{"id":17993,"date":"2018-03-07T13:01:13","date_gmt":"2018-03-07T12:01:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=17993"},"modified":"2018-03-07T13:01:35","modified_gmt":"2018-03-07T12:01:35","slug":"helena-halilaj-vuajme-per-njeriun-e-mire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2018\/03\/helena-halilaj-vuajme-per-njeriun-e-mire\/","title":{"rendered":"Helena Halilaj: Vuajm\u00eb p\u00ebr njeriun e mir\u00eb"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\" \"\"Ajo, nj\u00eb bionde me ka\u00e7urrela natyrale…Me syt\u00eb me ngjyr\u00eb ku p\u00ebrzihet grija me jeshilen e err\u00ebt duke t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb rrekesh me shikim pa ia ndar\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e nuk i d\u00ebshifron dot! Helena Halilaj, nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr nga nj\u00eb vend i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe ku fjala ka pesh\u00eb e bes\u00eb burri, Kuk\u00ebsi!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kur e kam takuar p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, Helena ma p\u00ebrforcoi m\u00eb tep\u00ebr mendimin tim p\u00ebr mal\u00ebsor\u00ebt, sigurisht, t\u00eb zot\u00eb, k\u00ebmb\u00ebngul\u00ebs e autoriritar! K\u00ebt\u00eb e them p\u00ebr t’i shtuar argumenta bind\u00ebs ndonj\u00ebrit q\u00eb ka mendime ” jugori” p\u00ebr veriun<\/strong>. <\/strong>Nje fem\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb sheh n\u00eb sy kur flet, me nj\u00eb bagazh t\u00eb fituar jo vet\u00ebm prej 2 Universiteteve, por prej shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrditshm\u00ebris\u00eb\u00a0 e sprovave t\u00eb m\u00ebdha q\u00ea t\u00eb v\u00eb jeta e q\u00eb nuk mund t\u00eb b\u00ebrtiten me z\u00eb lart\u00eb! Rrekem ta d\u00ebgjoj kur flet…epo kam par\u00eb e d\u00ebgjuar shum\u00eb, por tek ca njer\u00ebz\u00a0 t\u00eb ngec v\u00ebmendja i\u00e7ik m\u00ea shum\u00eb:-M\u00eb duket se kam qen\u00eb 30 vje\u00e7 edhe para 10-vitesh,- thot\u00eb ajo!<\/strong><\/p>\n

…dhe ja, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00eb thoni se po flas shum\u00eb, po ju rendis 6 librat n\u00eb proz\u00eb e poezi, q\u00eb tashm\u00eb ajo i ka nxjerr\u00eb: \u201cSyt\u00eb e tu rrefejn\u00eb\u201d, \u201dPasarel\u00eb manekin\u00ebsh\u201d, \u201cBilet\u00eb malli\u201d, \u201c\u00c7aste t\u00eb kithta\u201d, \u201cVal\u00ebzimet e shpirtit\u201d dhe \u201cMos ma vetmo fjal\u00ebn\u201d.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nj\u00eb lib\u00ebr i ri do t\u00eb vij\u00eb s\u00eb shpejti! <\/strong><\/p>\n

Helena \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr e njohur n\u00eb\u00a0 organizimet e eventet p\u00ebr libra n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri e jasht\u00eb saj! Me nj\u00eb pasion t\u00eb madh, durim t\u00eb skalitur, sepse edhe ju, ashtu si une, e dini fort mir\u00eb se t\u00eb p\u00ebrpiqesh t\u00eb b\u00ebsh gj\u00ebra t\u00eb mira e t\u00eb bukura n\u00ea Shqip\u00ebri s\u00eb pari duan t\u00eb gjuajn\u00eb me gur\u00eb sesa t\u00eb thon\u00ea: Faleminderit q\u00eb b\u00ebn dicka q\u00eb t\u00ea k\u00ebnaq!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Denisa \u00c7erma:-<\/strong> Helena, duke te par\u00eb fillimisht si natyr\u00eb burrnesh\u00eb dhe me karakter t\u00eb fort\u00eb, askujt nuk ia merr mendja se mban n\u00eb xhep nj\u00eb diplom\u00eb p\u00ebr Gjuh\u00eb-Let\u00ebrsi…Ka qen\u00eb zgjedhje d\u00ebshir\u00eb apo… ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Helena Halilaj:-<\/strong> Jam rritur me syt\u00eb nga mali i Gjallic\u00ebs, jam ushqyer me ndjenj\u00ebn e fort\u00ebsis\u00eb, rezistenc\u00ebs dhe sakrific\u00ebs. Sot kur kthehem n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri besoj fort q\u00eb ka faza t\u00eb karakterit q\u00eb z\u00ebn\u00eb v\u00ebnd her\u00ebt dhe mbeten t\u00eb patjet\u00ebrsuesme n\u00eb rrug\u00ebtimin jet\u00ebsor. Let\u00ebrsia, poezia jan\u00eb dashuria ime me t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u rrita, let\u00ebrsia \u00ebsht\u00eb burimore, madh\u00ebshtore dhe nj\u00ebr\u00ebzore. Ishte zgjedhje imja p\u00ebr t\u00eb studiuar let\u00ebrsi. Duke kultivuar dijet krijuesi ose pedagogu b\u00ebhet m\u00eb i mir\u00eb. Duke lexuar let\u00ebrsi t\u00eb mir\u00eb kupton sa i vog\u00ebl je dhe sa pun\u00eb t\u00eb duhet t\u00eb j\u00ebsh pran\u00eb vler\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

-Autore e nj\u00eb s\u00ebre librash n\u00eb proz\u00eb dhe poezi, a kan\u00eb k\u00ebto libra nj\u00eb mesazh t\u00eb p\u00ebrbashk\u00ebt?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Po, njeriun e mir\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin vuajm\u00eb. Njeriu i mir\u00eb i cili humbet p\u00ebrdit\u00eb e m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Ky njeri i mir\u00eb me vepra humane q\u00eb vet\u00ebm largohet. Nuk jan\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00ebnjan\u00eb dhe historit\u00eb e vjetra p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilat kam orientim shpesh n\u00eb krijmtari, mendoj se jan\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb paqta si emocione, si njesi dhe p\u00ebrjetime kur krahasoj robotizmin e koh\u00ebs n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn jetojm\u00eb sot. Dashuria \u00ebsht\u00eb baza rreth s\u00eb cil\u00ebs v\u00ebrtiten poezit\u00eb e mia.<\/p>\n

– P\u00ebr k\u00eb dhe p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb shkruan Helena?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poezia \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb shp\u00ebrthim t\u00eb cilin se ndalon dot dhe kur do. Shkruaj p\u00ebr fenomenet q\u00eb s\u2019i v\u00eb dot askund, jan\u00eb t\u00eb papranueshme n\u00eb egzistencializmin tim. Shkruaj p\u00ebr ato q\u00eb dua, gjithmon\u00eb do jen\u00eb n\u00eb vargjet e mia.Frym\u00ebzohem nga m\u00eb t\u00eb voglat element t\u00eb njer\u00ebzores ose natyr\u00ebs deri tek zhurm\u00ebzhimet moderne q\u00eb na i kthen kusur e tashmja. Poezia \u00ebsht\u00eb si Zoti, \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithkund me ty n\u00ebse e ke. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb iluminim shpirt\u00ebror n\u00eb cdo koh\u00eb.<\/p>\n

– Je pro apo kund\u00ebr idhujve?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bota na ka ofruar shembuj aq t\u00eb fuqish\u00ebm dhe me influenc\u00eb sa meritojn\u00eb tribun\u00ebn e kujtes\u00ebs dhe shembullit pozitiv. I \u00e7moj tep\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e m\u00ebdhenj dhe me ndikim, m\u00eb frymojn\u00eb nd\u00ebr vena shpesh, por po aq i dua disa njer\u00ebz t\u00eb mir\u00eb, t\u00eb past\u00ebr e t\u00eb dashur q\u00eb rr\u00ebzatojn\u00eb dashuri. Idhujt jan\u00eb d\u00ebshmi t\u00eb njer\u00ebzimit, feja, politika, let\u00ebrsia i ka shenj\u00ebsuar n\u00eb histori. E dua guximin e tyre p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndryshuar bot\u00ebn, jan\u00eb sfidues se ne mezi ndryshojm\u00eb veten nganj\u00ebhere jo m\u00eb nj\u00eb ideologji, politik\u00eb apo shoq\u00ebri t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb.<\/p>\n

– Cili \u00ebsht\u00eb “vesi” yt m\u00eb i \u00ebmb\u00ebl si mal\u00ebsore?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fjala e dh\u00ebn\u00eb, k\u00ebmb\u00ebngulja dhe d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb q\u00ebndruar n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb pavarsisht lodhjes apo plag\u00ebve q\u00eb marrim gjat\u00eb jet\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Ves do cil\u00ebsoja nervin, i cili sesi m\u00eb del dhe kur nuk dua haha.<\/p>\n

-\u201cMotra e dy motrave”, a ke peng nj\u00eb v\u00eblla\u00e7ko?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Motrat e mia jan\u00eb pasuria dhe krenaria q\u00eb m\u00eb dhuruan prind\u00ebrit. Ato dyja e kan\u00eb vllaun, mua haha. Nj\u00eb v\u00eblla trim do e doja pse jo, djemt\u00eb i dua vet\u00ebm t\u00eb zot\u00eb, nuk m\u00eb p\u00eblqejn\u00eb k\u00ebto v\u00ebllack\u00ebt e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelur.<\/p>\n

– Eventet e tua p\u00ebr librin e p\u00ebr “The Albania” jasht\u00ea kufijve, \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb kan\u00eb m\u00ebsuar, ku jemi ne n\u00eb raport ta?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Kemi nj\u00eb shrehje ne n\u00eb Kuk\u00ebs, \u201cte ura me lapa\u201d dmth askund, kur vij nga eventet jasht\u00eb m\u00ebsoj q\u00eb qytetaria \u00ebsht\u00eb e thell\u00eb, ne akoma jemi n\u00eb murtaj\u00ebn fshatareske t\u00eb t\u00eb dukurit e t\u00eb shiturit q\u00eb s’po na ik\u00ebn nga qarkullimi. M\u00eb kan\u00eb m\u00ebsuar s\u00eb njeriu i madh dhe i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm b\u00ebhet p\u00ebrdit\u00eb, jo duke marr ashensorin e politik\u00ebs apo imoralitetit. Aty merita \u00ebsht\u00eb kuror\u00eb q\u00eb rri n\u00eb kokat e m\u00ebdha jo t\u00eb vogla.<\/p>\n

– A e mendon veten n\u00eb politik\u00eb Helena Halilaj?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N\u00eb kuad\u00ebr t\u00eb politik\u00ebs s\u00eb grave n\u00eb vendimarrje po, n\u00eb sfer\u00ebn e kukullave jo sepse dhe kur isha f\u00ebmij\u00eb i hidhja kukullat kur nuk reagonin. Politika \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb sup\u00eb e yndyrshme ku mbetesh kock\u00eb n\u00eb fund kur ujqerit e kan\u00eb dim\u00ebruar vendin n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jetojm\u00eb. Ujq\u00ebrit dim\u00ebr duan, n\u00eb pak behar vlerash do jem aspiruese.<\/p>\n

– N\u00ebn k\u00ebndv\u00ebshtrimin t\u00ebnd, cila \u00ebsht\u00eb nevoja emergjente e Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oksigjen. \u00cbsht\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunuar nj\u00ebriu i lir\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb shp\u00ebrfytyruar fisnik\u00ebria e origjin\u00ebs ton\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb militant dhe f\u00ebmija embrional, po mitizohen krimbat e po bien heronjt\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb jeta vet\u00ebm fasad\u00eb. Kemi nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr shpirt,pa shpirt nuk jetohet n\u00eb asnj\u00eb epok\u00eb njer\u00ebzore.<\/p>\n

– N\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri ka aktor\u00eb politik\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb apo politikan\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ka kavajer\u00eb t\u00eb frik\u00ebs ndaj faktoreve t\u00eb jasht\u00ebm dhe aktor\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00eb teatri t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00eb q\u00eb z\u00ebvend\u00ebson personazhet sipas episodeve q\u00eb do vallja e huaj t\u00eb k\u00ebrcehet mbi trojet tona shekullore.<\/p>\n

– Helena si fem\u00ebr, \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb mban n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Koha dhe p\u00ebrpjekja q\u00eb femra t\u00eb jet\u00eb vler\u00eb jo aksesor!<\/p>\n

– Helena, nj\u00eb em\u00ebr i dashuris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe q\u00eb shkat\u00ebrroi shtete e simbol i femr\u00ebs sa t\u00eb brisht\u00eb edhe t\u00eb fort\u00eb, kush ta ka b\u00ebr\u00eb dhurat\u00eb emrin? <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mbase babi e mendonte q\u00eb bota do jet\u00eb kaq e ashp\u00ebr dhe brisht\u00eb kur t\u00eb rritesha un\u00eb, mish\u00ebroj mendimin e tij n\u00eb mua. Prind\u00ebrit tek mua kan\u00eb kultivuar krenarin\u00eb dhe d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr pun\u00eb e sukses duke pretenduar t\u00eb jem shembull i mir\u00eb sidoq\u00eb t\u00eb vij koha n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn do jetoj!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ajo, nj\u00eb bionde me ka\u00e7urrela natyrale…Me syt\u00eb me ngjyr\u00eb ku p\u00ebrzihet grija me jeshilen e err\u00ebt duke t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb rrekesh me shikim pa ia ndar\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e nuk i d\u00ebshifron dot! Helena Halilaj, nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr nga nj\u00eb vend i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb madhe ku fjala ka pesh\u00eb e bes\u00eb burri, Kuk\u00ebsi! Kur e kam takuar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":17995,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[106],"tags":[1733],"class_list":["post-17993","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poezi","tag-helena"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17993","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17993"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17993\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17995"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17993"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17993"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17993"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}