Jam Erla, nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 16 vje\u00e7are. Familja ime \u00ebsht\u00eb me origjin\u00eb nga Jugu, por kemi dy vjet q\u00eb kemi ardhur n\u00eb kryeqytet. Un\u00eb vazhdoj shkoll\u00ebn e mesme n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga gjimnazet m\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuara q\u00eb ka ky qytet. Vendosa q\u00eb sot t\u2019i drejtohem gazet\u00ebs tuaj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb problemin tim, i cili ka koh\u00eb q\u00eb po m\u00eb shqet\u00ebson. Sot, un\u00eb jam n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur dhe ashtu si \u00e7do vajz\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, d\u00ebshiroj t\u00eb kem nj\u00eb pamje perfekte, por Zoti nuk t\u2019i jep t\u00eb gjitha. \u00cbsht\u00eb pak e turpshme kjo q\u00eb po ju them, por gjithsesi, ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb problem q\u00eb ekziston te un\u00eb, fakti q\u00eb e kam pak hund\u00ebn t\u00eb madhe. Prind\u00ebrit m\u00eb thon\u00eb q\u00eb kam trash\u00ebguar nga gjyshi, por k\u00ebt\u00eb gj\u00eb un\u00eb nuk e kam patur problem, deri kur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, disa shok\u00eb t\u00eb klas\u00ebs sime, i d\u00ebgjova kur flisnin mbrapa krah\u00ebve t\u00eb mi: \u201cAjo e ka hund\u00ebn si Pinoku\u201d. Q\u00eb prej asaj dite, shpirti im nuk ka gjetur m\u00eb qet\u00ebsi. K\u00ebt\u00eb problem q\u00eb po m\u00eb shqet\u00ebsonte, e diskutova me prind\u00ebrit e mi dhe ata as q\u00eb e vun\u00eb \u201cujin n\u00eb zjarr\u201d fare p\u00ebr mua. Babi m\u00eb tha: \u201c\u00c7far\u00eb jan\u00eb k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra q\u00eb po nxjerr nga goja?\u201d. E kuptova q\u00eb nuk e ka me qejf t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmoj\u00eb p\u00ebr problemin q\u00eb kam. Ata e kan\u00eb kuptuar q\u00eb un\u00eb jam shum\u00eb e m\u00ebrzitur p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb fakt dhe \u00e7do mbr\u00ebmje m\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb moral duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se bukuria e njeriut nuk varet nga pamja, por nga shpirti dhe mendja. Ata m\u00eb thon\u00eb se ka shum\u00eb njer\u00ebz q\u00eb nuk e kan\u00eb bukurin\u00eb fizike, por kan\u00eb nj\u00eb shpirt q\u00eb i dallon nga njer\u00ebzit e tjer\u00eb, por fjal\u00ebt e tyre me duken kot fare p\u00ebrball\u00eb problemit q\u00eb kam. Babi dhe mami m\u00eb k\u00ebshillojn\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebsoj, t\u00eb jem e para dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb duan e do t\u00eb m\u00eb respektojn\u00eb, madje do t\u00eb thon\u00eb: \u201cKu ka vajz\u00eb si Erla?!\u201d. K\u00ebshtu m\u00eb k\u00ebshillon edhe shoqja ime, por kur kujtoj \u00e7unat e klas\u00ebs q\u00eb u shpreh\u00ebn n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, m\u00eb vjen p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb. Un\u00eb kam nj\u00eb trup shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur, por gjith\u00eb kjo nuk mjafton. \u00c7do dit\u00eb ua kujtoj prind\u00ebrve dhe dua t\u2019ua mbush mendjen q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndihmojn\u00eb p\u00ebr problemin q\u00eb kam, por deri m\u00eb sot, asgj\u00eb nuk kam nxjerr\u00eb n\u00eb drit\u00eb. M\u00eb e keqja \u00ebsht\u00eb kur mendoj faktin se t\u00eb gjitha shoqet e mia kan\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, nd\u00ebrsa un\u00eb akoma nuk po lidhem me njeri. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, si p\u00ebr \u00e7udi, m\u2019u afrua shoku i klas\u00ebs: Fytyr\u00ebn dhe z\u00ebrin e tij nuk do t\u2019i harroj sa t\u00eb jem gjall\u00eb! Ishte pik\u00ebrisht ai q\u00eb ishte tallur me shok\u00ebt e tij, duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se e kisha hund\u00ebn si t\u00eb Pinokut. Ai nuk e dinte se un\u00eb e kisha d\u00ebgjuar… Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u2019u afrua duke m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar ta ndihmoja me detyrat e matematik\u00ebs. Ia ktheva: \u201cNj\u00eb hund\u00ebpinoke si un\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb zgjidh\u00eb nj\u00eb problem t\u00eb matematik\u00ebs\u201d.<\/p>\n
Ai, sa d\u00ebgjoi fjal\u00ebt e mia, u b\u00eb flak i kuq dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi q\u00eb t\u2019i tregoja se kush ia kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb. M\u00eb pas m\u00eb k\u00ebrkoi t\u00eb falur, por un\u00eb fal, po nuk harroj kollaj. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, pa pranin\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi, s\u00eb bashku me nj\u00eb shoqe, shkova n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga klinikat private q\u00eb ndodhen n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb dhe u konsultova me nj\u00eb nga doktor\u00ebt. Ata m\u00eb than\u00eb se nuk mund t\u00eb nd\u00ebrhyhej tek un\u00eb sepse jam n\u00eb proces rritjeje. Nj\u00ebri prej mjek\u00ebve m\u00eb tha: \u201cNe, lek duam, por hunda jote nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e madhe sa t\u2019i jap\u00ebsh p\u00ebrmasa tragjike k\u00ebsaj gj\u00ebje\u201d. M\u00eb pas, ai m\u00eb tregoi disa foto t\u00eb personave q\u00eb kishin nd\u00ebrhyr\u00eb n\u00eb hund\u00ebn e tyre. P\u00ebrpara fotografive t\u00eb tyre, hunda ime m\u2019u duk aq e bukur, sa mbeta pa fjal\u00eb. Q\u00eb prej asaj dite, gjeta nj\u00eb lloj qet\u00ebsie n\u00eb shpirtin tim, por kjo qet\u00ebsi m\u00eb zgjati vet\u00ebm pak muaj, pasi ashtu si dhe shoqet e mia edhe un\u00eb e njoha nj\u00eb djal\u00eb, i cili ishte maturant. Nj\u00eb nga shok\u00ebt e klas\u00ebs time ma prezantoi sepse ai donta ta ndihmoja pak p\u00ebr p\u00ebrs\u00ebritjen e l\u00ebnd\u00ebs s\u00eb matematik\u00ebs, pasi ai duhet t\u00eb m\u00ebsonte p\u00ebr provimet e matur\u00ebs dhe un\u00eb nuk munda t\u2019i thoja \u201cJo\u201d. Me t\u00eb, fillova t\u00eb takohesha gati \u00e7do dit\u00eb, pasi un\u00eb isha shum\u00eb mir\u00eb n\u00eb matematik\u00eb dhe atij i kisha m\u00ebsuar shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra q\u00eb ai i kishte harruar. Edhe prind\u00ebrve u kisha th\u00ebn\u00eb se isha duke ndihmuar nj\u00eb shok maturant dhe atyre iu b\u00eb shum\u00eb qefi. Mir\u00ebpo, nj\u00eb dit\u00eb q\u00eb nuk u takova me t\u00eb, ndjeva nj\u00eb lloj boshll\u00ebku; at\u00eb dit\u00eb ai nuk m\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb hequr p\u00ebr asnj\u00eb \u00e7ast nga mendja. Nuk e dija as vet\u00eb pse e mendoja aq shum\u00eb, madje shpeshher\u00eb mendoja se mos ndoshta kisha r\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb dashuri. N\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra filluan t\u00eb ndryshonin tek un\u00eb. Fillova ta mbaja veten akoma m\u00eb shum\u00eb, vishesha m\u00eb bukur, krihesha m\u00eb bukur, madje edhe djali q\u00eb e ndihmoja n\u00eb matematik\u00eb, e kishte v\u00ebn\u00eb re dhe m\u00eb tha: \u201cKe ndryshuar shum\u00eb, q\u00eb nga dita q\u00eb t\u00eb njoha\u201d. Fjal\u00ebt e tij m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb ndjehesha mir\u00eb. Lidhja jon\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb korrekte dhe vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr m\u00ebsimet diskutonim. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, kur ai fliste p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, un\u00eb e d\u00ebgjoja dhe doja q\u00eb biseda jon\u00eb t\u00eb merrte drejtim tjet\u00ebr, doja ta pyesja n\u00ebse ishte i lidhur me ndonj\u00eb vajz\u00eb, por e kisha t\u00eb kot\u00eb, nuk mundesha. Nuk e kisha at\u00eb tip q\u00eb e kishin shum\u00eb shoqe t\u00eb miat, q\u00eb pyesnin p\u00ebr \u00e7do gj\u00eb. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, teksa po i binte telefoni, un\u00eb, ashtu si me t\u00eb qeshur, i thash\u00eb: \u201cT\u00eb mori shoqja n\u00eb telefon?\u201d dhe ai me t\u00eb qeshur ma ktheu: \u201cNuk kam shoqe\u201d. Nuk e di pse m\u2019u b\u00eb qejfi shum\u00eb, m\u2019u duk sikur kisha nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb me t\u00eb, por ai prap\u00eb foli dhe ma preu shkurt duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb se tani p\u00ebr tani, nuk ishte i interesuar p\u00ebr t\u00eb patur nj\u00eb shoqe, pasi atij i interesonte m\u00eb shum\u00eb shkolla. Kur i tregova shoqes p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb, ajo m\u00eb tha se ai kishte pasur t\u00eb dashur nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur dhe ishin ndar\u00eb. At\u00ebhere i humba shpresat dhe prap\u00eb po ndjehesha keq, p\u00ebr faktin q\u00eb un\u00eb kisha nj\u00eb hund\u00eb me difekt dhe prandaj nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqenin djemt\u00eb. Shpeshher\u00eb, i b\u00ebja pyetjen vetes: \u201cPse shoqet e mia kan\u00eb t\u00eb dashur dhe un\u00eb jo?\u201d. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb \u00e7unat e klas\u00ebs m\u00eb afroheshin vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr interes, se nuk thon\u00eb kot, \u201cZoti nuk t\u2019i jep t\u00eb gjitha\u201d. Mua m\u00eb ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb men\u00e7urin\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00ebsuar por… Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, p\u00ebrpara shoqeve t\u00eb mia, m\u00eb duket vetja si e \u201csh\u00ebmtuara Beti\u201d. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb m\u00eb thon\u00eb se nuk kam nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr nd\u00ebrhyrje kirurgjikale, por un\u00eb e di se djemt\u00eb e sot\u00ebm k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur\u00ebn te nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr. Ajo q\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebj tani \u00ebsht\u00eb t\u00eb dal mir\u00eb me m\u00ebsime dhe, kur t\u00eb mbush mosh\u00ebn, do t\u00eb b\u00ebj t\u00eb pamundur\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb rregulloj defektin q\u00eb kam n\u00eb hund\u00eb, q\u00eb dhe un\u00eb t\u00eb ndjehem nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr e bukur, si shum\u00eb shoqe t\u00eb miat. Shpresoj q\u00eb ju, lexues, t\u00eb mos m\u00eb paragjykoni p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka kam shkruar m\u00eb sip\u00ebr. Un\u00eb nuk b\u00ebra asgj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebrve\u00e7 se kam shkruar me sinqeritet p\u00ebr problemin q\u00eb un\u00eb kam sot. Ndoshta kur t\u00eb rritem, do t\u00eb arsyetoj ndryshe, por sot, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mosh\u00eb q\u00eb jam, p\u00ebr mua, bukuria \u00ebsht\u00eb primare.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jam Erla, nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb 16 vje\u00e7are. Familja ime \u00ebsht\u00eb me origjin\u00eb nga Jugu, por kemi dy vjet q\u00eb kemi ardhur n\u00eb kryeqytet. Un\u00eb vazhdoj shkoll\u00ebn e mesme n\u00eb nj\u00eb nga gjimnazet m\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjuara q\u00eb ka ky qytet. Vendosa q\u00eb sot t\u2019i drejtohem gazet\u00ebs tuaj p\u00ebr nj\u00eb problemin tim, i cili ka koh\u00eb q\u00eb po […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2000"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2000\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}