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P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Kam ardhur t\u00eb banoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb para shum\u00eb vjet\u00ebsh. Bashk\u00eb me\nfamiljen time u shp\u00ebrngul edhe familja e Besnikut, nj\u00eb shokut tim t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb.\nNe jemi rritur si motra me v\u00ebllain. Hynim e dilnim shpesh tek nj\u00ebri-tjetri dhe\nprind\u00ebrit tan\u00eb thoshin q\u00eb kur t\u00eb rriteshim do t\u00eb na martonin bashk\u00eb. Q\u00ebkur erdh\u00ebm\nn\u00eb Tiran\u00eb un\u00eb zura edhe miq t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa Niku rrinte disi i ve\u00e7uar nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebt\ne lagjes. Luanim ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb bashk\u00eb, por ai nuk mundi t\u00eb ingranohej n\u00eb nj\u00eb shoq\u00ebri\nt\u00eb re aq shpejt dhe thoshte shpesh q\u00eb i mungonin shum\u00eb shok\u00ebt e vet n\u00eb Kruj\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00eb pas, kur filluam shkoll\u00ebn e mesme, rrug\u00ebt tona u ndan\u00eb sepse ai u fut n\u00eb\nnj\u00eb gjimnaz, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb preferova gjuh\u00ebt e huaja. Edhe pse sht\u00ebpit\u00eb i kishim af\u00ebr,\nun\u00eb nuk e takoja m\u00eb aq shpesh Nikun, kjo edhe p\u00ebr faktin q\u00eb un\u00eb iu p\u00ebrkushtova\nshum\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs dhe kisha z\u00ebn\u00eb edhe shum\u00eb miq t\u00eb rinj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Para se t\u00eb fillonin pushimet e dhjetorit, teksa kthehesha nga shkolla e\ntakova tek fillimi i rrugic\u00ebs. M\u2019u duk disi i \u00e7uditsh\u00ebm. Ishte zverdhur dhe dridhej\ni t\u00ebri. E pyeta \u00e7far\u00eb kishte dhe m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj q\u00eb ishte s\u00ebmur\u00eb me grip. M\u00eb tha\nse kishte nevoj\u00eb urgjente p\u00ebr ndihm\u00ebn time. I nevojiteshin disa para pasi\nkishte luajtur bilardo para ca koh\u00ebsh dhe nuk kishte paguar. Me th\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn\nm\u2019u duk nj\u00eb situat\u00eb paksa e \u00e7uditshme, por gjithsesi doja ta ndihmoja. At\u00eb dit\u00eb\nnuk kisha lek\u00eb me vete dhe vrapova t\u2019ia k\u00ebrkoja mamit. Kur u futa n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nuk\ngjeta njeri, por duke qen\u00eb se Nikut i duheshin urgjentisht un\u00eb mora nj\u00eb 10 mij\u00ebshe\ntek ai vendi ku i mbanin prind\u00ebrit lek\u00ebt. Ia dhash\u00eb dhe ai iku me shpejt\u00ebsi. Un\u00eb\ne ndoqa me sy dhe e pash\u00eb q\u00eb ai nuk shkoi nga drejtimi i bilardos po iku nga\nrruga tjet\u00ebr. Kur mami dhe babi erdh\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, s\u2019m\u00eb b\u00ebnte goja t\u2019u tregoja q\u00eb\ni kisha marr\u00eb lek\u00ebt pa leje. Ata nuk e vun\u00eb re munges\u00ebn e tyre, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb un\u00eb\nvendosa t\u00eb mos u tregoja. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb kur po drekonim i d\u00ebgjova q\u00eb po flisnin p\u00ebr nj\u00eb\ndjal\u00eb n\u00eb lagje q\u00eb merrte drog\u00eb. Un\u00eb nuk po i ndiqja me v\u00ebmendje, por sa d\u00ebgjova\nemrin e Besnikut, i thash\u00eb mamit: <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u00c7far\u00eb? \u00c7far\u00eb ka Niku?\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajo m\u00eb tha q\u00eb kishte takuar teta Vjollc\u00ebn (t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn e Nikut) dhe ajo i\nkishte qar\u00eb hallin, sepse p\u00ebrve\u00e7 faktit qe ai kishte filluar t\u00eb p\u00ebrdorte drog\u00eb,\nkishte filluar edhe t\u00eb vidhte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi sende t\u00eb \u00e7mueshme dhe para. U habita pa\nmas\u00eb. Mami m\u00eb paralajm\u00ebroi t\u00eb mos e takoja m\u00eb. Un\u00eb vajta nga dhoma ime dhe ia\nplasa t\u00eb qarit me d\u00ebnes\u00eb. Nuk mund ta besoja q\u00eb Niku, ai djali i mir\u00eb dhe i urt\u00eb\nt\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. M\u2019u kujtuan vitet kur luanim bashk\u00eb, se sa\nmir\u00eb sillej me t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb e rrethonin, sa shum\u00eb e donte familjen dhe\nnj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb as q\u00eb do ta priste njeri prej tij.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, teksa po shkoja t\u00eb blija buk\u00eb ai m\u00eb doli papritmas p\u00ebrpara. M\u00eb\nfrik\u00ebsoi sepse ishte dob\u00ebsuar shum\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb. E p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndeta kalimthi dhe u\nmundova t\u00eb ikja me vrap se nuk mund ta p\u00ebrballoja dot at\u00eb pamje. Ai e kuptoi k\u00ebt\u00eb\ngj\u00eb, m\u00eb kapi nga dora dhe filloi t\u00eb qante. Un\u00eb e p\u00ebrqafova sepse m\u2019u duk shum\u00eb\ni pambrojtur, i vet\u00ebm dhe i pafuqish\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb dal\u00eb nga kjo rrug\u00eb e keqe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai filloi t\u00eb m\u00eb tregonte se nuk po shkonte m\u00eb rregullisht n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, p\u00ebr t\u00eb\nmos th\u00ebn\u00eb fare dhe prind\u00ebrit e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonin se do ta nxirrnin nga sht\u00ebpia. Un\u00eb i\nshpjegova se familja m\u00eb kishte ndaluar ta takoja, por ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi ta ndihmoja.\nAt\u00eb dit\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb rrija m\u00eb gjat\u00eb me t\u00eb. Nuk doja t\u00eb vonohesha sepse mami do\nm\u00eb pyeste nga isha, me k\u00eb isha, sepse t\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn ata e dinin q\u00eb un\u00eb e\nkam pasur aq shok saq\u00eb do t\u00eb isha e gatshme ta ndihmoja. Ata m\u00eb mbanin n\u00ebn\nkontroll q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e takoja dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebrisnin q\u00eb ai n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00eb u fut vet\u00eb\ndhe nuk e meritonte m\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb time. Ata kishin frik\u00eb se mos ma m\u00ebsonte\ndrog\u00ebn edhe mua dhe ma kishin ndaluar kategorikisht ta takoja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Por ja q\u00eb mua nuk m\u00eb ndali dot asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndihmuar shokun tim t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un\u00eb me Nikun filluam t\u00eb takoheshim fshehurazi, e ndihmoja me sa t\u00eb mundja,\npor ai m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb para. Un\u00eb e k\u00ebshilloja q\u00eb ta linte, por\np\u00ebr t\u00eb qe b\u00ebr\u00eb gati e pamundur kjo gj\u00eb. Duke qen\u00eb se fillova t\u2019u k\u00ebrkoja atyre\nt\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb gjithnj\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb lek\u00eb, po bija n\u00eb sy, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb vendosa t\u00eb mos e\nb\u00ebja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb periudh\u00eb kohe, por Niku vazhdonte t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte sepse un\u00eb isha i\nvetmi burim i tij. Gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb ne takoheshim un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb ndjeja edhe nj\u00eb\nndjenj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ndryshe nga ajo e m\u00ebshir\u00ebs. Kur i shihja syt\u00eb e tij me lot dhe d\u00ebgjoja\nfjal\u00ebt e tij q\u00eb donte shum\u00eb ta linte drog\u00ebn, un\u00eb e p\u00ebrqafoja fort, derisa nj\u00eb\ndit\u00eb buz\u00ebt e mia u munduan t\u00eb qet\u00ebsonin buz\u00ebt e tij q\u00eb po dridheshin nga ethet.\nU mundova t\u2019ia shpjegoja q\u00eb nuk mund t\u2019i merrja dot m\u00eb lek\u00eb prind\u00ebrve por ai\nfilloi t\u00eb qante me d\u00ebnese dhe m\u00eb thoshte q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb jetonte m\u00eb me gjith\u00eb k\u00ebto\ndhembje…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vajta n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe nuk gjeta njeri. Nuk e di, por se si m\u00eb erdhi nj\u00eb\nmoment dhe t\u00eb shkoja t\u00eb hapja sirtarin q\u00eb mbanin lek\u00eb prind\u00ebrit dhe t\u2019i merrja\nca leke p\u00ebr Nikun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb e b\u00ebra dhe jo nj\u00eb, por disa her\u00eb. E di q\u00eb po m\u00eb paragjykoni, por\nedhe ju po t\u00eb ishit n\u00eb v\u00ebndin tim t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebnit, m\u00eb besoni. P\u00ebr\nNikun do t\u00eb b\u00ebja \u00e7do lloj sakrifice, por nj\u00eb dit\u00eb kur u ktheva nga shkolla\ngjeta mamin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Ajo m\u00eb tha q\u00eb m\u00eb kishte par\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb me Nikun dhe\nkuptoi q\u00eb kjo ishte edhe arsyeja e munges\u00ebs s\u00eb shum\u00ebs s\u00eb parave n\u00eb sirtar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00eb dit\u00eb ajo m\u00eb rrahu, por un\u00eb nuk mendoja m\u00eb p\u00ebr dhimbjet e mia, por p\u00ebr\nato t\u00eb Nikut. M\u00eb mbyll\u00ebn brenda dhe edhe n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrcillnin gjithnj\u00eb ata.\nMe Nikun nuk mund t\u00eb kontaktoj sepse her\u00ebn e fundit q\u00eb u takuam m\u00eb tha q\u00eb do t\u00eb\nshiste celularin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U b\u00ebn\u00eb dy jave q\u00eb m\u00eb ka marr\u00eb malli dhe mendoj gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Nuk e\ndi si \u00ebsht\u00eb tani, por shpresoj q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb dal\u00eb nga kjo \u00ebnd\u00ebrr e keqe ku ka\nr\u00ebn\u00eb dhe t\u00eb rrim\u00eb p\u00ebrs\u00ebri bashk\u00eb, jo m\u00eb fshehurazi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dua t\u2019u k\u00ebrkoj t\u00eb falur prind\u00ebrve p\u00ebr m\u00ebkatet q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb, p\u00ebr g\u00ebnjeshtrat\nq\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr lek\u00ebt q\u00eb kam vjedhur, por \u00e7do gj\u00eb e kam b\u00ebr\u00eb nga\ndashuria…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! Kam ardhur t\u00eb banoj n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb para shum\u00eb vjet\u00ebsh. Bashk\u00eb me familjen time u shp\u00ebrngul edhe familja e Besnikut, nj\u00eb shokut tim t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb. Ne jemi rritur si motra me v\u00ebllain. Hynim e dilnim shpesh tek nj\u00ebri-tjetri dhe prind\u00ebrit tan\u00eb thoshin q\u00eb kur t\u00eb rriteshim do t\u00eb na martonin bashk\u00eb. Q\u00ebkur erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":20678,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[249],"class_list":["post-20855","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta","tag-histori"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20855","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20855"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20855\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/20678"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20855"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20855"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20855"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}