u00eb t\u00eb rrinim bashk\u00eb. Nj\u00eb nat\u00eb dol\u00ebm p\u00ebr dark\u00eb dhe vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb flinim\ns\u00eb bashku. Ishte e mrekullueshme! Un\u00eb u binda p\u00ebr at\u00eb q\u00eb ndjeja dhe \u00ebndrrat e m\u00ebparshme\nfilluan t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebheshin realitet. E doja si e \u00e7mendur. Kaluam bashk\u00eb 2 muaj q\u00eb p\u00ebr\nmua ishin 2 muajt m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. Nj\u00eb shoqe, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb\nm\u00eb takonte. U ul\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb kafe dhe ajo vazhdoi t\u00eb m\u2019i tregonte t\u00eb gjitha\ndetajet e lidhjes sime, madje edhe se si kishte ndodhur at\u00eb nat\u00eb. U habita shum\u00eb.\nI thash\u00eb: \u201cPo ti, nga i di k\u00ebto?\u201d dhe ajo m\u00eb tha q\u00eb nuk i dinte vet\u00ebm ajo, por\ngjith\u00eb shkolla. Mora Landin n\u00eb telefon dhe e pyeta. Ai m\u00eb tha se kisha folur un\u00eb\nsepse doja t\u2019i ngelesha n\u00eb dor\u00eb. U \u00e7menda fare. S\u2019po kuptoja asgj\u00eb. Vendosa t\u2019i\njepja fund k\u00ebsaj historie pasi nuk ishte m\u00eb di\u00e7ka personale e imja. Landi nuk u\nm\u00ebrzit fare. M\u00eb tha se e respektonte vendimin tim dhe se do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb\nmos shiheshim m\u00eb, vet\u00ebm n\u00eb rast se do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb shkoja me t\u00eb. Kjo gj\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebndoi\nshum\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk isha ajo tip femre. Dit\u00ebt ishin shum\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebqia, pasi p\u00ebrve\u00e7\ntezes, nuk kisha m\u00eb asnjeri. Shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time i kuptoj. Tani, nuk kam m\u00eb fytyr\u00eb\nq\u00eb t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoj. Ata kan\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tyre. Un\u00eb tani rri vet\u00ebm me nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn\ne kam edhe af\u00ebr pallatit. E dija q\u00eb do t\u00eb l\u00ebndohesha nga dashuria e par\u00eb sepse\nt\u00eb gjith\u00eb l\u00ebndohen, por kisha shpres\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos l\u00ebndohesha kaq shum\u00eb. Tani,\nsapo mora p\u00ebrgjigjjet e shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb lart\u00eb dhe nuk kam kapur asnj\u00eb deg\u00eb. Jam\nb\u00ebr\u00eb gjysm\u00eb njeriu. Nuk m\u00eb shkohet asgj\u00ebkundi. Edhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi te prind\u00ebrit nuk\nkam si t\u00eb shkoj, \u00e7far\u00eb t\u2019u them p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn time. T\u00eb m\u00eb falni shum\u00eb q\u00eb ju\nshqet\u00ebsova edhe juve me k\u00ebt\u00eb histori, por dua t`ju them se si shoq\u00ebria nuk ka\ndhe se, shpeshher\u00eb, humbim persona t\u00eb mir\u00eb ngaq\u00eb na t\u00ebrheq e keqja dhe pastaj\nndihemi t\u00eb humbur, t\u00eb l\u00ebnduar. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje miq! Un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam Mirjana dhe jetoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Vendosa t\u2019ju tregoj nj\u00eb ndodhi q\u00eb m\u00eb ka l\u00ebnduar shum\u00eb dhe q\u00eb, edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite, do ta mbaj thik\u00eb n\u00eb zem\u00ebr. Prind\u00ebrit e mi jetojn\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet af\u00ebr Tiran\u00ebs dhe vendos\u00ebn q\u00eb un\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e mesme ta b\u00ebja n\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20576,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[316,249],"class_list":["post-20858","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-dashuri","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20858","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20858"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20858\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20576"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20858"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20858"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20858"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}