Tregim nga JAKUP B. GJO\u00c7A<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\nNuk \nbesoja dashuri n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e par\u00eb. Derisa u takuam s\u00ebrish pas 30 viteve, \nkuptova, pse ishe dashuria e vetme e Imja, q\u00eb u lind n\u00eb takimin ton\u00eb t\u00eb \npar\u00eb.
\nKur \nu takuam her\u00ebn e par\u00eb, Ti m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngove fort dor\u00ebn, sa asnj\u00ebra tjet\u00ebr deri at\u00eb \n\u00e7ast. Syt\u00eb e tu kishin nj\u00eb drit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb se dielli i asaj dite maji, sa \naskurr\u00eb at\u00eb drit\u00eb t\u00eb syve t\u00eb tu t\u00eb takimit ton\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, nuk e kam par\u00eb n\u00eb asnj\u00eb \nshikim tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb grave q\u00eb kam njohur deri tani. E mban mend, ti ishe e shoq\u00ebruar \nedhe me shoqen t\u00ebnde, e cila fizikisht ishte edhe m\u00eb e bukur, por bukuria fizike \ne asaj nuk la asgj\u00eb tek syt\u00ebe mi.
\nEdhe \nkur u ndam\u00eb nga ai takimi yn\u00eb i par\u00eb, ti di\u00e7ka le tek un\u00eb. Nuk e besoja \ndashuri… Ngaq\u00eb nuk besoja dashuri me shikimin e par\u00eb…
\nFol\u00ebm \nfjal\u00eb t\u00eb kota, porse Un\u00eb nuk i harrova, edhe pse kujtes\u00ebn time e g\u00ebrryen \np\u00ebrrenjt\u00eb e disa dekada vitesh…
\nPor \nai \u00e7asti i par\u00eb i takimit ton\u00eb ndezi tek un\u00eb nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb. Q\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00ebt q\u00eb vinin, \nUn\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoja. Kisha nj\u00eb etje. Doja t\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja, q\u00eb t\u00eb \nshuaja nj\u00eb zjarr q\u00eb m\u00eb digjte p\u00ebrbrenda, sa m\u00eb trazonte gjumin…
\nE \nprap\u00eb nuk besoja dashuri n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e par\u00eb.
\nPor \nbesova at\u00eb \u00e7ast, kur u pam\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb. N\u00eb at\u00eb \u00e7ast pash\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn \nbrenda vetvetes time. Dhe e tradh\u00ebtova, ngaq\u00eb lejova edhe Ty ta lexoje, sa t\u00eb \nshikoje veten t\u00ebnde brenda t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs time. Derisa edhe Ty, n\u00eb dit\u00ebt q\u00eb na \nerdh\u00ebn m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoje.
\nG\u00ebnjenim \nvetveten ton\u00eb q\u00eb gjoja mendonim se fare rast\u00ebsisht \u00e7do dit\u00eb rrug\u00ebt tona \nbashkoheshin, kur takoheshin fare rast\u00ebsisht, n\u00eb rrugicat e Universitetit. Si\u00e7 \nkujtonim se fare rast\u00ebsisht ndodhte q\u00eb edhe or\u00ebt e studimit ton\u00eb n\u00eb bibliotek\u00eb \nishin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtat or\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7do dite.
\nFare \nrast\u00ebsisht, takoheshim \u00e7do mbasdite t\u00eb shtunave edhe n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin urban q\u00eb na \n\u00e7onte n\u00eb kryeqytet dhe kishim fare rast\u00ebsisht \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn d\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb \nshikonim bashkarisht t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn shfaqje Teatri. Rast\u00ebsi ishte q\u00eb edhe shijet \nletrare i kishim t\u00eb nj\u00ebjta.
\nSi\u00e7 \nndodhi fare rast\u00ebsisht q\u00eb ti m\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb rast\u00ebsishme edhe nj\u00eb cop\u00eb letre \ndhe m\u00eb the \u00ebsht\u00eb poezia jote e par\u00eb. Un\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht u entuziazmova sa e lexova \nsa e botova n\u00eb Gazet\u00ebn ton\u00eb STUDENTI. Fare rast\u00ebsisht ndodhi q\u00eb edhe titulli i \npoezis\u00eb t\u00ebnde t\u00eb par\u00eb Ishte ” Dashuria lind me shikimin e par\u00eb”.
\nRast\u00ebsisht, \nndjeva edhe Un\u00eb muz\u00ebn time, sa ta dhash\u00eb gazeten STUDENTI at\u00eb kopje t\u00eb par\u00eb t\u00eb \nshtypshkronj\u00ebs, ku sapo u shtyp p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb poezia jote, dhe shkruajta me \nnj\u00eb frym\u00eb tregimin tim ” INA”.
\nKur \nakoma nuk t\u00eb kisha pohuar fjal\u00ebt ” T\u00cb DUA” shkruajta n\u00eb tregim imagjinat\u00ebn time, \nat\u00eb \u00e7astin e par\u00eb t\u00eb ardhjes t\u00ebnde n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time, kur i them mamas\u00eb: Ina \n\u00ebsht\u00eb, dashuria ime”.
\nDhe \nTy fare rast\u00ebsisht m\u00eb pyete, sa e lexove tregimin tek gazeta STUDENTI ” Cila \n\u00ebsht\u00eb kjo INA?” Un\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht gjeta fjal\u00ebt ” Imagjinata ime”, Sepse akoma nuk \nbesoja n\u00eb dashurin\u00eb e shikimit t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb t’i p\u00ebrgjigjesha pyetjes t\u00ebnde me t\u00eb \nv\u00ebrtet\u00ebn time: Ina e tregimit tim je Ti!
\nAt\u00eb \n\u00e7ast t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, kuptova m\u00eb von\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk i p\u00ebrkasja m\u00eb \nvetvetes time jo t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht.
\nNj\u00eb \npjes\u00eb t\u00eb vetvetes time ma rr\u00ebmbeve ty…
\nDhunsh\u00ebm. \n
\nSa \npastaj ndihesha kaq i zbrazur, sa vuaja n\u00ebse nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb mos shikoja Syt\u00eb e \ntu.
\nA \nmund t\u00eb jetoj nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pa diell?
\nVuaja \nn\u00ebse nuk d\u00ebgjoja z\u00ebrin t\u00ebnd edhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb vetme.
\nA \nmund t\u00eb jetoj dot njeriu, n\u00ebse nuk d\u00ebgjon nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb rrahurat e \nzemr\u00ebs?
\nFare \nrast\u00ebsisht ndodhi edhe ai \u00e7ast, kur n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00ebn e teatrit kokat tona u \nmb\u00ebshtet\u00ebn tek nj\u00ebra- tjetra, sa lindi tek un\u00eb krejt rast\u00ebsisht nj\u00eb d\u00ebshir\u00eb e \nmarr\u00eb, sa as koh\u00eb nuk munda t\u00eb vidhja q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb pyesja i mir\u00ebsjellsh\u00ebm.
\nRast\u00ebsisht, \npa kontrollin e vet\u00ebdijes, buz\u00ebt e mia prek\u00ebn buz\u00ebt e tua…
\nPo \nbuz\u00ebt e tua u ngrin\u00eb, sa thua se buz\u00ebt e mia prek\u00ebn nj\u00eb Tok\u00eb t\u00eb \nakullt.
\nPo \nbuz\u00ebt e mia, NUK ngrin\u00eb nga e akullta e buz\u00ebve t\u00eb mia.
\nRast\u00ebsisht \ng\u00ebrmuan thell\u00eb atij akulli, porse me shpres\u00eb se thell\u00eb – thell\u00eb buz\u00ebve t\u00eb tua do \nt\u00eb gjenin zjarrin q\u00eb k\u00ebrkonin…
\nKur \ne gjet\u00ebn at\u00eb zjarr, buz\u00ebt e mia u dogj\u00ebn, sepse zjarri i buz\u00ebve t\u00eb tua u ndez \nmbi buz\u00ebt e mia fare rast\u00ebsisht, sa dogji \u00e7do mbrojtje t\u00eb buz\u00ebve t\u00eb \nmia…
\nNuk \nmund\u00ebm t\u00eb jetonim Nj\u00eb Jet\u00eb bashk\u00eb.
\nPor \nedhe pse larg, vetmin\u00eb t\u00ebnde nuk e ndjeva n\u00eb dhjet\u00ebra vite q\u00eb jetova pa \nTy.
\nSa \nher\u00eb t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoja n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb time, jetoja at\u00eb \u00e7astin ton\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb.
\nTi \nnga Un\u00eb, Un\u00eb nga Ti n\u00eb boshll\u00ebkun ton\u00eb t\u00eb dhjet\u00ebra viteve nuk munda ta marr \nvetveten time nga Ty.
\nSado \nq\u00eb bindja vetveten q\u00eb Un\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb takoj m\u00eb. Sado q\u00eb Vetmia ime m\u00eb bind\u00ebte \nq\u00eb kurr\u00eb m\u00eb as do t\u00eb t\u00eb shikoj.
\nDhe \nk\u00ebt\u00eb \u00e7ast doja ta vrisja vetmin\u00eb time, duke kujtuar at\u00eb \u00e7astin ton\u00eb, kur fare \nrast\u00ebsisht t\u00eb thash\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb:
\n– \nT\u00eb DUA!
\n– \nSa m\u00eb dashuron? – m\u00eb pyete, q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb besoje.
\n– \nNJ\u00cb Jet\u00eb! – t’u betova.
\n– \nKoha do ta provoj\u00eb! – m\u00eb the prap\u00eb e dyzuar.
\nNuk \nmunda t\u00eb t\u00eb harroj, edhe pse u mundova t\u00eb bindja vetveten q\u00eb t\u00eb humba \np\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. Edhe pse vitet larg teje m\u00eb bind\u00ebn q\u00eb asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast tjet\u00ebr nuk do t\u00eb \njesh m\u00eb e Imja!
\nVazhdova \njo tashm\u00eb rast\u00ebsisht q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb dashuroja, edhe pse nuk t\u00eb shikoja, edhe pse nuk \nt\u00eb prekja m\u00eb…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\nDerisa \nu takuam at\u00eb nat\u00eb…
\nQ\u00eb \njetuam Erot\u00ebn ton\u00eb…
\nNuk \nka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi, q\u00eb Erot\u00ebn e jetuam nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb vetme. Nuk ka m\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi q\u00eb tani jemi \nprap\u00eb larg nj\u00ebri – tjetrit. Por nuk jemi m\u00eb t\u00eb huaj p\u00ebr nj\u00ebri tjetrin. EROTA E \nmadhe nj\u00ebher\u00eb jetohet. EROTA Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e p\u00ebrjetshme. Edhe larg fizikisht nj\u00ebri \n-tjetrit, sado q\u00eb flem\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrqafime t\u00eb tjera, Un\u00eb dhe Ti e dim\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb \nprekim trupa t\u00eb tjer\u00eb n\u00eb krevat, por ndjenjat tona b\u00ebjn\u00eb Erota bashk\u00eb! \n
\nUn\u00eb \ne Ti e dim\u00eb q\u00eb dashuria jon\u00eb q\u00eb lindi at\u00eb \u00e7astin e takimit ton\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb \nEkzistenca jon\u00eb.
\nAi \n\u00e7ast i par\u00eb i yni na lindi tek nj\u00ebri – tjetri at\u00eb dashuri, q\u00eb i ngjan \nYjeve.
\nQ\u00eb \nlindin t\u00eb ndri\u00e7ojn\u00eb edhe nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb vetme. Pastaj shuhen n\u00eb Agimin q\u00eb \nvjen….
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Tregim nga JAKUP B. GJO\u00c7A Nuk besoja dashuri n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e par\u00eb. Derisa u takuam s\u00ebrish pas 30 viteve, kuptova, pse ishe dashuria e vetme e Imja, q\u00eb u lind n\u00eb takimin ton\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb. Kur u takuam her\u00ebn e par\u00eb, Ti m\u00eb shtr\u00ebngove fort dor\u00ebn, sa asnj\u00ebra tjet\u00ebr deri at\u00eb \u00e7ast. Syt\u00eb e tu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":11687,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[241],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20748","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-letersi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20748","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=20748"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20748\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11687"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=20748"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=20748"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=20748"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}